Sub cucks, having your limits pushed

[hubudig2]

Let's say you're in a situation where you're fully restrained and/or completely at their mercy.
What goes through your mind?
How much do you consider all the things you hope they don't do to you?
I know everyone's got different levels of what would be something extreme and past their limits.
Let's say something like getting pegged or cleanup is past your limits, you've communicated this to them but you know they like to push your limits.
Do those things prey on your mind?
Is worrying about it a turn on?
Or do you not worry about it because you've accepted your fate at this point?
If you've been pushed past your limits like that, how did you feel about it?
Did you lose trust in them for doing it?
Did you avoid putting yourself in that situation again?
Or maybe it wasn't so bad but you found yourself equally worried about it again the next time?

I know it's a bit of an abstract question, I'm just looking for some general insight and different opinions/perspectives/experiences.
Thanks

[MartasBoy]

I've been tied in a chair in my chastity device a few times, and allowed to watch. One time, when she was playing with a new guy, I just felt like being difficult and said, "Wait, stop! I've changed my mind. I don't think I can do this. I want it all to stop." The guy stopped, and seemed reluctant to proceed. My wife was really annoyed with me, as he was driving her wild, and she was really into it.
My wife has heard me talk about this so many times, and I've told her how much I enjoy watching her play with another guy. She got annoyed with me for interrupting when she was enjoying something I had begged her to do.

She got up from the bed and told the guy, "Don't mind him, he really gets into this, and we've talked about this at length, and he agreed to this." She stuffed her panties in my mouth and tied them in with one of her stockings, and told me to shut up. She then told the guy to go back to what he was doing.

I always have such conflicted feelings. I will beg her and beg her to play more, and then when she does, sometimes I get freaked out. But if I complain, that's her way of dealing with it. She basically tells me that I have asked for this and begged for this and I just need to accept it.

Another one regards giving blowjobs. My wife gave me a blowjob a couple of times when we were dating, but pretty quickly told me that she really didn't like doing it.
But she does it pretty readily with her boyfriends, and even seems enthusiastic about it. When I have asked her about the contradiction, she tells me that they are guests, and she knows that they like it and expect it, and she just feels like it would be rude not to. When I ask her why it seems that she appears to enjoy it with them, but has never enjoyed it with me, she says she doesn't know the reason why, it just feels different. When I watch her pleasure another man that way, and appear to really get into it, it excites me incredibly, and also leaves me with searing jealousy.

One of her boyfriend's told her that she gave the best blowjob of any woman he had ever been with. He asked if she does that to me and she told him, "No, my lips are just for you." He told her that he found it incredibly exciting, that all of her holes are reserved for him.

She never really intended to go exclusive with him but he expressed such satisfaction at the idea, but now she feels that she has to honor it
When I ask to be able to do something with her, Beyond being allowed to masturbate between her feet, she will say, "I'm sorry, but my boyfriend does not like the idea that he could ever be getting sloppy seconds. I just can't, as long as I'm seeing him."

[Bent_n_Twisted]

There are a lot of things that I don't 'want' to do, and that I never would do under ordinary conditions, but my actual list of 'hard limits' is relatively short. The reason for this is because, the first time my wife tied me to the bed and forced me to lick her cum-filled pussy, I discovered that the potential, the possibility, and the reality of being forced to do something I really didn't want to do was extremely erotic.

So, because it is apparent that my wife enjoys being 'naughty' and doing things that I previously had never imagined, I don't want to place any limits on her than are absolutely necessary, in order to not restrict her pleasures and 'amusements'. Coincidentally, because it is clear that I also am extremely aroused by my wife being able to make me do things that I otherwise would not do, *I* don't want to set any more limits than necessary.

Do those things prey on your mind?
Is worrying about it a turn on?

They absolutely do, and it absolutely is. The idea of my wife taking it in mind to do something/make me do something that I would normally not do, and having no way to get out of it is a massive 'turn-on'. To deprive her, would be to deprive myself. Being bound, and knowing that I can't stop her from doing [almost] anything she wants to do, is terribly exciting. I have had some hints of other ideas that she may have developed, which I know that I would refuse to participate in if I were able, but I won't be able to get out of them if she decides to make them happen. ('Safeword' use is restricted to mostly health/safety and if she happens to forget one of the written 'limits'. Anything not included in the written list is 'on the table' and she has it in writing that 'yes means yes' and 'no means do whatever it takes to make it happen anyway'.)

Technically, I am not 'sub' (quite the opposite), but the prospect and reality of being *forced* to participate in sexual scenarios that I would otherwise refuse really turns me on. I don't think that her mind gets as kinky as mine, but she has surprised me in the past...and more recently when she described something that I would never have expected to hear coming out of her mouth. I won't say what it is, because there may be board rules against it because it is so perverted (and I have never seen it mentioned here)...

[ChrisCuck]

I'm guessing that a "safe word" is in order for what you're describing. As mentioned above, it could be for health/safety. But, it could also be for extreme discomfort. Like you thought you'd be able to just go with the flow, but come to realize that you're actually quite overwhelmed.