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[elina]

Thanks for posting again OrlandoCPL

Very good to hear that D is enjoying Her sex-life and Wonderful to hear that She will be joining him on another swingers cruise.

How about you, are you fully recovered?

Sincerely
elina

[Magellanic29]

Hey Orlando! Good to hear from you. I hope things are going well for you and your recovery. Sounds like fun that Andy and Michael are having her together again. That cruise sounds like a ton of fun. I really look forward to hearing about that!

[venus-can99]

Hope D, you and the kids (along with Andy and Michael as well as D's Mom) had a wonderful 4th of July. Looking forward to hearing about D's swinger cruise

[OrlandoCPL]

Hi all,

It's been a couple of months and there have been some significant developments.

First, I'm feeling really good. Rehab has gone well and I'm close to back to my old self.

Second, and more important, D is doing great. Her and Michael went on their first swinger's cruise last month. It was great for both of them. They had a great time.

I'm not going to get into all of the sex details, because while she was well-fucked throughout the week, nothing new or momentous happened sex-wise. The biggest thing that happened was that D agreed to get nipples pierced for Michael while on the cruise. She said it was a spur of the moment thing, but she, Michael and I all love them.

The real biggest thing happened about two weeks ago. After my birthday, on which I watched Michael and D fuck twice, they went away for a long weekend together. This was just the two of them. When she came home, I noticed she had a ring on her right ring finger.

Essentially, Michael was going to wait until their one-year anniversary, but he didn't want to wait. He "proposed" to D, in a way. Basically, the idea is that she'll stay married to me for as long as we want, but she'll solely be Michael's woman now. And, should anything change between D and I, she already has Michael next in line.

I wasn't sure how to take all of this. And she said she cried when he proposed. D said that Michael said "I never really wanted to get married again, but you have captivated me. I know you already married, so we can't really do it the traditional way. But I want you to know what I want and that I love you." She was overwhelmed, started to cry, but it was a mixture of emotions and most of them were happy ones. She told him yes and accepted his ring.

It's a real engagement ring and far larger than the diamond I gave D. When Michael dropped her off, the kids were off with grandma and I asked her immediately about the ring. We had quite a battle, as I'm not sure how the hell this would all work. Eventually, we walked away for a few hours.

When we came back together, she very calmly told me she wanted to wear Michael's ring. I'll never forget her exact words "I love him. I didn't want this to happen or intend for this to happen, but I do love him. I want him to know it by wearing his ring."

I asked her what she would say if people asked her and she said "I thought a lot about that. At first, my idea was I could replace the engagement ring you gave me with Michael's ring. Then I'd have our wedding band and his engagement ring." She must have seen my face and said "I knew that wasn't going to work. And you are right that I can't wear an engagement ring on my right hand without a bunch of questions."

So, I said "What happens then? Are you giving him the ring back?" She sat quietly for what felt like forever and then looked at me with tears in her eyes and said "No."

I was confused and said "What then?" And she said "I'm so sorry." And she started to cry a bit. After a minute or so, she kind of steeled herself and she said "I want to wear Michael's ring because I want to be Michael's wife."

Even now, two weeks later, I'm tearing up writing this. It's taken me this long to feel strong enough to come here and write all of this down.

I quietly said, "What does that mean?" And D looked at me with a sad little smile and said "I think we both knew where this was going long before I met Michael. We haven't been really happy for a long time. And when I'm with Michael, I am happy. He lets me be me. He's interested in me and the things I want to do. I really do love him."

I again repeated "What does that mean?" And she said, "If you are going to make me say it, fine. I think we should get a divorce. I think the kids are old enough to understand now. I don't want us to both be unhappy and to fight and to make the kids unhappy because we fight. They already see it. And I don't want to be so old in a few years that Michael and I can't enjoy life together as a married couple."

I looked her in the eyes and said "Do you not love me anymore?" And she started to cry and said "I do love you. But not like that. Not anymore. Not for a long time. I think we both know it. Do you still love me?"

I sat quietly with a million thoughts, but the only clear one was "No. Not like that. Not anymore." It was almost harder to admit that to myself and to her than it was to hear her say it to me.

That night, I slept in the guest room. The next day, we both got up and with clearer, less emotional heads, we discussed things. Neither of us wanted for things to get nasty. I'd keep the house. She'd move in with Michael in his place. The kids would stay with me. She can still come and go from here as much as she wants and needs to. We're going to use our lawyer to help guide us, but we don't see a need to get all crazy or terrible with each other.

We spent the day trying to figure out how to tell the kids. That part was actually smoother than we thought. Our oldest actually said "I knew something was going on a few months ago. I heard mom talking to someone about seeing them that weekend." We kind of anticipated that and came clean that D is already seeing someone else (without coming ALL the way clean. No one is ready for that!) and that he is who she would be moving in with.

So....here we are. It's been a little over two weeks now. Everything feels a little weird. The kids met Michael. Both said "He's fine, but he's trying too hard to be cool. He's kind of old." But both of them also said that their mom seems really happy.

D comes and goes as necessary, as a lot of her stuff is still here. And she's around a lot for the kids. We've started to tell friends and family. Most were stunned, but a few said versions of "You guys didn't seem very happy over the last year or two."

D introduced Michael to a few of her closest friends that didn't know. One of them texted me and said "I'm so sorry she did this to you. And she's already engaged to him!"

As for me, I'm just sort of going with the flow. A few days ago, Michael came by with D to help her get some boxes. He told me that as far as he's concerned, I'm welcomed to watch or join them if I want, but that D thought that would be weird now.

I haven't dated anyone or anything. I don't know what will happen with that. The entire idea of dating seems terrifying and absurd in my mid-40s. But I'm sure I eventually will.

I'm happy to answer any questions anyone has, but I'm not sure there will be anymore updates coming. I'm not even sure what I would update from here. Anyway, thanks to everyone for the notes of encouragement on my rehab and the notes of support throughout this whole saga. And having this forum to write things down has been amazing. I appreciate all of it and all of you.

[gesdell]

Thank you for that update. Not every story has a happy ending and the community at large needs to hear about the risks involved, not just the sexy stuff.

[venus-can99]

Thanks for the update OC. While all the posts up to now have been about all the fun and sex, this is a sobering reminder that sometimes life takes unanticipated turns. You are still young and healthy so wish you the best in your future. If and when you feel like dropping a few lines to let us know how things are going I am sure we will appreciate that.
Thanks once again for sharing your journey with D & Michael with all of us and good luck in all your future endeavours

[grnlght]

21 years of marriage, sorry to hear that ended like that. This lifestyle should never break up marriages, but it sometimes does. Choosing a lover/BF or bull that respects boundaries and adds to the relationship not ends it is paramount any thing else is underhanded and cheating. Also this LS will not fix a broken marriage only damage it more. Also the wife if she truly cared about your marriage and felt it coming to this should of put a stop to it before it got that far unless you both wanted this to end the relationship. IMO i do not have any respect for the wife or the BF at all. This is what gives this lifestyle a bad rap.

[elina]

Thank you for your honet post.

I am really sorry to hear this. But on reflection and the way both of you eventually agreed that your love for each other had changed, maybe this was bound to happen anyway and D's hotwife activities merely speeded it up? No one will probably ever now.

I am really glad to hear you are fully recovered. So now think about how to proceed from here, maybe start exercising more, do things that will keep you healthy. Make sure you interact with the kids in ways which will be helpfull for both you and them.

Take care!!

Sincere regards
elina

[kenlonely]

I enjoyed your story. After so many years of relationship, D can't be that determined to divorce just because she says so, right? If so, then D is an immature woman. I don't know how you've been communicating openly for almost a year, as an outsider it's hard to understand how your marriage suddenly stops now.

[Bsod83]

Im so sorry. Cuckolding is hard and having really good sex for an extended period tend to form very strong bonds.

[OrlandoCPL]

Thank you for your honet post.

I am really sorry to hear this. But on reflection and the way both of you eventually agreed that your love for each other had changed, maybe this was bound to happen anyway and D's hotwife activities merely speeded it up? No one will probably ever now.

I am really glad to hear you are fully recovered. So now think about how to proceed from here, maybe start exercising more, do things that will keep you healthy. Make sure you interact with the kids in ways which will be helpfull for both you and them.

Take care!!

Sincere regards
elina

I do think that things were sped up by everything that's happened over the last 10 months. I don't want to say we were staying together solely for the kids, but it was getting close to that. I do believe that a lot of things in life are timing and circumstance. For D, Michael was in the right place at the right time and they found each other.

The hardest part right now has nothing to do with sex or anything like that. I've been jerking off for years and that will probably stay the same.

The hardest part is our routines are all messed up. And it's going to bed at night alone. But it's easier today than yesterday, and way easier than it was a week ago, and so on.

And since a few asked privately, D and I still talk. The kids are still number one for both of us. We're making sure they get to school and get to activities and the like without any issues. Our oldest is in that "too cool for everything and angry at the world" phase, so that's been tough. But we're getting through it.

D is still by the house on a daily basis. She hasn't really moved out yet, but that will happen over time. Michael was considering selling his place, but now is going to keep it. He was going to downsize, but he's been clear about our kids having space at his place.

No, I haven't talked to Michael. Nor do I really have a desire to. At least not now. I've also made it clear to D that I don't really have any interest in details about their sex life anymore. She was pretty clear in return that it's none of my business now.

As far as friends and family go, my side of the family just understands we are getting divorced. My sister even said "I never really liked her anyway", but she's just defending me. D only has her mom, and we've already covered that. No, I don't have any idea how her mom feels about all of this.

D has told a few of her close friends that she met Michael before we decided to get divorced. Mostly because they were worried that she was jumping into a rebound too quickly. Her best friend, outside of her mom, dug deeper when they spent a whole day together and D came clean to her about everything. I only know this because the friend called me, after telling D she was going to do so, to see how I was doing.

I wish there was some kind of sexy story there, but there isn't. She was just being kind, which is in her nature. I have to admit that it was a bit of a turn on that she knew everything and that she also admitted that she was a bit jealous of D getting to live out so many fantasies. But nothing more came of that.

I know some of you took some shots at D. And I'm not going to say they weren't fair ones. I've thought a lot about this, and I feel comfortable saying that her and Michael are as much at fault here as I am, and probably more. Michael broke some of our trust. D broke all of our trust. But I did push her to this. And I did enjoy almost all of it. But they went that extra step that I wasn't considering and that's on them.

I just wanted to answer some of the questions. I don't know if more will come up or not. I'll check in sometimes when I feel like it to see if anyone has reached out. Be well everyone!

[Gulfcpl]

Very sad ending. Obviously there were deep seated problems for years before this all began. This should be a warning to any couple wanting to try this lifestyle without a rock solid relationship in the beginning. This lifestyle fixes nothing. It’s similar to a couple having marital problems thinking that having a baby will help. It usually never does.

So sorry to hear about this.

[Midnight Joker]

Hi all,

It's been a couple of months and there have been some significant developments.

First, I'm feeling really good. Rehab has gone well and I'm close to back to my old self.

Second, and more important, D is doing great. Her and Michael went on their first swinger's cruise last month. It was great for both of them. They had a great time.

I'm not going to get into all of the sex details, because while she was well-fucked throughout the week, nothing new or momentous happened sex-wise. The biggest thing that happened was that D agreed to get nipples pierced for Michael while on the cruise. She said it was a spur of the moment thing, but she, Michael and I all love them.

The real biggest thing happened about two weeks ago. After my birthday, on which I watched Michael and D fuck twice, they went away for a long weekend together. This was just the two of them. When she came home, I noticed she had a ring on her right ring finger.

Essentially, Michael was going to wait until their one-year anniversary, but he didn't want to wait. He "proposed" to D, in a way. Basically, the idea is that she'll stay married to me for as long as we want, but she'll solely be Michael's woman now. And, should anything change between D and I, she already has Michael next in line.

I wasn't sure how to take all of this. And she said she cried when he proposed. D said that Michael said "I never really wanted to get married again, but you have captivated me. I know you already married, so we can't really do it the traditional way. But I want you to know what I want and that I love you." She was overwhelmed, started to cry, but it was a mixture of emotions and most of them were happy ones. She told him yes and accepted his ring.

It's a real engagement ring and far larger than the diamond I gave D. When Michael dropped her off, the kids were off with grandma and I asked her immediately about the ring. We had quite a battle, as I'm not sure how the hell this would all work. Eventually, we walked away for a few hours.

When we came back together, she very calmly told me she wanted to wear Michael's ring. I'll never forget her exact words "I love him. I didn't want this to happen or intend for this to happen, but I do love him. I want him to know it by wearing his ring."

I asked her what she would say if people asked her and she said "I thought a lot about that. At first, my idea was I could replace the engagement ring you gave me with Michael's ring. Then I'd have our wedding band and his engagement ring." She must have seen my face and said "I knew that wasn't going to work. And you are right that I can't wear an engagement ring on my right hand without a bunch of questions."

So, I said "What happens then? Are you giving him the ring back?" She sat quietly for what felt like forever and then looked at me with tears in her eyes and said "No."

I was confused and said "What then?" And she said "I'm so sorry." And she started to cry a bit. After a minute or so, she kind of steeled herself and she said "I want to wear Michael's ring because I want to be Michael's wife."

Even now, two weeks later, I'm tearing up writing this. It's taken me this long to feel strong enough to come here and write all of this down.

I quietly said, "What does that mean?" And D looked at me with a sad little smile and said "I think we both knew where this was going long before I met Michael. We haven't been really happy for a long time. And when I'm with Michael, I am happy. He lets me be me. He's interested in me and the things I want to do. I really do love him."

I again repeated "What does that mean?" And she said, "If you are going to make me say it, fine. I think we should get a divorce. I think the kids are old enough to understand now. I don't want us to both be unhappy and to fight and to make the kids unhappy because we fight. They already see it. And I don't want to be so old in a few years that Michael and I can't enjoy life together as a married couple."

I looked her in the eyes and said "Do you not love me anymore?" And she started to cry and said "I do love you. But not like that. Not anymore. Not for a long time. I think we both know it. Do you still love me?"

I sat quietly with a million thoughts, but the only clear one was "No. Not like that. Not anymore." It was almost harder to admit that to myself and to her than it was to hear her say it to me.

That night, I slept in the guest room. The next day, we both got up and with clearer, less emotional heads, we discussed things. Neither of us wanted for things to get nasty. I'd keep the house. She'd move in with Michael in his place. The kids would stay with me. She can still come and go from here as much as she wants and needs to. We're going to use our lawyer to help guide us, but we don't see a need to get all crazy or terrible with each other.

We spent the day trying to figure out how to tell the kids. That part was actually smoother than we thought. Our oldest actually said "I knew something was going on a few months ago. I heard mom talking to someone about seeing them that weekend." We kind of anticipated that and came clean that D is already seeing someone else (without coming ALL the way clean. No one is ready for that!) and that he is who she would be moving in with.

So....here we are. It's been a little over two weeks now. Everything feels a little weird. The kids met Michael. Both said "He's fine, but he's trying too hard to be cool. He's kind of old." But both of them also said that their mom seems really happy.

D comes and goes as necessary, as a lot of her stuff is still here. And she's around a lot for the kids. We've started to tell friends and family. Most were stunned, but a few said versions of "You guys didn't seem very happy over the last year or two."

D introduced Michael to a few of her closest friends that didn't know. One of them texted me and said "I'm so sorry she did this to you. And she's already engaged to him!"

As for me, I'm just sort of going with the flow. A few days ago, Michael came by with D to help her get some boxes. He told me that as far as he's concerned, I'm welcomed to watch or join them if I want, but that D thought that would be weird now.

I haven't dated anyone or anything. I don't know what will happen with that. The entire idea of dating seems terrifying and absurd in my mid-40s. But I'm sure I eventually will.

I'm happy to answer any questions anyone has, but I'm not sure there will be anymore updates coming. I'm not even sure what I would update from here. Anyway, thanks to everyone for the notes of encouragement on my rehab and the notes of support throughout this whole saga. And having this forum to write things down has been amazing. I appreciate all of it and all of you.

I'm sorry this happened to you. I'm not sure I'd want that guy to meet my kids, let alone have them live over there. Sounds like you don't have much of a choice. I'll hold out the hope that the excitement of the affair, even if known by you, will wear off quickly as life becomes routine for those two. Stay strong and beware of her calling with regret later down the road.

As for now, cordial or not, protect your assets at all costs. Michael may talk her into things simply so he'll get more money via you.

[OrlandoCPL]

I'm sorry this happened to you. I'm not sure I'd want that guy to meet my kids, let alone have them live over there. Sounds like you don't have much of a choice. I'll hold out the hope that the excitement of the affair, even if known by you, will wear off quickly as life becomes routine for those two. Stay strong and beware of her calling with regret later down the road.

As for now, cordial or not, protect your assets at all costs. Michael may talk her into things simply so he'll get more money via you.

He definitely doesn't need money via me. He's incredibly well off. He's never allowed us to pay for anything.

[Midnight Joker]

He definitely doesn't need money via me. He's incredibly well off. He's never allowed us to pay for anything.

Thanks for the update. Glad to hear that's one less thing you need to worry about. I hope you are well.

[elina]

............

I know some of you took some shots at D. And I'm not going to say they weren't fair ones. I've thought a lot about this, and I feel comfortable saying that her and Michael are as much at fault here as I am, and probably more. Michael broke some of our trust. D broke all of our trust. But I did push her to this. And I did enjoy almost all of it. But they went that extra step that I wasn't considering and that's on them.

..............

I think this is the most productive approach you can take.

By all means, I do think we can all learn from past experiences and that is a good thing.
But putting a lot of effort into blaming and guilt is not going to do anybody much good, so if you can avoid that and instead focus on how to start the next chapter of your life in a good manner it will probably do you a lot more good!! You seem to have found a good balance so just keep building on that.

Take care.

Sincerely
elina

[OrlandoCPL]

Hi all,

Just checking in, as it's been a while. D and Michael are apparently close to setting a date. Our divorce should be finalized by the end of the month, since we aren't really doing much but dividing assets. That's already happened, but we want to do it all legally and all that.

A couple of people messaged and asked if I've watched them together since...The answer is no. I honestly have no real interest anymore. I actually ran into them together at Target like a week ago. I saw them before they saw me, and I honestly didn't feel much. We exchanged pleasantries and the like. I have seen D several times, because she's around my house a lot for stuff with the kids.

All of our family and friends know we have split. A handful know why. The funny thing? One of our mutual friends (I'm going to call her "P") stopped me at a school event the other day. P's husband and I were friends (from work, not really tight or anything) and P and D became friends (closer than I was with him over time). About eight years ago, P's husband cheated on her. He turned into a huge dick after that too. Acted like it was her fault. Repeatedly he'd say, "She got so fucking fat, what was I supposed to do?" They had a nasty divorce, she stuck around here for their kids, and he moved off to Texas. Last I heard, he's on a third woman since and living somewhere in Kansas.

Anyway...

P pulled me aside at this even and said, "How are you doing?" And I gave her the standard "I'm fine. All is good." answer. I don't like burdening people with my problem, minus my closest friends and family. But she smiled and said "No, really. How are you doing?" And all of a sudden, I found myself unloading on her about how things are actually going. I told her that I'm actually doing pretty well, but that certain things are tough. And that I do get lonely sometimes, stuff like that.

Before I knew it, we (mostly me) had been talking for about 25 minutes. I kind of needed it, I guess! After I finished, P said "I suppose we should get back to the event, but you have my number. Call me this weekend and we'll grab a coffee or something and chat more."

I was kind of nervous about calling her, but finally did on Saturday night. She laughed and said "I was going to call you, if you didn't call me. This is all so funny and feels like high school again!" We talked for about 15 minutes and agreed to grab some coffee on Sunday morning.

Sunday morning, we grabbed coffee and just chatted. I found out a lot more about her and I found out she knew more about me than I ever knew. She also knew that D had been dating Michael. She found out, because she happened to be at an event D attended with Michael. D never told me about this and swore P to secrecy. She also told P that I was fully aware, and she was dating Michael with my blessing.

I told P that was all true. (As an aside: I've decided if people are genuinely interested or care about me, I'm going to be completely honest. I don't know that everyone will get the full details, but I'm too old to hide stuff and to keep secrets.)

P said, "That's pretty wild, but good for you guys. Well, I guess it was good. I'm sorry. That was rude." I told her it was ok and said, "You aren't wrong though. I enjoyed it until I didn't."

We talked for a while more. Eventually, I had to run to a game for one of the kids and she had to do some errands. I thanked her for chatting and letting me vent. She smiled and said, "I'm glad you enjoyed. You can vent whenever you want...maybe over dinner one night this week?"

Being the idiot I am, I stumbled and said, "I don't want to take advantage of your kindness." And she laughed this deep laugh and replied, "I'm asking you to take me a date silly!" I laughed and said "Sorry, it's been a while." And she laughed and said, "Same here!"

We said our goodbyes with a nice hug and her giving me a kiss on the cheek. I'll be honest, I reacted in a way I didn't expect by starting to get hard.

She called me later last night to arrange a night to go out this week. So, on Wednesday, I have my first date in about 22 years. That's going to be something!

That's the update for now. As they say: life goes on!

[Cuckcuckgoose1]

Dood! That is awesome news. I was so heartbroken hearing about the divorce and what you were going through and now you're going on a date with a new gal. It's like the bright morning sun breaking the horizon after a rainy night. Good for you. Enjoy it. So happy for you.

[venus-can99]

Good to hear that you have a friend in P who probably understands this quite well from the other side - being cheated on. Granted her situation is very different from yours but good that you may have found a kindred spirit. Good luck with the date and hope both of you have fun.

[LatinaWife]

I am really impressed by so many stories here. I can't stop reading and learning. And that feeling that it is something natural.. just great!

[Lucky Dog]

Thanks for sharing this with us. You seem to have a lot of talent that is appreciated by others, no matter whether you enjoyed being cuckold. The ability to be honest with yourself and learn from what's happened is rare, but it seems that you may have better times in your future. Apart from the fact that many folks here will be disappointed not to read something they can wank to, your story is very riveting on an emotional level. I hope you'll share more with us.

[OrlandoCPL]

Very quick update, because P and I are going out again tonight. Spoiler!

The date was nice. We went to dinner. Nowhere fancy, just a local place that makes amazing sandwiches that we both liked (and never got because our former significant others didn't like it!). Conversation flowed easily. P told me more about her. I learned about where she's from, where she went to school and her career. Some I kind of knew, but for the most it was new information. I told her all the same stuff about me.

Eventually we got to our marriages. P and her husband were together for over 15 years (I only knew about it about 8 years ago) after he first cheated on her. In her words "I felt lucky to have him. I was a big girl when we met and only got bigger. Plus, we did have good times both in and out of the bedroom. But eventually he changed. He started cheating all the time. And we stopped being intimate. I started eating my feelings and pretty soon, he made it very clear he thought I was gross. And for whatever reason, that was the final straw. I kicked him out and we got divorced. Then I lost a bunch of weight as revenge and here we are!"

I should pause here to describe P a bit I suppose. She actually reminds me a lot of D physically. She's extremely busty. Even bigger than D is. She's also got a fairly big butt. She said one of her son's friends called her "thick" about a year ago. (No, nothing happened between her and the son's friend, at least as far as I know!). She's a brunette with some blonde highlights. I think she's very cute. She told me she gained and then lost over 100 pounds during the course of her marriage. She also said with a laugh, "And yes, the rumors are true. I've had work done. But not here (patted her boobs) or here (patted her butt). You lose that much weight and you gotta get some extra skin taken care of."

Anyway, we talked about D and I and how things sort of fell apart on us. I didn't feel the need to tell her every detail, but she did openly ask if I had watch D and Michael together. I explained that I did. P sort of grinned and asked, "Did you enjoy it?" I admitted that I did. And she laughed and said "I never, ever, ever would have guessed. That's pretty wild."

We didn't get too deep into stuff, because we were in public. But P said, "Some night over a nightcap, you'll have to tell me more." She has a pretty wicked little grin and laugh that I already adore.

After dinner, we got dessert, chatted more and then I drove her home. We talked throughout the ride. Again, super easy chatting about a million things. When we got to her house, P said "I'd invite you in for that nightcap, but being a school night, the kids are home and we have to get up early."

She then said not to walk her up to the door, because she's not quite ready to tell the kids yet who she is dating, since they and our kids go to the same school. She then leaned in and gave me a very nice, soft kiss. That turned into another kiss, which turned into a much deeper kiss. Her tongue was soft, supple and active. Eventually, P broke it off and said "The kids are out on Friday night. Can you get away for dinner?"

And here we are. I'm headed to pick her up in about 15 minutes.

It's all very exciting and new. It's been a very long time since I've been here. We'll see how things go. More to come eventually!

[venus-can99]

That’s awesome- hope the second date went very well with her kids being away. I am glad that you may have found a wonderful woman

[Cuckcuckgoose1]

It appears things are progressing nicely for you. That's so good to hear. Enjoy this new beginning.

[kenlonely]

good to see that!!
good luck man enjoy your day! anyway i like your blog thanks to show your secret for strangers. your are very nice man!!!!