Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?

[mrs_reese]

One of my dear friends suggested that I reach out to the captain to keep my options open, after much thought, I will!
He was very eager to take me on a boat ride before I cancelled bc of family matters.

Hopefully the famiy matters that led to cancelling the boat ride are behind you and everyone is well.
Good luck on all your "rides" including the boat ride with the captain

Thank you

[mrs_reese]

My good friend and I have been conversing ( he’s a man I feel close to in this forum as we’ve talked for over 16 years) and he’s asked me how it feels to sit on hubbys face with my pussy full of my lovers cum.

This is my response:

When I sit on hubbys face or ask him to
Fuck me with cum inside of me, it makes me feel really dirty, and I kind of like that! I like being bad! Cheating and not telling hubby until I feel the need, it gives me the ultimate control over my sexuality!

Most of the time I just want to feel safe in his arms or when he’s making love to me that’s all that matters to me.

But every once in a while, this strange urge overcomes me and I want to be bad!

I’ve been abused as I’ve written when I was a teenager and this has caused many complications in my life.

Hubby has been not only my soulmate but the most trusted person ever to come into my life.

16 years of struggling as a woman and a hot wife, I’ve come to the point where being bad, crazing my own opportunities of sexual adventure with hubbys blessings, it’s helped me become a strong independent woman.
Something I never ever wouldn’t thought I could be many years ago!

[BallSpanking]

I am happy your experiences and Mr Reese's support have helped you overcome those early traumas.
Being 'bad' as you term it, or simply satisfying your horney urges can be wonderful and cathartic, as long as it occurs on your terms, and when you need it.

[venus-can99]

It is wonderful mrs_reese that you found such a loving, supportive and trusted partner in mr_reese. Giving in to "bad" urges IMO is how you are asserting your independence and freedom with hubby's loving support. Thanks for sharing

[54321]

Hubby has been not only my soulmate but the most trusted person ever to come into my life.

So lovely to hear.

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[BallSpanking]

Bump

[mrs_reese]

Thank you Ballspanking for bumping me.

Hello again everyone.
Time goes by so fast and at times I just don’t make an effort to post on this thread because really don’t have anything exciting to post. I can honestly say that my urges come and go and most of my life is being my husbands wife as this means more to me that just about anything else in my life besides my child.
There are times I think of posting when I play with Jeff and that one is becoming something really good to have in my life from time to time as I never thought he and I would find a common ground so to speak.

With that part of my life in mind, he wants to see more and more of me, but I only seem to get the urge when hubby convinces me to “play again” and not to inform him until I come home full of sex with him.

About the captain, we’ve played hit or miss and he’s been boating to small resort islands over the past summer.
Sorry to report, we seriously have yet to connect.
Missed opportunities throughout the summer seem to be our calling card.

We promised to try to connect later this month for “that boat ride” we have yet to embark upon.

I am happy!
I love my marriage more than words can express.

Hubby and I have had many talks about my sense of playfulness as a hot wife declining during this summer.

I can only say the mood comes and goes.
I don’t need to fuck others right now,

I allow myself to be Jeff’s from time to time but lately only because I know my sex what hubby will be insane full of emotion.

I hope this message isn’t disappointing to all who are reading this.

But I want to be sure that everyone understands that even though I have moments of silence here, I won’t go away!
I enjoy being friends with so many at this site,

I won’t leave without taking time to say goodbye.

And that won’t be happening anytime soon.

I’ll keep in touch xoxo

[venus-can99]

Thanks for the update mrs_reese. I believe you have your priorities right and it is good that Jeff is available to satisfy your urges and a wonderful loving husband to support them. Looking forward to your "boat ride" with the captain when it happens.

Have a wonderful enjoyable summer with the family and fwb.

[mrs_reese]

Thanks for the update mrs_reese. I believe you have your priorities right and it is good that Jeff is available to satisfy your urges and a wonderful loving husband to support them. Looking forward to your "boat ride" with the captain when it happens.

Have a wonderful enjoyable summer with the family and fwb.

Thank you

[bbarnsworth]

Mrs_reese, your stories never fail to make me wish I had a larger pair of jeans on

What really makes me happy though is reading about the depths of love with your husband, and how this lifestyle has really helped you find yourself. This is really, really awesome!

[54321]

I enjoy being friends with so many at this site,

So sweet to say!

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[mrs_reese]

Mrs_reese, your stories never fail to make me wish I had a larger pair of jeans on

What really makes me happy though is reading about the depths of love with your husband, and how this lifestyle has really helped you find yourself. This is really, really awesome!

That is so sweet
Thank you BB

[BallSpanking]

Welcome back, Mrs Reese.

[Farmerj]

Ah always good to see Mrs Reese! A true wonderful woman

[mrs_reese]

Welcome back, Mrs Reese.

I’ve missed you.

[mrs_reese]

Ah always good to see Mrs Reese! A true wonderful woman

Thank you Farmerj

[mrs_reese]

I’m going to try to post more accounts of when I play with others even though I think it’s not that interesting because I’ve been doing this for so long.

Yesterday, hubby and I were relaxing all day, sharing breakfast, and watching movies.

Jeff texted me and said he was really horny for me and if I had time, he’d love to fuck!
For now , this is good for me!
Feeling desired but also not too serious!

While making dinner drinking some wine with hubby, I told him that I was thinking of visiting jeff for a few hours and asked him if he was ok with that!

Hubby comments to me that it’s so hot for him that he “almost has to compete” for my attention and intimacy!

He asked me if he had a choice in the matter!

Knowing him all too well, and also understanding he was silently asking me to feed his addiction to reclaiming what is his, I told him “not really”

I said no more, he just smiled and we continued enjoying dinner.

When we finished, I helped clean up and he went outside to enjoy the nice weather while I went to shower.

When I was ready to leave, I met him outside while he was sitting at the patio, kissed him and told him I’ll back in a few hours.

I was thinking about all that this morning, I absolutely get so turned on by his self confidence and insane desire for me.
Hubby! Not Jeff!

To close this post, in case you’re wondering!
Jeff and I had quick sex!
I came on his cock while he was inside of me after cumming,
I love that feeling.
But while I was cumming, I was most excited knowing I was going back home to feel hubbys ridiculous passion for me as his wife.

[Hobby_Fan]

Mrs. Reese, you continue to be one of the main response I remember this site. We appreciate when you post and love living vicariously through your adventures.

Some of us wish we were you, enjoying the freedoms hubby gives you. Some of us wish we were your bulls, knowing what it’s like to feel the raw, passionate unbridled lust that culminates with filling another man’s wife. And some love pretending they are your hubby, struggling with the need to reclaim you while all the while knowing you’re fulfilled both by the act of being with others and the return to hubby.

Thank you!

[mrs_reese]

Wow hobby fan
You leave me speechless that was such an intriguing post you sent me.
Thank you so much for sharing to me your feelings

[BallSpanking]

I’ve missed you.

That feeling is mutual, sweetie.

[Hobby_Fan]

Wow hobby fan
You leave me speechless that was such an intriguing post you sent me.
Thank you so much for sharing to me your feelings

Of course! You’re fun to follow! And we all wish we were a part of your story IRL!

[mrs_reese]

So guess what?
I have a boat date with the captain, finally! I leave soon and will meet him by the boat club where his boat is located. I am nervous as hell. I don’t know why?
I’m excited.

[venus-can99]

Thats awesome mrs_reese. May you have "fair winds and following seas".

[BallSpanking]

🥵

[54321]

Well, Hello, Sailor!

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