Maria & Tom recalling from the beginning

[eater]

mesmerizing story. thank you.

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

Tom was at the door waiting for me. We kissed as soon as I entered. He felt me trembling and asked if I'm ok. I asked him with a serious tone, "Are you SURE about all this?? Because I think I'm going to like it, and things are going to change. I will always love you, my dear, but I know things won't be the same." We walked to the bedroom and laid down in our bed. I told him that I kissed another man tonight.. really kissed, not some silly playing around.. and I've NEVER felt what I'm feeling right now. I told him that if it goes how I think it will, he will have started something that I will not be stopping. I felt his dick get hard. The comparison to Armando's dick was amazing. My husband's dick seemed so small to me now. He drew me close to him and kissed me. I kissed him back, and he undressed me. He felt my pussy and was amazed at how wet I was. He said, "Oh my god, wow, what happened?" I said, "another man kissed me, and I liked it." He asked, "just kissed?" I said, " Well, he kissed me, caressed me, felt me up, fingered my pussy and sucked my tits.. see!" I lifted up my shirt and bra to reveal hickeys all over my tits. He looked at my tits, mesmerized, and said, "oh shit." Then I added, "AND told me what to do." Tom had never heard anything like this from me before. He undressed and got back onto the bed so we were both naked laying side by side, facing each other. He sweetly kissed my face and neck in the gentle way I love him for and asked, "You said that you liked it?" I said, "Yes, I liked it -a lot, and we are going out on a date tomorrow night." He asked, "any plans?" I said, "He's taking me to dinner, then we'll see what happens." His dick was harder than i've seen it in years, but still seems so small compared to Armando. He caressed my nipples and kissed my neck softly. It felt good, but I kept replaying in my head how Armando grabbed me and pulled me to him, forcing his tongue into my mouth and his fingers in my pussy. My husband was kissing me, but I saw and felt Armando. I never imagined such a thing was possible, but it was happening, and it was scaring me a little, but the feeling was exciting and addicting. I shivered at the thought of Armando’s kisses. For sure my husband thought I was shivering from his kisses. He prepared to mount me, and I stopped him. He was confused. He asked what happened. I said, "My love, Armando told me what to do, and one of those things is to not allow you to make love to me tonight. He said my pussy is his, and you get me AFTER he does." He looked to be in shock. I said, "You STILL want to go through with this?" He paused, gazed at my naked body that I was denying him, then looked into my eyes and said, "yes." I said, "ok then, but I control who I see, and you can never ask me about it or try to stop me. Those are my rules, take it or leave it." He was caressing me and his hand slid down to my thighs and tried to touch my pussy. I suddenly slapped his hand, "NO! THAT is Armando's. Your turn comes tomorrow." I could tell he was shocked at my certitude. He quickly withdrew his hand and looked at me longingly. I said, "Take - it - or - leave - it." He proved his real nature when he said, "ok, yes, it's ok.” A part of me was shocked that he agreed to it, but that confirmed what Armando said to me: his answer will tell me all I need to know. He was right!! I imagined my husband would say hell no! But he didn't. He agreed to allow another man to get full access and even control of his wife's body. In that moment, it changed the way I looked at him forever. I loved him dearly, but I was understanding for the first time that my husband is a cuckold.. for real, not like a role play, and he actually can't say no to another man fucking me, even if it meant sexually he'll be taking a subordinate role in the relationship to another man. I think that is what Armando wanted me to realize, and it was like my eyes were opened for the first time. Both he and I knew that that sealed his fate. I was suddenly looking forward to tomorrow night like nothing I ever have before.

So, I didn't let him fuck me that night, and he REALLY wanted to!

[coastalkid]

Wow! I know you totally love your husband and committed to him but, that part about changing the way you looked at him forever. That's really hard. I'm sure he knows it too because you two seem to communicate well.

I would think you had all sorts of conflicts going on in your mind. Once you felt that way it had to change everything. Is denying him easy for you, or something you've gotten better with over time? I'm truly interested i how your husband has adjusted and how happy he is. I still have to believe you have a lot of pressure being a hot wife.

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

Wow! I know you totally love your husband and committed to him but, that part about changing the way you looked at him forever. That's really hard. I'm sure he knows it too because you two seem to communicate well.

I would think you had all sorts of conflicts going on in your mind. Once you felt that way it had to change everything. Is denying him easy for you, or something you've gotten better with over time? I'm truly interested i how your husband has adjusted and how happy he is. I still have to believe you have a lot of pressure being a hot wife.

Conflicts, yes. Apart from my indiscretion when we were dating, I had no interest in bigger dicks or "Alpha" men.. I had put ALL of that behind me and chocked it up to a stupid phase. I was raised, and was content, to be a traditional wife. My husband encouraging me to be with other men was shocking to my sensibilities, then meeting Marcus and feeling him take control and how intoxicating it was, introduced me to emotions I was not prepared for. It was the realization that my husband was cuckold and could not say no to the idea of another man fucking me, even if it came with relationship consequences. I don't mean like swingers, and we dabble or have fun at a party. I suppressed it, but I knew I liked losing control and being used, and that is the direction I would go with it, and my husband was ok with another man ordering me to deny my body to my him. I realized that my husband was cuckold and it was really who he was on a deep level, and if I were to let these feelings inside me loose and run wild, I knew that he could never be what I needed sexually.. so that changed the way I looked at him.. but only regarding my sexual needs. He is and will always be the love of my life. And YES, denying him was surprisingly easy for the reasons I just stated, and after I learned denying him made him super hot.. it was on! My husband gets more sexual satisfaction from seeing, or even just knowing, that other men fuck me than he gets from actually fucking me.

What do you mean by pressure being a hotwife?

[elina]

Dearest Maria,

To me, as a deeply submissive male, I always felt that the most important thing in a relationship (and in particular in a marriage) is for my Wife to be fully satisfied. I realize that there are some things that I can do for Her, and there are other things I can not. I still desperately want to remain Her partner, to be the one escorting Her to restaurants and conserts, to take Her traveling.

But I also realize that I have a small dick and are not able to fully satisfy Her the way She deserves to be satisfied. I love to caress Her complete body with hands and mouth and it makes me so happy to hear Her telling me how much She enjoys this. I love to service Her orally, experiencing how She reacts and enjoys this. It is much more important to me to feel Her muscles contract and hear Her breathing as She has an orgasm than for me to have an orgasm.

I only know Tom through how you are describing it, but I am guessing that this is also the way he is wired. Does this make sense to you. There is a saying; "If you love something, set it free. If it belongs to you it will come back to you". I think that is a wonderful statement and in some sense it reflects what Tom is doing. Do you think that maybe his feeling of being loved by you is exagerated every time You come back to him after You have enjoyed the kind of sex he knows he can't give you? Eating cream pies from your Wife's pussy is for me the utmost sign of love and complete devotion; it is the cuckolds demonstration complete submission and that his most important desire is to support his beloved Wife regardless of what She does with other males.

Take good care of Tom, he appears to me to be kind of man you want for a husband. Someone like him is a lot more difficult to find than new studs with big dicks.

Sincerely
elina

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

Someone like him is a lot more difficult to find than new studs with big dicks.

100% agree <3

[coastalkid]

....... And YES, denying him was surprisingly easy for the reasons I just stated, and after I learned denying him made him super hot.. it was on! My husband gets more sexual satisfaction from seeing, or even just knowing, that other men fuck me than he gets from actually fucking me.

What do you mean by pressure being a hotwife?

This is only my naive perception. I said pressure because you have a multitude of things that you have to deal with. You love your husband and want to please him. You said earlier that, "In the heart of every man is the joy of a child, and it's easy to bring out, and also easy to crush." If it's easy to crush him then you must carefully judge (for him) how much (denial, humiliation, whatever) he can take. At the same time you have your own excitement and enthusiasm that you probably have to monitor so you don't hurt your husband by being consumed with NRE that way either. I mean, I may be way off but it seems like most of the responsibility for you and your husband's sex life is based on your reactions and decisions and not his. Even if you have already spoken and agreed that you control things you know you can't just "do anything" and ignore the consequences.

Your husband revealed in his answer that he's unable to say no. You said you were surprised by his answer. I'm sure you were suddenly faced with the reality of his decision. I would also guess that you wanted to ask several times if he was sure. Even after he did his best to convince you, you still had to carry the weight of, is he really serious, what if he says he wants it and can't handle it, how much should I (you) press him to comply, what if I hurt him unknowingly, what if he is just going along reluctantly and he's not being honest?

Surely those things and more have to of entered your mind. Ultimately you have the power to bring out that child and that same power could easily crush him. That's the responsibility that comes with that kind of power and authority. That's what I meant about pressure.

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

....... And YES, denying him was surprisingly easy for the reasons I just stated, and after I learned denying him made him super hot.. it was on! My husband gets more sexual satisfaction from seeing, or even just knowing, that other men fuck me than he gets from actually fucking me.

What do you mean by pressure being a hotwife?

This is only my naive perception. I said pressure because you have a multitude of things that you have to deal with. You love your husband and want to please him. You said earlier that, "In the heart of every man is the joy of a child, and it's easy to bring out, and also easy to crush." If it's easy to crush him then you must carefully judge (for him) how much (denial, humiliation, whatever) he can take. At the same time you have your own excitement and enthusiasm that you probably have to monitor so you don't hurt your husband by being consumed with NRE that way either. I mean, I may be way off but it seems like most of the responsibility for you and your husband's sex life is based on your reactions and decisions and not his. Even if you have already spoken and agreed that you control things you know you can't just "do anything" and ignore the consequences.

Your husband revealed in his answer that he's unable to say no. You said you were surprised by his answer. I'm sure you were suddenly faced with the reality of his decision. I would also guess that you wanted to ask several times if he was sure. Even after he did his best to convince you, you still had to carry the weight of, is he really serious, what if he says he wants it and can't handle it, how much should I (you) press him to comply, what if I hurt him unknowingly, what if he is just going along reluctantly and he's not being honest?

Surely those things and more have to of entered your mind. Ultimately you have the power to bring out that child and that same power could easily crush him. That's the responsibility that comes with that kind of power and authority. That's what I meant about pressure.

I see what you mean. You're right to a point. I am watching him to see how far is too far. It sounds simplistic, but I watch to see what makes his dick hard. I did in fact ask him several times if he was sure and gave him multiple opportunities to reign it all in, to stop. I told him once it's done, if I like it, I wont be stopping. So, after crossing the red line, in a sense it doesn't matter how far is too far, because I told him once it's done, I will be making the decisions about what I do and with whom. But in part he also controls it without realizing it, because I'm watching to see what is turning him on.

[SpicySaltnPepper]

I see what you mean. You're right to a point. I am watching him to see how far is too far. It sounds simplistic, but I watch to see what makes his dick hard. I did in fact ask him several times if he was sure and gave him multiple opportunities to reign it all in, to stop. I told him once it's done, if I like it, I wont be stopping. So, after crossing the red line, in a sense it doesn't matter how far is too far, because I told him once it's done, I will be making the decisions about what I do and with whom. But in part he also controls it without realizing it, because I'm watching to see what is turning him on.

I'm near 100% certain that him buying you a flight and putting you up in a hotel near me for a few days would make his dick hard.

[coastalkid]

....... And YES, denying him was surprisingly easy for the reasons I just stated, and after I learned denying him made him super hot.. it was on! My husband gets more sexual satisfaction from seeing, or even just knowing, that other men fuck me than he gets from actually fucking me.

What do you mean by pressure being a hotwife?

This is only my naive perception. I said pressure because you have a multitude of things that you have to deal with. You love your husband and want to please him. You said earlier that, "In the heart of every man is the joy of a child, and it's easy to bring out, and also easy to crush." If it's easy to crush him then you must carefully judge (for him) how much (denial, humiliation, whatever) he can take. At the same time you have your own excitement and enthusiasm that you probably have to monitor so you don't hurt your husband by being consumed with NRE that way either. I mean, I may be way off but it seems like most of the responsibility for you and your husband's sex life is based on your reactions and decisions and not his. Even if you have already spoken and agreed that you control things you know you can't just "do anything" and ignore the consequences.

Your husband revealed in his answer that he's unable to say no. You said you were surprised by his answer. I'm sure you were suddenly faced with the reality of his decision. I would also guess that you wanted to ask several times if he was sure. Even after he did his best to convince you, you still had to carry the weight of, is he really serious, what if he says he wants it and can't handle it, how much should I (you) press him to comply, what if I hurt him unknowingly, what if he is just going along reluctantly and he's not being honest?

Surely those things and more have to of entered your mind. Ultimately you have the power to bring out that child and that same power could easily crush him. That's the responsibility that comes with that kind of power and authority. That's what I meant about pressure.

I see what you mean. You're right to a point. I am watching him to see how far is too far. It sounds simplistic, but I watch to see what makes his dick hard. I did in fact ask him several times if he was sure and gave him multiple opportunities to reign it all in, to stop. I told him once it's done, if I like it, I wont be stopping. So, after crossing the red line, in a sense it doesn't matter how far is too far, because I told him once it's done, I will be making the decisions about what I do and with whom. But in part he also controls it without realizing it, because I'm watching to see what is turning him on.

I understand that declaring the part I highlighted is part of what your husband craves. Hearing you say that kind of thing out loud probably gives him a hard on (your built in gauge for his excitement). I still get the feeling that if you ever felt things were going terribly wrong you would shut them down even if your husband begged you to continue. He knows you laid down the laws and he doesn't have a say about how far things go. That pretty much puts it all on you. That's why I say you have pressure. The only way he can influence anything at all is if he doesn't respond and if he doesn't get a hard on then that throws off your measurement for enthusiasm.

I'll stand by my guess that you would stop things on your own because your love for your husband is that great. Lucky for your husband that you seem to be one of those few exceptionally intelligent, sensitive wives that know how to keep it fun and keep everyone happy. You're clearly PRICELESS and a TREASURE!

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

I see what you mean. You're right to a point. I am watching him to see how far is too far. It sounds simplistic, but I watch to see what makes his dick hard. I did in fact ask him several times if he was sure and gave him multiple opportunities to reign it all in, to stop. I told him once it's done, if I like it, I wont be stopping. So, after crossing the red line, in a sense it doesn't matter how far is too far, because I told him once it's done, I will be making the decisions about what I do and with whom. But in part he also controls it without realizing it, because I'm watching to see what is turning him on.

I'm near 100% certain that him buying you a flight and putting you up in a hotel near me for a few days would make his dick hard.

IKR!

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

....... And YES, denying him was surprisingly easy for the reasons I just stated, and after I learned denying him made him super hot.. it was on! My husband gets more sexual satisfaction from seeing, or even just knowing, that other men fuck me than he gets from actually fucking me.

What do you mean by pressure being a hotwife?

This is only my naive perception. I said pressure because you have a multitude of things that you have to deal with. You love your husband and want to please him. You said earlier that, "In the heart of every man is the joy of a child, and it's easy to bring out, and also easy to crush." If it's easy to crush him then you must carefully judge (for him) how much (denial, humiliation, whatever) he can take. At the same time you have your own excitement and enthusiasm that you probably have to monitor so you don't hurt your husband by being consumed with NRE that way either. I mean, I may be way off but it seems like most of the responsibility for you and your husband's sex life is based on your reactions and decisions and not his. Even if you have already spoken and agreed that you control things you know you can't just "do anything" and ignore the consequences.

Your husband revealed in his answer that he's unable to say no. You said you were surprised by his answer. I'm sure you were suddenly faced with the reality of his decision. I would also guess that you wanted to ask several times if he was sure. Even after he did his best to convince you, you still had to carry the weight of, is he really serious, what if he says he wants it and can't handle it, how much should I (you) press him to comply, what if I hurt him unknowingly, what if he is just going along reluctantly and he's not being honest?

Surely those things and more have to of entered your mind. Ultimately you have the power to bring out that child and that same power could easily crush him. That's the responsibility that comes with that kind of power and authority. That's what I meant about pressure.

I see what you mean. You're right to a point. I am watching him to see how far is too far. It sounds simplistic, but I watch to see what makes his dick hard. I did in fact ask him several times if he was sure and gave him multiple opportunities to reign it all in, to stop. I told him once it's done, if I like it, I wont be stopping. So, after crossing the red line, in a sense it doesn't matter how far is too far, because I told him once it's done, I will be making the decisions about what I do and with whom. But in part he also controls it without realizing it, because I'm watching to see what is turning him on.

I understand that declaring the part I highlighted is part of what your husband craves. Hearing you say that kind of thing out loud probably gives him a hard on (your built in gauge for his excitement). I still get the feeling that if you ever felt things were going terribly wrong you would shut them down even if your husband begged you to continue. He knows you laid down the laws and he doesn't have a say about how far things go. That pretty much puts it all on you. That's why I say you have pressure. The only way he can influence anything at all is if he doesn't respond and if he doesn't get a hard on then that throws off your measurement for enthusiasm.

I'll stand by my guess that you would stop things on your own because your love for your husband is that great. Lucky for your husband that you seem to be one of those few exceptionally intelligent, sensitive wives that know how to keep it fun and keep everyone happy. You're clearly PRICELESS and a TREASURE!

Yes, in a real world crisis, whatever that may be, yes I'd stop it, but there would have to be a compelling reason. The details are important. I think any stopping would probably be temporary and situation specific, like a man who turned out to be a bad choice (has happened)?

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

The next day came, it was a weird day of not talking about what had happened or was said the night before. Several times he tried to kiss or sneak a touch to my tits, ass and pussy, and each time I rebuffed him, reminding him, "After." Finally, the time arrived for Marcus to take me on a date that will change our relationship forever. Marcus was waiting in the driveway. My husband walked me to the front door. I looked into his eyes and told him this is his LAST chance to stop me, and once I leave, I won't return the same, and there's NO turning back. He didn't respond. He gave me a sweet kiss goodbye. I said, "I knew you wouldn't stop me.” I walked away without looking back at him. I got into my soon to be lover's car. I could see the desire and lust on Marcus's face, and a certain look of satisfaction that he was yet again winning over another man’s wife. I felt like I was in highschool going on a date. I got in the car, and without looking back at my husband, I said, “let’s go.” He drove off, and I felt like I was headed into the unknown alone, except to follow the lust and desire of the man who is now in control of what happens next and guide me to another way of life.

I also felt like I was doing something very wrong, but the tingle in my stomach and pussy got more intense the closer I got to Marcus, and I was realizing that I couldn't stop myself.

My thoughts were wandering, and I was comparing in my mind my husband and Marcus. Especially since we’d begun talking about being unfaithful, my husband, always loving, sweet, kind, and putting me first, but now was seeming more and more passive, indecisive and willing to offer me up to another man. Contrast that to this man sitting next to me.. I’m naive but not stupid.. I know he’s selfish and will manipulate me to get what he wants, but he’s also assertive, persistent, and decisive.. and the fact that he is so willing and able to step in and fill the void he knows I’m feeling -and take control where as my husband was abdicating control- was giving me an intense feeling I've never felt before: a burning desire to submit -and obey- this man, who I know in my heart, is going to use me and send me back home.

He took me to dinner. We had several glasses of wine. It was nice to reconnect with him, but this time being open about what we wanted, and really what I wanted but never gave in to before, because I am a good devoted faithful wife. He was a complete gentleman. He told me he had dreamed about this moment. I asked him how is that so when so many more exciting women wanted him. He said what is exciting to him is a beautiful innocent wife realizing she needs more and giving in to her desires. I laughed and told him yes he showed me that last night. He said, "Then you know what you are seeking?" I said, "Not exactly, but last night I felt something I never felt before. You were bringing it out of me. Can you show me?" He said, "Yes, I will show you tonight." Then he asked, "What did you learn about your husband last night?" I replied, "You were right. His response to how you want me said it all. He was very passive about it." He replied, “Seems he’s accepted it. Maybe he sees in you something you don't see in yourself: a desire for something more. But I don't think he realizes the depth that you feel it." I said, “Yes, I've sensed that thanks to you last night." He asked, "Were you offend when I called you a slut?" I replied, "Yes, I've never been talked to so directly like that, the way you did in that moment, about what I was feeling. But, it also excited me." He asked, "Do you want to know what you were feeling?" I said, yes. He explained, "You are a good and faithful wife. You are hiding something inside of you. Did you notice how horny you got when I told you what to do." I said, "Yes." He continued, " I was guiding you to realize what is inside you, the real you that you don't show people, not even your husband." I felt myself getting wet again. He said, "You're getting wet right now, aren't you?" DAMN!! How does he know?? He said, "Your husband asked you to fuck other men, didn't he?" Yes. He said, "and you said yes, didn't you?" “After some talking and setting rules, but yes I said yes.” He said, "Interesting, what rules did you set?" I replied, "That it's all up to me, and he can't ask me about it." He said, "Perfect," and added, "and you felt something you never felt last night, didn't you? And I think you realized some things about you and your husband last night. Tell me what you realized about your husband." I said, "He is willing to give me to another man. I told him what was going to happen, and he agreed." He asked, "Did that turn you on?" I said, "Yes and no. Yes, I want to see you, but also no, because I expect my man to put his foot down and be jealous of me." He said, "Exactly, even though you were excited at seeing me, you expected your husband to be the strong man he's supposed to be and say 'no, you're mine,' but he didn't. You lost respect for him in that moment, at least in regards to sex and his exclusivity to you. Of course you still love him, but something changed when he said that, didn't it?" I had to agree, Yes, it was true. I drank another glass of wine. He said, "and now you discovered something inside you and that you need something more, and last night you found it. Tell me what you're hiding inside you." I hesitated. He egged me on, saying, "come on, you even said it last night. Tell me. Say it." I turned away. He waited patiently, sipping his wine. I turned back to him, looked in his eyes and said, "Slut. I'm a slut. Are you happy?" I pouted. He said, "You should be happy because you're finally being honest with yourself. Now, does your husband truly satisfy you sexually?" This time I didn't hesitate, "No, the way I felt last night with you just touching me proved that." He said, "Yes, I felt it too, and do you know why that is?" I said, "no." Suddenly, his look became much more serious, "Because your husband is too in love with you, he is gentle and weak in bed, and you’re realizing that you need a man who will not care about you so much, not be so gentle, and who will fuck you and use your body and treat you like the slut you are.” He paused, “Am I scaring you off?" I didn't respond. I quickly downed another glass of wine. I thought I really need to get up and leave.. but something kept me in my seat. I got shivers. He was right, and he knows that I know that he is right. He took these moments to observe my reaction, and said, "I could sense how you felt. Last night I could have fucked you in my car in your driveway if I had wanted, but tonight I'm going to take you home and show you how much of a slut you really are. A very beautiful slut with an understanding husband waiting to welcome you back home a different woman. He knows what’s happening, and he wants it too" The self-realization questions ended. Now he was telling me. And he knew I was his. I didn’t say anything. He stood up, put out his hand to me. I took his hand, stood up, and we walked to his car. That was all the answer he needed. He drove me to his place. Neither of us said a word the entire way.

[elina]

Thanks for sharing Maria.

This is beautifully written.
I especially appreciates the open sharing of your emotions and how Marcus pushed you to accept the real you.

Cannot wait for the next episode.

Sincerely elina
(Deeply submissive male with a Wife who has so far elected not to cuck me, even if I have given Her the right to do so).

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

Upon walking in the door of his apartment, he immediately pushed me against the wall and kissed me as he undressed me. I couldn't wait for our clothes to come off. A burning desire was inside of me, and I wanted him like I've never wanted a man before. He laid me on his couch, and it began. He pointed his hard huge dick in my face, I looked at it, and I felt that tingle again very intensely. I thought to myself, if I accept this dick I'm no longer an innocent wife, and Marcus is right: I'm a slut and my hubby wont have the same wife anymore. Then I thought, my husband knows that and wants it. No matter which way I turn, it leads to Marcus fucking me. He touched his dick to my lips, I opened my mouth and he pulled it away. Again he touched it to my lips. I tried to put my mouth around it. He pulled it away again. He grabbed my hair, yanked my head back hard so my face was tilted up -I've NEVER had a man PULL my hair forcefully like that during intimacy or sex- He asked me, do you want this cock in your mouth? I said yes. He said close your eyes. I shut my eyes. He touched all around my lips and face with his dick. Feeling the fullness and sweet taste of his dick on my lips, I decided to embrace who and what I am and just let go. I need this man's cock in my mouth, and inside me. He said after tonight you'll want this dick all the time. I said show me. I closed my eyes expecting to feel the soft skin of his hard dick touching my lips, instead, suddenly, my face was slapped! by his hard thick dick! It hurt! I gasped and opened my eyes because I wasn't expecting it! It hurt, but I also felt something inside I never felt before. I felt a rush of wetness in my pussy and my body tingled all over. He laid his dick over my face. It was hard and very warm. I thought how my husband could never slap my face with his dick -it's too small, and it's just not in his nature to do that. I opened my mouth, but instead he slapped the other side of my face with his dick. Again I gasped, but more like a sigh of intense desire. I think he saw what he was looking for. He said, "you want a man to take over and tell you what to do. You're in luck". This time I opened my mouth and he slid it inside. I accepted it into my mouth as far as I could. It felt full, magical. I felt an explosion of tingles inside my stomach and tingles in my pussy. My lips were quivering. I've never had these feelings before. I thought OMG I'm a slut, I'm really a slut but I'm loving it. I sucked him best I could. My eyes were closed, I could taste the sweet precum dripping from his dick. He pulled his dick out of my mouth and slapped my face with it again, then again to the other side. Now the pain was exciting and making me really horny how a man could hurt me with his cock. He repeated this a few more times, inserting his dick into my mouth for a good suck, then pulling it out and slapping my face with it, insert, suck, pull out, slap. He said, "You want that, don't you?" I moaned. He knew that meant yes. He said then take it. He inserted his big cock deeper into my mouth and said, "Suck it slut!" I'd never been called that to my face like that. I was beginning to accept it and like it, and I moaned again with his cock in my mouth. He inserted it deeper almost to my throat. I relaxed and took it into my throat. He pulled it back when he saw i was gagging. He put it back in but just enough for me to suck on it real good. He raised his hand to either side of my face, and with his dick in my mouth, he began to slap my face. taking turns slapping one side then the other. Quick motions, not particularly hard, but stinging slaps nonetheless. I lost count of how many times he slapped me. I closed my eyes and concentrated on sucking his dick. My pussy was dripping. The couch seat I was on was becoming wet. He said, "hmm, my little married Italian slut likes that." I was so horny I was shaking. He could sense my trembling, so he laid me down and kissed me all over. The contrast of rough then sweet actions confused me. I felt guilty how good it felt.. he had very strong hands and muscles, and I felt his big hard dick dragging across my body as he kissed and sucked me all over. He ate my pussy for 1/2 an hour. He said i was the wettest he'd ever seen a woman. I told him, well yes, I'm an innocent wife turning into a slut. He spent a lot of time on my tits.. He learned that I like my nipples bitten, pinched, twisted and pulled.. something my husband NEVER did because he didn't want to hurt me. Instead this man was trying to hurt me! and it was AMAZING! I never knew how good twisting and pulling on my nipples could feel. And he marked his territory -he gave me big hickies all over my tits and cleavage sucking hard and biting my tits, he said married sluts should be marked so your husband knows your body doesn't belong to him anymore. I had an orgasm just from him sucking my tits.. first time that happened to me. He moved back to my pussy and sucked all over it, then zeroed in on my clit. I came at least 3 times from that alone, but I've already orgasmed so many times I lost count. I'd never had orgasms like that before, never. very intense. and it made me want more. His face was completely wet from my pussy. He reached up and kissed me deeply. All I could smell and taste was my pussy all over his slippery wet face. He put on a condom and stood up with my legs on his shoulders. He picked me up in that position and moved me to his bed. Where he laid me down on my back and he on top of me.. my feet at my head held in place by his arms.. I was spread out and my pussy was exposed and protruding out for him to use as he pleases. He assured me he will go slow.. at first. The head of his cock touched my pussy. It was thick, hard and hot. The time had come, and he began to enter me slowly. Now I felt shivers throughout my body, not orgasms, but shaking.. I was realizing omg I am slut, and he knows it, and he's using my body, and my hubby is home waiting for me, and he can't imagine how it's happening and what I'm feeling. oh no I shouldn't do this, but damn, it's too late now. I want it, and I can't stop! He started to work his dick in and out.. each stroke was deeper and wider than my husband had ever been making love to me.. this man was stretching my pussy out! It hurt but also felt good, very very good. He sucked my neck and held me tight in my position. He whispered into my ear what a beautiful slut wife I am. I orgasmed again, and he pushed in deeper. He whispered again so his breath is in my ear, such a beautiful whore.

Slowly. It took awhile, I felt his pubic bone push against mine. OMG he is actually all the way inside me! My hubby is small. 5.5", so I couldn't believe I was taking a 10" thick cock so deep inside me!!! He buried his dick inside me pushing and grinding against my pubic bone. I could feel his balls on my ass. I exclaimed OMG you're all the way inside me! He whispered into my ear, NOW I'm going to USE that slut pussy, I’m going to FUCK you. I didn't know what I had gotten myself into. He pulled out a little, and said, “You want it back inside?” I said yes, please. He said, “tell me you want it.” I want it Daddy. He said, “Tell me you’re a slut, tell me what a little whore you are as your husband is at home waiting for you.” I said, please. He said louder, “Tell me!” I let it out, “I’m a slut! I’m a whore! Please fuck me!” Satisfied with my response, he thrust back into me so hard that his pelvis slapped against mine. I was shocked how hard he pushed into me. It hurt and I gasped, but it also felt so incredibly good. He said, “Did your cuck ever do that for you?” I begged, “No Daddy he cant. Oh god please fuck me!” He did it again, then again, each time going a little faster and harder. I began to orgasm. His rhythm was perfect, and he didn't stop. Each thrust into me against my clit and 10" of rock hard cock stretching me out kept the orgasms coming. I felt like I was losing consciousness, but I could hear him saying the words each time he thrust into me.. Little slut.. married whore.. your cuck lost out.. your pussy mine.. SAY IT! All I could say is “I’m a slut! Please fuck me!” He raised himself off of his knees and really fucked me hard and deep, when I felt a sudden sharp pain, I yelled and said to wait! wait!.. he pulled out and there was blood! He asked if my period started. i said no it's not due for 2 weeks. You STRETCHED ME!!

He was so big and deep and new for me he STRETCHED ME.. IT'S LIKE HE TOOK MY VIRGINITY!! I kept thinking my husband has 5.5", thin and small and my pussy will never be the same -I will never be the same. I knew I was going to want and NEED this again and again. He slowed down and worked his dick back into me and kept fucking me deep and long strokes. I was in a place I've never felt before and never imagined. It was dreamy.. it's hard to explain exactly. I could tell he was about to cum, and I wanted it. I yelled at him to GOD FUCK YOUR SLUT DADDY! FUCK ME!.. that was it.. He orgasmed into me very hard!! thrust after thrust pushing deep into me, his pubic bone hitting my clit each time, I orgasmed too. Each thrust into me he called me his slut, whore. He said it in Spanish too. It seemed like he’d never stop cumming, flexing and convulsing over me and into me.

He pulled out, and we saw that the condom had broke!! He shot all that INSIDE ME!!!!! I could feel his hot thick sperm dripping out of my pussy and sliding down my ass and onto the bed. I wasn't expecting that, at all.. I took a deep breath, and I got an intense tingling inside me, I felt a warm feeling rush over me.. and I thought that this man who is not my husband, his sperm was swimming inside me and it's my fertile week too. and I realized, I can't deny it.. I really am truly a fucking SLUT now!!! Since the condom broke, and he already ran inside me, there was no reason to use one again. I reached up to his face to kiss him. I said, “please Daddy keep fucking me.” He fucked me several more times in every position you can think of. We finally quit at 2am. I was so tired. I called my hubby and told him, “I'm ok, but I'm spending the night, and I'll be home first thing in the morning.” He said he understood and thanked me for calling. I could tell he was nervous and wanted details, but I promised him I'd tell all in the morning.

We woke up at 9am. I got up to brush my teeth, and I couldn’t believe how fucking sore I was. I could barely walk. Marcus said don't take a shower, you're husband is going to want to see you like that. I came back to bed. Marcus did the same. His hanging cock was so beautiful. He came back to the bed, we kissed and he touched my pussy and I jumped. I said too sore. He said I thought that might happen. He said, “A whore’s job is to please a man’s cock. Turn over.” I turned over. He buried his face in my ass, licking and sucking it. He took out a bottle of lube, squirted it in my ass and put a finger inside my ass. I jumped. I’d never had that before. He said relax. I tried to relax. He put his cock in my face. I sucked it. He put 2 fingers in my ass. He asked me, “Are you my slut?” I replied with a confident yes Daddy. “ Are you my whore?” Yes Daddy. “What’s a whore’s job.” “To please Daddy’s cock.” He moved his fingers around in my ass. He said, “little whores take cock wherever a man puts it., understand?” Yes Daddy. “Now give me that whore ass.” I raised my ass up in the air. He got into position behind me and put his cock up to my ass hole. Not taking his cock wasn’t an option. I understand that is my role here. He pushed my ass down onto the bed so I was laying flat on my stomach. He spread my ass checks and put his dick up to my ass and pushed. He ordered me to relax and take it. He pushed the head into my ass and kept it right there. He said yes just like that, take it whore!. He slipped the head in and out over and over again fast and repetitive, pushing a little further in each time. It hurt, but felt good. I thought, this is what I do. I’m a whore, and I take his cock. I said FUCK MY ASS! He pushed it all the way in. I screamed Oh shit! He pulled it all the way out, then plunged it all the way in. He asked, “what are you?” I moaned, “I’m a slut.” “That’s right, take it slut!” he ordered. I layed on my stomach taking his thrusts into my ass. The pain subsided with each thrust. I moaned fuck it Daddy.. and he came inside my ass. He cleaned up again, and we left. He dropped me off at my house. We kissed and agreed to keep doing this. He drove off, and I walked slowly into the house. My husband was excited and wanting to kiss and touch me and make love to me. I said honey I’m so sore you have no idea. I took off my clothes and laid on the bed. He saw the hickeys all over my tits and said oh wow look at your tits. He cuddled up to me. He said so what happened? I said, I’m so tired I promise I’ll tell later. He tried to touch my pussy, but I grabbed his hand and said please I’m too sore. He caressed me and I fell asleep. I slept for 4 more hours. I explained all to my husband when I woke up. I think it was hard for him to hear some of it. I told him he got what I wanted. I felt things I never felt before. I think I’m hooked, and for sure I”m going back for more.

I was never the same after that. Marcus also talked VERY dirt to me, but mixed with sweet things too. There was no doubt he thought of me as his slut that night but he was also genuinely happy to be finally fucking me after years of trying. So my first hotwife experience was being deep stroke fucked by a 10" dick. He made me bleed like a virgin. He fucked me ass too. He could cum and keep fucking. It was an intense first experience, and I knew I wanted that again and again.. especially how he talked to me and took control and used my body. I had become the slut I think I had secretly wanted to be, I just didn't know it until that moment. I kept thinking wtf am I doing??? but stopping wasn't an option. I NEEDED what was happening. Innocent wife Maria was gone. I even spent the night!!! I orgasmed in a way I never had before. He called me every night after that. I'd lie in bed, and we'd talk on the phone as my husband gently licked my pussy. My pussy needed a week to recover from that night, then I went to see him again the next weekend. Again I stayed the night and came home the next morning. We did that about 4 months straight, almost every weekend till he had to move away for work. I still see him whenever he is in town. During this time I learned how much fun it is to deny my husband, and I also learned about the cage for the dick

[elina]

Thank You Maria.

Wonderfully written.
I would be grateful if You can provide the details of how you caged your husband,

Sincerely
elina

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

I didn't talk about my experience with my husband for a few days. I needed time to process what had happen. I felt used and dirty, but also excited and craving this new feeling. I allowed him to gently kiss and lick my pussy, but nothing more than that. I spent hours on the phone with Marcus talking through the events. He reinforced and explained that my pussy is no longer my husband's. I smiled at his attempt to manipulate me to not be guilty and fuck him more, but he didn't need to.. I was already feeling the desires building in me, and I knew the direction we were headed. He'd call me in the evening and talk dirty to me as Tom licked my pussy. I had great orgasms as I moaned Marcus's name. My husband was taken aback by my resolve and the singular focus of his new Maria. One of the times he was licking me I whispered, you fucked up.. He must have understood because he sucked harder and tongued me deeper and I came in his mouth.. Then we cuddled, and I repeated, honey I hope this is what you wanted, cause if not you fucked up.

[Guhunkadorn]

There has to have been something deep in Tom's psyche to just walk right off the cuckold plank in the way you describe.

So unless I've missed something you and Tom are three years into your marriage at this point and with no children, meaning he did succeed in impregnating you after he was fully cucked. IMO he's lucky to have fathered any children with you.

[venus-can99]

Thanks for sharing how you lost your "innocent" Maria viginity in sucth wonderful erotic and emotional detail. Looks like Marcus was a great teacher and trained you well as a hotwife. Looking forward to more of your adventures and Tom's progression towards a cuck life

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

There has to have been something deep in Tom's psyche to just walk right off the cuckold plank in the way you describe.

So unless I've missed something you and Tom are three years into your marriage at this point and with no children, meaning he did succeed in impregnating you after he was fully cucked. IMO he's lucky to have fathered any children with you.

He snuck one in!

Yes, it was something he felt deeply from a past painful relationship with a cheating bitch when he was much younger.

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

Thanks for sharing how you lost your "innocent" Maria viginity in sucth wonderful erotic and emotional detail. Looks like Marcus was a great teacher and trained you well as a hotwife. Looking forward to more of your adventures and Tom's progression towards a cuck life

Thanks, he really was. I got so lucky to have been with him for my first. He knew EXACTLY what he was doing, and guided me.. no fumbling or uncertainty. He was experienced being a Bull with cuck couples, I just didn't know what that was at the time.

[vicg]

Wow … I get too busy to check the site for a couple weeks and Maria goes on a posting frenzy. That'll teach me!

Maria, I'm enjoying reading about your current adventures on your other thread, but I sure hope you continue this story of your early days as a hotwife. I remember some incredibly hot stories from the years when you and Tom were posting here together in more or less real time.

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

I was hooked on Marcus for a good while. He owned my pussy and he knew it. He fucked me in his house every weekend, and sometimes in his car too. Tom would also drop me off at his house, then Marcus would return me back to my husband the next day. We'd go out on dates, and he'd show me off to his friends (they all knew I was married), then back to his house to fuck me. We got to the point where he would booty call me at midnight, come to my house, fuck me in my living room or even in my bed. My husband would go to the guest room then come back to eat my pussy clean after Marcus left. It was sad when he had to finally pick up and move away for for his job. I cried. But I always knew this day would come one way or another. I also knew I couldn't stop. I had become used to a level of sexual pleasure that my dear husband was simply not capable of. I was addicted. So, I began to look for my next lover. I didn't have to wait long. I began dressing sexier and being flirty and looking for the next man seeking a married woman.

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

The few days before Marcus was to move away, my former side-boyfriend from Italy called me (beginning of this thread). How did he get my US number?? Probably one of my friend girls I used to hang out with when I was dating him gave it to him. It went unspoken, but they were well aware that even though I was engaged to my American love, I could not say no to his big dick in our car dates, so they probably thought it would be funny to give him my number to hear later if I accepted his invitation and how I dealt with his persistence again now that I'm actually married. He called to say he will be in the US on vacation next week and can I meet him. I said sure but WHERE? The USA is a big as Europe. He said he is on a tour that includes San Antonio. He would be here for 3 days. He asked me if I missed his dick now that I'm married. I said yes he knows I do. He said good, he knew that, and this time he's going to fuck me too. I didn't respond, but my silence was the answer. He said I was his sucking friend when I was engaged, and now I will be his fucking friend that I am married. We made the arrangements to meet next Friday at his hotel downtown.

[mrs_hotwifecplsa]

I told my husband that the man whose cum he'd been tasting on my lips before we got married was coming to the USA on vacation and wanted all of me this time. He was excited at the idea. The plan was for hubby to drop me off at my Italian side boyfriend's hotel, he hang out in the hotel lobby, and I'll come down to see him when I'm done. I was going to see him at 1pm for an hour or so, then he was joining his tour group, then again back at the hotel at 5pm till he finishes with me. If that goes well, we planned another round of visits at 10am, 2pm and 8pm. The third day would have to be early in the morning, so I was considering staying the night after 8pm so he can fuck me throughout the night.

Friday came and Tom me drove to the hotel. Tom parked and we went to the lobby bar. I was nervous, but excited to again see the man who was one of the first to set my taste toward enjoying, even craving, the feeling of being used. We had a sweet kiss goodbye, and he looked longingly into my eyes. It was 1pm.. I received a text saying "ready." One last kiss.. and a spontaneous, "I love you." He squeezed me back replying, "I love you baby, I still can't believe you're mine," and I walked away, but turned and said, "Only my heart is all yours!" and I made the motion of squeezing my heart and throwing it to him. He smiled. Up the elevator I went and knocked on the door of the room of the man who was going to own and use me for the next 2 days.