It might actually happen after years of telling me no.

[Bart77]

Well stated, Guru.

[Bart77]

This may be the first time in the history of OHW that an entire community is waiting on news that doesn’t directly affect any of us….

[Luigical1931]

Thanks for the update W.

Her desire to turn you on is a great one. She may actually try to act out the things that turn you on when she’s with somebody, to really hit home the truth. Hopefully there’s not too many fabrications by her, but I get it.

The self-sustainable part, me and a friend share seeds… now that sounds dodgy. We both are into growing things and split what seeds we have half and half each year. Always looks a bit dodgy when I go out to his car and pass him a small package of seeds (looks like a drug deal going on).

Took up the hobby during lockdown and haven’t stopped since.

All the best for the new year and if you want any tips on what you grow, give me a shout (I will try my best, but a lot is still trial and error)

Feel like this whole post has been an innuendo about Lana being pregnant. That wasn’t the case. Hopefully she starts her period soon and you two can plan some time for a second baby if that’s what you guys want, without the headache of ‘is it mine’

I agree that it's great that she tries hard to turn me on, as she's expressed guilt in certain ways that in this lifestyle, she gets to be the one to have "all the fun" even though I've told her that I love my part in it all. But I think it's a part of her personality that will do whatever she can do to make me able to get the fullest out of the experience.

As far as what I've been growing, I've been focused a lot on tomatoes for the time being. I'm learning about "potting up" lately and the best way to move from your smaller initial grow to a larger pot in order to increase the yield. I'm also not sure how feasible this will be given the cold temps coming for our part of the States soon.

Thank you for the well wishes on our plans for baby #2. We've been making love regularly lately, cut short by my getting sick, so we shall see in a few days if she's late or not.

I'm a grower as well. You never know what the future will throw at us.

Good to know! Any recommendations on best yielding produce? Potatoes would be good, but I think they may require more space than we have.

W
Thanks for the update. Did Shawn come out for the holidays? If so was there any interactions with him

Shawn did come out but only for a few days around New Year's Eve, but it was only so his parents could meet his fiance. New Year's Eve is always big with Lana's family, so we always spend time with her parents and extended family for that holiday, and so we never had the chance to meet up with him.

Thanks for the "boring" update W - I think you have done a great job of explaining that Lana and you are just ordinary people with daily chores and activities like most of us and that your indulgance in hw/cuck forms a tiny part of your lives.
Hope 2025 turns out to be a wonderful year for you and your wonderful family and friends.

Thank you! I hope the best for everyone too this year.

Update: About to wind down with work for the day, then dinner while Lana fills me in on the latest episode of the Crown and I give her my latest theory on the "fog" that's been blanketing the globe, bath time for the baby, then Lana, then myself, take the dog out for a walk, waiting until the baby falls asleep and the love making, only to start again tomorrow.

I had over 20 varieties of tomato growing a few summers ago. Love growing them.

If you’re short of space, you want to regularly prune them, which I’m sure you’re already doing. Cut the top once you’re happy with the height, so to grows bushier, but then also keep on top of pruning the branches to keep it in a small space. By stopping the growth of the stems etc. the energy can then go into producing more fruit and give you a bigger yield.

Potatoes are a good one to grow with limited space. Just get a bin, fill with soil and put your potato tubers in it. Very low maintenance as well.

Chilis and peppers are another good one - quite small plants, so great on a windowsill.

If you can get a strawberry patch going, they will multiply and produce good fruit for around four years. Beware though, insects and snails love them!

Loads of good kits online for growing things in colder weather. I’m hoping to make an outdoor heated pollytunnel this summer, ready for the winter.

Sorry, just realised this isn’t a gardening forum

Hope all is well and Lana has come on by now!

[Bart77]

It is kinda relevant, Luigical - we’re all waiting along with W to see if a seed’s been planted….

[Luigical1931]

It is kinda relevant, Luigical - we’re all waiting along with W to see if a seed’s been planted….

Seeds can often be quite hard to fertilise and need the right conditions.

However, if you get the conditions right and plant enough of them, they normally begin to sprout

[coastalkid]

I'm a gardener too.

[w770]

Hi everyone.

I just wanted to drop in and say that Lana got her period late last night. She was elated and we've been making love like crazy the last 24 hours. She also said she wants to swear off the lifestyle. Interesting bit, but something changed in her when she found out she want pregnant and I guess felt more at liberty to dirty talk about Tyler whereas before, she didn't want to bring him up. More on that later.

Also I'll be looking forward to catching up on the posts about gardening since it's been a mild obsession of mine lately.

Bye for now. Hope everyone is safe.

[Luigical1931]

Congratulations on her not being pregnant… what a bizarre sentence to write!

Looking forward to hearing about the dirty talk (and the gardening of course).

[coastalkid]

I'm glad for you both!

[sandy691196]

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[sandy691196]

She said she wants to swear off the LS and then got into the dirty talk on Tyler?

So it was just a bed warming thing, now that the pressure is off of her mind?

Or was the swearing off the LS just a rhetorical thing?

[FLR_fan]

Time for Lana to plan a trip to Texas for the weekend after next!

[GuruTravelMonkey]

Unlikely as snow in August, but what would you have said if Lana were taken with the idea of having your second child sired by one of her taller, larger lovers? How would you feel, how would you respond? Or if she allowed you and them to sort of compete for it…see where the chips fell.

[w770]

Congratulations on her not being pregnant… what a bizarre sentence to write!

Looking forward to hearing about the dirty talk (and the gardening of course).

I'm glad for you both!

Thank you! It was a heavy weight that we had looming for what seemed to be a long time so I'm glad we're past that.

She said she wants to swear off the LS and then got into the dirty talk on Tyler?

So it was just a bed warming thing, now that the pressure is off of her mind?

Or was the swearing off the LS just a rhetorical thing?

Yeah it was strange. I think Lana is able to delineate the fantasy part of Tyler and the potential reality of being pregnant with his baby, and since it became clear that she wasn't pregnant, she felt more free to open up about the fantasy side of things, whereas before we got the news, it mainly scared her.

Time for Lana to plan a trip to Texas for the weekend after next!

Lol, well before I met her, I had to travel a lot for work and I once visited Austin and loved it, and we've talked about random places to visit, and Austin is near the top of the list, but everything becomes 100x more complicated when there's a baby involved. Of course it would be much easier to leave the baby at home with Lana's parents, but as she feels now, she doesn't want to spend a minute away from the baby.

Unlikely as snow in August, but what would you have said if Lana were taken with the idea of having your second child sired by one of her taller, larger lovers? How would you feel, how would you respond? Or if she allowed you and them to sort of compete for it…see where the chips fell.

Well like I mentioned earlier, there's a pretty clear line for Lana between fantasy and reality, especially when it comes to Tyler, and she's mentioned repeatedly that she only wants my babies, so although there is the kink of being pregnant by someone else, she is firm in her stance it only being fantasy.

Update: So Lana typically only bleeds for a few days when she's on her period, and so after that subsided, we've been making love a lot more lately, and the dirty talk has been rampant. Over the last few days, Lana has retold me about her night with Tyler in detail, some things new that she hadn't told me before such as how after he had subtly reached his hand up her leg while they were at dinner under the table and how she responded by squeezing his leg, which he moved her hand up slightly so she could feel his hard cock over his pants. After they parted ways at the end of dinner and he went back to his room with his brothers, she went back to our room, only to hear him knock on the door about 20 minutes later with a bottle of champagne. They drank a few glasses, with her telling him that she felt really guilty about the kiss they shared and him telling her that I would never find out, and that she was the sexiest woman he's seen in a long time. One thing led to another after their second glass of champagne and before she knew it, their lips were locked together as Tyler was undressing my cheating wife. She told me that he was moaning out in disbelief at just how incredible she was at giving blowjobs, and begged her to stop several times in fear of him cumming too early.

She told me that although Tyler had brought along condoms with him, he didn't bring any lube. So Lana took it upon herself to use the new bottle that we just bought earlier and massage Tyler's cock with it right before he slid his manhood into her married pussy in the missionary position. On multiple occasions, he would ask her "bigger than you're used to, honey?" and "does your husband make you cum as hard as me?" According to Lana, he kept having to slow down and even stop thrusting a few times as he was trying his best not to cum, but she let him know that they had all night. So upon hearing that, Tyler pounded Lana's pussy into submission like a jackhammer as hard as he could for the next few minutes before he filled the condom while on top of her as she screamed for him to cum for her, and collapsed onto Lana while they caught their breath together.

It's funny because Lana says that the conversations she has with guys like Adam and Tyler in between rounds were always the most telling. That's when she told Tyler that I never make her cum and how he told her that a beautiful woman like herself deserves that sort of pleasure whenever she wanted. She also mentioned that while they laid there and she played with his cock, Tyler was remarking on how he had never been with a married woman before, but after seeing her at the pool, he knew he just had to at least try. She thinks that he was trying his best to appear like a really good and wholesome guy to her, which was cute, but as Lana says, "it's all window dressing - because at the end of the day, men are men."

After it was clear that he was ready again, Lana gave him another blowjob right before sliding another condom on his hard cock, and then lubed him up as she straddled him and eased herself onto him, slowly at first, grinding back and forth until they found their rhythm before eventually bouncing up and down on him. She tells me that as she told him that she was close to cumming on his cock, he sat up and locked lips with her - telling her to "cum all over that cock, beautiful." After which, he took her from behind, and like a gentleman, asked her if he could spank her. Upon hearing that she loved being spanked, Tyler couldn't get enough and repeatedly smacked my cheating wife's ass, telling her how perfect her ass was. Eventually, he felt a bit more comfortable in the "dom" role as he perceived that she was receptive to it, and started telling her do certain things like "now bounce that perfect ass on my cock," and "tell me how good that cock feels..." "rub that pussy for me.." "Look at you, being my slut..." (this was said while they fucked in front of the full length mirror).

She tells me that after he finished again, they took a break with more champagne, while he chased her around the room naked, grabbing her from behind and kissing her neck, telling her that he's addicted to her. Eventually, when he was ready again, he bent her over the side of the bed and took her once again from behind, this time more adventurous than ever with his dirty talk, Tyler would repeatedly ask her "you like being a whore for me, huh?" and "it's been a while since you were fucked this good, huh?" After he was done giving her yet another orgasm, Lana told him that she really wanted to taste his cum, which led to him pounding her for a bit more before telling her to get on her knees as he peeled off the condom and stroked himself off over her mouth, with Lana swallowing his load.

Keep in mind that these details were all brought out over the course of a few days of love making as I haven't been able to last very long while she retold the story to me. She also went into more detail about the morning after, about how he took her with his bare cock, and how he stuck a finger up her ass, something I didn't know before. I'd go more into that but I have a meeting in about 10 min at work, so I should really get ready for that.

Hope everyone is well. Also feel free to drop any tips you might have on gardening and even crypto. We just picked some tomatoes the other day for dinner but I feel like the yield wasn't that great. I'm thinking about making some sort of housing wrap, if you will, over my setup and setting up a humidifier to introduce more hydration, but I'm scared of overhydrating the plants.

[cpmici+]

Did Tyler just put his finger in her ass or did he put his cock in afterwards, like Adam did?

[w770]

Did Tyler just put his finger in her ass or did he put his cock in afterwards, like Adam did?

It was just his finger. So far, it's just Adam that owns her ass.

[Luigical1931]

Love the update, looking forward to hearing about the rest. Especially interested in the anal parts (oral/fingering). With Adam she did anal for him, but wouldn’t necessarily say it was her favourite. I’m just wondering whether her opinion has changed slightly on it this time round?

What temperature is it currently where you guys live? Just wondering for the tomatoes! Good, well nourished soil is a must. What sort of space are you growing them in, just to get an idea of any advice I can possibly give (I’m no pro though, just a keen amateur!)

[eventfire]

XRP all day long

[MonaLisaOverdrive]

XRP all day long

I would like to add HBAR to this list.

I'm heavily invested into both and I think they will do very well over the next few months.

[Rogueuser1]

love it - thanks for another great update!

[Midnight Joker]

Great update, thank you. I'm glad the scare is over and hope she has learned her lesson about playing it safe no matter what. She may say she wants (again) to swear off the LS, but I doubt she'll stick to that.

[w770]

XRP all day long

XRP all day long

I would like to add HBAR to this list.

I'm heavily invested into both and I think they will do very well over the next few months.

XRP is in my port as it seems to be the wildcard in the sense that I have no idea of how it will perform this cycle, which is funny since it's a dinosaur, lol. I held HBAR for a bit but I needed to cover other narratives, so I plan on getting back into it after I make multiples from other plays like my AI and meme picks. Heavy in Sui right now as it's this cycle's Sol.

Love the update, looking forward to hearing about the rest. Especially interested in the anal parts (oral/fingering). With Adam she did anal for him, but wouldn’t necessarily say it was her favourite. I’m just wondering whether her opinion has changed slightly on it this time round?

What temperature is it currently where you guys live? Just wondering for the tomatoes! Good, well nourished soil is a must. What sort of space are you growing them in, just to get an idea of any advice I can possibly give (I’m no pro though, just a keen amateur!)

I'll get more into the anal stuff in my update, but in regards to the temp here, it's FREEZING lately, and on top of that, it's windy being next to the ocean, so it's been tough lately walking the dog as he's just a little guy and a bit of a homebody. So because of the limited space, I've been relegated to growing the tomatoes in my hydroponic system called the Gardyn, which is a series of 3 vertical pvc pipes that can hold 30 plants in them. It's not bad, but you're really limited in terms of yield, which is why I'm looking at potting up, but that's going to be in vain if the weather stays this way for a while. Oh well.

love it - thanks for another great update!

Great update, thank you. I'm glad the scare is over and hope she has learned her lesson about playing it safe no matter what. She may say she wants (again) to swear off the LS, but I doubt she'll stick to that.

I have my doubts as well, especially with the looming bachelorette party later this year, but she seems pretty convicted in that Tyler was the last time she has this sort of fun.

Update: So during our lovemaking last night, Lana went into the details of the morning with Tyler. They spooned naked all night, and she tells me that she awoke to Tyler gently squeezing one of her breasts and an obvious soft thrusting of his cock in between her legs. He kissed her shoulder and said, "Good morning, beautiful..." She told me that they actually slept with the balcony door open so she could actually hear the other hotel guests making noises. As he kept thrusting his bare cock between her legs and teasing her pussy, Lana never told him to get a condom, but rather moaned softly, telling him that she needs to be careful. Insistent still, Tyler kept his thrusting motions going, telling Lana how badly he wanted her. I asked her if she thought about the risk at this point and how I might react, and she confessed that although it did cross her mind, she couldn't resist, and when it became too much, she lifted her leg and guided Tyler's bare cock into her married pussy - both of them letting out a synchronized moan for each other at how amazing it felt to have each other raw.

Tyler took her in this position for the entire time, holding Lana's leg up while telling her how incredible her pussy felt. It was at this point that Tyler started to tease her asshole with his finger. As I've mentioned before, anal was never really Lana's kink, and it was only the fact that Adam wanted it so badly that she allowed it, and eventually enjoyed it purely out of seeing how enthusiastic he was to "own" her ass. "Is that okay, gorgeous?" "yeah but go slow..." As he eventually worked his entire finger into her ass, Lana's breathing increased in pace, and she told me that she actually enjoyed the feeling. At some point, Lana reached down and started rubbing her clit, basically screaming, "you're going to make me cum, Tyler!" After her orgasm subsided, Tyler took his finger out of her ass and mentioned that he was close, which prompted Lana to reach down and massage his balls. "Oh fuck, Lana..... Fuck.... I'm going to cum...." That's when she told him that she wanted him to cum for her - which she still confesses that she was unclear as to necessarily where she wanted him to cum. As he grunted and moaned, Lana realized what was happening - and in the moment, she confessed to me that it turned her on. However, after the intensity and passion of the moment passed, the guilt of what just happened hit her like a ton of bricks and she tried to keep from crying.

The next hour or so was spent cleaning up a bit, ordering room service, and talking. Over breakfast and mimosas on the balcony, Lana confessed how she was feeling guilty about everything. She said that Tyler was actually very comforting to her in that moment, holding her and telling her that everything was going to be okay, that I won't ever find out and even if she was pregnant, that it could be their little secret. They eventually started talking about the night before and how it was the best sex both of them have had in a long time, how much he wanted her to visit him in Texas, how many times he made her cum, etc. It ultimately led to Tyler moving his chair next to hers, caressing her leg, telling her how badly he wanted one more time with her, and kissed her on the neck, which is Lana's weakness.

Picking her up and taking her back to the bed, Lana assumed that Tyler would take her from behind again as it was his favorite position, but instead, laid her down onto her back, grabbed the now half empty bottle of lube and worked his bare cock into her pussy. This was entirely different from all of the other times they fucked, as Tyler spent most of the time either kissing Lana on the lips or her neck. Even as she begged him to fuck her harder, Tyler refused, telling her, "No beautiful, I'm making love to you....." It was a different sort of dominance that he displayed, not from the obvious pounding of her pussy, but his refusal to do what she begged him to do, and instead take her in the way that he was. "Is this how your husband does it?" "yeah..." "Does it feel better with me?" "it feels so much better...." That encouragement seemed to cause him to thrust in noticeably deeper as he repeatedly asked her how much better it felt compared to me. It wasn't until she screamed that he was about to make her cum, that Tyler asked her "you want me to cum inside you, beautiful?" He repeated himself, and giving into the moment, Lana screamed how badly she wanted him to cum inside of her. Now this was a little different from what she told me that morning after Tyler had left, which she suggested that it was all an accident and misunderstanding, but what's done is done, and I fully accept the fact that she actually wanted Tyler, in that moment to put a baby inside of her. She then told me that as he was grunting, she reached down and grabbed his ass, pulling him closer as he squeezed every drop of his cum into her married pussy as possible.

Afterwards, Lana tells me that Tyler stayed on top of her, propping himself up with his arms, telling her how absolutely gorgeous she was as his bare cock was still inside of her. Eventually, as he pulled out, he spent a moment just staring at Lana's pussy full of his cum. He smiled, moved up towards her to plant another kiss onto her lips and said, "our little secret."

Like before, after the moment passed, the wave of guilt set in, and all Lana could think about was calling me to tell me to come back to the hotel.

I asked Lana if after the heat of the moment was over, how much she actually wished that she was pregnant with Tyler's baby. She took some time to answer, and after some contemplation, Lana confessed that there may have been a part of her that would find it hot if Tyler had gotten her pregnant, but she understands that a lot of that feeling may be the blur between fantasy and reality, and that ultimately, she is glad that she's not pregnant.

We made love again this morning, where she retold me the details. I feel like it may quite possibly be the end of our participation in the lifestyle, but I'm also aware at how wrong all of my predictions have been when it comes to this sort of stuff, so I will leave it at that.

Hope everyone is well. I should try and get some work done as it won't be long until the baby is up.

[sandy691196]

Update: So during our lovemaking last night, Lana went into the details of the morning with Tyler. They spooned naked all night, and she tells me that she awoke to Tyler gently squeezing one of her breasts and an obvious soft thrusting of his cock in between her legs. He kissed her shoulder and said, "Good morning, beautiful..." She told me that they actually slept with the balcony door open so she could actually hear the other hotel guests making noises. As he kept thrusting his bare cock between her legs and teasing her pussy, Lana never told him to get a condom, but rather moaned softly, telling him that she needs to be careful. Insistent still, Tyler kept his thrusting motions going, telling Lana how badly he wanted her. I asked her if she thought about the risk at this point and how I might react, and she confessed that although it did cross her mind, she couldn't resist, and when it became too much, she lifted her leg and guided Tyler's bare cock into her married pussy - both of them letting out a synchronized moan for each other at how amazing it felt to have each other raw.

Tyler took her in this position for the entire time, holding Lana's leg up while telling her how incredible her pussy felt. It was at this point that Tyler started to tease her asshole with his finger. As I've mentioned before, anal was never really Lana's kink, and it was only the fact that Adam wanted it so badly that she allowed it, and eventually enjoyed it purely out of seeing how enthusiastic he was to "own" her ass. "Is that okay, gorgeous?" "yeah but go slow..." As he eventually worked his entire finger into her ass, Lana's breathing increased in pace, and she told me that she actually enjoyed the feeling. At some point, Lana reached down and started rubbing her clit, basically screaming, "you're going to make me cum, Tyler!" After her orgasm subsided, Tyler took his finger out of her ass and mentioned that he was close, which prompted Lana to reach down and massage his balls. "Oh fuck, Lana..... Fuck.... I'm going to cum...." That's when she told him that she wanted him to cum for her - which she still confesses that she was unclear as to necessarily where she wanted him to cum. As he grunted and moaned, Lana realized what was happening - and in the moment, she confessed to me that it turned her on. However, after the intensity and passion of the moment passed, the guilt of what just happened hit her like a ton of bricks and she tried to keep from crying.

The next hour or so was spent cleaning up a bit, ordering room service, and talking. Over breakfast and mimosas on the balcony, Lana confessed how she was feeling guilty about everything. She said that Tyler was actually very comforting to her in that moment, holding her and telling her that everything was going to be okay, that I won't ever find out and even if she was pregnant, that it could be their little secret. They eventually started talking about the night before and how it was the best sex both of them have had in a long time, how much he wanted her to visit him in Texas, how many times he made her cum, etc. It ultimately led to Tyler moving his chair next to hers, caressing her leg, telling her how badly he wanted one more time with her, and kissed her on the neck, which is Lana's weakness.

Picking her up and taking her back to the bed, Lana assumed that Tyler would take her from behind again as it was his favorite position, but instead, laid her down onto her back, grabbed the now half empty bottle of lube and worked his bare cock into her pussy. This was entirely different from all of the other times they fucked, as Tyler spent most of the time either kissing Lana on the lips or her neck. Even as she begged him to fuck her harder, Tyler refused, telling her, "No beautiful, I'm making love to you....." It was a different sort of dominance that he displayed, not from the obvious pounding of her pussy, but his refusal to do what she begged him to do, and instead take her in the way that he was. "Is this how your husband does it?" "yeah..." "Does it feel better with me?" "it feels so much better...." That encouragement seemed to cause him to thrust in noticeably deeper as he repeatedly asked her how much better it felt compared to me. It wasn't until she screamed that he was about to make her cum, that Tyler asked her "you want me to cum inside you, beautiful?" He repeated himself, and giving into the moment, Lana screamed how badly she wanted him to cum inside of her. Now this was a little different from what she told me that morning after Tyler had left, which she suggested that it was all an accident and misunderstanding, but what's done is done, and I fully accept the fact that she actually wanted Tyler, in that moment to put a baby inside of her. She then told me that as he was grunting, she reached down and grabbed his ass, pulling him closer as he squeezed every drop of his cum into her married pussy as possible.

Afterwards, Lana tells me that Tyler stayed on top of her, propping himself up with his arms, telling her how absolutely gorgeous she was as his bare cock was still inside of her. Eventually, as he pulled out, he spent a moment just staring at Lana's pussy full of his cum. He smiled, moved up towards her to plant another kiss onto her lips and said, "our little secret."

Like before, after the moment passed, the wave of guilt set in, and all Lana could think about was calling me to tell me to come back to the hotel.

I asked Lana if after the heat of the moment was over, how much she actually wished that she was pregnant with Tyler's baby. She took some time to answer, and after some contemplation, Lana confessed that there may have been a part of her that would find it hot if Tyler had gotten her pregnant, but she understands that a lot of that feeling may be the blur between fantasy and reality, and that ultimately, she is glad that she's not pregnant.

We made love again this morning, where she retold me the details. I feel like it may quite possibly be the end of our participation in the lifestyle, but I'm also aware at how wrong all of my predictions have been when it comes to this sort of stuff, so I will leave it at that.

Hope everyone is well. I should try and get some work done as it won't be long until the baby is up.

W770..

I have said my piece before on this subject. I will keep this short.

Lana has demonstrated that she gives different versions of the same events to different people (your gay friends for instance) and at different times, depending on the demands of the situation.

What if her entire attitude and version of events is a put on act? It is nobody's case that a mature woman like her fell in love with a stranger for 2 days of glorious sex.

But she was smitten and gave herself to him completely for those 2 days. She admits that she wanted to get pregnant with him during the binge. Wake up sex - she massages the balls of a guy who screams that he is about to cum, while he is thrusting in her pussy.

Then she claims that she wasn't sure where he would ultimately cum? I mean really W770!?

Then later she actually implores him to cum in her pussy after he assures her that this is going to be "our secret"!
2 times in a row and she wasn't drunk.

So she wanted his baby.. period!

Her "guilt" was more about her anxiety about how she will manage you.. perhaps? The practical part of the whole thing. But that didn't come in the way of her emotional motivations of repeatedly trying to get him to give her a baby.

I suggest that she put on a guilt and remorse act when she called you back urgently. She needed to manage your emotions and responses in case she conceived.

She couldn't very well welcome you with a big grin and a full pussy and glowingly give you the great news! Cuck fantasy or not, she couldn't rely on your being that far gone!

We don't know if she took that pill in the loo.

Later she welcomed you to cum in her bareback night after night to cover up the issue of fatherhood and create confusion?

All the tense act and swearing off LS act and not in touch with Tyler act? To create that acceptance in you of an "accidental" pregnancy? She is terribly guilty and remorseful and'll but now that a baby is there in me let's bring it up lovingly?

Once the negative results came she was relieved of the tension of having to put up that contrived act on a daily basis.. hence she mellowed down. And let out a bit more to tease your cuck side? She knows you too well afterall and can play you like a keyboard?

I don't know her first hand. It's for you to put the picture together.

But like you yourself said her next time can be that Bachelorette bash. If not before. She knows you too well. She will make you suggest that she resumes playing! And she will do it to please you and then get "carried away" again.

She noted that you didn't freak out this time.. So maybe next time it can get real? It's you who will ask her to resume afterall! So no foul on her part!

[w770]

Update: So during our lovemaking last night, Lana went into the details of the morning with Tyler. They spooned naked all night, and she tells me that she awoke to Tyler gently squeezing one of her breasts and an obvious soft thrusting of his cock in between her legs. He kissed her shoulder and said, "Good morning, beautiful..." She told me that they actually slept with the balcony door open so she could actually hear the other hotel guests making noises. As he kept thrusting his bare cock between her legs and teasing her pussy, Lana never told him to get a condom, but rather moaned softly, telling him that she needs to be careful. Insistent still, Tyler kept his thrusting motions going, telling Lana how badly he wanted her. I asked her if she thought about the risk at this point and how I might react, and she confessed that although it did cross her mind, she couldn't resist, and when it became too much, she lifted her leg and guided Tyler's bare cock into her married pussy - both of them letting out a synchronized moan for each other at how amazing it felt to have each other raw.

Tyler took her in this position for the entire time, holding Lana's leg up while telling her how incredible her pussy felt. It was at this point that Tyler started to tease her asshole with his finger. As I've mentioned before, anal was never really Lana's kink, and it was only the fact that Adam wanted it so badly that she allowed it, and eventually enjoyed it purely out of seeing how enthusiastic he was to "own" her ass. "Is that okay, gorgeous?" "yeah but go slow..." As he eventually worked his entire finger into her ass, Lana's breathing increased in pace, and she told me that she actually enjoyed the feeling. At some point, Lana reached down and started rubbing her clit, basically screaming, "you're going to make me cum, Tyler!" After her orgasm subsided, Tyler took his finger out of her ass and mentioned that he was close, which prompted Lana to reach down and massage his balls. "Oh fuck, Lana..... Fuck.... I'm going to cum...." That's when she told him that she wanted him to cum for her - which she still confesses that she was unclear as to necessarily where she wanted him to cum. As he grunted and moaned, Lana realized what was happening - and in the moment, she confessed to me that it turned her on. However, after the intensity and passion of the moment passed, the guilt of what just happened hit her like a ton of bricks and she tried to keep from crying.

The next hour or so was spent cleaning up a bit, ordering room service, and talking. Over breakfast and mimosas on the balcony, Lana confessed how she was feeling guilty about everything. She said that Tyler was actually very comforting to her in that moment, holding her and telling her that everything was going to be okay, that I won't ever find out and even if she was pregnant, that it could be their little secret. They eventually started talking about the night before and how it was the best sex both of them have had in a long time, how much he wanted her to visit him in Texas, how many times he made her cum, etc. It ultimately led to Tyler moving his chair next to hers, caressing her leg, telling her how badly he wanted one more time with her, and kissed her on the neck, which is Lana's weakness.

Picking her up and taking her back to the bed, Lana assumed that Tyler would take her from behind again as it was his favorite position, but instead, laid her down onto her back, grabbed the now half empty bottle of lube and worked his bare cock into her pussy. This was entirely different from all of the other times they fucked, as Tyler spent most of the time either kissing Lana on the lips or her neck. Even as she begged him to fuck her harder, Tyler refused, telling her, "No beautiful, I'm making love to you....." It was a different sort of dominance that he displayed, not from the obvious pounding of her pussy, but his refusal to do what she begged him to do, and instead take her in the way that he was. "Is this how your husband does it?" "yeah..." "Does it feel better with me?" "it feels so much better...." That encouragement seemed to cause him to thrust in noticeably deeper as he repeatedly asked her how much better it felt compared to me. It wasn't until she screamed that he was about to make her cum, that Tyler asked her "you want me to cum inside you, beautiful?" He repeated himself, and giving into the moment, Lana screamed how badly she wanted him to cum inside of her. Now this was a little different from what she told me that morning after Tyler had left, which she suggested that it was all an accident and misunderstanding, but what's done is done, and I fully accept the fact that she actually wanted Tyler, in that moment to put a baby inside of her. She then told me that as he was grunting, she reached down and grabbed his ass, pulling him closer as he squeezed every drop of his cum into her married pussy as possible.

Afterwards, Lana tells me that Tyler stayed on top of her, propping himself up with his arms, telling her how absolutely gorgeous she was as his bare cock was still inside of her. Eventually, as he pulled out, he spent a moment just staring at Lana's pussy full of his cum. He smiled, moved up towards her to plant another kiss onto her lips and said, "our little secret."

Like before, after the moment passed, the wave of guilt set in, and all Lana could think about was calling me to tell me to come back to the hotel.

I asked Lana if after the heat of the moment was over, how much she actually wished that she was pregnant with Tyler's baby. She took some time to answer, and after some contemplation, Lana confessed that there may have been a part of her that would find it hot if Tyler had gotten her pregnant, but she understands that a lot of that feeling may be the blur between fantasy and reality, and that ultimately, she is glad that she's not pregnant.

We made love again this morning, where she retold me the details. I feel like it may quite possibly be the end of our participation in the lifestyle, but I'm also aware at how wrong all of my predictions have been when it comes to this sort of stuff, so I will leave it at that.

Hope everyone is well. I should try and get some work done as it won't be long until the baby is up.

W770..

I have said my piece before on this subject. I will keep this short.

Lana has demonstrated that she gives different versions of the same events to different people (your gay friends for instance) and at different times, depending on the demands of the situation.

What if her entire attitude and version of events is a put on act? It is nobody's case that a mature woman like her fell in love with a stranger for 2 days of glorious sex.

But she was smitten and gave herself to him completely for those 2 days. She admits that she wanted to get pregnant with him during the binge. Wake up sex - she massages the balls of a guy who screams that he is about to cum, while he is thrusting in her pussy.

Then she claims that she wasn't sure where he would ultimately cum? I mean really W770!?

Then later she actually implores him to cum in her pussy after he assures her that this is going to be "our secret"!
2 times in a row and she wasn't drunk.

So she wanted his baby.. period!

Her "guilt" was more about her anxiety about how she will manage you.. perhaps? The practical part of the whole thing. But that didn't come in the way of her emotional motivations of repeatedly trying to get him to give her a baby.

I suggest that she put on a guilt and remorse act when she called you back urgently. She needed to manage your emotions and responses in case she conceived.

She couldn't very well welcome you with a big grin and a full pussy and glowingly give you the great news! Cuck fantasy or not, she couldn't rely on your being that far gone!

We don't know if she took that pill in the loo.

Later she welcomed you to cum in her bareback night after night to cover up the issue of fatherhood and create confusion?

All the tense act and swearing off LS act and not in touch with Tyler act? To create that acceptance in you of an "accidental" pregnancy? She is terribly guilty and remorseful and'll but now that a baby is there in me let's bring it up lovingly?

Once the negative results came she was relieved of the tension of having to put up that contrived act on a daily basis.. hence she mellowed down. And let out a bit more to tease your cuck side? She knows you too well afterall and can play you like a keyboard?

I don't know her first hand. It's for you to put the picture together.

But like you yourself said her next time can be that Bachelorette bash. If not before. She knows you too well. She will make you suggest that she resumes playing! And she will do it to please you and then get "carried away" again.

She noted that you didn't freak out this time.. So maybe next time it can get real? It's you who will ask her to resume afterall! So no foul on her part!

Your comments are valid and I can absolutely see how you might think so. And perhaps you're right in a lot of the sentiments with Lana being intentionally misleading, and not entirely forthright at times. I get it, however, I've decided to take her at her word and believe her when she tells me that those decisions she makes in the heat of the moment are those of someone almost completely different than the person who she is normally. I know it sounds entirely naive, but I suppose it's my way of choosing the reality I'm living in, because in 99% of our day in and day out, she is the person I know and someone who makes only calculated and well thought out and reasoned decisions, and that remaining 1% is that side of her that makes decisions while she's in the moment, namely when she's getting fucked by another man. So whether or not she actually wanted Tyler to put a baby in her in the moment, the Lana that I know is the Lana I've always known, with the temporary lapses in judgment.

I forgot to mention in my post earlier that Lana plans to message Tyler back today. He has sent her a number of messages since we've been back home from vacation, but she's mainly kept the communication down to a minimum as the potential pregnancy was weighing on her. But now that that weight has been lifted, I suppose she feels more at liberty to indulge that flirty side. And the fact that there seems to be little to no chance that she'll be going to Texas or him to the east coast, it can remain nothing more than just a fun thing rather than a real possibility of meeting up again. She also admitted to me that the sex she had with him was probably the most fun she's ever had in bed with another man and he was great at keeping it very "playful." I asked her to expand on this and she explained it by telling me how they would stop and laugh multiple times, and do certain things such as carrying her in his arms and literally tossing her high up in in the air onto the bed before jumping onto the bed himself. He was generally very silly at times which she never really experienced with Shawn or Adam, who were much more into the role of dominating her and being very alpha and stereotypically macho. Other random things too such as when they were both brushing their teeth, they were both standing naked in front of the mirror, he would swing his cock around and smack her with it, all the while making silly sounds.

If Tyler really was the last for our time in this lifestyle, I'm glad Lana was able to experience what seems to be a full range of men.

[Bart77]

This is pure speculation - or maybe not, given Adam’s past reactions and behavior - but if Tyler had actually impregnated Lana and Adam found out, do you think with his massive ego he would feel almost…entitled (?) to have the opportunity to knock Lana up the next time?