Potentially the Start

[tovid555]

Well, quite the conundrum it appears DDW finds himself. His wife who claims to love him still has found a new world, one she never had experienced. It certainly feels as if it is sliding down the path to a FLR, at least emotionally. And nothing wrong with that if that is fine with him.

I personally think he likes it, so more power to him. She certainly does, that seems pretty clear. Good for her, remember she's a smart one.

[FFDriver]

"And it is very present the fact she is happy. I can see it. Whether it is the sex or the mindplay I don't know but she is happy."

"Last night she brought her vibrator to bed again. Her foreplay consisted of telling me how she knows her sex drive has gone up, and how it was a shame I had to be locked, although I could still make myself useful. Before I knew it she was cumming with my head between her legs and her vibrator at work. For me though? No release, and no hint of it."

What's not stated is how you accept this, DDW. You can say, "Oh, this isn't what I wanted," or you can grab the safety bar and enjoy the ride.

Some of the qualifiers that I see: She's happy and enjoying this. She wants to carry it out to it's conclusion.

It sounds like the tease aspect is amping up. Enjoy it... get off on it. Get her to talk; "How long before the cage comes off? You disappeared into the bathroom and closed the door, coming out in your underwear or fully dressed. Is this the new norm?"

Correct me if I'm wrong, but down deep in your mind, isn't this what you really hoped for? Her control and her pleasure? While there's no question that things have changed, I've yet to see you wave any danger flags. Wrap your arms around her, give her a deep kiss, and tell her how much you love her....

[KevDi69]

Damn, that’s a very hot update for us readers. That must be extremely frustrating for you. I think we all realized that your weekly weekend releases were going to end sometime soon and it seems like that might have happened. I wouldn’t be surprised if she makes you wait until Christmas and then gives you a release and tells you that that’s the gift from her boyfriend. I’m sure he wants to have you cut off entirely.

Question: when she went to his Christmas party. Did she wear her rings? Does she wear her rings when she goes out on dates with him?

[Deepdownwannabe]

"He asked me to go away this weekend, before Christmas. A mountain chalet." This came up at dinner last night. I noticed there was no statement or direction in her comment, she was looking for a conversation. "I know this would be a little tougher on you, am I right?" I nodded it would be, no question. "I thought so, which is why I wanted to discuss it".

After back and forth for a bit I simply asked her "Do you want to go?" She took my hand in hers, in a comforting way it seemed and answered "yes".

"OK". She knew this was another line crossed but she also was smiling when she said "thank you".

[Deepdownwannabe]

As for the rings, she always leaves with them on, whether they stay I have no idea of knowing.

[realcucklife]

Have you figured out where she has got her research info from? And what other things she has in store for you?

[kinkydetroit]

You should plan on a very thoughtful Christmas present for her on her return. One that reassures her that you really are ok with where the two of you are at.

[safira]

This question is inspired by this story but is not particularly directed at you, DDW.
At what point does a cuckolded person decide/realise that the hotwife has a new relationship and that, like her closet full of old shoes she doesn’t wear anymore yet doesn’t want to throw out, she’s moved on from the marriage?

[Deepdownwannabe]

Have you figured out where she has got her research info from? And what other things she has in store for you?

I have no idea at all where she get's her ideas, nor what is next. Only, knowing her, when committed to something she is not one to just drift away. And she's told me that she loves me, isn't going anywhere but will continue down this path, so I have to take her at her word.

[David52]

It is reassuring to know you receive consideration and aftercare. Perhaps you can help with preparations for the weekend. Will he be picking her up from home this time?

[FFDriver]

"And she's told me that she loves me, isn't going anywhere but will continue down this path, so I have to take her at her word."

Outstanding response DDW. You couldn't have said it any better....

[grnlght]

just recapping the last few months to myself:
Nov 05 They fucked you became a cuck and she hotwife
Nov 08 Last piv
Nov 12 6 orgasms for her 3 for him
Nov 19 Her fucked by him in lingerie you bought
Nov 20 After 8 days of denial Hand job for you by her
Nov 22 Self hand job her watching using a vibrator on herself
Nov 25 She milked you on her tits with oral clean up after
Dec 03 You Humped her stomach came on her tits oral clean up
Dec 11 Oral and vibrator for her caged and denied for you
Dec13 no release in 10 days for you

If you don't ask her stuff about events or just do not care to share what your side is i do not know but she seems to do all the descriptions of events.

"I have no idea at all where she get's her ideas, nor what is next."
"I did not respond to that as she rolled over in bed and squeezed me tight."
Few more in there unasked but seems you either just don't want to know things or don't tell us, either it is all good it is your ride.

Just hope your getting your sexual fantasy fulfilled after all each of you needs to get some thing from this LS or why bother.
I know you said age and sex drive is getting to you in the bed room and you want her to get all she desires out of this sexually as long as your not selling yourself short that is not good for either of you. You do not offer if this is fulfilling you or your going along to keep a promise only.

Communication of what each of you want/do not want/expect from this is key to get the most of this and strengthen the bond you 2 have using the cuck/hotwife LS to enhance it but not replace or fix some thing that is broke.

[Deepdownwannabe]

I'm not sure the point of the last post (although credit for a detailed recap). I've said earlier I am not recapping every word said between my wife and I, I'm merely providing the high points (yes, some detailed but more to add to the point). Rest assured, as it all stands right now, all is just fine in our respective worlds. Is that enough to appease those concerned?

[grnlght]

Just wondering if your getting fulfilled in your fantasy you started out seeking or if things happened that you have pause about that's all and would of done differently. It kinds of ads to our reading experience and understanding of the dynamic that is taking place. Some folks that have yet to venture into the LS are seeking knowledge of others descriptions of events and feelings and things of such.

I'll edit this in, she seems to be getting everything and more out of it she could have hoped for you seem to be some what excited at things and some so-so of other aspects of it kind of hard to tell if your switch is flipped to the on position in some of what she does with and to you.

For me 10 days of chastity and then getting her off orally would have me going crazy turned on high gear blue balls lol. Clean up i have never done so not sure if that would be a turn on or just humiliating thinking of how his cock was using this for his pleasure or both and mine was banned from entering her.

Also i share the age creeping in and for me the BP meds i call birth control for men having their effect on things making me have less than a stellar performance in that department and the blue pills give me such a head ache last thing i want is sex.

P.S. Was wondering why she was ready to end it that night was it guilt of her pleasure and your denial, worry of where this is going and to what end ect. Feelings change and if and what more could she do with him as GF/BF is that the last step seeing she loves you and won't leave you and don't want too at this point.

No clue what her expectation or his plan if any for the future is but sooner or later it has to evolve into some thing more like the "I love yous" being exchanged by them or a dom sub deal evolves possibly even the boytoy NRE fades and the sex gets repetitive and she ends it with him also she is just using him for the shear pleasure of sex with him and the huge power and orgasm control over you and when he wants to go to the next step she cuts bait with him and your journey in this ends. Thanks for the reply and the description of your journey so far with her. ~peace~

[safira]

it’s your world, DDW. i’m just a tourist, visiting. i believe you. my comment is about my fears, the feelings that come up in me when i read some of the things on this site.
as i said earlier, somewhere: i’m all in. following your travails, that is.
i’m not asking, but y’all seem to be an older couple and y’all don’t seem shakeable. again, the quavering in my knees is all mine alone.
thank you for sharing what you do.
please do proceed…

[Dream Weaver]

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Also i share the age creeping in and for me the BP meds i call birth control for men having their effect on things making me have less than a stellar performance in that department and the blue pills give me such a head ache last thing i want is sex.

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Not to hijack but same here on the Viagra. For me cutting it in half, literally, it still worked and no headache. But my problem, truly, was death grip and too much porn. Backed off, things had to heal. Much better.

[scarlettscuck]

Deepdownwannabe… I love everything about your story. The way your wife has taken control and molded you into the perfect cuck. Thanks for sharing your experiences and feelings so far. So excited for you and I will definitely be watching for your posts!

[Pecannut]

I'm eagerly following your story. It is so amazingly hot.

[vicouple]

So glad everything is working out for both of you. Very much enjoying the updates!

[Deepdownwannabe]

Last night she told me she was leaving from work the next day so she spent an hour or so putting a suitcase together. She asked me not to watch her packing, but to come upstairs after she was done.

Finally she called me upstairs and when I arrived her suitcase was in the corner, all closed up. She was wearing a loosely-tied robe that did not fully cover her breasts. She was sitting on the end of the bed looking rather sexy.

She proceeded to explain she knew this was a deep moment, her going away for the weekend, but she also told me she was looking forward to the sex as she can't believe how much her sex drive has increased the last month. As she did her talking she had pulled me towards her and was giving me the reassuring touches and squeezes she felt I needed. As her discussion about the weekends activities stepped up, she undressed me and was soon playing with her cage. She knew what she was doing and she was doing it teasingly. She expected they would be in bed a great deal of the time and she had brought many outfits for that occasion. She even brought a nice outfit in case they were to go to dinner, as she described it a "classily sexy one". She pulled her robe off as she talked about the upcoming sex, almost as if to show me the body that her bf will be getting to fuck when as she put it "my cuck will be at home imagining it all. But then again, he's the reason this is happening isn't he?" She looked at me deep in my eyes with that line, and she knew I had no other answer other than "yes".

She took her key and unlocked me, placing my hand on myself as she laid back on the bed, her full nakedness under me. "Cuck, I do love fucking him, there is a physical connection I never knew could exist. And maybe part of it is I know you are back here, waiting and wondering what I am doing, there is something to that. Is that what you do, wonder what I am doing with him?" That made me climax on her body which brought a smile to her face. "I thought so". She reminded me of my next duty and as I was doing it she whispered "I would normally use my vibrator but I want to be worked up for tomorrow".

We went to bed, her arms wrapped around me.

When she drove away this morning she said she would be home Sunday night. She reaffirmed that she loved me and thanked me for my support. Her final words were "I will tell you everything that happens". And she was gone.

[grnlght]

I take it she locked your/her cock back up for the long weekend ahead leaving you with your own thoughts to ponder.
Does she now only refer to you as cuck or still use hun babe your name ect?
Would you like her to send pics of the weekend's events or rather not know for sure til she comes home?

[Deepdownwannabe]

Yes I am caged up and yes she more often than not refers to me as cuck.

[8toplaywith]

Do you want her to bring you back a cream pie on Sunday night?

[grnlght]

Thanks for the reply. I was just wondering why she did not want you watching what goes in the suitcase, maybe you will get a few pics like last time as she wears each outfit upping the tease factor she puts you through you get to see how sexy she looks for him and still not know what he is doing to her and her him best of both worlds for her I'd think or is just keeping their dates more private between them.

[Deepdownwannabe]

Do you want her to bring you back a cream pie on Sunday night?

no