Feminized cuckold - others?

[emerald74]

It is so nice to see all these responses and to read how what I feel clearly is not that unusual...

I am experiencing two things, the feminization which at this point is not even "forced" anymore but all but voluntary, but also the desire for the same-sex sexual experiences.

As far as I am concerned, my sex life is at this point exclusively directed towards other men, and I am finding myself loving it that way. Jesus, do I love it.

It is not that this has been put into me, it is that this has been liberated and set free.
I am totally happy with how things are, being a sissy, loving cock..., knowing my partner is getting her sexual needs met by her "more manly" men... Super turn on, every single day.

Things just sometimes go ways we don't expect...
All I can think of these days is that I wish my tits were bigger...

Emerald,

It is so great to see your post, too, I feel the same way after reading what you wrote. It's pretty uncanny how much we have in common. There was a time when people saw me as a definite testament to manhood, but deep down inside that is not who I was or am. I feel like I was a prisoner waiting to come out. And now the lock is falling apart and the door is about ready to bust open. I am infinitely happier and healthier in my life on feminizing hormones, and sexually, you are right because I, like you, absolutely can no longer be with anyone but a man.
Jamie

Thank you Jamie for these kind words, I totally agree. What you wrote resonates with me at 100%.

[elina]

Dearest Emerald,

Thank you so much for your update. It is so wonderful to see how you are embracing your real self and yearning to develop your female personality.

Does your Wife interact a lot with your Male Top? Not sure how you feel about this but if I get to the point where you are now I think I would very much enjoy serving both of them very submissively at the same time?

I really hope that your Hormone Therapy will work out as you hope and would be very grateful if you will please share your journey with us.

Sincerely
elina

[MallardStreet-3]

I echo those thoughts and really appreciate this thread Emerald. It's nice to know there are others out there like me. One thing I'd say is that I think going into this, I thought that if I decided to take hormones everything would change and I couldn't go back. But that really isn't the case. You can start out with a low dose and get a sense of what things are like and whether this is a good fit for you. In my case, I started out at a very, very low dose, and gradually I have increased to a more moderate dose. And in that time, increasingly, as the dose goes up, it has helped my life tremendously and I feel good about myself for the first time, but still, the pace of change feels so jolting at times and I have to say, after coming out to everybody about 2 months ago, I was somewhat unprepared for the reaction from extended family and friends I haven't seen in a while. But I guess that's the point. If I haven't seen them for a while, I don't really need to be worried about what they think and, meantime, I've made more friends in the past year than I have in my entire life because I think I'm just more myself and happier now. All that said, my sex drive is not at all what it used to be. Looking back to a few years ago, I think a lot of the encounters I had were really about me wanting to be seen in a more feminine way and from an expediency standpoint, there is no quicker and easier way to feel validated than having a hard cock standing at attention right in front of me.
Now I get validated just by being me out in the world. At the same time, doing this has been so freeing because it has shown me without a doubt that this is the person I always was and was meant to be, and now that I am that person, yes, absolutely, I still do love standing tall and proud in a tight ripped pair of jeans and a cute v-neck t-shirt with a gorgeous naked man with a hard cock standing right before me, because there is just nothing like it in the world.

[emerald74]

Hi all,
It's been a little while since I posted, mostly because just nothing really new happened. But, I felt like posting an update.
Relationship-wise not much has changed, she is seeing her few men, we're feeling lots of love, but the sex she needs she gets elsewhere. Always.

We have recently had a few more nights where I was involved as proper cuckold, with fluffing and cleaning her out, which was new-ish, because for the most of the recent times I was not involved in her sex life.

I am almost exclusively presenting feminized/female at this point in every regard that is in-house, and most of out-of-the-house as well when it comes to errands and all and this is just how I/ we go out, which is not a lot together, but more for myself. Career/job wise I still (have to) present male, but that's mostly due to society and professional life expectations.

At this point we strictly date separately, for her that includes romantic relationships as well, for me partially, sort of a polyamorous architecture at this point. She insists that I only get to see/ play with/ date men, and always en femme, and I am happy with that beyond any degree I could've ever imagined before all this happened. I have not had a pussy in nearly two years now, and discovered I love being with or being the toy of men more than I ever thought.

Moving forward on my transition to a female state has also been pushed forward. I learned there is a bit more to it than just getting a prescription, but I can only summarize that there is no words for expressing how badly I want my boobs to grow. And it's happening. I'll post pictures on the hottest forum when it's worth it.

I have received ample amounts of messages regarding my penis and ability for erections once I'd take hormones, but well, that is not really the issue, is it? I have had issues maintaining erections for the majority of my adult life, and only feel that I am now just in the right place to understand why that was the case, of being a sex toy that doesn't penetrate, but gets penetrated, and I cum from that reliably..

It all is a very different place from where I was when I first started a profile here, but hell, is it a beautiful and fun place to be in now, I love it.

[LawyerWouldbeCuckold]

Hi all,
It's been a little while since I posted, mostly because just nothing really new happened. But, I felt like posting an update.
Relationship-wise not much has changed, she is seeing her few men, we're feeling lots of love, but the sex she needs she gets elsewhere. Always.

We have recently had a few more nights where I was involved as proper cuckold, with fluffing and cleaning her out, which was new-ish, because for the most of the recent times I was not involved in her sex life.

I am almost exclusively presenting feminized/female at this point in every regard that is in-house, and most of out-of-the-house as well when it comes to errands and all and this is just how I/ we go out, which is not a lot together, but more for myself. Career/job wise I still (have to) present male, but that's mostly due to society and professional life expectations.

At this point we strictly date separately, for her that includes romantic relationships as well, for me partially, sort of a polyamorous architecture at this point. She insists that I only get to see/ play with/ date men, and always en femme, and I am happy with that beyond any degree I could've ever imagined before all this happened. I have not had a pussy in nearly two years now, and discovered I love being with or being the toy of men more than I ever thought.

Moving forward on my transition to a female state has also been pushed forward. I learned there is a bit more to it than just getting a prescription, but I can only summarize that there is no words for expressing how badly I want my boobs to grow. And it's happening. I'll post pictures on the hottest forum when it's worth it.

I have received ample amounts of messages regarding my penis and ability for erections once I'd take hormones, but well, that is not really the issue, is it? I have had issues maintaining erections for the majority of my adult life, and only feel that I am now just in the right place to understand why that was the case, of being a sex toy that doesn't penetrate, but gets penetrated, and I cum from that reliably..

It all is a very different place from where I was when I first started a profile here, but hell, is it a beautiful and fun place to be in now, I love it.

If you are in a "happy place"....well, more power to you. I don't think this is a direction that I would ever set out on for myself, but as I have said before, with the right partner, I can def. see exploring bisexuality.

Again, I'm glad you are "where you want to be"......I've always kind of wondered how many people, in the abstract, are really EVER able to say that? I think you are pretty lucky to be in a place where you can say that.

[elina]

Dear Emerald,

Thank you for sharing the update.
It is wonderful that you are happy with what you currently are, and happy with what you are striving to become.

We are all unique and I am grateful for you sharing your story which is not quite the average on the site but may contribute to spreading a wider understanding and respect for all the variations seen here.

Take care
elina

[beta boy]

My wife feminizes me and I basically live as a girl. I dont own any male clothing and I work a job traditionaly held by women.I grew up as a sissy and my wife and I knew each other since we were kids. As a teenager she encouraged me to wear girls clothing and I often wore her clothes. We used to go on bibycle rides in the country and she would bring extra clothes. There was this old abandoned farm with a barn that we would stop at and I could change into the clothes she gave me then continue our ride.She had a pretty pink bicycle with a basket on the front and tassals on the handle bars. We would swap bikes and ride down the road in front of everyone and go to the park.I really loved that and even went swiming and sunbathing once with me in one of her bathing suits that had a cute little pleated skirt on it.I have a micropenis so no one ever saw a bulge in front and my face and body were fem looking. I had silky long hair and people just saw me as a girl.When we got a little older and went to the discos guys would hit on us and we would tell them we were lezzies or partners to shoo them away.

[emerald74]

I echo those thoughts and really appreciate this thread Emerald. It's nice to know there are others out there like me. One thing I'd say is that I think going into this, I thought that if I decided to take hormones everything would change and I couldn't go back. But that really isn't the case. You can start out with a low dose and get a sense of what things are like and whether this is a good fit for you. In my case, I started out at a very, very low dose, and gradually I have increased to a more moderate dose. And in that time, increasingly, as the dose goes up, it has helped my life tremendously and I feel good about myself for the first time, but still, the pace of change feels so jolting at times and I have to say, after coming out to everybody about 2 months ago, I was somewhat unprepared for the reaction from extended family and friends I haven't seen in a while. But I guess that's the point. If I haven't seen them for a while, I don't really need to be worried about what they think and, meantime, I've made more friends in the past year than I have in my entire life because I think I'm just more myself and happier now. All that said, my sex drive is not at all what it used to be. Looking back to a few years ago, I think a lot of the encounters I had were really about me wanting to be seen in a more feminine way and from an expediency standpoint, there is no quicker and easier way to feel validated than having a hard cock standing at attention right in front of me.
Now I get validated just by being me out in the world. At the same time, doing this has been so freeing because it has shown me without a doubt that this is the person I always was and was meant to be, and now that I am that person, yes, absolutely, I still do love standing tall and proud in a tight ripped pair of jeans and a cute v-neck t-shirt with a gorgeous naked man with a hard cock standing right before me, because there is just nothing like it in the world.

Hello my dear,
It's been a little while, mostly because nothing really "new" as in "game changing" happened other than my beginning transition.
I wanted to add that I really liked your post. It was and is very confirming and reassuring.
I feel the same way. Every bit of coming out, regardless how nudged along, even pushed it was, it made me closer to who I really am, and I am the happiest ever.
I made many new friends, contrary to before, most of my new friends are part of the LGBTQ community and I am so part of it- I never knew I'd be.
My feminine side is the strongest ever, my closet has more female clothing than male, and I present feminine whenever I can.
I'm quite happy.

[emerald74]

Hi All,
It's been a while since anything had been posted on this thread and I wanted to bump it, but also post an update.

Right now, in this moment, I am on my way to my male lover. If some of you read some of my threads, this path of mine has been quite an evolution over many degrees of changes in sexuality and gender.
Stemming from an open, then cuckold relationship which then more and more included feminization and driving me towards men more and more by my partner, I find myself even in another relationship of now 2+ years in a cuckold role which turns me on most of anything, but again also in a role where I am told to, and voluntarily pursue sexual encounters and now even partnerships with men.

I don't think me being a cuckold and/ or being directed towards this was a change being "made", but much more of a coming out after a liberation and a natural occurrence.

My lover is gay, and in the play with him there is no play part that is bi or anything (although I still present heavily feminized). Being on PREP all the time now and exploring hormones, I am the willing guy toy for a top male. It is a major turn on for me and feels like the right place for me. My little clit likely will cum hard the moment he cums all over my face and mouth and I can't wait to taste his cum..
Wish I could share pics here if that was of interest for anyone, lol...

[Jujube]

Please do! Post pics in the Hotties section. I would love to see pictures of your feminine self, as well as pics of your wife!

[demale]

My wifey has no interest in feminizing me but if she were to change her mind I would agree to wear panties and lipstick,

[ArdentOneX]

Dm sent on fet. But yes, would love to see how things have changed

[canadianwittol]

Interesting thread to follow. In addition to wearing a bra and panties my wife made me wear pantyhose to work today for the first time.

[bradisalpha]

Interesting thread to follow. In addition to wearing a bra and panties my wife made me wear pantyhose to work today for the first time.

Congratulations canadianwittol !! This has been on your mind knowing it was coming. Now you have closure, conquering another hurdle in your exciting journey.

Brad

[Teensy1]

Since I have an inchworm between my legs my wife thinks I’m an excellent candidate to be feminized, I must admit the idea excites me but I’m worried that it would be humiliating to be seen by our neighbors in lipstick and heels. How can I get past that feeling?

[canadianwittol]

Thank you Brad. In 14 years of being a cuckold I have learned that it is better to accept humiliations up front than to protest them only to ultimately accept them anyway.

Alice asked me last night how I felt wearing them and I admitted, truthfully, that they weren't much distraction and in fact assisted in keeping me somewhat warm during this cold snap we currently find ourselves in. I was honest in telling her that I did not mind wearing pantyhose at her direction and that I don't plan to make any objections against it in future: I'll happily accept her direction.

She did not make me wear pantyhose today but she did tell me to keep the pair I wore yesterday so it probably won't be long before I do it again; but I'm leaving that up to her.

Thank you for your kind thoughts. I'm working harder to recognize the gift I've been given, that I may delight others with my humiliation. I'm glad to know that you and others are enjoying it.

Interesting thread to follow. In addition to wearing a bra and panties my wife made me wear pantyhose to work today for the first time.

Congratulations canadianwittol !! This has been on your mind knowing it was coming. Now you have closure, conquering another hurdle in your exciting journey.

Brad

[MartasBoy]

It started when my wife had one new playmate who expressed reluctance to be involved with a married woman, and particularly to face the husband. My wife assured him that she called the shots in her play and that I was no threat to him.

My wife knew that I have always done some cross-dressing and that I had some clothes I dressed up in. One day she noticed a maid's outfit I had put together, consisting of a black pencil skirt, a white tuxedo blouse, and a ruffled pinafore apron.

When this one guy came over, my wife told me she wanted me to dress in my maid's uniform to show him that I was no threat to him. She told him that I like playing dress up as a woman, and that is why she looks for real men like him to play with.

He seemed very comfortable once he arrived and saw me in my maid's uniform. When my wife saw how much it removed me as any threat to the men she invites over, she had me do it more often.

[Long Lurker 34]

Thank you Brad. In 14 years of being a cuckold I have learned that it is better to accept humiliations up front than to protest them only to ultimately accept them anyway.

Alice asked me last night how I felt wearing them and I admitted, truthfully, that they weren't much distraction and in fact assisted in keeping me somewhat warm during this cold snap we currently find ourselves in. I was honest in telling her that I did not mind wearing pantyhose at her direction and that I don't plan to make any objections against it in future: I'll happily accept her direction.

She did not make me wear pantyhose today but she did tell me to keep the pair I wore yesterday so it probably won't be long before I do it again; but I'm leaving that up to her.

Thank you for your kind thoughts. I'm working harder to recognize the gift I've been given, that I may delight others with my humiliation. I'm glad to know that you and others are enjoying it.

Interesting thread to follow. In addition to wearing a bra and panties my wife made me wear pantyhose to work today for the first time.

Congratulations canadianwittol !! This has been on your mind knowing it was coming. Now you have closure, conquering another hurdle in your exciting journey.

Brad

CW - When I was in the service we received instruction prior to winter warfare training. Part of which was being informed that when the CAF was doing research about dressing for cold weather, trapline hunters told them of how they would wear two sets of pantyhose to keep warm. Light weight and the overlapping gaps created a thin layer of pockets that would create a thin layer of warm air. This was before all the current super warm and moisture wicking fabrics had been created.

So if you need to add an extra layer to keep warm over the winter you are on the right track.

[bradisalpha]

Since I have an inchworm between my legs my wife thinks I’m an excellent candidate to be feminized, I must admit the idea excites me but I’m worried that it would be humiliating to be seen by our neighbors in lipstick and heels. How can I get past that feeling?

I believe you have summed it up correctly.. Yes, you are an excellent candidate to be feminized… and it WILL be humiliating to be seen wearing lipstick and heels… but, as you also said, it WILL be exciting !!

I believe canadianwittol can attest to those feelings and also the excitement that undeniably comes along with it. This is a one way path you are on.. there is no turning back !!

Just my thoughts….

Brad

[Teensy1]

Many thanks, Brad. You may well know me better than I know myself. May I ask why you think that I’m an excellent candidate to be feminized? And why would there be no turning back? Would value any guidance that you’re willing to provide.

[bradisalpha]

Many thanks, Brad. You may well know me better than I know myself. May I ask why you think that I’m an excellent candidate to be feminized? And why would there be no turning back? Would value any guidance that you’re willing to provide.

teensy1,

In your mind you have already accepted being feminized and you are excited to begin that journey. Your inchworm dickie simply justifies your wife encouraging you and leading you down this path. Feminizing you will give her the freedom to seek out a BF that can better satisfy her sexual desires and properly cuckold you.

In your mind you are already imagining wearing panties and heels while your lips are painted bright red.. and your excitement is increasing with the thought of how humiliating you will feel if your neighbors see you this way.

Your mind is your most intense sexual organ and your excitement is continuously building as you imagine yourself as your wife’s feminized cuckold. That excitement is like a drug to you.. and you are becoming addicted. Once you have experienced that excitement you will no longer be able to live without it. It is the path you are on and once you experience the excitement you are imagining now, there will be no turning back.

It is funny how excitement builds within a person. There are many things running around in your mind right now about being feminized and cuckolded. But let’s just take one little thing you mentioned as an example. You actually do not want your neighbors to see you in your heels and lipstick. But you feel excited imagining the humility you will feel if they do. Sooo.. are you feeling the excitement of keeping your secret hidden.. or are you actually hoping they see you so you can feel the excitement of the humiliation ?? Which is it, teensy1 ?? Or is it both ?? Do you think at this point you can toss all of these thoughts out of your mind and forget them.. and go back ????? I think you will answer your own question !!

Brad

[Teensy1]

Hi, Brad. You know me inside and out. When my wife told me that she no longer tolerate my pathetic nubbin and that was going to offer herself to our loudmouthed Black neighbor I was ashamed of myself for surrendering her so meekly. It was humiliating indeed when word got around that I not only was a cuck but that I had a toddler’s wee wee wee. Then I realized that I was enjoying the humiliation and wanted more. That’s why I’m secretly hoping that my wife does feminize me. I want to hear people snickering when they see me in lipstick and heels. I know now that her forcing me to tinkle sitting down was her way of eroding my manhood. Had I resisted she would have diapered me. Wearing horns has further diminished my masculinity. I think wifey knows that the seed that she planted has grown to a point where I can no longer uproot it and don’t want to. She knows that she won’t have to feminize me. I’ll likely do it myself. By the way, you have extraordinary insight into the cuckold psyche. Can you tell when you can take a wife away from her hubby and make her your own? How would you do that to me, if I may ask.

[Maddie_Hippychick]

Teensy1, a good way to test the waters a bit is to start wearing simple black leggings and a loose fitting hoodie around the house. If that’s too much, start with men’s long underwear. As you get more comfortable with it, you can introduce more feminine colors, or add cute cozy socks, or some pretty jewelry. Once you start playing with textures, colors, styles, and accessories, putting together cute outfits gets addictive.

[Teensy1]

Thank you so much! Definitely will do that. Am feeling femmy already.

[rbm 75]

<< I use estrogen cream three times a week, one of the causes is my emotional feelings at times go off the charts as I cry over anything. >>

Oh, dear God, yes. Television commercials are the worst, because they intentionally work on an emotional level.

I use estrogen cream Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. It has caused my nipples to hurt as they are budding, what I had a penis has gotten very small, the boys have atrovid, I have hot flashes, I think like a women, I get emotional and cry for about anything. I like wearing women’s panties and I’m currently looking for bras without much success.

I love my changes just sorry it took this long to understand what I want.

Pauline
[/quoI was on hrt for 12 years , have 44c boobs
yes what you are feeling is normal. thats the skinan dmuscles expanding
after 6 months what you have will stay even if you stop
my nipples have gotten extremly sensitive and love to play with them

my penis and balls have definitly shrunk and are useless
i would love to get rid of them and my peniste]