Potentially the Start

[grnlght]

sorry i did an edit my net is slow today. Well her love for you seems to run steady but the power trip is growing on her i hope you are ready for it and getting what you first sought from this. And if you was not allowed to get off this time it was not because she was wore out since the dildo came out so it was deliberate that you stayed frustrated and not released, she is gone off the deep end on the power trip over you and submits to all his whims. Just "damn" is all i can say.

[grnlght]

Why not just come out and ask her besides the hot sex and new found power exchange with you and submission to him where she sees this going or is it going til the new car smell wears off and she gets her fill of it. Communication is a good thing.

[venus-can99]

Thanks for the update DDW - Is she planning to spend Christmas and New Year's break with him? Perhaps NYE? From your update it seems like she seems to relish in her new found sexuality and the new FLR with you.

[grnlght]

I am going to take a wild guess here and since she has the anklet with your key to remind all she owns your cock and you have the cage on as your reminder who owns it he is going to get her something for christmas that says he owns her body maybe a collar/choker perhaps a piercing nipples or clit some thing to show his ownership of her (imagine her walking topless through your house with her nipples pierced for him and to remind you every time you see her) I am going from her description to you of their weekend and him really ramping up his domination over her and her really submitting to all his requests. or i am totally wrong lol.

[Pecannut]

Thank you for sharing your experience with us! I suppose you were not given a relief?

[Deepdownwannabe]

I was not given relief and I was told that it was just the two of us for Christmas, as we have done for ten years before.

[grnlght]

What is you thought of or did she say why she wanted to end it , Is she developing feelings for him and is getting jitters or she just does not want to end it bruising him because she wants to use him as a vessel to explore this new hot sex and sub side of her self perhaps she wants to keep doing it for you?

[Deepdownwannabe]

I took it to mean she was considering ending it and us going back to our previous vanilla-ish lives only she has found a physical gear she never knew she had.

[grnlght]

I took it to mean she was considering ending it and us going back to our previous vanilla-ish lives only she has found a physical gear she never knew she had.

Can you be more than vanilla with her (or is your fate set forever now with her as a sub cuckold) or is that why you sent her on this path to get what you can not give her and fulfill your cuck fantasy?

[Deepdownwannabe]

I have no idea what I could do in the future. But she appears to have made that decision for now and to say she seems quite happy is an understatement.

[grnlght]

I meant some guys can switch some are either 1 or the other. And if she will always see you as her cuck ever since she made you one. No matter how it goes it should get fairly wild in the coming weeks. I got to say as most would your a lucky man but i think you gave her an incredible gift and she is starting to use every bit of it and now enjoying it. As she said "to teach you a lesson" but then whoa this got some good perks im really into it this"

[TheHammer]

Is it a turn on to you that she is submissive to her bull and doing things like going braless in the restaurant? What is she came home next time and told you that he shared her with someone else? Or she comes home with a new whole hairstyle that he decided on without any input from you?

This is getting hotter by the day. Enjoy the ride!

[elina]

Dear DeepDown

Congratulations on realizing your dream of becoming a cuck.
Your Wife now seems to be embrazing the life-style, at least for as long as She can keep Her current lover as Her bull.

I think first thing you need to do know is to agree with yourself if you want to endorse Her desire to not end this by Christmas.
If you decide to support Her, I would suggest you buy Her flowers, go down on your knees and tell Her how much you love and cherish Her, and how you really want Her to continue seeing Her lover and continue to train you to become Her cuck-husband.

By the way, has She left you out of the cage?

Sincerely
elina

[MustBeDenied2]

DeepDown,

Have you made plans for New Year’s Eve? Has her boyfriend? What do you think would happen if you told her about your plans and her boyfriend asks her out? Who would she choose?

[frb]

Thanks as always for your updates, ddw. They're perfect.

You mentioned Rule 1 a week or so ago. Has she announced a Rule 2?

[FFDriver]

Verrry interesting weekend. Interesting recap of her experiences, and how it grew from an experiment into something she wants to continue to explore. It seems she's enjoying every aspect of it as she journey's ever deeper. You don't say if she's had to say "No!" to anything, so it sounds like he's treating her well, and moving her forward at a pace she's enjoying and can handle. He told her that he owns her body now, and he's pleased she remained exclusive to him... I can't help but wonder what's in store for Friday night. What would happen if you had replied, "I want him to own your body for the foreseeable future."

Further, besides her blooming sexuality (exploding sexuality?!), she's truly enjoying the FLR aspect of your relationship. My take on that; it's progressing at a rate you both enjoy. So the cage didn't come off Sunday night. You can take an... "Oh, woe is me," attitude, or enjoy the feeling of continued abstinence. Who knows how far she can push you, until she's pushes and keeps pushing. Correct me if I'm wrong, but I'm seeing the tease aspect more so than the humiliation aspect.

That leaves you, DDW, and if you're still enjoying the ride... keep the wheels turning. The only thing better than making love to her is Wanting to make love to her and being turned down.

I can't help but wonder what 'toys' are awaiting you under the Christmas tree? Stainless steel cage, blindfold, handcuffs... and a new, monster dildo for her?

[Deepdownwannabe]

It seems she is going out with him NYE.

[grnlght]

Old saying what you do on NYE sets the tone for the rest of the year. Still no release yet?

[Deepdownwannabe]

Is it a turn on to you that she is submissive to her bull and doing things like going braless in the restaurant? What is she came home next time and told you that he shared her with someone else? Or she comes home with a new whole hairstyle that he decided on without any input from you?

This is getting hotter by the day. Enjoy the ride!

To be honest yes I am surprised that she is acting this way, doing whatever he tells her. Very surprised. That is not the "in-control" woman I've known all these years.

[elina]

Is it a turn on to you that she is submissive to her bull and doing things like going braless in the restaurant? What is she came home next time and told you that he shared her with someone else? Or she comes home with a new whole hairstyle that he decided on without any input from you?

This is getting hotter by the day. Enjoy the ride!

To be honest yes I am surprised that she is acting this way, doing whatever he tells her. Very surprised. That is not the "in-control" woman I've known all these years.

Funny you should say that;

The Woman you know is still very much in control over you, and you should encourage Her; You are Her cuckold now.

Obviously, Her desire for Her lover/bull is so strong that She happily gives Her Bull control over Her....

Enjoy the ride.......

Sincerely
elina

[grnlght]

To be honest yes I am surprised that she is acting this way, doing whatever he tells her. Very surprised. That is not the "in-control" woman I've known all these years.

A lot of in control boss types/high stress job people are the ones that seek to be dominated sexually by another to just let loose and be told to do things they normally would not do them selves, It is such an awesome high to be controlled that way. Wonder when he will press her bondage button and leave his flogger marks on her when she comes home.

Is it a turn on for you or a turn off that he can make her do anything he wants her to do so far? The limits are endless here if she does not want to resist him.

[tovid555]

Well DDW, this is quite a situation, I hope you are ready. Although it sounds like you are past the point of needing to be ready. I have to admit though, I absolutely love the type of woman she has become. I can almost picture her from everything I've read. A very intelligent and smart woman, one who knows how to interact with peoples minds.
The woman that never thought she was attractive (yet was quite attractive to those that looked closely). The woman who never played around sexually, mixing it up was getting on top. And now, she has seen a world she never knew she could be part of and she is making up for lost time, playing in this world that was previously unknown.

And the best part? She has you wrapped around her finger. I'm guessing there was a point you could have stopped this but once it went past one of your "crossed lines" that you couldn't stop it if you wanted to. Well, that is what can happen and as a result you are a full cuck.

So hat's off to her. At this point this is all about her, not you. It would be great to hear her point of view, does she even know you are telling her story (albeit very privately as you should with no pics or names). If she does know you are spilling the beans, then perhaps you can convince her to share a few words?

Keep it going lady, whoever you are!

[Deepdownwannabe]

Her response has been dancing in my head all week. She did not want to end it. She said it, her words. I knew I could not ask her to at this point. Christmas was going to be us together but NYE was them. It was going to be a strange holiday season to say the least. And coupled with last night's "I will have a surprise gift for you" as she grinned made me nervous for it all.

[Butterfly411980]

DDW- your wife has brought up ending this adventure twice now...do you ever get the sense from her that she wants you to tell her this is over, sort of like take her back? I know you mentioned she said this would go on til it reached its logical conclusion and I can't help but feel like that logical conclusion is either you asking her to stop or until she gets to the point she doesn't care if you want her to stop or not anymore. It just seems like there may be a part of her wanting you to step in before she lets herself get too far down this road.

[elina]

Her response has been dancing in my head all week. She did not want to end it. She said it, her words. I knew I could not ask her to at this point. Christmas was going to be us together but NYE was them. It was going to be a strange holiday season to say the least. And coupled with last night's "I will have a surprise gift for you" as she grinned made me nervous for it all.

Thanks DDW,

At this point, I don't think you should be nervous.
You are now actually living your dream; you are no longer a wannabe but a proper cuck.

In my opinion, there is now no alternative but to support Your Wife Wholeheartedly;
you have got to show Her how much you love Her and support Her and fully accept that you are Her cuck now. This is the only way She will keep a place for you in Her heart. Whatever your Wife springs as a surprise gift for you, Thank Her profoundly and use what ever it is the way She wants you to use it.

Start doing more chores around the home to free up time for Her; and become really good at it. Make sure your home is spotless and if She shows appreciation ask Her if there is anything more you can do to enable Her to spend more time with Her lover.

And please, keep us posted.

Sincerely
elina