Cdncuck wrote: ↑Thu May 23, 2024 7:59 am
Fascinating subject. The man on man scenario is a highly charged subject. From reading posts here it's very clear that people's feelings, for or against, are deeply held.
I was once a member of the no way, no how will I ever suck a cock. Times change. On the issue of eating cream pies, I ate my first cream pie the night my wife, who was my girlfriend at the time, fucked another guy.
We were outside. It was a beautiful summer night with a bright, full moon. We had picked up a guy for her first mfm. He and Donna fucked hard and fast twice. When he rolled off after cumming the second time, his cum leaking from her was glistening in her cunt and was also smeared on her thighs. The moment I saw that, it struck me as the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen and without giving it any thought, I dove on the pie. It was wonderful. People who think that's gay don't realize it's not just sperm. Women produce a great deal of lube. If you could measure it, they probably produce more lube than a guy shoots.
What you taste is a mixture of male and female. The scent alone is breathing taking. The closest I can describe it is, it's like you can actually taste them fucking. I've gone down on her every time she's fucked someone ever since.
Never once have I considered it gay or homosexual behavior. I see it as homo erotic behavior rather than homosexual. Others may have a different opinion but that's how I feel about it.
Here's where things get a bit blurry for me as far as what to call myself. After we had been in the lifestyle for about 5 years, my wife got the notion she wanted me to suck a cock. I said no and thought that was the end of it. As it happened, she was determined to see me with a cock in my mouth.
After several months of back and forth and two outright arguments, I agreed to try it. She knew a guy who was up for having a man suck him so she set it up. This guy, Kevin, came over. He'd fucked her several times by then and he and I had met so it wasn't a total stranger.
The way it went was Kevin and Donna fucked. I assisted sucking her tits as he ate her and kissing and stroking her while they were making out. Then they had sex.
After they caught their breath Donna said it was my turn. She sat Kevin in an armchair and had me get down on my knees in front of him. I was extremely nervous. Ripping through my head was the question, "will this make me gay?
Donna slowly pushed my head down towards his cock. She told me to smell it and lick it a little first which I did. His masculine scent was definitely there but I could also smell her cunt on it which suddenly made me hard. Upon seeing my stiffened cock Donna started getting aroused again.
Her scent on Kevin's cock certainly made it easier to suck it than I anticipated. Never having experienced anything like it, it came as a surprise that I liked it almost immediately. The hardness was expected. What was astonishing was how soft the skin was. It was actually thrilling.
Being a novice there was no technique involved. My head bobbed up and down and I stroked his shaft at the same time. I heard Donna making noise and turned my head to see what was happening. She was masturbating furiously. The notion that women watching two men together would turn them on so much.
Seeing how excited she was made me hotter. She described it later as probably the same kind of thrill I got watching her fucking. It wasn't much longer until Kevin came. I wasn't quite ready for it and gagged a bit but managed to swallow a fair amount. When I lifted my head, she was all over me kissing me and telling me how good it made her feel watching. She had licked his cum off my face and got some out of my mouth.
It was a really pleasant surprise to know I could please her just by sucking a cock. I will also say I like the experience. Kevin the person doesn't turn me on. However, his cock turns me on. My wife has watched me many times with men since then. I love being able to excite her that way.
When Kevin came in my mouth, there was a sense of accomplishment. It seemed a bit strange but I feel that every time. Donna also got me to the point where I'm also getting fucked. That's something also very enjoyable.
It feels great to be able to bring pleasure to a cock that has given my wife so much pleasure. It's also an immense thrill to have a cock that's been inside my wife inside me. It's wild.
So I do engage in homosexual behavior and enjoy it. However, I'm not attracted to men outside of when Donna is there. I take genuine pleasure from sex with men when it happens.
I don't know what term to use about myself. I don't mind if someone decides it's gay. One of her boyfriends describes me as a sissy rather than gay. I don't mind that either.
So that's my situation