Hello from Alaska USA

[geenaak]

I found this site when searching for denial. There was and found this

". This is the key. The denial has to be the way that you two have intimacy, an active erotic exercise where she actively refuses you sex with her. So your cock can be seen by you both to be hard near her pussy but you are not allowed to put it closer to it. You ejaculate in front of her telling her how you love the thought that your cock will no longer enter or even touch the pussy you are looking at and yes, you want her to deny you, 'God yes please, deny me'.
Of course once you are trained on that denial, it becomes possible to be denied other forms of sex. For instance maybe you are allowed to see but not touch her breasts. She taunts you that you will not touch them, her hard nipples displayed to you untouchably. She too is aroused by denying you.
Further denial can follow, but it must be weaned into you Pavlova style so that you always ejaculate because of the denial. For instance maybe she fondles her wet pussy inside her panties allowing you to smell her juices but not see her pussy, or just see a whisper of pubic hair. As long as she keeps reinforcing this denial with ejaculation, you can be trained.
She must always play the denial as actively as she would play sex with you. The denial should be as erotic for her as it is for you - and as frustrating. Ideally she would orgasm at the thought of your frustrated cock being unable to enjoy her.

Imagine how in future, should she ever not deny you but allow you back into her pussy, your trained cock would lose its erection and go limp; you would pull out and plead to be denied instead."

It really struck home as it was made a eunuch three years ago at my wifes insistence as her lover at that time required it. I would have thought I would have no more libido but not true. It's as rampant as ever I just can't fuck, i am pussy free. My orgasms come only from denial. Knowing that I can't see or touch the erotic beauty of my wife. To never again feel myself in the heat of her loins. A feminized eunuch content in her happiness. Strangely it am content and even happy. No longer feeling inadequate but put in a place mentally and physically where I belong.

[Bogdan]

Nice intro and welcome geenaak