It might actually happen after years of telling me no.

[w770]

It must also make you so very proud, w770, to know your Lana has the best pussy, Evan's favourite pussy. We all swell with pride at that thought! Of course, we assume Evan has a reasonable sample size to make this statement. It would be interesting to know his experience level. But to be married to such a hot wife as Lana, when a young stud like Evan can say she has his favourite pussy is mind-blowing hot!

Sorry about any typos, I'm currently on the couch (couldn't sleep and don't want to wake the baby and wife) with the dog sleeping on my chest, so I'm on mobile.

So about Evan - I actually don't know much about him. Lana had mentioned that before the encounter during my business trip, he was a little tamer than Adam, not as vocal or dominant. However, there must've been something that changed in him since then as he was much more of those things this last time, directing her in the same way that Adam is known for. While Adam was out of the apartment on the phone with his girlfriend, Evan essentially took Lana as his own, bending her over the side of the couch, telling her to rub her pussy as he pounded her, making her ride him in the reverse cowgirl position, pulling her hair, demanding that she moan his name while she came etc.

But beyond his performance in bed, I don't know much about him personally. It was always Adam that would message me to taunt me and Evan was more of a fixture in the background.

Speaking of being on mobile, it's hard for me to directly reply to questions and quote them, so I'll try and remember what else was asked -

I know it was asked on whether I had messenger still on my phone to see if Adam texted me more. I do in fact have the app still installed, but the most recent message from Adam came a day before my business trip. It was just a simple message of "thinking about your sexy wife." But since I came back from the trip, he hasn't sent anything else.

There was also a post about pre-pregnancy body and another about Lana letting loose after the bottling up of sexual energy. I think the two things go hand in hand. We hadn't made love a lot since the baby was born and it took a few months for Lana to get back to her pre pregnancy body, but now that she's back, it's impossible to tell that she was ever pregnancy to begin with.

There's not much else in the way of updates. Because we don't want to wake the baby, we make love basically as quietly as possible. Actually last night - I saw that her and Adam were on the phone for about 10 minutes. And while her and I were making love, she whispered "Adam and I agreed to think of each other during sex tonight." As I proceeded to thrust into her, Lana grabbed my ass and pulled me in tighter. "You're so much deeper inside me than my husband..." I didn't last long after that.

Okay, I'm going to try and maneuver the dog off of me so I can head to the gym. Hope everyone is well.

[blongbo22]

How did I miss this story!? Enjoying it for sure!

[venus-can99]

Thanks for the quick update W. perhaps it’s time to get to know Evan well since Adam may be restricted to just thoughts for a while

[8toplaywith]

I think a fresh start is in order. Babies are time consuming.
Maybe advertise for a new local regular guy who can be available at short notice when you have an opportunity.
Good luck and have fun!

[Veryaware]

Will,
After the update on the 10th, I re-read the whole thread! I couldn't put it down. Given how addicting it was to read, I can't imagine how it was to live. The term "Forum angst" is so appropriate for this thread. Looking forward to reading updates as life goes on.
Thank you for taking the time to update this thread with well written descriptions of your and Lana's experiences!

[isinlarsa]

Update: I forgot to mention something. She let Adam take her ass on the first night. He asked her if she had let me take her ass, and he seemed to revel in the fact that she had not and that he's the only one that's had her in that way.

Love that! Hopefully it drives your cuck-angst crazy in a good way that her ass is exclusively his.

Same for me. I've never had my wife's ass, and am actually not that much into anal intercourse. Nor does my wife desire it. But she does give her ass to other men, and I find that hot that she is possessed by other men in a way I never will possess her.

[PANTIES]

Will,
After the update on the 10th, I re-read the whole thread! I couldn't put it down. Given how addicting it was to read, I can't imagine how it was to live. The term "Forum angst" is so appropriate for this thread. Looking forward to reading updates as life goes on.
Thank you for taking the time to update this thread with well written descriptions of your and Lana's experiences!

I have read this twice, was hotter the second time around. I have been thinking about a third time.

sissy pauline

[w770]

Thanks for the quick update W. perhaps it’s time to get to know Evan well since Adam may be restricted to just thoughts for a while

I think a fresh start is in order. Babies are time consuming.
Maybe advertise for a new local regular guy who can be available at short notice when you have an opportunity.
Good luck and have fun!

I honestly don't think that Evan will be a regular part of our lives. While Lana does admit that he is incredible in bed and the sex between them is quite mind-blowing, ultimately, it's a bit of a big undertaking to schedule and logistically have all the parts work together in order for it to happen. We never knew just how little free time we would have after having the baby, and there are rumblings that we'll try for another some time next year. Yikes!

Will,
After the update on the 10th, I re-read the whole thread! I couldn't put it down. Given how addicting it was to read, I can't imagine how it was to live. The term "Forum angst" is so appropriate for this thread. Looking forward to reading updates as life goes on.
Thank you for taking the time to update this thread with well written descriptions of your and Lana's experiences!

Will,
After the update on the 10th, I re-read the whole thread! I couldn't put it down. Given how addicting it was to read, I can't imagine how it was to live. The term "Forum angst" is so appropriate for this thread. Looking forward to reading updates as life goes on.
Thank you for taking the time to update this thread with well written descriptions of your and Lana's experiences!

I have read this twice, was hotter the second time around. I have been thinking about a third time.

sissy pauline

Thank you! I remember when I first started the thread, it was more for advice and if anyone had a similar experience, but since then it's basically become a living sort of journal.

Update: I forgot to mention something. She let Adam take her ass on the first night. He asked her if she had let me take her ass, and he seemed to revel in the fact that she had not and that he's the only one that's had her in that way.

Love that! Hopefully it drives your cuck-angst crazy in a good way that her ass is exclusively his.

Same for me. I've never had my wife's ass, and am actually not that much into anal intercourse. Nor does my wife desire it. But she does give her ass to other men, and I find that hot that she is possessed by other men in a way I never will possess her.

It is pretty hot, right? Knowing that only Adam has had her in that way, and it's something that at least in his mind, solidifies his status over me. He's always had that sort of influence over her.

Nothing new to update, really. I just wanted to come back and answer a few questions. We've basically returned to being parents and have been busy with work. Oh, something funny - Shawn's parents may be going back to Florida for the holidays again and will want Shawn to come over and take care of their cat. He'll likely be bringing his girlfriend along with him, so that might be interesting.

Okay, hope everyone is well.

[isinlarsa]

"It is pretty hot, right? Knowing that only Adam has had her in that way, and it's something that at least in his mind, solidifies his status over me. He's always had that sort of influence over her."

I have wondered if some of the men who fuck my wife's ass do it as some sort of being one up on the husband, if they know I don't do anal intercourse. It's not that they are that into anal intercourse themselves, but it gets them hot to know they are possessing her in a way I don't.

I also note that she seems to revel in telling me how other men have her ass. If I asked I doubt if she would let me fuck her there.

[w770]

"It is pretty hot, right? Knowing that only Adam has had her in that way, and it's something that at least in his mind, solidifies his status over me. He's always had that sort of influence over her."

I have wondered if some of the men who fuck my wife's ass do it as some sort of being one up on the husband, if they know I don't do anal intercourse. It's not that they are that into anal intercourse themselves, but it gets them hot to know they are possessing her in a way I don't.

I also note that she seems to revel in telling me how other men have her ass. If I asked I doubt if she would let me fuck her there.

I know for a fact that Adam likes taking Lana anally primarily because of the knowing that it's for him and him alone. He also likes telling her to deny me sex for long periods of time while they would masturbate to each other. I've seen a lot of the correspondence between the two of them during those periods, and it literally makes him hard when she denies me sex.

[venus-can99]

W as they say "where there is a will there is a way" - so I sure you and Lana will figure out the logistics once both of you are comfortable with looking after the baby(ies). Perhaps your home workload will go up

[SpicySaltnPepper]

"It is pretty hot, right? Knowing that only Adam has had her in that way, and it's something that at least in his mind, solidifies his status over me. He's always had that sort of influence over her."

I have wondered if some of the men who fuck my wife's ass do it as some sort of being one up on the husband, if they know I don't do anal intercourse. It's not that they are that into anal intercourse themselves, but it gets them hot to know they are possessing her in a way I don't.

I also note that she seems to revel in telling me how other men have her ass. If I asked I doubt if she would let me fuck her there.

Absolutely. Whether it's anal, ATM, rimming, blowjobs, throating, BDSM, or just dressing and acting slutty, part of the fun of being a bull is knowing that she does something for you that her husband will only ever fantasize about.

At least for me, the mental side is as fun as the sex side...and it's not because I revel in the husband missing out or think badly of cucks, but because I love helping the wife to open up and push her boundaries. Plus, the cuck chose to be a cuck and he gets his own special mental mind-fuck to enjoy from the whole scenario.

[trecital]

Plus, the cuck chose to be a cuck and he gets his own special mental mind-fuck to enjoy from the whole scenario.

[w770]

"It is pretty hot, right? Knowing that only Adam has had her in that way, and it's something that at least in his mind, solidifies his status over me. He's always had that sort of influence over her."

I have wondered if some of the men who fuck my wife's ass do it as some sort of being one up on the husband, if they know I don't do anal intercourse. It's not that they are that into anal intercourse themselves, but it gets them hot to know they are possessing her in a way I don't.

I also note that she seems to revel in telling me how other men have her ass. If I asked I doubt if she would let me fuck her there.

Absolutely. Whether it's anal, ATM, rimming, blowjobs, throating, BDSM, or just dressing and acting slutty, part of the fun of being a bull is knowing that she does something for you that her husband will only ever fantasize about.

At least for me, the mental side is as fun as the sex side...and it's not because I revel in the husband missing out or think badly of cucks, but because I love helping the wife to open up and push her boundaries. Plus, the cuck chose to be a cuck and he gets his own special mental mind-fuck to enjoy from the whole scenario.

I agree that the mentality of the entire act can be more powerful than the actual act of sex itself. Lana tells me that whenever her and Adam are fucking, whenever he brings me up and gets her to admit how much better he fucks her than me, it causes him to thrust harder and deeper. Something I've forgotten to mention - when they are masturbating for each other over video calls, he tells her to rub her pussy with her left hand so he can see her wedding ring while she does it. It seems to really turn him on that she's a married woman who he has wrapped around his finger.

W as they say "where there is a will there is a way" - so I sure you and Lana will figure out the logistics once both of you are comfortable with looking after the baby(ies). Perhaps your home workload will go up

Well it wouldn't be hard to find a willing partner for sure. There was a moment a few months ago over the summer where we had lunch, but upon seeing how the dog was getting too hot, I took him home and planned to meet up with Lana and the baby again after I dropped the dog off and gave him water. She texted me that not even 2 minutes after I left, a really young guy, no more than 20 years old, hit on her, telling her that she was absolutely gorgeous and if the baby needed a step dad. She laughed at the whole encounter, and I think it was mainly nice for her to know that she can still get young guys' attention at any moment - especially in the summer, when she's in a bikini.

It's been relatively quiet over here lately. Probably because Adam's girlfriend has moved in, which is probably for the best.

[venus-can99]

I am sure Lana should easily be able to find a new fb as the encounter with the young guy shows. You guys know your schedules and appetites the best along with the baby to care for. I am sure if the desire comes up you guys will find a way to do it. Also perhaps it is time to move on from Adam ??

[leander99]

- Might this be a case of shifting some of Lana's load at home to you, to give her the time to meet up with Evan?

Sounds more like shifting some of Adams load to more of Evans load.

[Polleny]

Thank you w770 it’s awesome that you share all this with us, it’s really appreciated.

Excuse me if I forgot that you told us or if I’m to curious, but I hav a question. Did Adam get the first post birth fuck or did you?

My opinion is that she was unfair to you when she was going on with Adam but didn’t have sex with you but it would still be exciting if she did save herself for Adam.

Polleny

[parmaham55]

Hi w770, I’m sure this is not a new observation, but I just wanted to comment on a particular aspect of Lana’s recent exploits with Adam and Evan, and that is the repeat nature of Lana’s pleasure from cheating.

From the way you have described all of Lana’s experiences for the last two years, she gets the most enjoyment and excitement from cheating. This started with the so-called cheating on you with Shawn originally, disappearing off in the night, then plenty of examples in between, starting with Adam, the car sex with Adam, then most recently the sexting with Adam and following his commands, often without your knowledge.

But there’s an extra layer to this too. Cheating upon cheating. Cheating on Adam with Evan by having mind-blowing sex with Evan while Adam was out the room on a call, this is like the cheating on Shawn with Eric in the middle of the night when she left Shawn’s bed and had mind-blowing real-connection sex with Eric on the couch, Shawn asleep in the next room.

It’s like the extra element that makes it so exciting and gives so much satisfaction to Lana is the cheating. This is hot, hot, hot in Lana’s mind.

[8toplaywith]

I think you've nailed it! Brilliant observations.

[charlieb1981]

Will, I’ve enjoyed your writing and how lucid you have been throughout your journey, even when your stomach has been in knots.
Lana indeed does have caught the cheating bug and knows exactly how to twist you into her way of thinking.

But there is one thing I’ve always wanted to comment on, but I’ve had to wait until I read this blog.

I suspect that when you caught Lana was going bareback with Adam and you called it off.
Only for Adam to find you on Facebook to taunt you, I think Lana set that up to see if you could be persuaded to continue.. thinking with your small head as opposed to the larger one.

There is a thing called Post Nut Clarity, where realism hits straight after you have cum.
I recommend that any time you want to try something new, don’t chat about it until you have cum.
Then the larger brain is in gear!

I like many on here have many doubts about how you have arrived here, but you are in one piece and seem to be striving.

But I suspect for Christmas, a cage will be involved!

[michey]

Bump

[w770]

I am sure Lana should easily be able to find a new fb as the encounter with the young guy shows. You guys know your schedules and appetites the best along with the baby to care for. I am sure if the desire comes up you guys will find a way to do it. Also perhaps it is time to move on from Adam ??

Well I think that Lana has basically ended things psychologically from Adam as he seems pretty serious about his new girlfriend, and apparently, it's the first time he's ever lived with a girlfriend, so I suppose it's a big deal.

Thank you w770 it’s awesome that you share all this with us, it’s really appreciated.

Excuse me if I forgot that you told us or if I’m to curious, but I hav a question. Did Adam get the first post birth fuck or did you?

My opinion is that she was unfair to you when she was going on with Adam but didn’t have sex with you but it would still be exciting if she did save herself for Adam.

Polleny

No I believe I had the first post birth fuck with Lana. There was however that period when Adam was directing Lana to deny me, but if memory serves me correctly, I think her and I shared that experience instead of her and Adam.

Hi w770, I’m sure this is not a new observation, but I just wanted to comment on a particular aspect of Lana’s recent exploits with Adam and Evan, and that is the repeat nature of Lana’s pleasure from cheating.

From the way you have described all of Lana’s experiences for the last two years, she gets the most enjoyment and excitement from cheating. This started with the so-called cheating on you with Shawn originally, disappearing off in the night, then plenty of examples in between, starting with Adam, the car sex with Adam, then most recently the sexting with Adam and following his commands, often without your knowledge.

But there’s an extra layer to this too. Cheating upon cheating. Cheating on Adam with Evan by having mind-blowing sex with Evan while Adam was out the room on a call, this is like the cheating on Shawn with Eric in the middle of the night when she left Shawn’s bed and had mind-blowing real-connection sex with Eric on the couch, Shawn asleep in the next room.

It’s like the extra element that makes it so exciting and gives so much satisfaction to Lana is the cheating. This is hot, hot, hot in Lana’s mind.

You're definitely right about her attraction to the cheating aspect. She has confessed to me that it's a combination of the taboo and forbidden nature of the act, but also the fact multiple men want her is a turn on for her. She also has mentioned to me that when she's been having sex with either Shawn or Adam, once they start the dirty talk about how they fuck better than her husband, they either subconsciously or not, will thrust into her deeper. It's like a rush of adrenaline for them she says.

Will, I’ve enjoyed your writing and how lucid you have been throughout your journey, even when your stomach has been in knots.
Lana indeed does have caught the cheating bug and knows exactly how to twist you into her way of thinking.

But there is one thing I’ve always wanted to comment on, but I’ve had to wait until I read this blog.

I suspect that when you caught Lana was going bareback with Adam and you called it off.
Only for Adam to find you on Facebook to taunt you, I think Lana set that up to see if you could be persuaded to continue.. thinking with your small head as opposed to the larger one.

There is a thing called Post Nut Clarity, where realism hits straight after you have cum.
I recommend that any time you want to try something new, don’t chat about it until you have cum.
Then the larger brain is in gear!

I like many on here have many doubts about how you have arrived here, but you are in one piece and seem to be striving.

But I suspect for Christmas, a cage will be involved!

So given how much Lana and I have changed over the last year or so, and honestly, how could anyone not change experiencing these things - there have been a number of things that I've done that I never thought I would do when we first started off. This includes stroking another guy, inserting another man into Lana's pussy, jerking off while looking at a stark naked guy standing right in front of me, etc. But one thing that seems to have been a fairly constant subject since I started posting here has been that of a cage. I still maintain that I don't think I'll get into wearing one, as it looks like it hurts and I'm fairly certain that it's something I won't change course on. The subject hasn't ever been brought up between Lana and myself either so I don't think we're on that path anyway.

Update: Not too much to update, really. Work has been busy as ever, the baby is a joy, and my phone hasn't been blowing up with notifications from Adam. In some news - Shawn is preparing to propose to his girlfriend in a few weeks, right before Thanksgiving. He really is a great guy. He mentions that he really wants to see us if he comes out here to watch his parents' place and take care of the cat. We don't know much about the girlfriend or how much he's told her about us, so we're unsure of how awkward it may be.

Sorry there's not much more to update. I feel like this will be our lives for a while.

[Bovary2012]

Sounds like life is good, W. Happy for you, Lana and your young one. Thanks for the update.

[justlookin2day]

Hi w770,
I want to thank you for your thread. I've been following it since before you actually became a cuckold and it helped me come to terms with with my own desires. My wife has been experimenting for about a year but has only in the last week taken the final steps to actually make me a cuckold. Reading your early posts again in the last few days has helped me deal with emotions I've never had before. This forum and threads like yours are really helping me process our changing relationship.
Hope all is well with you.
justlookin2day

[w770]

Sounds like life is good, W. Happy for you, Lana and your young one. Thanks for the update.

Thank you!

Hi w770,
I want to thank you for your thread. I've been following it since before you actually became a cuckold and it helped me come to terms with with my own desires. My wife has been experimenting for about a year but has only in the last week taken the final steps to actually make me a cuckold. Reading your early posts again in the last few days has helped me deal with emotions I've never had before. This forum and threads like yours are really helping me process our changing relationship.
Hope all is well with you.
justlookin2day

Thanks! This thread was such a help during those early times. I distinctly remember being in my office the day Shawn came over and fucked Lana in our bed, and this thread really kept me sane. Otherwise, I don't think I would be able to have handled that day.

Again, nothing new to update. We have plans to do a little trick or treating tonight for Halloween and that's about it. I think the simple life suits us well.