Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?

[mrs_reese]

I had such a wonderful time last night.
First, I want to thank my husband again, for being so wonderful. If it wasnt for him, I would not feel so liberated, I would not feel the happiness that I feel in my heart, I would not be able to experience such wonderful lovers in Michael and Mario.
Thanks baby, I love you so much!

Mario is a dream! That is all I can say. Michael is young, fun and full of lust.
Mario is older, ethnic, extremely passionate and a wonderful lover.
My husband now has to worry about Mario as an amazing lover, someone who will take me away from him more because Mario left me wanting more and more. I want to see him now, that is how amazing he was last night. I want to be filled with him, I am on cloud 9 after last night.

I shared all of the night with hubby, I did come home close to 2am. I did not want to spend the night with Mario, I felt that I needed to come home and share the rest of the night with my husband. He kept himself busy at a few graduation parties yesterday, but after Mario, I felt so dreamy, I had to come home to my husbands loving arms.

About last night, I just want to say: bubble bath, Mario bathed me, Mario shaved me(even though I didnt need it done) Mario gave me an extremely long body massage, Mario had chocolate strawberries, candles lite, sexy italian music playing, and fed me a large amount of his creamy cum as he pulled out of me and pulling off his condom, fed me as I performed a long slow wet blowjob! I want that man more and more after last night.

I am still feeling the effects of Mario, I need to calm down for a moment and go back to wife/mom!

xoxo

[BallSpanking]

Congratulations Ms Reese!

I had a feeling that Mario's touch, the caress and technique of a sophisticated Italian love, would be wonderful for you.
And I am not surprised that he left you primed for more.
I expect that in the days to com you will crave Mario more and more.
Soon he will have his all-clear bill of health, and you will be able to enjoy him inside you,
the way you need him, as a gorgeous HotWife that you are.

Don't forget Michael, now.
You mentioned you were dating him today...
Make sure you make love to him alone today, sweetly and intimately, and let him see how wonderfully he pleases you
by cumming on his cock many, many times!

Cheers, sweetie!

[reese]

I cant believe my wife has gone from being timid, reserved and sometimes apprehensive as a hotwife to a woman who is assertive and take charge with her lover.
Let me tell you, it was very difficult this past weekend as I lost my wife to Mario and the hotel encounter.
I didnt write because I kept myself busy.
I am so amazed at the things she does with her lovers.
She drives me crazy!
I cant focus on work...I cant focus on anything but her.
For a woman to have that much power over a man is simply amazing!

[mrs_reese]

To my husband,

Babe, I am sorry that I have this much mind and body control over you. But you started this. You encouraged me to go further and further with this. Now I want Mario badly....and I am going to have him.

[BallSpanking]

That is truly amazing!

I am not quite clear that Ms Reese's apology was apologetic...
or a restatement of her HotWife liberties! lol

I think it is wonderful that you so much enjoyed your encounter with Mario,
I imagine the coming weeks will be very exciting for you as you come together
with Mario. I expect there will be many incredible moments with him, and hundreds
of new delights to learn. May he please you many, many times.

And I hope you will still have time for Michael, during your new, and upcoming
infatuation with Mario.

And also there is Mr Reese, I realize he is getting sloppy-seconds, but also some of
your primary attention.

Love you sweetie, keep us posted please!

Cheers!

[mrs_reese]

BS, thanks again sweetie.
LJ6200, hubby and I are fine, I love to tease him, that is all.

Last night, hubby displayed some insecurities that usually never happen.
I wanted to post something:

Michael is younger than hubby and Mario.
Mario is more worldly, gentle and romantic than hubby and Michael.
Michael's cum fills me up more than the others.
Hubby's cum tastes the sweetest, he is a fruit junkie, always eating strawberries, raspbs, kiwi, peaches, blackberries, oh and to my hubby, your wife loves the taste of your cum the most.
Mario is the smallest in penis size.
Michael is over 9 inches and thick, he goes too fast at times and I have to push him out of me.
Hubby is perfect for my vagina, 7inches, thick and he makes love to me at my pace.
Mario is a magician with his penis, I cant wait to feel him without a condom.
Michael performs oral sex and he is a work in progress, Mario is amazing with his tongue, hubby is amazing with his thicker lips.
And right now, I just texted Mario, I want to see him NOW!
Michael will have to wait till the middle of the week, he is busy with work.
Hubby comes last, only because I love driving him so crazy with lust, his alpha male is going to kick in really soon!

Just having some fun posting this.

[BallSpanking]

I think it is wonderful that you have really hit your stride as a Hotwife.
You know your wants, and don't need to be timid about them, or satisfying yourself.
Your frankness and openness are refreshing, and I like also that you are able to
prioritize your life in accordance with your actual needs.
Sometimes you are a devoted mom..., sometimes you are Mr Reese's loving wife...
Sometimes you are Michael's patient and tender girlfriend...
and sometimes Mario's incredibly sexy mistress, and love being sexy for him...

Are you needing anything more (besides time for all your lovers? LOL)

Cheers, sweetie.

[mrs_reese]

I have so much on my plate now,
thanks bs, your words always make me feel happy.
Tonight, outback with hubby, I plan on jacking him off when he is driving.
its been a long time since I did that to him, hopefully he finishes off in my mouth!
Im gonna start with my sexy blue toes on his penis, once he is hard, I am going to remove his penis and hopefully he will be filling me.
xoxo
I am in one of those naughty moods.

[allengt]

I have so much on my plate now,
thanks bs, your words always make me feel happy.
Tonight, outback with hubby, I plan on jacking him off when he is driving.
its been a long time since I did that to him, hopefully he finishes off in my mouth!
Im gonna start with my sexy blue toes on his penis, once he is hard, I am going to remove his penis and hopefully he will be filling me.
xoxo
I am in one of those naughty moods.

Now Mrs R, once you remove that penis so it can fill you while he is driving it will never get hard for you again.
While stationed in Scotland and having to pull duty as CIC, Chief in Charge, at night and on weekends part of that duty consisted in going out on reported accidents. It seems as if men just lose all control when some girl is either jacking him or blowing him and he starts cumming while driving and they end up going off the road.

[mrs_reese]

It was impossible! I tried jacking off hubby but he was all over the place. Allengt, you were correct, it has been a while since hubby had to drive with me teasing his penis.
We had a fun night, I love my man so much.

This afternoon, Mario will have documentation of his aids/hiv/std tests.
I am hopeful!

[reese]

Mario called me and gave me the thumbs up.
I am wondering if I should even go this far with him, afterall, Michael is a lot to handle and my husband is ever more to handle.
I told Mario that I was very happy and that I cant wait to have him in me bb, but now I am thinking those thoughts that always come to me when I feel something with someone.
Actually, Michael is my only lover that hasnt scared me away.
I am confused why I am feeling funny with Mario now that I know he is free and safe to play.

[Aynsley]

Trust your gut, Mrs. R.

If Mario needs to wait...well...you're worth waiting for.
If he can't figure that out, he's not worth the bother.

[BallSpanking]

It is, of course, for you to determine, but my feeling is that bareback is far preferable, because you actually feel your lover's intention.
Now if that scares you, Ms Reese, that is for you to say.... although my guess is that this anxiety will subside quickly once you actually feel him loving you.
After all, you love his touch... and this will be his most intimate touch (or is that freaking you out?).

Cheers, sweetie

[mrs_reese]

Thanks guys, I want Mario in the fantasy part of being a hotwife. I am just sure if I can balance him along with Michael and my husband. Occasional fantasy fun is easier. I love the role playing with Mario, something that is fun and not so complicated as a relationship.
Again, I am trying to decide.
Hubby is leaning on NO relationship as I asked him last night what he thought, god knows that he undestands me.
I also think he has been more jealous lately about Mario. Hubby has acted like his feelings have been hurt the last time I was with Mario. I was pretty explicit as I teased hubby with our hotel encounter, maybe that is what set hubby off.
Needless to say, we all have good days and bad days, I have been up and down over the past few days.
Hubby comes first! Michael comes second, is there room for Mario in my life?? Hmmm!

[kcpa]

A person's bucket can only get just so full. Once full if you add more it starts to overflow and make a mess.

[curious_guy]

Mrs. Reese,

When you began this adventure with Mario, it was all about fun, fantasy, and, well, sex - playing "dress up" with his merchandise, teasing him while he's on the clock and can't do anything about it, and generally doing naughty things to and with him anyplace but a bedroom. It wasn't about being his girlfriend or mistress - you just wanted a fuck buddy, a lighthearted counterpoint to your serious, heavily involved relationships with Michael and your hubby. It sounds like you still want that, but it doesn't sound like that's where your relationship with him is now, or where it's likely headed. Any thoughts as to when or how things shifted for you?

More importantly, if the fun and the fantasy are what you want, do you think you can rework things to get that back - to make your relationship once again about sex first, emotional attachment second? Maybe all your encounters are at his store from now on, and you always show up out of the blue, just before closing. Maybe you actually come home with a new pair of shoes as a result of your encounters. Maybe you become his "on call sex kitten" whenever he wants a hot date. Or whatever arrangement brings your fantasy to the forefront for you.

That said, all of this of course depends on how Mr. R. feels about you continuing to see Mario at all.

Hope things work out to everyone's satisfaction.
-CG

[BallSpanking]

Now that Mario has... cum clean (so to speak)...
I was wondering if you have any updates Ms Reese?
We are all cheering for you!

Cheers, sweetie

[mrs_reese]

Hi everyone.
Hubby and I talked last night and made some final decisions.
I am going to have my first bareback sex night with Mario tonight.
Michael is on a family cruise with his mom, dad, brothers, sisters, inlaws for the next 7 days, so that leaves me alone for a while. I decided to give Mario a chance and open up to him. Mario recently told me that he only wants fun with me since he is committed in a marriage. He told me that he and his wife are separated but living together. They do not plan on divorcing, but Mario is committed to his children and he wants to stay with his wife in some capacity. I like that, I feel more comfortable that even though Mario is not technically married, that he still wants to maintain some sort of a relationship with his separated wife for the sake of his children.
Mario wants FUN, that is all! He made it clear that my fantasy world will be his top priority. He agreed that having a relationship is much more complicated for him as well.
So tonight, I will be with Mario, for a few hours, at another hotel. I like the hotel scene, it makes our encounters more like having an affair.
Back to Michael, I love him, I miss him, but lately my mind has been on Mario and my husband.
Hubby and I have been fighting a lot lately. Our fights are not about hotwife play but more about normal life stuff.
So hot wife play has taken a back seat until I worked out things with mymain man.
So far so good today, I am confident that hubby and I have things worked out.
Again, it was nothing bad, just silly growing pains that every relationship endures from time to time.
I am excited to feel Mario orgasm in me.
OF course, I will keep it fresh in me for hubby to lick out of me later tonight, that is why i will be home very soon after my time with Mario.
More later.
xoxo

[BallSpanking]

Thank you for your update Ms Reese, I hope you and Mr Reese have worked things out enough to return to cordiality.
I also hope you have an amazing time with Mario tonight and that he rocks your world!

Cheers, sweetie

[roadrunner]

I don't quite see how this statement...

I am going to have my first bareback sex night with Mario tonight.

And this one...

Hubby and I have been fighting a lot lately. Our fights are not about hotwife play but more about normal life stuff. So hot wife play has taken a back seat until I worked out things with mymain man.

can logically coexist in the same post.

[mrs_reese]

well there is nothing logical about me!
lol!
better yet, there is nothing logical about hotwife play, dueling emotions all the time.
but quite honestly, when hubby and I are fighting, I back off, i am not in the mood to play with others when we fight.
we are better now.

[mrs_reese]

Leaving to meet Mario at the Hilton downtown.
Hubby is on edge, he choose my outfit, and I let him lick my pussy and jack off, kinky hubby, he will be very sore doing his hotwife hubby thing waiting for me to cum home with Marios fill in me.
xoxo,
I cant wait!

[BallSpanking]

lol!
Hello Ms Reese,

Glad to see you are having fun with Mario!
Is there any chance Mr Reese will get to be inside you,
or are you playing mistress for Mario all week and denying hubby?

[mrs_reese]

Mario and I met this past Friday night. While Michael was away, I was able to relax with Mario. I denied hubby all weekend, hence the reason why he wasnt on line or at this site. His new strategy is to NOT even look at me or write lately, his angst and denial process is killing him. He texted me on Friday night to tell me that he jacked off 3 times replaying a few videos he has of me from my previous hotwife times.
To Mario and Friday night! No need to bore you with all the details but my Mr romantic man was filled with cum and made sure to give it to me twice before I left to go home. I think Mario is so romantic. I orgamsed a lot, but in odd ways>
Once he had his fingers deep inside of my butt while he licked my pussy causing me to lose control, another time he asked me to pee on his body while we were in the bathtub, I felt uncomfortable but my romantic man has a way of pursuading me. While I was peeing, I orgasmed very soon as he was fingering my pussy.
While making love, I orgasmed also, feeling him in me for the 1st time was breathtaking for me.
I was consumed by him, and if that happens to me, I will want to be with that man more than hubby.
Right now, I am hoping to see Mario again tonight, finally at our home. Hubby will be denied again, that is my way of making him go off the deep edge. This is my way of tormenting my man!

[mrs_reese]

Hubby called, no Mario, its time! I gotta have him tonight, I know he will wild and out of control, just the way I like him.
enough is enough I assume! lol