Making slow progress but she is admitting things

[Drakebelg]

Before I admitted to her I want to be a cuckold (September 2023)
She told me several years ago that she was very disappointed the first time we had sex. I came after a few minutes before she did.
At the beginning of our relationship she joked saying I was only her second best lover. After a while she let it go and said now I was the best. I didn't believe her. This became true.
Even though I am 7x5.5 she said she would prefer it if I was a good bit thicker and a bit longer.
For about 8 years we have been using large cocksleeves regularly. Her orgasms are totally different, crazy intense and multiple.
She laughs when she feels my dick falling out of her big pussy.
She loves the idea I am not big enough to fill her big pussy.
She enjoyed telling me about her intense sexlife with a huge cock ex who was recently a colleague.
Sex is almost always in a position with her back to me.
She loves to ride a big dildo with me watching.
She manages our finances.
She defines when we have sex.
She agreed that I should try jelqing or penis pumping to make me bigger.
She admitted she is a size queen.

After admitting I would love to be a cuck in September 2023
She admitted recently after 21 years together that she had 2 better lovers than me. One definitely had a bigger dick than me and probably the other also. They both were assertive dominant lovers. I am guessing there are even more lovers who are better than me. She laughed when I said this.
She admitted if she would be a hotwife she would like a dominant guy.
She fantasizes at least once a month about fucking a strong athletic guy.
She said she doesn't want me watching while she is with someone else. I must wait somewhere.
If I cum too quickly she is annoyed, orgasms with a vibe. If we have a second session she will orgasm quickly with a vibe and not let me cum.

New developments November/December 2023
She has listened to a podcast about cuckolding (Cuckoldress) and said afterwards that the main thing is I must not push her, to be patient, and it will be her decision.
Her Bukkake fantasy (wow): Gets crazy turned on thinking about the video of cap dagde woman giving 2 guys a BJ. She cums super fast when she thinks about this. She doesn't want me there and wants them to cum on her tits.
Asking me once a week for Max (her favourite sleeve) to fuck her.
While I fuck her in spoons she imagines she is in reverse cowgirl with another guy and I am licking her pussy.
Her favourite story that I have ever written, was me caged and her fucking her self upstairs with a huge dildo pretending it's another guy. She totally dominates me and I cleaned her up in the story.
I told her she won't let me lick her anymore and asked if it's because I am not any good....no answer. I asked if she had guys much better than me, she said no. I said I know that's a lie and she laughed out loud.
She might be interested in going to a swingers club and or an erotic expo.

[aztd]

Before I admitted to her I want to be a cuckold (September 2023)
She told me several years ago that she was very disappointed the first time we had sex. I came after a few minutes before she did.
At the beginning of our relationship she joked saying I was only her second best lover. After a while she let it go and said now I was the best. I didn't believe her. This became true.
Even though I am 7x5.5 she said she would prefer it if I was a good bit thicker and a bit longer.
For about 8 years we have been using large cocksleeves regularly. Her orgasms are totally different, crazy intense and multiple.
She laughs when she feels my dick falling out of her big pussy.
She loves the idea I am not big enough to fill her big pussy.
She enjoyed telling me about her intense sexlife with a huge cock ex who was recently a colleague.
Sex is almost always in a position with her back to me.
She loves to ride a big dildo with me watching.
She manages our finances.
She defines when we have sex.
She agreed that I should try jelqing or penis pumping to make me bigger.
She admitted she is a size queen.

After admitting I would love to be a cuck in September 2023
She admitted recently after 21 years together that she had 2 better lovers than me. One definitely had a bigger dick than me and probably the other also. They both were assertive dominant lovers. I am guessing there are even more lovers who are better than me. She laughed when I said this.
She admitted if she would be a hotwife she would like a dominant guy.
She fantasizes at least once a month about fucking a strong athletic guy.
She said she doesn't want me watching while she is with someone else. I must wait somewhere.
If I cum too quickly she is annoyed, orgasms with a vibe. If we have a second session she will orgasm quickly with a vibe and not let me cum.

New developments November/December 2023
She has listened to a podcast about cuckolding (Cuckoldress) and said afterwards that the main thing is I must not push her, to be patient, and it will be her decision.
Her Bukkake fantasy (wow): Gets crazy turned on thinking about the video of cap dagde woman giving 2 guys a BJ. She cums super fast when she thinks about this. She doesn't want me there and wants them to cum on her tits.
Asking me once a week for Max (her favourite sleeve) to fuck her.
While I fuck her in spoons she imagines she is in reverse cowgirl with another guy and I am licking her pussy.
Her favourite story that I have ever written, was me caged and her fucking her self upstairs with a huge dildo pretending it's another guy. She totally dominates me and I cleaned her up in the story.
I told her she won't let me lick her anymore and asked if it's because I am not any good....no answer. I asked if she had guys much better than me, she said no. I said I know that's a lie and she laughed out loud.
She might be interested in going to a swingers club and or an erotic expo.

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[hiki]

Before I admitted to her I want to be a cuckold (September 2023)

She told me several years ago that she was very disappointed the first time we had sex. I came after a few minutes before she did.
At the beginning of our relationship she joked saying I was only her second best lover. After a while she let it go and said now I was the best. I didn't believe her. This became true.
Even though I am 7x5.5 she said she would prefer it if I was a good bit thicker and a bit longer.
For about 8 years we have been using large cocksleeves regularly. Her orgasms are totally different, crazy intense and multiple.
She laughs when she feels my dick falling out of her big pussy.
She loves the idea I am not big enough to fill her big pussy.
She enjoyed telling me about her intense sexlife with a huge cock ex who was recently a colleague.
Sex is almost always in a position with her back to me.
She loves to ride a big dildo with me watching.
She manages our finances.
She defines when we have sex.
She agreed that I should try jelqing or penis pumping to make me bigger.
She admitted she is a size queen.

After admitting I would love to be a cuck in September 2023

She admitted recently after 21 years together that she had 2 better lovers than me. One definitely had a bigger dick than me and probably the other also. They both were assertive dominant lovers. I am guessing there are even more lovers who are better than me. She laughed when I said this.
She admitted if she would be a hotwife she would like a dominant guy.
She fantasizes at least once a month about fucking a strong athletic guy.
She said she doesn't want me watching while she is with someone else. I must wait somewhere.
If I cum too quickly she is annoyed, orgasms with a vibe. If we have a second session she will orgasm quickly with a vibe and not let me cum.

New developments November/December 2023

She has listened to a podcast about cuckolding (Cuckoldress) and said afterwards that the main thing is I must not push her, to be patient, and it will be her decision.
Her Bukkake fantasy (wow): Gets crazy turned on thinking about the video of cap dagde woman giving 2 guys a BJ. She cums super fast when she thinks about this. She doesn't want me there and wants them to cum on her tits.
Asking me once a week for Max (her favourite sleeve) to fuck her.
While I fuck her in spoons she imagines she is in reverse cowgirl with another guy and I am licking her pussy.
Her favourite story that I have ever written, was me caged and her fucking her self upstairs with a huge dildo pretending it's another guy. She totally dominates me and I cleaned her up in the story.
I told her she won't let me lick her anymore and asked if it's because I am not any good....no answer. I asked if she had guys much better than me, she said no. I said I know that's a lie and she laughed out loud.
She might be interested in going to a swingers club and or an erotic expo.

Sounds very promising! I had to look up what the heck is jelqing, LOL! Good luck!

[Drakebelg]

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I've changed it.

[BBCfan]

Sounds like she's pretty much made you into a cuck emotionally right from start.
Could just be a fun game and she doesn't desire to go further but certainly sounds like it will happen eventually.
Regardless either way you're still having a lot of fun.

[Drakebelg]

Sounds like she's pretty much made you into a cuck emotionally right from start.
Could just be a fun game and she doesn't desire to go further but certainly sounds like it will happen eventually.
Regardless either way you're still having a lot of fun.

In the early days I didn't realise it at all. When we started using the sleeves from 2015 it became obvious.
I just remembered, on the night we met, on a blind date, she even slow danced with another guy for 1 song....
Let's see what happens.

[BBCfan]

Sounds like she's pretty much made you into a cuck emotionally right from start.
Could just be a fun game and she doesn't desire to go further but certainly sounds like it will happen eventually.
Regardless either way you're still having a lot of fun.

In the early days I didn't realise it at all. When we started using the sleeves from 2015 it became obvious.
I just remembered, on the night we met, on a blind date, she even slow danced with another guy for 1 song....
Let's see what happens.

Who's idea was the sleeve?

After hearing about how many big cocks my wife previously had, the sleeve was my idea.

She still isn't as openly verbal about her enjoyment on it like your wife, but once she's taking it, the immediate response of the heightened pleasure and ecstacy she shows turns a switch on that shows without a word how much she loves it.

Hope my wife gets more verbal like yours in time. Very hot.

[Drakebelg]

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Who's idea was the sleeve?

After hearing about how many big cocks my wife previously had, the sleeve was my idea.

She still isn't as openly verbal about her enjoyment on it like your wife, but once she's taking it, the immediate response of the heightened pleasure and ecstacy she shows turns a switch on that shows without a word how much she loves it.

Hope my wife gets more verbal like yours in time. Very hot.
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It was all my idea but she loved it straight away and that she asks for it is great. It's been a very gradual process. My wife isn't often open, but sometimes she does give me a glimpse into her very slutty side. Now and again she will say or admit stuff and I am totally blown away by it, that she has been going around so long with it inside her.

[BBCfan]

It was all my idea but she loved it straight away and that she asks for it is great. It's been a very gradual process. My wife isn't often open, but sometimes she does give me a glimpse into her very slutty side. Now and again she will say or admit stuff and I am totally blown away by it, that she has been going around so long with it inside her.

Sounds like our wives are very similar except mine hasn't admitted she's a size Queen.

We also have the same size Endowment, Although she's never said mine is too small it's obviously she could handle a lot more.

The Stuff she has told you is mind-blowing, I think my wife is too worried about hurting my ego to say such honest things.
She will tell me how great past lovers were and such but will never compare them to me.

I asked for her favorites list I am never on it, That says all I need to know I suppose but would be hot for her to say she prefers bigger cocks.

Look forward to hearing how things progress with you.

[BBCfan]

Is your wife still in contact with the really hung ex?
Have you and her ever had fantasy play with him as the candidate?

[Drakebelg]

Is your wife still in contact with the really hung ex?
Have you and her ever had fantasy play with him as the candidate?

She has bumped into him about 2 times each year for the last few years but they are not in actual contact. I am pretty sure that she would have loved to fuck him back in 2018 when they were colleagues until he started having an affair with someone else. I think my wife even felt jealous and rejected. She says that now if she will cuck me it will not be with him.
We called her favourite monster sleeve her huge ex but after the above incident that was less arousing for her.

[BBCfan]

Is your wife still in contact with the really hung ex?
Have you and her ever had fantasy play with him as the candidate?

She has bumped into him about 2 times each year for the last few years but they are not in actual contact. I am pretty sure that she would have loved to fuck him back in 2018 when they were colleagues until he started having an affair with someone else. I think my wife even felt jealous and rejected. She says that now if she will cuck me it will not be with him.
We called her favourite monster sleeve her huge ex but after the above incident that was less arousing for her.

Understandable she would feel a bit jilted if they had a hot history together previously.

It does make me wonder, if he actually did pursue her, she might be interested as usually when someone is jilted, they still have desires for that person, although they are bitter from the rejection.

Are there presently any other candidates she brings up?

[Drakebelg]

It's been a long time but we are having an amazing time and also making progress.
We signed an FLR.
She trained me to be consistently PE at 15 seconds.
I'm in long term chastity.
I haven't had an orgasm in 27 days with a target of 3 months.
I wear her panties and even one time fully dressed during sex.
She absolutely loves denying me and teasing me.
I'm now called her beta sissy subby.
For our 20th she bought me a necklace for her to wear (lol) with a D for dominant and the cage key.
I'm pretty close to pussy free.
Her vibrating strapon with a big sleeve on it is her main form of sex.
She told me to create a cuckolding agreement and is reviewing it.
She's said if she would be approached by a man she finds really handsome she wouldn't resist at all. She is not yet ready to go searching but is ready to let it happen if it occurs.
She is loving the feedback she is getting on SDC.
She wants to go to an erotic fair.
She is loving femdom and cuckold porn.
We now have 2 times a week open discussion/check-in.

[philxxo]

Well it sounds like you are right at the finish line with this. I wouldn't what you describe, but if you do, great for you. To each his own. Congrats on making it happen! Keep us posted on her lovers as they come along.

[elina]

Dear Drakebelg

Thank for sharing.
It seems like you have made a lot of progress!!
It is wonderful to see how your Superior Wife is taking control over Her marriage and now see you as Her Beta sissy subby.
Beta sissies should stay locked for prolonged periods of time and only be released when the Superior Female Dominant decides that this is absolutely necessary. You will find that the longer you go, the more eager you will become to submit to and serve your Beautiful Dominant Wife.

It is not uncommon in this type of relationship that the subbie sissy is not permitted to ask for release, and if the sub does ask without being instructed to beg for it, its time in chastity will be prolonged. Perhaps you should inform your Superior Wife about this and ask Her to consider if She believes this would be appropriate for Her Marriage?

Sincerely
elina

[Drakebelg]

Well it sounds like you are right at the finish line with this. I wouldn't what you describe, but if you do, great for you. To each his own. Congrats on making it happen! Keep us posted on her lovers as they come along.

Thanks. I understand that it's not for everyone. A year ago I would never ever have imagined that we would be where we are now. The only thing I was hoping for was to have my wife fuck other guys. . Due to my wife's honesty we both discovered my very submissive side and she is still discovering the power she has over me. We are a much happier couple now. even if she will never take the final step we are having so much fun and becoming closer.

My wife has bought some sexy clothes, is busy with losing weight and wants to do squats and lower body training to be able to do cowgirl again. I said I fantasize that it's all getting ready for other men and she smiled, and said it is.

[Drakebelg]

Well it sounds like you are right at the finish line with this. I wouldn't what you describe, but if you do, great for you. To each his own. Congrats on making it happen! Keep us posted on her lovers as they come along.

Thanks. I understand that it's not for everyone. A year ago I would never ever have imagined that we would be where we are now. The only thing I was hoping for was to have my wife fuck other guys. . Due to my wife's honesty we both discovered my very submissive side and she is still discovering the power she has over me. We are a much happier couple now. even if she will never take the final step we are having so much fun and becoming closer.

My wife has bought some sexy clothes, is busy with losing weight and wants to do squats and lower body training to be able to do cowgirl again. I said I fantasize that it's all getting ready for other men and she smiled, and said it is.

[Drakebelg]

Dear Drakebelg

Thank for sharing.
It seems like you have made a lot of progress!!
It is wonderful to see how your Superior Wife is taking control over Her marriage and now see you as Her Beta sissy subby.
Beta sissies should stay locked for prolonged periods of time and only be released when the Superior Female Dominant decides that this is absolutely necessary. You will find that the longer you go, the more eager you will become to submit to and serve your Beautiful Dominant Wife.

It is not uncommon in this type of relationship that the subbie sissy is not permitted to ask for release, and if the sub does ask without being instructed to beg for it, its time in chastity will be prolonged. Perhaps you should inform your Superior Wife about this and ask Her to consider if She believes this would be appropriate for Her Marriage?

Sincerely
elina

We are so happy that we have found what feels like our natural roles now and she loves the freedom that she has. She isn't sissyfiying me yet but she likes that i wear her red panties and she loved me being dressed in her slutty clothes while isued a strapon on her. I don't want to shcok her yet with all the things that i would love to do or let happen. Hmm, eating her creampies, being submissive to her and her bull, pegging, sucking and swallowing her bull. I'm afraid she would be shocked..... So, step by step.

I am currently on day 29 and normally it will be for 3 months. No ruins or any orgasm's at all. After about 3 weeks it gor easier I am am prett constantly in a submissive state of mind. I even told her being released and allowed to orgasm would feel like a punishment (OMG what have i done). I don't think i would dare to ask for release.