Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?

[Aynsley]

Hey Mrs. R.
Feeling as you do, I think you should spend the night with Mr. R.,
denying Mike (or have him go home for the night).

It'll probably confuse him; so what?
Of course, maybe he'll understand.

You guys have pushed the HW-ing/Cuck-ing envelope really, really hard,
and it's been inspiring to watch.

But if it's no longer Fun, why do it?

[BallSpanking]

Do what is best for you in your opinion.

[kcpa]

When it stops being 100% fun for both you and Mr R time to back off or stop. A great night but if its not right for a week then its not right and stop now. Nothing says can't try again some other time for a week. If you push it and it goes bad then may lose Mike altogether.

[mrs_reese]

Thanks everyone,
I talked to Mike last night and he agreed, that if I am feeling like this, that it is ok to step back.
Hubby is amazing, but it was time for me to take a time-out and re-connect with him.
I think it was the ring ceromony that kind of freaked me out. It was much too intense. More real than i ever imagined. Thanks to L, I think she was so freaky into all of this that it kind of scared me.
One of the reasons that I am not with her more is that she is just as freaky and intense as hubby. Too crazy for me at times. I love her dearly, but sexually, she is more than I can handle at times.
Hubby and spent the night in the guest bedroom. It was nice, we talked and he re-assured me that he is more in love with me than ever, I told him that I felt the same way. I did tell him that I feel love for Mike, but never will a man make me feel like he does. I trust Mike, and that is important to me. He spent the night sleeping in the master bedroom. I ended up sleeping with hubby, and yes, we made love. NO talk about Mike or anything else. I promised to save all the kinky love making for hubby once Mike leaves this coming week. I decided to let go of Mike on Wednesday. That will give hubby and I time to re-connect before my child comes home. Mike is wonderful. He is not confused or mad about anything,. He told me that my first priority should always be about hubby. I am comfortable and relieved. Mike and I will share our marital bed tonight till he leaves on Wednesday. Hubby is re-energized. And everything is good again.

[Aynsley]

Cool, Mrs. R.

[jane]

I'm sorry it's not turning out well. You seem to go through the same thing every time. I don't know how you deal with it turning out like this. Is it really fulfilling?

[mrs_reese]

Jane, Hi hon, it is going well, it's just sometimes it becomes too much. I like this game play, god knows it took me some time to feel comfortable with all of this, but has it ever scared you? I know I alway end up writing about stepping back, hubby and I talked about it before Mike arrived in our lives. I share so much about my life here, and at times, it just feels safe for me to post my feelings. Believe me, there are times after writing I end up feeling better. I trust everyone here.
Mike is working, hubby is working, I am resting. Tonight, with hubby feeling better, me too, I want Mike all to myself. I plan on being verbal letting hubby listen in, Mike will be leaving Wednesday evening.

[Iris777]

I can see where the ring ceremony woulod freak you out. I might break someone's hand if they decided I needed to remove my rings. No matter what the play is, Aynsley is my husband aput them on my hand. They come off for no other man. So to have that intensity, and to have it in your home I can see as being completely overwhelming.

[mrs_reese]

You are so right Iris, it was very emotional with the ring ceremony, in my house! I have done it before, but with L around the intensity was very crazy! Hubby performing oral on my lover is the hottest hottest thing that I have ever seen. That alone is one of the most fascinating things I have ever asked him to do.

Last night, Mike and I can to terms with all of this. It is fun, but one week is too much. He actually asked that I go sleep with Hubby after he and I had sex. Hubby was trying to watch the ncaa finals while Mike and I were intimate. Let me say one thing, Mike is amazing as my lover. I love him sexually so much. Having sex with hubby is emotional, with Mike, it's pure pleasure. I crave his body bad at times.

After my sex with Mike, I came out of the bedroom and asked hubby if I could join him. I was too sore for sex, but right after watching Duke win, I told hubby that he earned oral sex from me.
First, I sat over hubbys face as he lay on the ground, I spilled my sex with Mike down his throat. He is loving the taste of my sex with Mike. I performed oral on hubby, and that was our night. I slept with Hubby. This morning, Mike went to work, hubby left soon after. I now await both of my men, to come home. I will make dinner for them and we will share another moment of togetherness. My world is perfect right now! How much longer will it last?

I have no idea how men put up with women at times. WE, (especially me), are too emotional!

[robrich46]

Mr., and Mrs. Reese, I so enjoy the posts, and really do thank you for sharing. The last few entries, are incredible. I guess my questions, (as a wannabe!!), are Mrs. Reese, how are you doing with the intense physical interaction from Mr. and Michael, on a farely regular basis, and I'd like to hear from Ms. Reese, what her most intense, sexually satisfying (both emotionally and physically) moment has been throughout the whole odysey.. You guys are great!! Thanks!!!

[BallSpanking]

I think I know why, because you are beautiful, sweet, giving, and very sexy, and they want to give you all the love and the pleasure that you can have or want.

Isn't that nice of them?
Available for you as much or as little as you may want from them.
Most women would kill to have such problems..., lol!

Cheers!

[mrs_reese]

So I am sitting here with Mike and my hubby, we are relaxing...i am being shared by both men, its kindof fun, going btw hubby and Mike. I was telling Mike about this forum and our thread. OMG, his reaction was funny! He wants to read all our posts. As he was reading our most recent about him, I decided to have some fun here. I want hubby and Mike to write about their feelings, especially Mike. For privacy, I wont let Mike read in my account. Since its a hotwife/ladies only thing!

First, I want to answer robrich. Thanks for writing to us. It is a great question.
My most intense, sexually satisfying moment? With Mike, it was feeling his deep penis orgasming inside of me after our ceremony with my husband and L watching/sharing. Feeling my lover cum in me, and knowing that I am all he has ever wanted during that moment makes my body quiver with excitement.
My most intense moment with hubby? He is gonna kill me for writing this. But taking an alpha (sex obsessed with his wife) male like hubby and watching him suck my lovers penis during our ceremony was the most intense sexual moment that i have ever been involved in.

And Ballspanking, you know me best! Ur naughty!
Ok I am leaving now, and hubby will post and then Mike.

I hope everyone has fun with this.

[reese]

My wife and her imagination. Bottom line, this is very difficult......I have a lot of up and down moments. My wife does a great job of keeping me on edge...teasing me a lot....making me believe that she is so damn in love with this guy sitting next to me. As I type, they are kissing, playing with each other. As much as I love this angst...i hate sharing her. I hate these moments where we are all hanging around. Now dont get me wrong, I like Mike a lot. So I just deal with all of this. Oddly enough, my best moments are when they are together in my bed. It drives me crazy...I am hard all the time. Hearing her NOT act..but letting herself go..where Mike is completely satsifying her...where she has NO desire to be with me...
It is the most erotic, exhilirating, jealous, angry, emotional state of being any hotwife husband can ever experience.
Ok I will end this post..and start another, Mike will write some thoughts per my wife!

[reese]

Here's Mike, I am walking away to shower, my wife and Mike are now at computer.

I dont know what to say. But here I am. This is really a cool thing. Were everyone reads real life stuff.
I am with this woman that has completely changed my life. How can I ever go back? To anyother type of woman?
I have dated a lot of girls in my life, and I consider this woman my greatest lover. I have had to delete names at her request, but i want to tell the world how incredible this woman is! I love her as much as a man can love a married woman who is in love with her husband. There! My name is Mike. I am really impressed with all of this and especially with this woman whom has completely changed my life.

MrsR here!
It looks like I have 2 men who cant get enough of me.
Hubby is showering. I am to sore to make love to any man tonight. But I am sure Mike can convince me!

[cum4me2]

Ok that inspires me if her interest...who am I kidding her deeper feelings for BD continue to deepen and it looks as if it will, to share not only her with him but also this forum so he understands our individual emotional state for himself. Today I read some of their texts that got me both aroused and troubled. Hey this can get pretty damn scary folks!!!!

I am trying to allow her space while communicating as best I can my needs for her and for this powerful interest. I know they are good together sexually but I also know we are better togeher in all ways. We are just beginning this adventure but thank you both Mr. and Mrs. Reese for shining the light on what it can become as I have been following along with all the others....

[BallSpanking]

Are you sleeping with Mike tonight?

[roadrunner]

Reese, at some point you won't be able to top what you've already done. You must realize this, right?

In the mean time, they can keep trying!

[mrs_reese]

Hi,
Thankis again for comments and input. Our ongoing thread continues to live only because we have friends like all of you that write to us. We both enjoy our reading about your feelings and idea.
Hubby and I survived Mike week! Yah!
Mike left a few days ago and hubby and I rested and discussed everything that happened over the past week.
We talked about what we liked and what scared us.
I know I am like a broken record, I realize how I back off once a lover becomes too close to me.
But with Mike, even though I was freaked out after the ceremony, I sat back and realized how good things are for the 3 of us. Mike knows his place, he is happy with me. He feels comfortable with hubby. He is respectful to us. Most important, he realizes that hubby acts out is his cuckold ways in most cases to intensify the moment. He understands that hubby is a complete sexual freak and is alpha male when he isnt acting out on a fantasy. That fact is equally important for my husband as well. Knowing that Mike understands what jump starts our sex, knowing that hubby is sexually creative and also knowing that hubby allows me to spin some sexual magic onto the encounter; Mike is in a perfect place in our marriage.
The big question that was answered for all of us is that I do love Mike. I have allowed my feelings to progress to a level of extreme trust for him. Moving forward, hubby and I discussed an arrangement that will allow Mike and I to share our love and our intimacy whenever I feel the need. Sex with Mike is amazing. I need more and more evertime I am with him.
I like that! We are moving one day at a time. Hubby is my man! Mike is my lover! There is NO talk of exclusiveness with Mike, I am free to take on any lover that I feel the need to, but for now, Mike and Hubby is all that I can handle!
xoxo

[reese]

It was an intense week.
It was nice to have a normal Saturday night hanging out with friends until around 10pm.
On the drive home, my wife was in one of her moods, touching me as I was driving. We pulled over in a parking lot of a strip mall and she told me that she wanted to give me an old fashioned blow job in our car. The thrill of getting caught turned her on. I didnt cum, I am not perfect....I was too nervous of a policeman pulling up along side our car.
My point is this.......after all of that, as we continued our drive home, my wife told me that she missed Mike. SHe asked me if I was ok with that. I told her that I was and that I needed to understand that Mike will be a part of her life now. I also replied that even though I am not horny all the time, that I need to adjust my thought process and become more accepting of her wanting to be with Mike at times instead of me. My wife then kissed me and told me that she was so happy that I felt that way. On our approach to our house, my wife asked if I was ready for her to finish her blowjob. Of course!! She completed the task all the while stopping a few times asking me if it was ok if she spent the night with Mike at his place. I orgasmed very soon afterward as that is my trigger point..anything that my wife wants to do with her lover.
As we eventually entered our house, she went into the bedroom. Following her, I watched as she grabbed her overnight bag, put some of her things in it and looked at me and said how much she loved me, thanking me.
Losing my sexual edge, I didnt want her to actually leave! I asked her if she was serious! She was actually leaving?
She asked me if she could talk without any arguing, I agreed, and she told me that she thought that it would be fun for her to give me a quick blow job and visit Mike and spend the night. I told her that I didnt know if she was teasing me or serious when she mentioned that to me while she was sucking me off.

[reese]

So here I am on Sunday morning, my wife texting me a few minutes ago telling me she is on her way home from Mike's and she has breakfast bagels of us to share, wondering if I was up yet!
I love this life....god I do...but the lonliness at times is very difficult to handle.
She is really into Mike. So much of me loves this situation. Losing her as much as I have to Mike recently stings all the time. I have lost a part of her....this time with more realization of the situation being more real than it ever has. I know in my heart that my wife loves me like no other man. But that zone that I used to control sexually over my wife has gone..Mike has taken it...she prefers sex with him so much more now, at times, I feel like I have pity sex from her. I know that she will read this later and probably be pissed off at me for feeling that way. But the purpose of this thread is now to vent feelings..to write about the ups and downs of hotwife play. This isnt a perfect life situation! The thrills far outnumber the pitfalls. At this moment, I feel lost and worried that I will never reclaim a part of my wife that was ONCE mine!
Has any hotwife hubby reading this ever felt this way? Have you ever had your wife give you a quick blowjob only to leave you to visit her lover overnight?
A new adventure for us...a new hurdle of overcome.
I am sure that my wife will comfort me as I hope to reclaim her soon!

[mrs_reese]

Hi!
I am ready to wrap up the week. Hubby asked that I post something tonight so here it is:
I wanted to go see Mike because I missed him. I felt that hubby and I were having a nice few days and everything was good with us. Going to Mikes place last night was nice. I am really enjoying myself and I can honestly say that I do this for myself, finally! All this is all about me. Hubby is here to enjoy his hotwife acting as slutty and loving another man.
He enjoys cleaning me up, tasting my lover and reclaiming me as he did this morning.
Time to shower and go to sleep early, not much sleep for me last night!
goodnight all.

[coloradoguy]

hot to hear about it.
i'd love to hear about the dynamic of posting, 'just for you,'
for him, or for both of you.
Is that hotness---thrill sexually, to you?
Pride (no criticism------it's well deserved!).

Or 'nothing' in the sense of being so easy------'cuz it's anonymous?

Being male i relate or can relate to your husband's thrill and butterflies, and pangs and jealousy. 'Least i think i can.
To you: i can relate to your uninhibited lust. At enjoying two men
freely, at once, in such an uninhibited---even encouraged arrangement.

As a 'bull,' i can understand both the ease with which one might want mrs Reese all the more more and more. As well as the faithful restriction of NOT intruding on the husband-----so as to prolong the enjoyment sexually and socially of mrs reese.

i'd still love to meet her in Vegas at the start (and/or end) of May if she's there. With Mr reese's permission. As i will be there the same time. Surely there're no shortage of candidates seeking her love

[BallSpanking]

Glad to hear everything is falling into place, especially that you are doing this for your own enjoyment and growth, Ms Reese, I think that's what every loving husband has in mind when promoting greater sexual freedom for his wife.
I was wondering if you are becoming more accustomed to Michel's size, I seem to remember reading that you couldn't see him too frequently because his size made you sore, is this still the case, or are you adapting to his size, getting accustomed to his length and girth?
Oh, has this changed the way Mr Reese feels inside you?
My understanding is that as you adapt to Michael, your beautiful pussy will become more open, as a result of your lover's size.

[mrs_reese]

Hi Colorado guy! Hmmm, any chance u can send me a pic? Send me a personal message, Vegas is still on for us.

[mrs_reese]

Ballspanking,
Yes, Mike is bigger than hubby. As much as hubby still is able to hit my spot for an instant orgasm, Mike at times doesnt find it, he is too big at times where it hurts, but then again, he may be hurting me because I am having too much of him lately!
Mike is to my estimate about 81/2 inches long where hubby is a over 7. But its Mikes width that is crazy huge. Hubby can fill me up perfectly, but Mike is too wide. As much as I love Mike's width, it takes time to accomodate him.

Am I getting used to his size, it all depends, when he was here for most of last wk, YES, I did. But luckily, I am very tight, and from exercising, I usually shrink back to normal if I am not with Mike for a few days.