I'm Ky, and I'm a cuck-oholic

[starman2]

wow ky an amazing journey for you and your wife ,great to have an insight into your cuck/hotwife life, you both are blessed and great for each other,hope and wish you both a great future on your journey

[txrockdog]

Ttt so this gem doesn't get lost in the shuffle…

[jailor0]

Bumping

[alan137]

Ky: Just my observation, and I'm sure most everyone reading this forum would agree: You do realize Jaimee has the mindset that 99.9% of the posters here would die for to have as a partner? Don't know how you lucked out, but congratulations. You've got a real prize!

Amen to that. My wife cuckolded me for 14 years including living with a boyfriend for 5 months as his wife. Ky you/re indeed a lucky man and so is your awesome wife. Alan

[luv2doit]

Thx for sharing this amazing story

[tito123177]

Ky: Just my observation, and I'm sure most everyone reading this forum would agree: You do realize Jaimee has the mindset that 99.9% of the posters here would die for to have as a partner? Don't know how you lucked out, but congratulations. You've got a real prize!

Amen to that. My wife cuckolded me for 14 years including living with a boyfriend for 5 months as his wife. Ky you/re indeed a lucky man and so is your awesome wife. Alan

Wow she lived with her boyfriend for 5 months? That is awesome!, you unlocked a new biggest fantasy for me

[tojanman]

bump

[veub]

Bump

[DoctorLuv]

Still hoping for the next chapter

[veub]

Still hoping for the next chapter

Not likely.

[veub]

Bump

[Veryaware]

I was just rereading this post earlier this week. Amazing thread!

[Ky_Da]

Hey all!!

I hope everyone's doing well here at the end of 2023. It's been a couple of years since I checked in, so I'm not sure if the old crowd is here or not - I haven't been on this site in a long time, but unfortunately, it's not because the cuckold kink has left me. No, as hard as I've tried, it's a kink that well and good wrapped itself around my DNA. Luckily I have a wife who understands that part of me.

To give a quick update, we're still living in the UK, and my career has taken turns that I still can't believe. I spent a fair amount of time in the Middle East this year, and several months traveling back and forth to New York. There's so much work going on around the world, and demand for engineers is high. I'm actually in NYC now waiting to catch a flight home for the holidays. I was supposed to go yesterday, but as anyone who works in a large corporation knows, end of year financials are a right pain.

My goal is not to travel as much next year, but that has its downsides. If I'm not travelling, I have to report to the London office, and commuting to the office is bloody awful. On another note, I thought SoCal was expensive, but I have to say, I had no idea what expensive was until I tried to find a flat closer to the office - forget it - I'll just keep commuting, or traveling as it were.

As far as my wife Jaimee goes... well, she's had a fairly steady boyfriend now for almost a year. I know, what can I say, we're hopeless!

Once our youngest wasn't so dependent on her mom, my wife and I started to feel the itch again. It didn't take long for her to find her way back to our previous lifestyle. She's still incredibly hot, just now with some curves that give her a softness that I love. I've thought of updating on here for a while, but honestly, work has kept me so busy that I haven't been able to make the time. Once I land, I have to collect the kids from Aunt Emilia's house, my wife from her boyfriend's flat, and then head to the in-law's place for Christmas. Life is just go-go-go. I hope you're all well and taking good care of your loved ones. Cheers.

[Wistful]

It has been a while--but good to hear from you again. Happy to hear things are going well!

[Wistful]

And has your author's "itch" also re-emerged? Are new chapters of "To the Edge and Back" in the offing--or have your and Jaimee's real life adventures become top of mind?

[realcucklife]

So fantastic to hear that you are all well.
Would love for you to bring us up to date with your adventures.

[subtoall]

Wonderful to hear from you Ky. I'm glad to hear of the existence of a boyfriend doing his part to keeping your lives exciting. I'm really looking forward to the day when you ditch the high pressure career to focus on your natural calling as a writer of erotica!

[venus-can99]

It is so great to hear from you Ky. I had read your chapters on “To the edge & back” at the lit and got hooked. This summer I got a link to this site from SimpleEnigma of Ascending Lauren fame and found your contris.

Wishing you, Jaimee and the kids a merry Christmas and a happy, sexy, fun filled 2024. Hopefully we will see a few Jaimee updates and her new boyfriend when you get some time

[Oneillfranko]

Came across your own story and “To the edge & back” while you were taking a hiatus. So hot . Glad to see you back. Would love more details, but understand you have a lot to juggle and not much time with 3 young lads, your lovely wife - and work!

[vmb69]

Welcome back Ky_Da great to hear from you. This kink once it gets you never let's go. We have given up trying to pretend we are not ancy k couple. We hope you are all doing well and have a Mery Christmas and Happy New Year.

[tojanman]

Dang. A true veteran has reappeared! Did ever get around to finishing your literotica story?

[txrockdog]

Welcome back Ky! Glad to hear that you and your family are doing well! So your wife has another boyfriend eh? Instead of going back to finish your fiction stories, how about taking a little time to tell us about that? Has she made any progress on getting you involved with the two of them again? Your writing and the way you describe the emotions your wife generates in you has always been my favorite to read around here and I have greatly missed hearing from you while you were gone. Congrats on the career success and I hope you are able translate it into more time to be with your wife in the future.

[Ky_Da]

I don’t know how much I’ll be able to update in future, but I have a little time, so I thought I’d write for a few minutes. To be honest, I kind of miss it. Writing’s always been a way for me to work out what I’m thinking and feeling. I’ve got some time to kill, so here it goes.

Living in the UK has been a massive change for me – much more so than I had anticipated. I knew it wasn’t going to be a seamless transition, but the abruptness of it surprised me. I’ve found it harder to make friends. It’s difficult to break into those tight knit groups at pubs and even work. It’s harder to spark up a meaningful conversation with a stranger – not impossible, but it takes a good while before people feel they know you well enough to let you in. The culture is a bit more reserved than I'm used to. But I'm trying to keep an open mind and heart, take opportunities to meet people when I can, and have faith that in time I'll make some good mates.

Anyway, let me give a little update on us. Far too much has happened to try and tell all, but I’ll hit a few highlights. A little over a year ago I was spending months away from home at a time, and the missus was really feeling the effects. I was too, but work kept me so engaged that I didn’t have much time to think about much else. I couldn’t see much past the project I was working on at the time.

Since I was away so much, my wife managed to breathe life back into an old friendship of hers. A gal named Emilia who she knew from school. There’s a lot of history there that I’m going to skip over and just say that they’ve again become good friends. Emilia’s wife took some time to come around, but she eventually got there. Emilia and her wife have become like my kid’s two favorite aunts. They’re great.

My wife never complained about my travel schedule. Truthfully, she was really in her element being back in England. She was happy to have family and friends nearby again. She was thriving in a lot of ways. I realized pretty quickly that I might not be getting back to living in the States for a long time, if ever. And maybe that’s a good thing, we left behind some interesting history.

But even though Jaimee wasn’t moaning about being a single mom for long stretches, I could tell she was growing more and more frustrated. Instead of spending the few days we had together in bed having passionate sex, we spent a lot of that time trying to work out issues that seemed to crop up while we apart. I felt I was getting in the way when I was home when I was only trying to help, but I really was messing up her routine when I was around.

I was frustrated one night after a long row and so rolled over to go to sleep. But after a while of not falling asleep, I picked up my phone and started reading one of my old but favorite cuckold stories. After a while, Jaimee rolled toward me and looked at what I was reading. She was surprised and asked how often I read cuckold-related stories. I confessed that every once in a while, but that I still tried to keep it in check.

That seemed to open the floodgates, and we spent a couple of hours talking about some of the fun experiences we had back in the past.

Eventually she asked, “Are you hard?” She turned on the lamp on the nightstand.

I shrugged and nodded.

“Want to have a go?”

“Sure,” I said, and began to turn towards her.

But she pushed my shoulder as I tried to move closer, “Then have a wank. I want to watch.”

“Seriously?” I asked, feeling the start of some sparks in my gut that I thought were extinguished.

Wagging her brow, she gave me a knowing look, “It’s been a while since I tortured you. Go ahead. Read your story and do yourself. I want to watch.”

So, I did. I pushed down my shorts, freed my cock, and jacked off while I tried to read my story. It felt so weird to do it while she watched. It was the most thrilling thing I’ve done in a long while.

I carried on for about five minutes or so before she asked, “How often to you masturbate when you’re away?”

“I’m usually so busy I don’t think about sex that much. Maybe every few days,” I confessed.

“We’ve become quite the boring couple,” Jaimee teased. “A long way from the spicey times.”

I couldn’t help but laugh, “Spicey times, huh. I guess that’s one way to put it.”

She glanced down at my cock, giving me the clear signal that I was supposed to continue masturbating. Once I reengaged, she continued, "I'm sorry I've been so stroppy with you lately. I've been doing a lot of self-care, and frankly, it's got a bit samey."

I let out a sigh and set my phone down on the nightstand. I again stopped masturbating, but instead of chastising me, she moved her hand into place and continued. She has a masterful hand. She knows exactly how much pressure to apply, how to grip me, how fast to go, when to speed up or slow down, and seems to know exactly when I’m ready to cum because she’s got the edging thing down to a science. She’ll keep me on the edge until she decides I’ve had enough.

Eventually, I came all over my stomach. I felt the warm liquid land in several large spurts, it began to cool quickly. Jaimee put her petite finger in one of the puddles and twirled it through the viscous substance.

“Do you think about it sometimes?” I asked, enjoying an erotic moment with my wife. “Those spicey time?”

“Ky,” she said, her voice chiding. “Of course, I do. Every time I see our boys. I try not to, but…”

“…they look a lot like their father,” I finished, referring to the guy who got her pregnant back when we were playing around fast and foolish. The boys do look a lot like Wade. Which, all things considered, isn’t a bad thing. They’re handsome boys. They’re in the 99th percentile for their height and weight, and they’re extremely bright.”

I went to the bathroom and cleaned myself up, and when I returned to bed, we stayed up talking about various subjects for a couple of hours. I knew I needed to go to sleep, but I had an itch I needed to scratch before I called it a night.

“Do you ever think about doing it again? Is it an idea you entertain?” I asked.

My wife shook her head, “I can’t let myself go there. We’ve had a number of starts and stops over the years, and each time it gets harder to stop.”

“And you’re afraid if we started again, you wouldn’t be able to stop?”

“Hmm,” she mumbled in affirmation. I bent over to pick my shorts up off the floor when my wife noticed something. “Are you getting hard again?”

“I can’t help it. We haven’t had much time together, and then we start talking about the spicey times back in the day. I still have mental images seared in my brain of Wade’s cock penetrating my wife. I think about the fact that it was that cock that got you pregnant. It’s all recorded in my head, and all I have to do is hit the play button.”

“You sound like you want to do it again… do you?” she asked me, giving me no hint about how she really felt.

“Don’t ask me that,” I said as I sat on the edge of the bed. “You know there’s always a part of me that wants that, but I’m trying to be more in control of myself. We have three kids now.”

“No need to remind me,” she said dryly. “Every minute of my day revolves around them.”

We talked a little more but moved off of the subject, and I left for a two-week trip the following morning.

***

I was several weeks later before we found ourselves in bed after an intimate evening. The sex was good, but I think we both felt like we didn’t give it our best. I was definitely feeling a little disconnected from her the more I was out of town. I had masturbated every day during those two weeks I was gone, each time thinking of my wife and her various lovers of the past. I stayed up way too late on a few occasions and got myself off multiple times in the same night. I felt those old feelings coming back with a vengeance.

With my heart thundering in my ears, I confessed my feelings to my wife and told her what I’d done every night while away. She was genuinely shocked, and for the next few nights, we didn’t talk much. I finally had to force the issue one night after we got the kids to bed.

“Jaimee,” I said, pulling her back down to the couch. “Please talk to me. What’s going on?”

My wife let me guide her to sit next to me, but it took her a few awkward minutes before she spoke. In reality it was probably only a few seconds, but it felt like minutes.

“Ky, I can’t believe you want to go back to that?” she started. “The hardest things we’ve had to work through in our marriage was because of me committing adultery.”

The way she stated it really hit me between the eyes. I wasn’t sure why she’d used the words she had. “I’m not suggesting we start again,” I said in my defense. “I just confessed to thinking about the times in the past.”

“Ky, I know you. That’s where it starts, but that’s not where it stops. And I’m telling you clearly. I don’t have the willpower to carry you through this.”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean I spend a lot of time at home alone with the children. It would be nice to have someone at night when you’re not around.”

I blinked in surprise. “You mean you’d…” I couldn’t finish my sentence.

“In a bloody minute?” she said in exasperation. “And before you ask—I don’t tell you about it because we decided we wanted to move away from all that. Even talking about this is like playing with fire.”

I sagged into the couch. She was right about one thing. Letting myself even consider it for a moment had proven to be like touching the flame. I was about to say something when suddenly she pivoted off the couch, moved between my knees, pulled down my boxers and gave me a BJ. It didn’t take long, and I lost it. She’s still got the oral skills. She swallowed everything and then got to her feet.

“Yours is the only cock I need, Ky. I know we’ll get through all this. I’m happy your job is going so well, and while it’s hard to have you gone so much, things are pretty good all things considered. I don’t want to risk it.”

All I could do was nod.
***

More time went by. Travel. Life. Kids. In-laws… I’d managed to get my head back into work and focused again, so I thought the subject had died. But then I woke up one night and felt the bed shaking softly. I continued to act like I was asleep and listened as my wife got herself off. We had sex only hours before, so I was surprised she was doing her self-care thing.

The following night I tried to step up my game, making sure to get her off a couple of times. But once again, I caught her masturbating in the middle of the night.

On the third night, I let it go on for a while, but when I thought she was getting close, I said, “Who are you thinking of?”

Jaimee yelped in surprise and pulled the sheet to her chin. “You scared the shite out of me.” Then followed up with, “and you ruined my bloody orgasm.”

“I gave you two only a few hours ago,” I said, turning onto my elbow.

“I know. And they were lovely. I don’t know what my problem is, but I’ve bee waking up randy like this lately.”

“So, who were you thinking of?” I asked again.

It was still dark in the room, but I swear I could feel her blushing. “You, of course.”

“I know that’s a lie,” I pushed back, keeping my tone light and teasing. “Fess up. I told you everything a few weeks back.”

“It’s not my fault, Ky. You got me thinking about things again.”

“So again, who is he?”

“Who says it’s a he?”

This time I laughed. “You haven’t been with a woman in years, and while I know you’re not opposed to it, I don’t believe you were fantasizing about a woman.”

I let the silence linger, holding my tongue and letting her know she had to be the next one to speak. Finally, she gave a heavy sigh. “His name’s Mathew, I think—he lives in a terraced house near Emilia. I don’t know him. I’ve never spoken to him. He’s just someone Emilia knows casually.”

“He must have left an impression,” I suggested.

“He’s just some bloke, Ky. I’m sorry I woke you. I know you have an early flight.”

Looking at the desk clock, I saw that I was going to have to get up in an hour. I wasn’t going to get back to sleep that night.

“Do you want a hall pass for while I’m away?” I sounded like I was teasing, but I almost couldn’t hear my own words with all the blood rushing through my ears.

“Don’t offer me that,” my wife snapped. “We already discussed this.”

“We’ve talked about it,” I agreed, “but so far it’s just been talk.”

“Ky,” my wife said in a strained whisper. “If you keep bringing this up, you know what it’s going to lead to. I’m managing to keep it together, but I feel like you keep trying to tempt me.”

“Maybe I am,” I said, pushing the bed covers down and kicking off my shorts. In a quick movement, I got to my knees, pulled off her panties, and pressed my cock into her. I slid in with no resistance. “I remember fucking you right after Wade had you. There were times I could barely feel you, he stretched you out so much.”

“Ky,” Jaimee whined, “You have to stop or we’re both in trouble.”

“I was so jealous that he was the only one you gave your ass to,” I pushed further. I knew I shouldn’t, but damn it felt good. My lust had been building for weeks, and I felt powerless to stop it. “Even to this day, I bet he’s fucked your ass ten times the number I have.”

“Ky,” my wife said again, only the tone of her voice had changed. I could tell she was getting into it. “I’m warning you, if you start this again, I don’t know where it will lead.”

“I know.” I continued to thrust into her with slow, steady strokes, trying not to nut too quickly. “But that’s where the excitement’s always been—for both of us.”

We had sex for nearly an hour after that. It was raw, emotional, passionate, everything that had been missing for so long. I finally had to stop and get ready to leave.

“I’m gone for two weeks, just tell me about the details.”

Jaimee closed her eyes and pulled the sheet up and over her body. “You’re in lust. You don’t know what you’re saying.”

“Probably,” I admitted. “But the hall pass is yours if you want it.” I kissed her goodbye and headed for the airport with my heart in my throat.

[Wistful]

Your writing is good as ever--please try to post from the airport lounges ever more more often . . .

You wondered if any of "the old crowd" were still around. You may have missed the accidental account deletion of all of the sponsors--so some of us who have been on OHW a number of years had to re-register this past year and may appear to be newish members, even though we've been here since Jaimee first posted lifestyle questions to OHW.

[venus-can99]

Thanks for the account of Jaimee's hall-pass "reboot" Ky. Look forward to hearing from you whenever you have time.