It might actually happen after years of telling me no.

[SixInchDick]

I have to say this is one of the most unique ways I have heard about a hotwife/cuckold arrangement coming to a (possibly temporary) end. The bull having to move back "home" AND a death in your family.

Honestly, you guys really could use some major down time like you've talked about before. Go be a normal boring couple again, but keep having hot sex! Your wife sounds gorgeous and wonderful, and that sex drive is something to cherish. She seems like a real angel. Is she a good cook?

[parmaham55]

So, so sorry to hear about your loss. You guys are amazing and all the love to you, both of you. At times like this, the forum pulls together. Thoughts with you

[WarrenOldcuck]

Hi W770, really sorry to hear about losing your Grandma. So Sad. I have read your journey from the start and you seem to be such lovely people. Lana especially seems to be the most wonderful wife you could imagine. I do have some worries though. At the start of your journey Lana always came back to you wanting reclaim sex for the emotional attachment but actually denied you during the last few sessions with Shawn. Hopefully that was just to fuel your fantasies and not because she wasn't interested in having sex with you.
Far from having you thanking Shawn, I think it would have been good for him to thank you for the experience, for without your acceptance it would not have happened. I also think it would have been nice if Lana had said " it's your pussy TONIGHT" Shawn implying that it's only temporary and that it's yours from now on. Just my thoughts but I wish you all the best.

[setv4]

I’m sorry to hear about your impending loss. Lana made the right decision to go with you. She would have regrets if she stayed behind for sex instead of accompanying you to say goodbye. I’m sure she is sad for the adventure to end this morning and is spending a lot of time on the flight fiddling with the necklace and staring out the window thinking of Shawn. Did she shed any tears when she said goodbye or on the flight?

When they whispered in each other’s ear, do you think they were saying ‘I love you’ or confessing ‘I’m in love with you’? The latter can mean a much deeper connection than telling someone you live them.

I hope your flight and trip go well.

Thanks for the well wishes. She did not shed any tears for Shawn, which surprised me a bit because she's an emotional person, but it's been an emotional last 24 hours given the circumstances, so I think she was mainly prioritizing the moment instead.

Considering both you and Lana know that shawn owns her pussy the next natural progression in your humiliation and confirmed cuckold status would be.... Have Lana come off the pill with her spending every peak period when she is in the fertility zone in rapture with shawns baby batter swimming in her fallopian tubes.

Considering her multiple orgasms when she couples with him I would bet her uterus would act as a vacume and the love of your life will have another mans bun in her oven.Considering Lana is getting older time is of the essence. Your cuckold status would be constantly stoked as her baby bump becomes apparent around 16-20 weeks. Of course during the conception phase you would need to be denied any entry and would only have relief with five fingered Mary or occassionaly Lana may take pity on your and give you some oral dictation.

We've put off the ideas of the pill and Shawn's potential of impregnating her. We realized it was more of a fantasy than anything but the lines between fantasy and reality are easily blurred sometimes.

Update: It was a tough day, as I found out my grandmother had passed while we were at baggage claim waiting for our bags. So I missed her by 30-45 minutes. Lana has been great with support and we're just spending time with my family this weekend before we head back home. No sex last night as the mood was a bit somber, but perhaps tonight. Shawn is having his going away party tonight as well so I'm sure we'll hear about that. Otherwise, nothing new really to report.

My condolences on the loss of your Grandmother, sorry that you didn't get the chance to say goodby to her before she passed.
My Wife & I both lost our Fathers in the same year, just 9 months apart, & in both cases they died suddenly, so there was no chance to say goodby either. So I understand how it feels. May She Rest In Peace.

[Open2it]

My condolences on your loss. Enjoy your family time. There will always be opportunities to play again should you both desire.

The past two months have been a grad level course in cuckolding. I hope there are no regrets.

[tojanman]

Stay safe W. It appreciated but please don’t feel pressure to post. Take this time to process your emotions both kink and non-kink related.

[falzar]

W:

Shawn's going away party must be a major letdown without Lana (and you) there. Do you think that she will be in contact with him before you return home?

As to your plans on starting a family, I would suggest that you and Lana proceed on that front immediately in the hope that she falls pregnant before they see each other again. If not, I foresee a serious risk that he would be the one to impregnant her, since I doubt that either could resist the urge for bareback sex with full insemination. And should she become pregnant with your child before their next reunion, I would expect that that would not be an obstacle to them reigniting their sexual and emotional relationship.

But all this can wait to your return home. Right now is a time to reflect on family and the loss of your grandmother, to digest all that has transpired between you and Lana in the lightning development of your cuckold relationship over the last two months and to recover physically and emotionally from all that you have been through. To the extent possible, lengthy and sound sleep is recommended.

One final note: While my cuckold experience is very limited compared to yours, I had the experience of sitting on a plane with my wife waiting for take off after another man emptied his large balls deep in her pussy just a couple of days before. She leaned over to me and said: "I still have some of him in me." My erection was immediate and strong. I can only imagine your thoughts on your flight west yesterday.

[Texas Jack]

Update: It was a tough day, as I found out my grandmother had passed while we were at baggage claim waiting for our bags. So I missed her by 30-45 minutes.

Aw man, that's rough. I'm sorry for your loss. Condolences to you and all your family. She must have led a full life, and I imagine you have many fond memories of her.

[armyguyot1]

Welcome to the forum WarrenOldcuck.

[armyguyot1]

Welcome to the forum Kinmidas.

[2flowers]

Condolences for your grandmother; I'm sorry to hear that, even if it was expected.

[briggs]

Condolences for your loss w770 and Lana. I hope everything works out ok.

[Novice1980]

Condolences for your loss - even thou she was old it is never fun.

Are you staying for the funeral or heading home before?

[edgedndenied]

Condolences to you, Lana and your family

[mundyman]

I’m sorry to hear about your impending loss. Lana made the right decision to go with you. She would have regrets if she stayed behind for sex instead of accompanying you to say goodbye. I’m sure she is sad for the adventure to end this morning and is spending a lot of time on the flight fiddling with the necklace and staring out the window thinking of Shawn. Did she shed any tears when she said goodbye or on the flight?

When they whispered in each other’s ear, do you think they were saying ‘I love you’ or confessing ‘I’m in love with you’? The latter can mean a much deeper connection than telling someone you live them.

I hope your flight and trip go well.

Thanks for the well wishes. She did not shed any tears for Shawn, which surprised me a bit because she's an emotional person, but it's been an emotional last 24 hours given the circumstances, so I think she was mainly prioritizing the moment instead.

Considering both you and Lana know that shawn owns her pussy the next natural progression in your humiliation and confirmed cuckold status would be.... Have Lana come off the pill with her spending every peak period when she is in the fertility zone in rapture with shawns baby batter swimming in her fallopian tubes.

Considering her multiple orgasms when she couples with him I would bet her uterus would act as a vacume and the love of your life will have another mans bun in her oven.Considering Lana is getting older time is of the essence. Your cuckold status would be constantly stoked as her baby bump becomes apparent around 16-20 weeks. Of course during the conception phase you would need to be denied any entry and would only have relief with five fingered Mary or occassionaly Lana may take pity on your and give you some oral dictation.

We've put off the ideas of the pill and Shawn's potential of impregnating her. We realized it was more of a fantasy than anything but the lines between fantasy and reality are easily blurred sometimes.

Update: It was a tough day, as I found out my grandmother had passed while we were at baggage claim waiting for our bags. So I missed her by 30-45 minutes. Lana has been great with support and we're just spending time with my family this weekend before we head back home. No sex last night as the mood was a bit somber, but perhaps tonight. Shawn is having his going away party tonight as well so I'm sure we'll hear about that. Otherwise, nothing new really to report.

My condolences to you and your family W. May the memory of your grandmother be a comfort to you all.

Question: I can’t imagine how in any way you guys would do anything while in Cali for the death of your grandma. But as you are out and about are you and Lana seeing men who rival Shawn in looks and physical stature? Are you two pointing out men she would like to get to know better and fuck? Kind of looking toward the post Shawn period and guys that would potentially interest her. Maybe share the naughty things she would do with them. Each of you painting lurid scenarios of car blowjobs, maybe getting fucked in a bar or club bathroom, hikes and walks in the woods that lead to sex, etc….

[tojanman]

I’m curious if there’s been any discussion about the going away party and if Lana will be participating in any capacity.

[jasmineb87]

I’m curious if there’s been any discussion about the going away party and if Lana will be participating in any capacity.

From my understanding, the going away party was last night and Lana was a 7 hour flight away with W mourning the loss of his grandmother

[shawnm]

W, my deepest condolences! I am really glad that Lana chose to be here with you. Imagine if she had chosen to stay back for the gangbang, she would have never been able to forgive herself and gotten over the guilt trip and it may have come to bite back sometime in the future. Stay strong and stay together. You guys are made for each other. Take care!

[hiki]

My condolences for your loss! I hope everything is going OK with you guys.

[snooper56]

Just moving this back up. I'm sure w770 will update in the next day or two. Hopefully everything is going as well as possible for the two of them.

[SixInchDick]

I guess after writing so much on this site, W770 needs a little break and detox anyways. Hopefully they don't experience too strong of a hangover from the sudden stoppage of activity

[Jujube]

I imagine there is quite a bit of reconnecting and soul searching going on in the last few days. They left a white-hot situation straight to a funeral for goodness sake! I just hope everything is all right with their relationship, and Lana, (god bless her) doesn’t do it tell him anything too rash.

[Jujube]

Do, or*

[Mattmattiass]

Would also love a debrief or some kind of summary of feelings, future thoughts, etc., but quite frankly, w has posted enough interesting content for three people. I wouldn’t dare ask for more.

[w770]

Hey guys, thanks for all of the well wishes. Lana and I read them all and really appreciate everyone's warmth.

Everyone is great, everything is fine. We were met with an avalanche of work the second we got back home so there wasn't really an opportunity to really process post Shawn life yet. I left the apartment at 5 like normal this morning to go to the gym and it was snowing pretty hard, but in a peaceful way. It made me feel the need to slow down for a moment so I actually headed back and am taking the dreaded rest day to hang out with the dogs while we watch the snow and Lana sleeps.

I just wanted to check in to thank everyone. I will respond and address questions hopefully later today if work allows. But for now, the snow.