Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?

reese · Unread post by **reese** » Mon Oct 04, 2010 3:59 pm

My turn....Saturday night was emotional, frustrating and such a letdown initially....all the mixed feelings happening simultaneously at times. But I will attest that as her husband, I was happy that she choose to sit it out with Marques. It isnt easy to allow your wife to be taken by a lover while you are cucked. I love the feeling of being cuckolded by my wife. If you could actually watch this sexy, gorgeous take charge woman manipulate the situation, you would share my feelings.
This never gets boring..this lifestyle! Sometimes I sit back and think to myself, "when will we level off, or when will I become bored with this?" Don't misunderstand me when I state that watching a woman who I love so much deny me..MY wife..telling me to walk away while she plays with her lover...or telling me to be quiet while she talks to a potential lover...the control she exerts over me is amazing. We have written many times that in real life..I am in charge...m life is definitely alpha, hence the reason why I seem to thrive on being betta'ed( if that is such a word)!
Reclaiming this godly woman is challenging and the ultimate erotic nirvana.
But on Saturday, we had each other...and I wasnt complaining.
One more thought.......after 6 years together, this marriage does not suffer from boredom or a lack of passion...life and marriage can not be any better!

reese · Unread post by **reese** » Mon Oct 04, 2010 4:01 pm

I just noticed, 169,000 + posts...crazy! I never thought that this thread would turn out to be so entailed..or read so many times by all the readers in this amazing forum!

I also appreciate all the kind words shared throughout the past few years..the words of advice and caution as well.

Unread post by **mrs_reese** » Tue Oct 05, 2010 6:25 am

Jr, you love pushing my buttons

Last night, Michael came over and we shared a bottle of wine danced and then we went into my bedroom, locked the door and; well, I want to write the events that happened after the door was locked.

Hubby asked that I text him while he was at Football, just so he knew when the moment his wife was falling in love all over again with Michael.
I did text him around 930ish.
Michael slowly undressed me.
I undressed Michael.
Our ritual is that I drop to my knees as he holds the back of my neck bw his hands.
I look into his eyes and beg for him to cum in my mouth as I always want him so badly at this moment.
Michael held back as usual.
We made our way to my bed and I lay on my back and felt Michael slowly penetrate my butt with his middle finger as he licked me to my first orgasm.
After this moment, I took 2 pics for hubby and sent it to him, my wet pussy, and Michael's cock in my hand.
Right after that, I told Michael that I was finished playing around for hubby, I asked him to make love to me.
Michael and I embraced in our lovemaking, telling each other how much we missed and love each other.
Michael orgamsed in me, and I fell in love with him a little more.
We lay in each other's arms and fell asleep only to be woken up by hubby around 1230pm.
I am happy that I didnt play with Marques, I love Michael, he is a part of my life now.
Hubby and I still want to play as hotwife couple, so Marques may one day be in our lives.
I am confused, but taking all of this one day at a time.
Right now, I miss Michael.

One more thing, I was too sore for hubby last night, and denying him was back in our lives. We have shared our lovemaking a lot over the pastweek. Hubby jacked off while licking my pussy. I purposely kept Michael's cum in me after we fell asleep for hubby. I think I was a good wife!

cum4me2 · Unread post by **cum4me2** » Tue Oct 05, 2010 6:48 am

mrs_reese wrote:Michael and I embraced in our lovemaking, telling each other how much we missed and love each other.
Michael orgamsed in me, and I fell in love with him a little more.
We lay in each other's arms and fell asleep only to be woken up by hubby around 1230pm.
I am happy that I didnt play with Marques, I love Michael, he is a part of my life now.
Hubby and I still want to play as hotwife couple, so Marques may one day be in our lives.
I am confused, but taking all of this one day at a time.
Right now, I miss Michael.

It's those loving feelings and hubby's willingness to allow and accept that you having them for Michael; I would assume is the most confusing and conflicting thing for you. What was once simply great sex with a guy with whom there is strong chemistry and sexual attraction has become much more. But then again you and hubby knew it would and both wanted it to become...Love. As you fell and he witness you fall neither said; No! What is amazing and somewhat disturbing is that Michael professes his love and need for you too. In my opinion that takes it to the highest level of intimacy. You may be his woman in a sense; but still you belong to Hubby and is that terms that he can accept longterm or will he eventually demand more?

One more thing, I was too sore for hubby last night, and denying him was back in our lives. We have shared our lovemaking a lot over the pastweek. Hubby jacked off while licking my pussy. I purposely kept Michael's cum in me after we fell asleep for hubby. I think I was a good wife!

Yes you are a good, no great wife; giving hubby what he needs. Keeping in involved and part of your love-making with Michael. I sometimes think some women forget to acknowledge what their hubby needs to stay happy and accepting of this new dynamic. I am sure as much as he wanted you at that moment; to say reclaim his wife. He was equally happy and proud that you had been well satisfied. It gives just the greatest joy to know that you come back to us that your are both sexually content having been well fucked by your lover. The connection we feel is the emotional bond we share with you as much as the physical one. Having you one again beside us to love and hold, even if your mind, heart and body is somewhere and with someone else still.

Unread post by **mrs_reese** » Tue Oct 05, 2010 11:04 am

cum4me, what a wonderful post, thanku

theotherzane · Unread post by **theotherzane** » Wed Oct 06, 2010 12:20 pm

mrs_reese wrote:Hi everyone!
Well, I chickened out! I am sorry!

don't feel bad, i can't tell you how many times i've chickened out. that's the main reason why there's so much i want to try i haven't yet done. and you shouldn't be sorry, we should be sorry for putting pressure on you to preform for our amusement, and you know how very appreciative we all are.

mrs_reese wrote:I hope I didnt disappoint you too much!

you never disappoint. that's why your thread has so many posts and views and why men keep coming back for more. - matthew

BallSpanking · Unread post by **BallSpanking** » Wed Oct 06, 2010 2:57 pm

Dear Ms Reese,

I don't really have any advice, you seem to be doing fine on your own.
You follow your intuition, and move forward when you feel comfortable.
Who could fault you for that?

Unread post by **mrs_reese** » Thu Oct 07, 2010 5:28 am

Thanks BS!

Michael is coming over for lunch this afternoon!
I just texted hubby and told him the wonderful news, that I am going to be spending the afternoon with the "other man" that I love, making love in hubby's bed, and feeling him deep inside me looking in his eyes, loving each other.

Hubby is one of a kind. There is no way that I could ever live my life like he lives his.

I can't wait to be with my other man.

Aynsley · Unread post by **Aynsley** » Thu Oct 07, 2010 5:42 am

Hi Mrs. R.

I just had a thought.
Have you told Michael about Marques?

The reason I ask, is this...
...what if you were to cuck BOTH Mr. R. & Michael, by letting Marques 'have you', in front of them.
Imagine that the 4 of you met at the hotel bar, and when ready, proceeded to the room.

I'm sensing that Marques 'gets' the whole BBC role thing, and enjoys playing it.
If so, just think how turned on Marques would be, 'having' you in front of not only your Hubby,
but Also her BF.

Just a thought.
Have fun, today.

Unread post by **mrs_reese** » Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:49 am

Michael is here, we shared a nice lunch of Panera Bread, I called hubby to come home soon, I am leaving the computer now as I will meet Michael in my bed, hoping hubby walks in soon watching me make love to Michael.
Both of my men are so damn lucky!

doitforher · Unread post by **doitforher** » Thu Oct 07, 2010 10:09 am

Yes, yes they are.

Unread post by **mrs_reese** » Fri Oct 08, 2010 5:18 am

JR, your so nice!

Unread post by **mrs_reese** » Fri Oct 08, 2010 5:19 am

Hubby and I are going to Toronto for a business trip next weekend.
I was thinking, I do not believe that I have ever been with a Canadian

Any sexy guy from Toronto wanna meet for a drink next weekend???

gladiator1095 · Unread post by **gladiator1095** » Fri Oct 08, 2010 12:24 pm

I'm from Texas, but I could fly up there and be from Toronto next week.

kcpa · Unread post by **kcpa** » Fri Oct 08, 2010 12:34 pm

gladiator1095 wrote:I'm from Texas, but I could fly up there and be from Toronto next week.

Me too glad, lets get an apartment and share her.

Unread post by **mrs_reese** » Wed Oct 13, 2010 5:30 am

I met Marques yesterday, in the afternoon. I went to the gym to work out and called him to have lunch.
Suprisingly, he was still interested in hanging out with me.
After our lunch and a nice talk, he asked that I go into his SUV and we went in the back seat and I gave him a perfect blowjob.

Yummy!

I am so sure about this sooner than later.

Hubby found out last night what happened and he couldnt take his hands off me all night.
I eventually gave in and we had amazing sex.

I am starting to feel more comfortable especially with hubbys excitement.

I am not sure about one thing: Michael!

bubbajack · Unread post by **bubbajack** » Wed Oct 13, 2010 6:29 am

The plot thickens!! Heh heh!

You go, Mrs. R!

Unread post by **mrs_reese** » Wed Oct 13, 2010 6:48 am

mrbear, no i didnt.
i have one rule, I am in charge with my lover, and if he becomes too pushy or demanding of my time; well, that is a deal killer!

But, I do have an obligation to my lover, I realize that.
I think that is the bottom line thing, why I am not having sex with Marques is that I feel that it isnt fair to Michael.

This is just confusing for me at times.
My first obligation is to hubby, then when I find time, Michael, then in my limited free time, I play around and flirt with others.

There is something very naughty and wicked when I play around with Marques though, he is the most challenging man I have met, considering all the issues at hand for me.

kcpa, we leave for Toronto soon, we have a room booked, and we are going to a Swinger's Halloween party.
hint!

bubbajack, the plot is always "thick" when it involves yours truly!

Aynsley · Unread post by **Aynsley** » Wed Oct 13, 2010 6:54 am

Hi Mrs. R.

Yes, a very hot (naughty) afternoon, indeed.

I'm not surprised that you got Mr. R. all worked up.

Although I mentioned before, I thought I'd bring up again...
...the 'answer' to Marques/Michael might be for the four of you to spend a night
at a hotel, with you cucking Michael and Mr. R.

I thought Cancun had shown that Michael was okay with sharing you with someone
other than hubby, and my guess is, Marques would be even more turned on 'performing'
in front of not only your hubby, but your BF as well.

BallSpanking · Unread post by **BallSpanking** » Wed Oct 13, 2010 10:28 am

Interesting question, 'Does a hotwife have a loyalty obligation to her BF?'

In the case of Ms Reese, she is so sweet and loving, that she feels protective of her relationship with Michael, with hubby there is an understanding, but with Michael... does he get to vote? lol

To be honest, from the sounds of it, I think Michael also has come to love Ms Reese being a HotWife, though he is likely to have some challenging issues from it, because he must agree from the outset that his girlfriend is a HotWife, and he needs to accept that to be with her.

But, like I said, I give Michael a lot of credit for hanging in there with Ms Reese, and learning to love the way she swings.

I am not sure that Ms Reese seeing Marques would alter the way Michael feels about her.

Nonetheless, Ms Reese is very sweet to be so considerate of Michael, clearly she has deep feelings for him.

I wonder if Ms Reese is more loyal to Michael than to Mr Reese?

That's a conundrum! lol

BallSpanking · Unread post by **BallSpanking** » Wed Oct 13, 2010 10:50 am

Mr Bear wrote:
BallSpanking wrote:I wonder if Ms Reese is more loyal to Michael than to Mr Reese?

That's a conundrum! lol
After 130 pages I would think that question needs not be asked...

MrB

130 pages is great, but there is growth and change.
It appears the one factor weighing against Ms reese seeing Marques, is her sense of loyalty to Michael, not to Mr Reese, to Michael.
It's a matter of her feelings about the situation..
There is not necessarily one correct answer.

bubbajack · Unread post by **bubbajack** » Wed Oct 13, 2010 11:10 am

Is there maybe a little "you'll never go back" flavor about this potentiality with Marques?

Hm?

BallSpanking · Unread post by **BallSpanking** » Wed Oct 13, 2010 12:03 pm

I think I am expressing the same concept, but someone believes my question is best not asked.
I disagree, and think it's a perfectly valid question (tongue in cheek, intended),
it was also meant rhetorically, and was intended for lovely Ms Reese.

bubbajack · Unread post by **bubbajack** » Wed Oct 13, 2010 12:06 pm

BallSpanking · Unread post by **BallSpanking** » Wed Oct 13, 2010 12:14 pm

No offense taken, nor intended...

Cheers!

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