Angela Plays

[leander99]

Can you text or call have something very awesome for you ********* thanks

I think it might be wiser not to show your phone number here.

[coastalkid]

Can you text or call have something very awesome for you ********* thanks

I think it might be wiser not to show your phone number here.

Yeah, kind of a sketchy spam vibe too!

[UKDan]

Can you text or call have something very awesome for you ********* thanks

I think it might be wiser not to show your phone number here.

Yeah, kind of a sketchy spam vibe too!

There’s one number I’d definitely not be ringing

[Angela Plays]

Can you text or call have something very awesome for you ********* thanks

I think it might be wiser not to show your phone number here.

Yeah, kind of a sketchy spam vibe too!

There’s one number I’d definitely not be ringing

Right!!! I was really hoping I came across as being more intelligent, lol.

[UKDan]

I think it might be wiser not to show your phone number here.

Yeah, kind of a sketchy spam vibe too!

There’s one number I’d definitely not be ringing

Right!!! I was really hoping I came across as being more intelligent, lol.

Possibly

[Angela Plays]

Nick and the eventual end…

After Nick and I began seeing one another again we fell into a steady routine of a weekly date, culminating with either returning to my home and having sex in our guest/play room or to his place, in which case I would, unless it was my sleep-over weekend, leave at return home to Brent. Often when the play took place in our home, Brent would join in. We maintained an open door policy in regard to our play room. Sometimes Brent would watch until we were done, sometimes he joined us in play, and sometimes he left us alone and only came in when we had finished. One thing became crystal clear though…..when Nick and I played at his place and I returned home afterwards, upon climbing into bed with my husband, it was cuddle time and enjoying a good night’s sleep, with some nice sexual reconnection the following morning. This was in stark contrast to when Nick and I played in my home. On those occasions regardless of the type of play Nick and I had and regardless of whether or not Brent participated, watched, or left us alone…..the night always ended with Nick watching as Brent had me last, cumming deep inside me. It was becoming obvious that even though the three of us were on the same page as to what the dynamics were, that Brent was making sure that Nick didn’t forget.

This began taking a bit of a toll on Nick, and he began to push for more and more of our sexual encounters to take place at his home. Brent was quick to notice this and told me that in addition to the one sleep-over a month I was enjoying with Nick, that I could have one other date each month that culminated at his place. All other play had to be in our home. It really began to feel like I was the rope in a battle of tug-of-war. Fortunately, for me, the sex was amazing with each of the men I loved was constantly trying to out fuck the other. Both men were more sensual in those moments and also more primal when the mood shifted in that direction. I was in Hotwife heaven during September-October of 2022!

It was early November and it was my sleep-over weekend with Nick. We had enjoyed an early and light dinner out having sushi, and then spent an hour or two dancing at a R&B club before we eventually made it back to his place. As was usual for my dates with Nick, it was a panty free affair, and the twenty minute uber ride back to his home was spent making out with his fingers buried deep inside my soaked pussy or pinching hard on my nipples. At once point I actually moaned loud enough that I think it startled our driver, lol. Needless to say, clothes began hitting the floor before the door to his place had closed behind us. Nick had been more aggressive than usual all evening and I was already assuming it was gonna be one of those nights where he just “took” me all night long, and I wasn’t wrong! We made it into the bedroom and the bondage restraints were in place on the bed, the big wedge pillow was on the bed, and all the toys were laid out. It was obvious that I was about to get fucked whether I wanted it that way or not that night. (I definitely wanted it that way)

As I walked toward the edge of bed, with Nick behind me, he took hold of my hair and spun me around to face him, then by my hair pulled me down to my knees and began slapping my face with his cock. I remember thinking….”okay, so it’s going to be one of this nights!” lol. He began to face fuck me and I took it like a good girl, but just as I was about to get my reward, he pulled out and tossed me up on the bed. He put me face down on the wedge pillow and attached the restraints to my wrist and ankles. But then he added something…..he placed a ball gag in my mouth and buckled it behind my head and neck. I wasn’t sure what to think but doing something new always turns me on so I was definitely into it. Next he proceeded to lube my ass, finger me, and eventually inserted the largest butt plug I’d ever taken. To say I was at his mercy would be a massive understatement.

With me bound and gagged, he was merciless with his use of the flogger, only stopping to use a vibe on my pussy and clit. Each time bringing me to the edge of orgasm before denying me again. After one such moment I heard him pick something up and I assumed it was the flogger again, but he now had a riding crop, and began alternating between gently licking my pussy, followed by a quick and hard pop with the crop. Finally he lined up behind me and I was relieved bc I was so ready to feel his beautiful cock filling my pussy. But again he had other ideas. As he rubbed the tip of his cock up and down my slit he removed the plug from my ass and before I could even grasp what was happening, his cock had replaced the plug and his rhythm and speed picked up. Usually when we engaged in anal my hands were free to play with my clit and I had amazing orgasms. This night he was making it all about him. He was soon pounding my ass and then bellowing as he unloaded inside me. I still hadn’t cum….I had only served as his fuck toy.

He released me from the restraints, we shoved all the toys off the bed and he fell asleep as we lay there. I felt a combination of “wtf was that” and “god I need to cum.” After a while I began stroking his soft cock and eventually went down, sucking him and bringing him back to life. Then mounting him I rode him to my own orgasm as he laid there, his hands on my hips, just staring up at me, and cumming inside me again, just as I was coming down from my orgasm.

We both fell asleep and I was awakened again with sun coming through the window and Nicks amazing tongue on my pussy! (Best way in the world to wake up) We made passionate love that morning and I felt like all was right in my world. As we lay there, with me curled up into him and his arms around me. He asked me if I truly loved him, which I told him I did. He then said “I need you to prove it then.” To which I responded “of course, whatever you need me to do.” He then said….”if you really love me, you’ll leave Brent, and be with me.” I jumped back like someone had thrown ice water on me. I reminded him of all we’d talked about and that he knew I loved him and I loved Brent, but Brent was my husband and that love was just different and to me irreplaceable. He told me that wasn’t enough for him anymore, and that I should think about what I really wanted and who I wanted to be with. I was stunned beyond words and more than a little angry.

I was literally dressed and standing in his bedroom doorway a couple minutes later. I told him I would never leave Brent for anyone, and his response was “then I guess this is goodbye.” I stood there for a few moments just silently staring at him with tears running down my cheeks, before finally turning and walking out. Hoping to hear him call for me to come back but he never did. I spent the next half hour driving home and balling my eyes out. By the time I got back I had finally gotten my emotions under control, but the moment I saw Brent he looked at me and said “what’s wrong, what happened?” He just knew by looking at me, and he was pissed. I felt like he was ready to go fight someone, but when he came and put his arms around me I broke down again, and through sobs told him what happened. He sat me down on the couch and he let me get it all out. One of Brent’s traits that I love most about him is he’s an incredible listener, and he sat patiently and held me while I unloaded all the emotions I was feeling. When I finally ran out of words and tears, he went and drew me a hot bath, we both got in and we washed my body, he dried me off, put my favorite lotion on me, and led me to bed where we laid together with him holding me until I drifted off to sleep. When I awoke hours later, it was again dark outside, but he was still there. Awake, smiling at me with arms still around me. That moment drove home to me that this was exactly where I belonged and that I was with the one man that would never break my heart.

I never saw or spoke to Nick again, and I’m now certain that he had planned the entire night knowing what he wanted say, and probably knowing what my answer would be. I had been hurt deeply, and it took me some time to get over it. Sometimes I wonder if I’ve ever gotten over it.

It was several months before I was ready to re-engage with my HW exploration….but that’s a story for later.

xoxo
Ang

[hornedhubby]

Geez, Ang, that was an unexpected twist to your story. Very sorry that Nick treated you like that, manipulating and more than a little cruel about it. Very glad that your husband's support for you was so loving and so solid.

[Angela Plays]

So, from the category of “you learn something new everyday.”

I just screenshotted this post to Brent and he revealed something to me that I didn’t know had taken place. He just told me that the following Monday he went and visited Nick at work and told him…Brent’s words…”if you ever contact my wife again I’ll beat you within a inch of your life.”

Two years ago, had I known that happened, I might have been really pissed off. Today…makes me love my husband even more!

[Angela Plays]

Geez, Ang, that was an unexpected twist to your story. Very sorry that Nick treated you like that, manipulating and more than a little cruel about it. Very glad that your husband's support for you was so loving and so solid.

Thanks! Yup….he was and is my rock!

[coastalkid]

So often you read here how a wife says they need an emotional connection to really enjoy being a hot wife. I can see the logic in the idea that it makes for a better experience when it's more than just the physical act. That need for the connection adds a layer of complication that opens up a myriad of potentially good and bad results.

You had been clear with Nick from the start. Brent took every opportunity to demonstrate what you had told Nick was true. Nick knew it too. He couldn't suppress his desire to possess you. He put all his chips in on the history you had shared for so long accompanied with the sexual highs he given you. He had convinced himself that when stood side by side with Brent he was clearly the obvious choice. His confidence lead him to impatience and he discovered he was wrong in the end.

This is where having that level of an emotional connection is sketchy. When you returned from Nick's Brent knew instantly something was wrong. From the start Brent has been on the watch for ANYTHING that strikes him as cautionary. Brent knows that emotions are delicate and easily misinterpreted. Brent's objective look at things kept him at ready in anticipation for the expected "red flags" to fly.

You were caught off guard because you never expected or anticipated Nick's drive to possess you as his. You never recognized that building in him even when Nick wanted more of your evenings to be at his place. You were blinded by the incredible experience you were having and looking forward to the next one. That's why Nick's ultimatum "blindsided" you. You thought you were clear on what Nick's place in your life was. Nick became convinced you were wrong and thought you would see that.

In the aftermath of Nick did you go into a funk? Did it have an affect your sex life with Brent? What lead you to risk trying the hot wife lifestyle again after that? Did the good part outweigh the bad and give you an idea of what the potential could be if done differently?

[Angela Plays]

So often you read here how a wife says they need an emotional connection to really enjoy being a hot wife. I can see the logic in the idea that it makes for a better experience when it's more than just the physical act. That need for the connection adds a layer of complication that opens up a myriad of potentially good and bad results.

You had been clear with Nick from the start. Brent took every opportunity to demonstrate what you had told Nick was true. Nick knew it too. He couldn't suppress his desire to possess you. He put all his chips in on the history you had shared for so long accompanied with the sexual highs he given you. He had convinced himself that when stood side by side with Brent he was clearly the obvious choice. His confidence lead him to impatience and he discovered he was wrong in the end.

This is where having that level of an emotional connection is sketchy. When you returned from Nick's Brent knew instantly something was wrong. From the start Brent has been on the watch for ANYTHING that strikes him as cautionary. Brent knows that emotions are delicate and easily misinterpreted. Brent's objective look at things kept him at ready in anticipation for the expected "red flags" to fly.

You were caught off guard because you never expected or anticipated Nick's drive to possess you as his. You never recognized that building in him even when Nick wanted more of your evenings to be at his place. You were blinded by the incredible experience you were having and looking forward to the next one. That's why Nick's ultimatum "blindsided" you. You thought you were clear on what Nick's place in your life was. Nick became convinced you were wrong and thought you would see that.

Hmmm….you’re a wise man. There’s a lot of meat on that bone that one could naw on.

[Angela Plays]

In the aftermath of Nick did you go into a funk? Did it have an affect your sex life with Brent? What lead you to risk trying the hot wife lifestyle again after that? Did the good part outweigh the bad and give you an idea of what the potential could be if done differently?

I definitely did go into a funk! It was fortunate that the holidays were upon us and our sons would be home. That always lifts my spirits, but most importantly, Brent was very loving during that time.

As far as my sex life with Brent was concerned, we probably didn’t have sex for a week or so and when we did resume it was very much sensual lovemaking. I didn’t get “fucked” until after New Year’s and that only happened because I asked for it. We had gone to dinner with friends and on the ride home he asked me if I’d enjoyed the evening. To which I responded that I had and that now he needed to take me home and pound me with his big cock!

What lead me to resume HW activities….we began getting back to naughty talk during sex again and one night Brent was giving it to me good from behind and he said “I know by now you must be thinking about feeling a new cock spreading your little pussy!” The talk that night spured me to getting back in the game.

I had definitely had some great experiences and I’d say over time they outweighed the bad. However….once the decision was made for us to begin a search for a new playmate, we did have a much different plan regarding how we would approach it. Some things remained the same though. It really is a journey and a learning experience. Keep what you like and what works, and discard what doesn’t.

[UKDan]

So sorry you had to go through that experience, so sad. Nick had something most guys could only dream of, can’t believe he got greedy and fucked it up. What was he thinking? From day one you always emphasised Brent will always be number one. It’s not like there was any confusion!

[trecital]

Nick's behaviour was unacceptable. It sounds like he knew what you'd say, in choosing him or Brent, and simply spent the evening punishing you. It was probably best that it ended there, as it's possible he could have become more agressive towards you, attempting to take out his frustration.

[Angela Plays]

I appreciate the concern you guys have expressed. The sex acts the night it ended with Nick really didn’t bother me. We had had some very “hard” sessions in the past. That’s something that while I don’t want it all the time, I can get into on occasion. Plus, we did have some nice sex after he released me from the restraints and again the following morning.

Coastalkid put it best when he said in a previous post that I was “blindsided.” It was his emotional coldness at the very end that to me seemed to come out of nowhere and was so final and so sudden….that’s what hit me so hard and was so emotionally hard to handle. It wasn’t like any relationship I’d ever had before, be they sexual or non sexual. Whenever a relationship is coming to an end you kinda know it. You get a sense that things are winding down. In this instance, I never saw it coming.

[Angela Plays]

So often you read here how a wife says they need an emotional connection to really enjoy being a hot wife. I can see the logic in the idea that it makes for a better experience when it's more than just the physical act. That need for the connection adds a layer of complication that opens up a myriad of potentially good and bad results.

IMO, you can have a really “fun” night without an emotional connection. However, there’s no way I’m ever going to really be able to let go without the relationship connection. A guy’s definitely not getting to go bare or cum inside me unless we’ve made a connection, and time has been taken to really get to know one another.

[Scotch98]

Hell of an update on Nick and while I know you said you and he had some really intense a rough sessions just his total disregard for your pleasure is disturbing. I hate you had to endure that even though you had some loving and sensual time afterwards. It was definitely time to move on and you and Brent did the right thing. You are an amazing woman and Brent is lucky and you both seem to be a perfect mature. Just awesome! I’m sure there will be many more wonderful experiences ahead for you both…

[slenderfish]

Thanks for the Nick update and that whole story. The reflecting probably does provide even more perspective, especially after the amount of time has passed. Seems almost like it was a dream, and at the end you awakened abruptly and didn't have a chance to properly close out the dream.

I always say that there's a time for everything, and everything in its time. So that was the time for that, until it wasn't.

And you, dear, get to decide to characterize it all as a gift, or not. Seems like you have chosen the gift version.

[Angela Plays]

Time and reflection seem to go together don’t they?

“Gift” is definitely how I see it.

[UKDan]

Time and reflection seem to go together don’t they?

“Gift” is definitely how I see it.

Great attitude; a very important and under appreciated quality to have

[Angela Plays]

Chapter 3….Fast forward to February of 2023.

After Nick it took me several months to get back on the horse so to speak, but after holidays and some wonderful time of reconnecting with Brent, with his support, encouragement and the amazing fuckings he had been giving me, I was again feeling that burning desire inside to reengage with someone new. (Also, over the new year holiday we spent a night playing with our good friends from Fla that introduced us to the LS a few years back, and that was a lot of fun) This time we planned to play with a few extra guardrails in place to prevent a repeat of how things went with Nick. I approached it this time with the mindset of “fun sex.” I knew I needed a connection with people I slept with, but our approach was to develop very good FWB relationships. I wanted to keep the moods light, everyone having a fun time. I wanted to be with people that we enjoyed hanging out with but at the same time having the attitude of “that was awesome! Had a blast! Now it’s time for you to go home!” lol

Another thing we had talked a lot about, but didn’t have firm idea on how or if I wanted to actually try and make happen, was the possibility of having more than one FWB at the same time. The other thing I had brought up to Brent during our holiday pause, was the idea of him having a FWB of his own. His current state of mind on that topic was “maybe, we’ll see, but at the moment it’s not something I’m thinking or concerned about.”

I refer above to this being chapter 3 (1 being our introduction and play with our Fla friends and 2 being our play with other men culminating in my love affair and breakup with Nick)

Chapter 3 I consider my “wild time!” It was during this time that, in the name of “fun,” I took more risks, and definitely engaged I a lot more spontaneous play that I ever had before or since. Chapter 3 in my journey lasted from February of 2023 through the end of that year….it was a fun, and interesting time done at breakneck speed and sometimes with a bit of reckless abandon!

later (hopefully today) I will share how it all began.

ps
I posted a pic in Hotties of how I looked on my first post Nick play date.

xoxo
Ang

[UKDan]

Thanks for the honest retelling of yours (and Brent’s) adventures. Your openness definitely helps newbies to this lifestyle like me. Looking forward to learning more.

[isinlarsa]

Brent reaction to your offer that he get a FWB, reflects my own experience. My wife also said it was only fair if I dated other women, since she was free to date other men. I wasn't able to even focus or think about sex with other women during the time my wife was living her hotwife experiences.

[Angela Plays]

Brent reaction to your offer that he get a FWB, reflects my own experience. My wife also said it was only fair if I dated other women, since she was free to date other men. I wasn't able to even focus or think about sex with other women during the time my wife was living her hotwife experiences.

I understand that feeling now, but back then I really didn’t get it. About 6-7 months later it eventually happen, and he has had a few women fwb’s the last 18 months. The difference being that we’ve pursued and selected most of the men I’ve been with and the all of the women he’s been with have come about organically.

[isinlarsa]

Brent reaction to your offer that he get a FWB, reflects my own experience. My wife also said it was only fair if I dated other women, since she was free to date other men. I wasn't able to even focus or think about sex with other women during the time my wife was living her hotwife experiences.

I understand that feeling now, but back then I really didn’t get it. About 6-7 months later it eventually happen, and he has had a few women fwb’s the last 18 months. The difference being that we’ve pursued and selected most of the men I’ve been with and the all of the women he’s been with have come about organically.

So his sexual experiences with other women have been spontaneous. How did he meet them? On travel, women he worked with, just running into a woman?

For my own part, after my wife had been dating other men for a few years, she lost interest in extramarital sex. Then I did start dating; but I met women the same way my wife met men -- on internet sites that catered to married people.