Almost there, again, maybe..

[coastalkid]

Now I'm off to check out those Larson and Z stories! Thanks!

[mattyg_2671]

Thanks for you reply. I am truly curious as to all the different shapes and forms of how couples do what they do. My questions are always from my heart and I try my best to set aside my personal bias(es). As open minded as I'd like to be I know that is an impossibility. Thank you for indulging my honest and naive curiosity.

From reading this post I glossed over the dates, been. together 30 years, had more sexual contact in the last 9 months than the previous 20 years. I'd say this is all still relatively new to you given the time span of your whole relationship. The way you describe your attraction makes me think that some husbands of hot wives and cuckolds have their own sort of NRE. You commonly associate NRE with wives and how they can attribute their infatuation to it. Since your getting more sexual attention than before (or possibly ever) this seems great to you, why mess it up, right? Hence your own form of NRE.

I just can't get my mind to grasp the "no PIV" and the implied (or not) threat of "never again". I know that's my issue for not understanding. I hear myself saying, "I could never do that, but what if was like this guy here? What if things were exciting again? What if I got freaked out and couldn't handle it?" That's me projecting my thoughts over your situation. I've been married 46 years and I still don't feel like I've had as much sex as I want. I can see how more or less trading one thing (the old days of little or no sex and certainly not exciting) for another (Ok, so no PIV but lots more activity and lots more excitement) would be welcome. I'd really like hear a wife that truly loves her husband say why he doesn't deserve an incredible experience like she's having?

My trouble with denial is I believe if both people don't get something out of it then I can't see it working. Now, maybe even with that one particular denial you still get enough to be satisfied. That still means you're getting something and not less. I've read here and other places plenty of times where everything got too one-sided and interests got lost on the other side. As long as you can say you're having fun and you're not in fear of losing your relationship, then you're fine! You'll know when your sullen days don't pass as easily or quickly.

No judgements here and nothing more than my naive impressions.

I don’t know what to tell you except that we’re all different and we get turned on by different things. I don’t understand it either but I know how it makes me feel and how hard it makes my dick!

100% it would be different if I wasn’t involved, if I was getting nothing out of it, if she was getting emotionally attached to someone else, if she wasn’t totally into it, or if I wasn’t attracted to her and didn’t love her (I’d be indifferent about it), but none of those apply.

We’re having incredible experiences together that we would never have previously thought possible. And sometimes she’s having incredible experiences with someone that I’m not capable of providing, so I’m happy for her and wouldn’t want to deny her that.

[trecital]

My trouble with denial is I believe if both people don't get something out of it then I can't see it working.

I think this is where you are 'going wrong'. Sorry to use that phrase, as it sounds judgemental, and I'm not meaning to. Maybe I could phrase it better, but hopefully you'll know what I mean.

mattyg is getting something from it. His wife certainly is. And his wife's boyfriend certainly is.

At 'first glance' it would seem that mattyg is getting the least from the situation.

But, as a cuckold, I think I'd be correct in speaking for mattyg in saying that he possibly feels that he is getting the most from this situation.

And, thinking about what might be in store for him in the immediate future, and beyond, I would say that his level of sexual excitement is about to reach new heights.

Sexual excitement shouldn't just be measured by the level of intimate sexual contact. It's much more than that. It's primarily a mental thing. You can experience a level of sexual 'high' from mental stimulation, that far exceeds that possible from physical contact.

Hopefully, mattyg, I have represented, to a degree, what you are getting from this situation.

I will be following events with interest.

I think the 'Z and Larson' stories capture well, some of this sexual/mental anguish.

https://www.literotica.com/authors/Z%20 ... ks/stories

My favourite is the Christmas Party Surprise (2 pages).

The one most relevant to mattyg, I think, is 'Z's Decision'.

[elina]

Dear Mattyg;

Thank you for you long and honest answer to Coastalkid

There are a few slogans which maybe are just that; captivating slogans often used as captions on dominant ladies,
but then some of us realize we may sometimes experience something that makes us feel this is what happens to you in real life;

1) It is not Female Domination untill your Mistress forces you to do something that you absolutely do not want to do

and

2) Chastity does not begin untill you are desperate to get out of the cage, but your Keyholder is determined not to let you.

Have you ever felt like any of these statements ran through to you?
And for reflection, you may not want to answer and we should all respect that; Do you secretly want to experience any of these two?

Sincerely
elina

[coastalkid]

My trouble with denial is I believe if both people don't get something out of it then I can't see it working.

I think this is where you are 'going wrong'. Sorry to use that phrase, as it sounds judgemental, and I'm not meaning to. Maybe I could phrase it better, but hopefully you'll know what I mean.

mattyg is getting something from it. His wife certainly is. And his wife's boyfriend certainly is.

At 'first glance' it would seem that mattyg is getting the least from the situation.

But, as a cuckold, I think I'd be correct in speaking for mattyg in saying that he possibly feels that he is getting the most from this situation.

And, thinking about what might be in store for him in the immediate future, and beyond, I would say that his level of sexual excitement is about to reach new heights.

Sexual excitement shouldn't just be measured by the level of intimate sexual contact. It's much more than that. It's primarily a mental thing. You can experience a level of sexual 'high' from mental stimulation, that far exceeds that possible from physical contact.

Hopefully, mattyg, I have represented, to a degree, what you are getting from this situation.

I will be following events with interest.

I think the 'Z and Larson' stories capture well, some of this sexual/mental anguish.

https://www.literotica.com/authors/Z%20 ... ks/stories

My favourite is the Christmas Party Surprise (2 pages).

The one most relevant to mattyg, I think, is 'Z's Decision'.

Thanks for your reply and no, I don't believe you sound or are being judgemental. I tried hard to not sound judgemental myself. I also tried my best to acknowledge that I am biased by my own desires and preferences. I hope I also conveyed my lack of understanding and my desire to TRY to understand.

I can see that mattyg's sex life is more active and exciting than it has been for 20 years. He said so himself. That alone is a win from my perspective (once again that is only my perspective). He should be excited, if for no other reason than his wife has become more sexual (as opposed to his earlier life with her). It's clear to me that he IS getting something out of the arrangement, which seems to be a sexually energized wife.

I also freely acknowledge that my lack of understanding comes from NOT being a cuckold and not having a hot wife. Both of those ideas of being a cuckold and having a hot wife are appealing to me, otherwise I wouldn't be on this forum. I've had these notions for a long time and I'm still here and still curious about them.

In the beginning of my time on this and other forums I was sure this is what I wanted. My sex life was routine and uninspiring and I thought having a hot wife or being cuckolded would change that. After years of reading on this forum I'm not as sure as I once was. There are people that are obviously genuine and have over a hundred page threads here. Like with anything there are successes and failures among them. They stand out against some of the outrageous and extreme "short term posters". If those "short term posters" are genuine too then, their candle burned really bright but not for long!

I've had lots of time to contemplate things. I've reasoned with myself. I thought, "What if you give up PIV but you get blowjobs more frequently and more sexual attention than ever before? What if my wife seems energized and motivated to make me want it? All you have to do is give up fucking her forever!" This is where I stumble and I believe this is also the mental/emotional thrill that attracts some cuckolds and some husbands. They are anxious to make the trade. All I can hear is my own personal voice screaming, "But I love to fuck! I've never gotten to fuck as much as I want to! I still want the joy of of sticking my cock into a pussy!" It's hard to set aside my own strongest sexual desires. That's on me, I'm trying to add his perspective and others to my own to reconcile my own bias about denial.

I'll admit that mattyg's circumstances are not that different than my own. I've been married for 46 years and our sex life is pretty routine and predictable. My wife knows I think her having sex with someone else is exciting to me, I've told her. She told it would never happen and thankfully she wasn't upset. If I were given the opportunity that mattyg is in I would be seriously, seriously tempted to go his route. I believe in long run I would "trade up" and go with the denial but only if I was 100% convinced that I would be getting more sexual attention (in whatever form that takes place in) than before.

[coastalkid]

Thanks for you reply. I am truly curious as to all the different shapes and forms of how couples do what they do. My questions are always from my heart and I try my best to set aside my personal bias(es). As open minded as I'd like to be I know that is an impossibility. Thank you for indulging my honest and naive curiosity.

From reading this post I glossed over the dates, been. together 30 years, had more sexual contact in the last 9 months than the previous 20 years. I'd say this is all still relatively new to you given the time span of your whole relationship. The way you describe your attraction makes me think that some husbands of hot wives and cuckolds have their own sort of NRE. You commonly associate NRE with wives and how they can attribute their infatuation to it. Since your getting more sexual attention than before (or possibly ever) this seems great to you, why mess it up, right? Hence your own form of NRE.

I just can't get my mind to grasp the "no PIV" and the implied (or not) threat of "never again". I know that's my issue for not understanding. I hear myself saying, "I could never do that, but what if was like this guy here? What if things were exciting again? What if I got freaked out and couldn't handle it?" That's me projecting my thoughts over your situation. I've been married 46 years and I still don't feel like I've had as much sex as I want. I can see how more or less trading one thing (the old days of little or no sex and certainly not exciting) for another (Ok, so no PIV but lots more activity and lots more excitement) would be welcome. I'd really like hear a wife that truly loves her husband say why he doesn't deserve an incredible experience like she's having?

My trouble with denial is I believe if both people don't get something out of it then I can't see it working. Now, maybe even with that one particular denial you still get enough to be satisfied. That still means you're getting something and not less. I've read here and other places plenty of times where everything got too one-sided and interests got lost on the other side. As long as you can say you're having fun and you're not in fear of losing your relationship, then you're fine! You'll know when your sullen days don't pass as easily or quickly.

No judgements here and nothing more than my naive impressions.

I don’t know what to tell you except that we’re all different and we get turned on by different things. I don’t understand it either but I know how it makes me feel and how hard it makes my dick!

100% it would be different if I wasn’t involved, if I was getting nothing out of it, if she was getting emotionally attached to someone else, if she wasn’t totally into it, or if I wasn’t attracted to her and didn’t love her (I’d be indifferent about it), but none of those apply.

We’re having incredible experiences together that we would never have previously thought possible. And sometimes she’s having incredible experiences with someone that I’m not capable of providing, so I’m happy for her and wouldn’t want to deny her that.

Thank you for your reply. Even though it may not seem like I understand why it turns you on, I really do because I know I seek the energized sex life you're experiencing right now. Thank you also for stating that things would be 100% different if any of your objections were an issue.

I do envy the upside of enjoying incredible experiences and having a sexually charged wife. We've been married 46 years and we're now "empty nesters" and a situation like yours sounds like an upgrade from what we have now, at least in my mind. It would be a tremendous sacrifice to give up fucking but the chance for sex to be exciting and a focus for us would be worth it. In my head it feels like a risky gamble. My cock says go for it, we're ready for the attention!

Thanks again for your reply and thank you for letting me use your situation to sort out my own feelings about this! Your honesty and genuine replies help people like me!

[trecital]

Hi coastalkid, I know it can be hard understanding someone else's perspective sometimes. But, you haven't just said something like, "oh, I don't understand it, therefore it's stupid", like some people do. You've made a genuine attempt to reach out and ask for an explanation. I've given some reaction, but that's only from my point of view. mattyg will have to give his own reactions, as the situation is unique to him. I've only responded as I recognise some of what he's going through. Or, I think I do. We are all unique in the way we've arrived at our sexual present day. It's good to read that sometimes other people are experiencing things similar to you. And it's also good to hear about people's experiences that are very different to yours.
I understand your reaction, in saying that you wouldn't necessarily want to trade 'pussy' for a heightened mental sexual experience. For you that trade off doesn't seem like it's quite fair.
For me the mental aspects of things like denial and humiliation bring me rich rewards, so seem worth it. I think a lot of it is just down to your psychological make up, past experiences etc.

I hope you can find something that enrichs your sexual life in a way that works for you.

[mattyg_2671]

I was instructed to put my cage on yesterday, and we’re getting ready to leave in an hour or so. I’ll be the chauffeur from the station to the hotel, and then I’ll be performing concierge duties this afternoon in their suite before being ordered to leave them for the night. They have been messaging ideas back and forth, some of which she has shared and some which she wants to be kept secret for a surprise. He has been getting excited about having me present and the idea of dominating me seems to have really started to turn him on. Should be an interesting afternoon. I’ll try and report back later.

Edit: we had a small disagreement last night, totally unrelated. However, she just told me with a dazzling smile “the good news is that after last night I’m in a brutal mood so expect a difficult afternoon. I’ve got a couple of hours to think of some suitable consequences for your behaviour”.

[venus-can99]

Hope all three of you have fun mattyG.

[Long Lurker 34]

I was instructed to put my cage on yesterday, and we’re getting ready to leave in an hour or so. I’ll be the chauffeur from the station to the hotel, and then I’ll be performing concierge duties this afternoon in their suite before being ordered to leave them for the night. They have been messaging ideas back and forth, some of which she has shared and some which she wants to be kept secret for a surprise. He has been getting excited about having me present and the idea of dominating me seems to have really started to turn him on. Should be an interesting afternoon. I’ll try and report back later.

Edit: we had a small disagreement last night, totally unrelated. However, she just told me with a dazzling smile “the good news is that after last night I’m in a brutal mood so expect a difficult afternoon. I’ve got a couple of hours to think of some suitable consequences for your behaviour”.

MG2671
- Will your HW be riding in the rear seat and expecting doors to be opened and closed?

[trecital]

- Will your HW be riding in the rear seat and expecting doors to be opened and closed?

That's the minimum I'd expect from a chauffeur. Hopefully he will have dressed for the part too.
Then, when he gets to the hotel he'll need to swap into a hotel valet/room service attendant.
Plus goodness knows what else roles.
Supermarket helper? "Spillage in aisle 1 and 2. Clean up needed".
Have fun mattyg!

[coastalkid]

I was instructed to put my cage on yesterday, and we’re getting ready to leave in an hour or so. I’ll be the chauffeur from the station to the hotel, and then I’ll be performing concierge duties this afternoon in their suite before being ordered to leave them for the night. They have been messaging ideas back and forth, some of which she has shared and some which she wants to be kept secret for a surprise. He has been getting excited about having me present and the idea of dominating me seems to have really started to turn him on. Should be an interesting afternoon. I’ll try and report back later.

Edit: we had a small disagreement last night, totally unrelated. However, she just told me with a dazzling smile “the good news is that after last night I’m in a brutal mood so expect a difficult afternoon. I’ve got a couple of hours to think of some suitable consequences for your behaviour”.

Do you feel ready for this? What has your mind conjured up about what your wife meant by "brutal"?

[mattyg_2671]

Long post incoming….wow, a lot to report. I hope I do it justice.

Well I’m just back from a mind blowing afternoon. I’ve witnessed with my own eyes what a sex goddess she becomes with him, and just what a dirty slut my wife can be with the right lover!

I was with them for a little over 2 hours and his cock was in one or other of her 3 holes for 99% of the time. I counted that she had at least 4 orgasms during that time, although he didn’t cum as he is pretty much “one and done” (although he stays hard for hours) and they wanted to continue fucking all night.

We took separate cars to the hotel to allow me to drive home alone. She wore a very short navy tennis dress with white trainers. En route when we stopped for fuel she was actually wolf whistled at by 2 builders in a van at the petrol station, which almost made her day!

LL34: Yes, I was expected to put his luggage in the car and open the doors for them. They sat in the back and passionately kissed for the entire journey, and when his hands wandered under the hem of dress he discovered she was wearing no panties. I was driving so I couldn’t see, but as her breathing became ragged and her moans got louder I assumed he was fingering her pussy, she was very close to cumming even in the car.

I followed them to the room with their 3 bags after dropping them at reception, by the time I arrived she was on top of him legs astride, her dress around her hips as he rubbed her pussy, she has fished his cock out of his jeans and was rubbing it as they kissed.

I sat in the living area of the suite with a view of the bottom half of the bed, summoned occasionally by the concierge bell as they rang it for drinks, lube, sex toys, tissues etc.

I saw her shed her dress so she was totally naked as she rode him, bouncing on his dick, and rubbing her groin against him, gasping to her first orgasm.

They had a break for a shower, where he fucked her from behind against the wall to another orgasm. I was instructed to hand them towels and dry the bathroom floor. One of the things that I hadn’t anticipated was the indescribable feeling I had as she wandered around the suite naked for another guy, kissing him, caressing him (and him her), totally at ease with it. Almost flaunting it in my face to tease me, I couldn’t take my eyes off her fabulous naked body as she ignored me completely (I’m sure she knew full well I was gawking at her). Except for a few moments where our eyes met, or she ordered me with minimal words to do something, she ignored me entirely the entire time.

Some moments stand out, which I’ll describe.

I was summoned to bring a leather collar and leash. When I entered the bedroom he was fucking her missionary, her legs wrapped around him. I was told to fasten the collar around her neck, hand him the leash. I did so, my fingers fumbling as my eyes were drawn down to where his cock was buried deep inside her, her hips pushing up to get as much of him inside her as possible. Then I was dismissed.

He brought her into the living room of the suite and had her kneel in front of him, and me behind her. He placed my hands on her head and told me to push her head back and forth as she sucked on his cock, saying “thank you” to him every time she gagged (which was a lot). This made her giggle and choke more.

The bell rang for me to bring lube and the butt plug. He told me to clean the butt plug with my tongue, lube her asshole with my finger (omg, heavenly), and slowly insert the butt plug. I was dismissed as he then fucked her in various positions, but summoned again to turn on the plug vibration function, and change the vibration pattern periodically. She came again while he fucked her hard from behind while she rubbed her clit. I could see this from my vantage point in the living room area, and her cum sounded like a mammoth one, I’ve never heard her make noises like it. I know she was thinking about being DP’d as that seems to have become one of her recurring fantasies now. When they finished I was required to remove the butt plug and lick / suck it clean to his satisfaction (and her amusement).

They had another shower and I heard her choking on his cock, she must have knelt in the shower and taken him in her mouth.

After the shower the bell rang again and I stood at the side of the bed. She was crouched on her knees between his legs, sucking his cock again.

“”Your wife wants you to watch me fuck her ass. Lube it and get it ready for me.” Holy shit. My hands were shaking as i squirted some gel into my hand, she raised her ass, still sucking his cock. He reached forward over her head and spread her ass cheeks with his hands, pulling it apart in front of me. My eyes were glued to her swollen, slightly gaping and very wet pussy and puckered asshole as I massaged the lube around it, sliding my finger inside a couple of times, eliciting a groan of pleasure from her.

He positioned her on her back, raised her legs and climbed between them and slowly slid himself inside her asshole to a deep whimpering moan. She clutched his ass as he slowly pumped in and out. I was bewitched by her body, her flat stomach, her breasts quivering, her rock hard nipples, her painted toes curling in pleasure, her feet bobbing and bouncing at his back. My eyes came back to her face and she was looking at me, she was flushed and breathing heavy. I felt her eyes boring into mine as we looked at each other, as she panted in ecstasy.

“His cock feels sooo good inside me. I wanted you to see what it does to me, I wanted you to see him fuck my ass because you’ve never done it and you’re never going to. You’re never going to fuck me again. Go away now.” She lay her head back, closed her eyes, scrunched up her face and let out a loud “Ooooh fuck that feels amazing!!” as he started to bang his hips harder against her, his cock going balls-deep inside my wife’s asshole.

I retreated to the other room to hear her ass-fucked to yet another orgasm.

After that she must have been feeling dirty! I heard her say “I’d really like to lick your ass if you’ll let me.” From my position I could see her on all fours between his legs, as she licked and sucked his cock, moving down to his balls, and finally, as he raised his legs slightly, with her face buried between his ass cheeks, tonguing his asshole as she stroked and jerked his cock. From the noises he was making I think she was doing a good job.

The final humiliation came later as I heard them whispering and I heard her say “I want to show you something that will make you laugh. Ring the bell to get him in here.” I stood next to the bed to see her lying naked and gorgeous, partially across him, sucking on his cock (again!), getting as much of it in her mouth as possible. It’s the first time I’d really got a good look at it, as she took her mouth off it briefly and said “Show him your cage.” “Sh-show him my…?” I stuttered. She simply said “Now.”

I fumbled with my belt and dropped my pants to the floor. “Come here, kneel on the bed. It’s too small to see from this distance,” she said giggling. I shuffled onto the bed with my trousers and pants around my ankles, my face red. I couldn’t take my eyes from my wife’s face, sucking furiously on that big dick. I looked down at my own, it looked tiny and shrivelled locked in its little cage. The size comparison was obvious, evident and brutal. I looked up to his face to see him smirking at my humiliation as my wife gagged and slurped hungrily on his cock, struggling to get it all the way into her mouth.

They decided to go for a swim at the hotel pool, i fetched them the robes from the bathroom (he held his arm out for me to put it on him), and the spa slippers. He held out his foot, to indicate that I should kneel and put them on his feet, which i did and thanked him for. I knelt at my wife’s feet to tie her string bikini, it was like receiving electric shocks as my fingers grazed her skin at her hips and her neck. I was tasked with tidying the room, the bedsheets, the bathroom, unpacking and hanging his clothes and then leaving before they returned from the pool.

After they left I ironed his shirt for tomorrow.

She sent me a text later to express her love and ask how I am.

She just called and we had a lovely but brief chat. They had more sex when they returned to the room and she’s had 2 more orgasms. They’re going to dinner now before more sex later and the big finale of his cum. I asked her where he was going to shoot his load. “Anywhere he wants” Was her reply.

[venus-can99]

WoW - how are you feeling mattyG after witnessing your gorgeous wife take her lover's cock in all 3 holes and you assisting the process ?

[mattyg_2671]

I was instructed to put my cage on yesterday, and we’re getting ready to leave in an hour or so. I’ll be the chauffeur from the station to the hotel, and then I’ll be performing concierge duties this afternoon in their suite before being ordered to leave them for the night. They have been messaging ideas back and forth, some of which she has shared and some which she wants to be kept secret for a surprise. He has been getting excited about having me present and the idea of dominating me seems to have really started to turn him on. Should be an interesting afternoon. I’ll try and report back later.

Edit: we had a small disagreement last night, totally unrelated. However, she just told me with a dazzling smile “the good news is that after last night I’m in a brutal mood so expect a difficult afternoon. I’ve got a couple of hours to think of some suitable consequences for your behaviour”.

Do you feel ready for this? What has your mind conjured up about what your wife meant by "brutal"?

Fortunately her mood had softened by the time we arrived. From what she said I believe she was considering taking a belt to my naked arse or having him do it. Having experienced their dynamic today and how they egg each other on, I can totally see that happening in future.

WoW - how are you feeling mattyG after witnessing your gorgeous wife take her lover's cock in all 3 holes and you assisting the process ?

Slightly shellshocked. In desperate need to fuck her (not happening!). It was great to speak to her and I can’t wait to see her tomorrow. I hope I can control myself and not be “too much”.

[coastalkid]

So, it's a done deal, you're never going to fuck her again?

[mattyg_2671]

So, it's a done deal, you're never going to fuck her again?

Who knows. Everything I said before still applies. Probably not while she’s seeing this guy, and that could be a while. What I can tell you is that after seeing their sex today, their sexual desire for each other, how her body responds to him, how well he fucks her and how strong her orgasms are, it’s going to be a mightily disappointing for her to go back to fucking me. She may just decide it’s not worth it!

[coastalkid]

So, it's a done deal, you're never going to fuck her again?

Who knows. Everything I said before still applies. Probably not while she’s seeing this guy, and that could be a while. What I can tell you is that after seeing their sex today, their sexual desire for each other, how her body responds to him, how well he fucks her and how strong her orgasms are, it’s going to be a mightily disappointing for her to go back to fucking me. She may just decide it’s not worth it!

I realize witnessing what you saw is impossible to not acknowledge. Now you have to wrestle with those feelings of inadequacy. I hope you won't have to do that alone. This is still so fresh and emotions and feelings are most likely off the charts. You need more time to process things when they aren't so influenced by the event. At some point do you think you'll have a serious conversation about what each of you are thinking and feeling and what you'll do about it?

Tell me more about how the experience of being their servant went? We're you feeling embarrassed at all? Did it become easier as time went on? Did you desire even more humiliation than you got?

[mattyg_2671]

I realize witnessing what you saw is impossible to not acknowledge. Now you have to wrestle with those feelings of inadequacy. I hope you won't have to do that alone. This is still so fresh and emotions and feelings are most likely off the charts. You need more time to process things when they aren't so influenced by the event. At some point do you think you'll have a serious conversation about what each of you are thinking and feeling and what you'll do about it?

Tell me more about how the experience of being their servant went? We're you feeling embarrassed at all? Did it become easier as time went on? Did you desire even more humiliation than you got?

I’m only inadequate when it comes to fucking her, I’m her number 1 in all other areas of our life so I’m not wrestling with it per se. We’ll have a conversation but it won’t be “serious”. She’ll probably describe how she was feeling and the events of the rest of the night while teasing me and giving me a hand job or I jerk off at her feet. We’re still just having an exciting and fun adventure, and I’m overjoyed at her sexual awakening, her slutty side emerging and that she’s getting the best sex of her life. We’re just having fun with it so it doesn’t need to be over analysed.

It was humiliating being their servant, yes, I found some of the things embarrassing but then that’s what I like and she knows that so they played to it. Like when she laughed almost in disbelief at some of the demands he was making of me or when he spoke to me like shit, and I was required to say “thank you” to everything without fail, which would amuse her if it was an outrageous order he was giving me.

It’s the first time we have done this, hopefully there’ll be many to come and we’ll all become more accustomed to the situation and comfortable with each other, which will allow us to delve into other things.

[coastalkid]

I realize witnessing what you saw is impossible to not acknowledge. Now you have to wrestle with those feelings of inadequacy. I hope you won't have to do that alone. This is still so fresh and emotions and feelings are most likely off the charts. You need more time to process things when they aren't so influenced by the event. At some point do you think you'll have a serious conversation about what each of you are thinking and feeling and what you'll do about it?

Tell me more about how the experience of being their servant went? We're you feeling embarrassed at all? Did it become easier as time went on? Did you desire even more humiliation than you got?

I’m only inadequate when it comes to fucking her, I’m her number 1 in all other areas of our life so I’m not wrestling with it per se. We’ll have a conversation but it won’t be “serious”. She’ll probably describe how she was feeling and the events of the rest of the night while teasing me and giving me a hand job or I jerk off at her feet. We’re still just having an exciting and fun adventure, and I’m overjoyed at her sexual awakening, her slutty side emerging and that she’s getting the best sex of her life. We’re just having fun with it so it doesn’t need to be over analysed.

It was humiliating being their servant, yes, I found some of the things embarrassing but then that’s what I like and she knows that so they played to it. Like when she laughed almost in disbelief at some of the demands he was making of me or when he spoke to me like shit, and I was required to say “thank you” to everything without fail, which would amuse her if it was an outrageous order he was giving me.

It’s the first time we have done this, hopefully there’ll be many to come and we’ll all become more accustomed to the situation and comfortable with each other, which will allow us to delve into other things.

Sounds like you're right where you want to be. I'm looking forward to reading about how it goes next time! Will it be with the same guy?

[FNQLivin]

I am such a mix of emotions! I love where this is, what is happening.

A part of me wants her to take it further, restrict your access more, but the other part says 'no way, that's long term dangerous'. I wonder if you had a side agreement with her to allow her bull to extend the extent of your denial, but knowing it was her doing the suggesting, so that he felt he was calling the shots, but it was her in reality.

What would you give up to allow her to express her devotion to the bull more?

[Ready2StartAgain]

I realize witnessing what you saw is impossible to not acknowledge. Now you have to wrestle with those feelings of inadequacy. I hope you won't have to do that alone. This is still so fresh and emotions and feelings are most likely off the charts. You need more time to process things when they aren't so influenced by the event. At some point do you think you'll have a serious conversation about what each of you are thinking and feeling and what you'll do about it?

Tell me more about how the experience of being their servant went? We're you feeling embarrassed at all? Did it become easier as time went on? Did you desire even more humiliation than you got?

I’m only inadequate when it comes to fucking her, I’m her number 1 in all other areas of our life so I’m not wrestling with it per se. We’ll have a conversation but it won’t be “serious”. She’ll probably describe how she was feeling and the events of the rest of the night while teasing me and giving me a hand job or I jerk off at her feet. We’re still just having an exciting and fun adventure, and I’m overjoyed at her sexual awakening, her slutty side emerging and that she’s getting the best sex of her life. We’re just having fun with it so it doesn’t need to be over analysed.

It was humiliating being their servant, yes, I found some of the things embarrassing but then that’s what I like and she knows that so they played to it. Like when she laughed almost in disbelief at some of the demands he was making of me or when he spoke to me like shit, and I was required to say “thank you” to everything without fail, which would amuse her if it was an outrageous order he was giving me.

It’s the first time we have done this, hopefully there’ll be many to come and we’ll all become more accustomed to the situation and comfortable with each other, which will allow us to delve into other things.

This has been a sexy read! What other things do you see delving into?!

[armyguyot1]

Welcome to the forum Ready2StartAgain.

[Ready2StartAgain]

Welcome to the forum Ready2StartAgain.

Thank you!

[mattyg_2671]

She arrived home yesterday and we kissed and cuddled. She told me about the rest of her night. After dinner at the hotel restaurant they fucked for 2 more hours until he eventually came in her pussy before they fell asleep naked together.

They awoke briefly at 430am and started kissing, her hand found his cock sporting an impressive hard on and so they fucked with him on top until he came inside her again. She said it was urgent, hard and fast. After he came he immediately turned away and went back to sleep. He basically just used her for his pleasure without a word being spoken between them which she found intensely hot.

In the morning she wanted to please him again but he didn’t think he could cum another time. She sucked his cock, really wanting to coax another orgasm from him. She said she really had to graft for it with her mouth, but eventually she felt him tense and shoot a big load in her mouth, which she struggled to swallow. She said she feels pride that she was able to suck yet another load from him, and she loves make him lose control like that, feeling his reaction when he gets close, his cock gets even harder and he thrusts himself deep inside her mouth before he shudders at the pleasure she is giving him and she feels him ejaculate and flood her mouth. Reminder; in 30 years together I have have never cum in her mouth, she hates the taste and smell of my cum but she loves his!

She’s been promising me a good hand job since she arrived home and finally today, after 24 hours of begging her, she allowed me to remove the cage. “Follow me,” She said, leading me to our bathroom. I got naked while she retrieved the key from where she had hidden it, before handing it to me.

“I had enough really good cock on Tuesday to last me for weeks, I can’t be bothered with yours, you’ll have to take care of yourself. Get on your knees and take the cage off.” I complied, kneeling on the bathroom floor tiles, my dick instantly erect as she removed her shorts and knickers. “Don’t touch your dick until I say so,” she said, before saying into her Apple Watch “Siri, set a timer for 1 minute.” She looked down at me and continued “Right, no touching me is allowed. You have 1 minute before the cage goes on again, so I suggest you make the most I’d it. OK, you can touch your dick.”

She held my head to her abdomen and stroked my hair as I furiously jerked my dick, begging to fuck her and being denied. But all I could think about was the timer counting down. “Thats it baby, you want to cum don’t you? Let it out, cum for me.” She said teasingly. After about 40 seconds I asked “How long left?” and she laughed at the desperation in my voice. “Don’t worry about that, I’d advise you to focus on cumming.” I tried to fondle her ass, but she told me that is just for him. Seconds later the timer sounded and she slapped my hand away from my dick. “Time’s up. Cage back on now.” She ordered, as I howled in frustration to her amusement. “Poor baby. Never mind, let’s try again another time.” I kissed each of her feet and thanked her for allowing me to jerk my dick.

It occurred to me that he spent around 7 or 8 hours fucking each and every one of her holes on Tuesday, cumming inside her body three times. While I was permitted 60 seconds jerking my own dick while kneeling at her feet, my knees on ceramic tiles, denied even cumming on the floor. So now I’m back in the cage, for god knows how long, my cock straining against the bars thanks to my stunning, beautiful sex goddess.