Letters to my husband: Stella and Richard

[MustBeDenied2]

I wonder why Stella didn’t think this type of control over Richard was possible. Perhaps a letter to her dear friend explaining things would help us understand.

MBD

[aaardvarky]

MBD - that is a good question, and here is one possible explanation, especially for you.

First, although Stella initially handled Richard as a sub with seemingly remarkable competence, I get the impression that Stella had no or little previous experience as a dominatrix. Her strengths were her ambition and enterprise. Whilst she must have known of Richard's capacity for denial I am not convinced that she had explored it to any degree before she dated Alex. In a way, her relationship with Alex (whenever it started) brought an awakening for Stella.

Richard's response to Stella's sexual ambition increased her desire to dominate him. I sense that she derived pleasure equally from Richard's compersion and denial, as from her sexual excesses with Alex. But as you will recall, there came a time when Richard was seeking to be an active player, and this no doubt doomed him, for by this stage Stella was addicted to the pleasure that radiated from her domination of him. In short, Richard was not capable of meeting Stella's needs as they developed.

Having tasted the pleasure of dominating, Stella seems to have sought a more submissive victim for more extreme management. Clearly, alpha Alex was never equipped to fulfil that role, so a more compliant player had to be located. Having seized control over Alex's home and the partnership, what better than a young, inexperienced impressionable employee?

I suppose now, the only question is how extreme will Stella's demands on Daniel become, and will Daniel succumb or kick back?

[aaardvarky]

Letter 20 to Daniel
Dear Daniel,
I knew you would be the ideal choice as student, housemate and adventurous collaborator. Do I sense that you enjoy being trained as much as I enjoy teaching and controlling you? Perhaps next time we should step it up a little, or maybe a lot? Come to my room on Friday night at the usual time. In the meantime you can practice what I taught you, but you mustn’t climax, for that is to be saved for when I am present to allow it.

[aaardvarky]

Reply to letter 20 - from Daniel
Dear Stella,
I see you have changed my shift at work so that I am home earlier on Friday. What had you in mind for me to do? Is there any way I should be preparing for Friday night?

[aaardvarky]

Letter 21 to Daniel
Dear Daniel,
Make your usual Friday visit to Abercrombies. I have told Leticia the assistant you will be coming. When you return to Frankland House I will email further instructions. I want you to follow them implicitly and not to question them. Message me when you have done what I ask. I shall return around 8pm.

[aaardvarky]

Reply to letter 21 - from Daniel
Dear Stella,
It was really embarrassing when I went to Abercrombies. The sales assistant Leticia clearly knew I was coming, what I was to collect and looked at me in an animated way teasingly saying, ‘Ms Stella’s order is here Daniel. It looks as if you are in for quite a different treat whether you expect it or not!’, and of course I blushed to the roots of my hair again. I followed the instructions you sent me later after I returned to Frankland House, although I couldn’t understand why you instructed me to shave my legs, bearing in mind that they are almost hairless anyway. It was only when I opened the parcel and read your next message that your intention for me became clear - and now I understand why you instructed me as you did before our Vampire Club visit. What am I to do now?

[subtoall]

For the sake of a living a long life, I sure hope Richard quickly gets in touch with his masochistic side.

[aaardvarky]

Letter 22 to Daniel
Dear Daniel,
I am delighted that you follow my instructions without questioning. Did you manage everything ok? Did you add the silicone inserts and remember precisely how to fasten the brassiere? How about the suspender belt and stockings? Were they sexy enough for you? Do you like the style of the dress and lacy underskirts I chose? Have you looked in the mirror yet? What do you think? Tell me how you look. I realise that this is not what you would have expected, but I am keen to gauge your capacity for compliance as well as to see how you handle your new female identity for an evening. Relax and think of it as part of your work experience with me.

[aaardvarky]

Reply to letter 22 - from Daniel
Dear Stella,
Although initially I panicked when reading your message, as instructed I followed your directions implicitly, stripping off, taking a bath, shaving my legs (wow that was different) and eventually opening the parcel from Abercrombies as directed. At first I was confused seeing the contents and mortified that Leticia the shop assistant would know that I had been there to collect lingerie that was different from your usual size. Then I read the instructions.The realisation of what you intended for me landed like a bombshell. At first I felt guiltily conflicted and disempowered but dressed as instructed. Gradually I found that the fact of being compelled to do this by you created an exciting erotic tension and I held my breath with anticipation. When I had fastened the last stocking, slid on the underskirts, put on the high heels, smoothed down the dress over the suspender buttons and looked in the mirror I was shocked by a reflection that was totally and convincingly feminised. I could not believe that I was the woman who returned my gaze.

[aaardvarky]

Letter 23 to Daniel
Dear Daniel,
What a cooperative, and descriptive young man you are! Or should I now say, young woman?
I have some further instructions for you.
On my dressing table I have left a selection of makeup. You will recall watching me before our last trip to Vampire? Just follow the same procedure. Not too much mascara. A little lipstick. A little spray of perfume and tie your hair back with the ribbon I have left for you. I will be with you shortly to inspect the finished result and see how you are coping with a new identity. Oh, and I think we should give you a new name. Have you any preferences? When I asked Leticia at Abercrombies to suggest a name that would suit you she suggested Molly.

[aaardvarky]

Reply to letter 23 - from Daniel
Dear Stella,
I am beside myself with sexual conflict. When returning from Abercrombies believing the shopping was for you, then reading your instructions I felt dismayed that you were seeking to take away my manhood. The idea of cross-dressing was unexpected and utterly bewildering. But being aware of my position here and at work I thought it wise simply to comply. It was only then, anticipating the prospect of feminisation, that I experienced the responses that subsequently drove me on, becoming fascinated, enthralled and excited with what lay ahead. I have to keep calming myself to avoid my cock slipping and escaping from the very brief panties you instructed me to wear. What are you intending for me when you return? How long am I to remain as Molly? I was so embarrassed to discover that Leticia knew your design for me and that I would be humiliated should any of my contemporaries at work find out that I had been dressed up as a girl. You won’t breathe a word to anyone else, will you?

[FFDriver]

Aaardvarky, I'm assuming a few things: Daniel is a virgin, and Stella's the first woman he's ever been close to, sexually. It's apparent he doesn't know what to do, thus he's taken the submissive stance and let her guide him. As we know, Stella's very experienced and sees him as a living, breathing "Ken doll," that she can play with, and her imagination is unlimited.

She will see to it he remains a virgin, possibly for life. At the same time, it's been a while now since she's had sex, and while her imagination has run wild, she's feeling the need for something, long, thick, hard, and enduring... none of which Daniel can provide.

She will soon take a series of 'compromising' photographs of him and threaten to expose him unless he continues to comply. That, along with the sexual atmosphere he's in will cause him to agree with any/all of her demands. He will soon find himself in some form of chastity that compresses his penis and testicles inside him, leaving him smooth and bare. She will chemically castrate him before long so he can neither get an erection nor orgasm, although his need for it will continue unabated. Next, she'll start feeding him massive doses of female hormones to grow his breasts and further emasculate him. She'll start using a strap-on on him, and force him to wear one to use on her, while he remains caged. That will lead to his first spanking, and who knows where that'll lead, other than his becoming her toilet for golden showers?

Next, she'll give him date-rape drugs, and invite her friends (male and female) to take out all of their sexual fantasies on him. Interesting twist in the story, now where will it lead?

[aaardvarky]

FFDriver - thank goodness you are here. I thought all my readers had deserted me! As you know, I am all about instant gratification, and that includes receiving comments and messages. Like something else we might think about, I can't have enough of them.

Stella's outstanding characteristic is that she is driven to dominate. Whilst retaining recognised female desires - to be admired, worshiped, wanted and loved - she has an overarching fixation with control. It is a desire to manipulate and control that designs and determines all of her relationships and interactions with men and with women. Some might regard it manifest as cruelty, but I prefer to see it as an intense pleasure-seeking dopamine obsession. Like all addictions, however, it is insatiable, which presumably leads to more extreme desires and actions?

It is very clear that she is intent on managing and manipulating Daniel, his emasculation and feminisation. I sense that she finds her control of this thrilling, enhanced by Daniel's discomfort. I wonder what would happen if he was either to kick back, or fully assimilate his femininity? Is it Daniel's discomfort that determines Stella's pleasure? If it is, and should Daniel fully assimilate his identity as Molly, what other challenges are available to Stella other than those you propose?

[aaardvarky]

Letter 24 to Daniel
Dear Daniel,
I shall be with you shortly. I have a solution in mind for your erection problem, for we cannot have you ‘slipping out’ as you put it. Leticia has suggested that I bind you. I am thinking that a small spandex girdle might be an effective measure. One of mine may fit you. Don’t worry, it is not as bad as it sounds. It will simply avoid the inevitability of you escaping your new underwear should you have an erection and will help to feminise you further. Think of it as an opportunity to experience something of what it is truly like to be a woman - an experiment, so to speak - one which I gather, you are starting to enjoy?.

The truth is, Daniel, that I want to dominate you and your feelings of discomfort inflame this desire. It is as exciting for me as I believe it will become for you. Think of it as a way to reciprocate, to please and satisfy me, and I shall ensure I make it worthwhile. I won’t say more now, for I am rather enjoying the prospect of you being anxious pending my return.

[FFDriver]

"The truth is, Daniel, that I want to dominate you and your feelings of discomfort inflame this desire. It is as exciting for me as I believe it will become for you. Think of it as a way to reciprocate, to please and satisfy me, and I shall ensure I make it worthwhile."

Great followup!!

She's let the cat out of the bag, and while Daniel (Molly) becomes nervous and apprehensive, he's also discovering his erotic love and desire of being both controlled, and feminized. The more he fears, the more he loves it, and the deeper he slips into it, the more he wants Stella to go ever deeper.

While I'm here, I go silent at times while I await your next move. You've become a maestro of the cliffhanger with this story....

[aaardvarky]

Letter 25 to Daniel
Dear Daniel,
I was disappointed to hear that you were unable to control yourself, got over-excited and ejaculated before I returned, especially given the techniques I have taught you to delay and control this. What on earth were you thinking? The whole intention of this evening was for you to experience a state of frustration, anticipation and sexual anxiety pending my return, when I had hoped to take you to the next level before allowing you to come. I do hope you have not ruined the dress Leticia chose for you.

I shall not ask you to leave, but I do feel some correction is required to cure your ejaculation problem. To familiarise you with your new persona and to avoid self-relief you are to work from home next week as Molly. On Monday you will go to Abercrombies to collect your new wardrobe from Leticia. Oh, and you are to go there as Molly. I have instructed Leticia to check your measurements. I suspect she may tease you as she has a propensity to exploit vulnerability and she enjoys humiliation. I have ensured she won’t say anything to R-T Partnership colleagues, so your secret should be safe between the three of us for the time being. Of course there is an alternative, but I sense you will prefer it this way.

[aaardvarky]

Reply to letter 25 - from Daniel
Dear Stella,
I have done exactly as you instructed. I find myself strangely fascinated by my new Molly persona. I had never considered that there was a feminine side to my character, but there has been something hugely erotically charged about being made to assimilate a female identity. Being stripped of masculinity has been confusing and humiliating, but I am finding that being Molly is erotically empowering. This combination remains thrilling, as also is the fact that you manage and require it.

Leticia responded as expected, teasing me unmercifully, calling me her ‘new girlfriend Molly’. Armed with a tape measure she led me into a changing cubicle, measuring my new bust, waist, hips and legs, allowing her fingers to slip over and pat my girdle-bound cock, saying, ‘That’s one thing we don’t need to bother with or measure, isn’t it Molly?’ She also asked me how earlier I had managed to pee. I admitted that I really hadn’t considered this yet, making me feel further humiliation and embarrassment. She certainly knew the buttons to press.

My previous visits to Abercrombies have been fast and furious, collecting your packages and returning home on the bus. This time Leticia insisted that I should accompany her leisurely around the lingerie department to make my own selection in line with the list of instructions you had sent her. I felt hugely embarrassed, almost dizzy, particularly when she held her choices of skirts, dresses and underwear against me to assess how they would look. I could tell she enjoyed my discomfort.

[aaardvarky]

Letter 26 to Daniel
Dear Daniel,
It is what I expected of Leticia and I am delighted that she has given you your first test. She is quite a dominatrix in her own special way but complains that there are few men who are susceptible to extreme domination and who accept their subservience. In her message following your departure she said that she considers you have the potential to be eminently trainable, which is nice, isn’t it? Shall I invite her to join us on our next outing, for I am sure she could make a contribution to your identity as Molly?

[boobman987]

FFDriver - thank goodness you are here. I thought all my readers had deserted me!
. . .

Thanks for your concern about your readers Aardvarky. This story’s twist is outside my sphere of knowledge or competence. I’m still following.

[aaardvarky]

boobman987 - it is my little band of readers, of which you are a key member, that keeps me writing. The story is clearly within your knowledge and competence, its just that the writer is a little contrary! Your contributions have been significant in several ways, including adding a couple of inches to Stella's bust, which you would appreciate should you have cause to rest your face between her breasts.

[FFDriver]

I suspect Daniel/Molly has had his/her last orgasm for some time now. It's going to be so 'tucked away,' he might not even see it for some time. When it does 'surface for air,' Molly will likely be restrained and blindfolded, so he still won't see it, and anything that he produces (ruined orgasm?), he will end up eating. Who knows, Stella might have a catheter for him. Something with a valve on the end he opens when he sits down to pee and empty his bladder, while his penis and balls remain tucked away and inside that reinforced girdle.

I suspect Molly will soon wear a buttplug 24/7... maybe even with a remote shock device. As for the girdle, I think Molly should have something that laces up, as well as a lace-up corset. Stella needs to flatten Molly's hips, tummy, and start cinching him in to create a twenty-inch waist.

There's no question, Stella needs Molly on a rigid training program to teach her obedience. Leticia will be there... and she will soon move in with Stella, and the two of them will compete with Molly's conversion and torment; each trying to out-best the other.

When do they start with female hormones and pegging?

[aaardvarky]

Reply to letter 26 - from Daniel
Dear Stella,
It has been a challenging week. Working from home was not such a problem, but staying in the Molly persona has been quite exacting, especially fielding questions from colleagues online regarding my disconnected video camera, and why I was not willing to reveal my location. Of greater test was the aspect of being totally feminised throughout the day - the morning ritual of dressing, hair, makeup and later, of course, undressing to pee. However I must admit that I have enjoyed ‘being a woman’ and as you foretold, becoming submissive under your control and direction, disempowered by you, knowing that you are to design my future.

[aaardvarky]

Letter 27 to Daniel
Dear Daniel,
Whilst it has been nice sharing the house with you as a boy, it is significantly more fun as a girl, don’t you agree? You are doing so well in assimilating your new role as my pretty house mate, or should I say ‘housemaid’? How would you feel if we were to extend your week as Molly, say for another week or so?

On Wednesday I called at Abercrombies to see Leticia. She recounted what she did with you and how much she enjoyed embarrassing you in the lingerie department and especially in the changing cubicle. I know how she loves to disempower men. Like me, she is addicted to it! That is probably why she jumped at the offer of joining us on our imminent return to Vampire. This time we shall have an ‘all-girls’ night out. Leticia insists that you must go as Molly!

[aaardvarky]

Letter from Leticia to Stella
Stella,
It was really nice to meet your new ‘boy’ Molly, and to tease as I took him around Abercrombies’ sales floor. He/she will need a little more practice in the art of femininity, but I am sure you are already enjoying the results of your work. As you requested I have ordered an age-appropriate wig and shall style it to suit her. By the way, Abercrombies is having another lingerie promotion shortly. Shall I make a sexy selection so we may dress Molly before we head out to Vampire? Maybe we can ramp up her frustration levels to see how she responds?

[aaardvarky]

Reply to letter 27 - from Daniel
Dear Stella,
Another week as Molly? My new Molly persona feels like an exquisite perversion in which I surrender my sexuality as a boy. Each morning when I dress as a girl I reflect on your sexual control over me, and of my increasing fascination with my femininity. It excites me, almost unbearably, knowing I am not allowed to relieve the tension and that it will build throughout the day to greater and greater frustration. At first I just wanted to masturbate continuously, and you having forbidden it made the sensation more acute and almost impossible to contain. Yet I have complied with your denial.

Leticia was cruel in her teasing, but in a sexually elevating way. She clearly enjoyed humiliating me, playing to a known desire. She treated me as her plaything, exercising her sexual power over me knowing that I feared the imminent danger of being exposed.