Two emails from my wife this morning.

[Bluetoed]

***UPDATE***

My wife and I just spent Friday and Saturday night in a hotel downtown for a weekend get away. First one for us since I revealed my fantasy to her.

As I may of mentioned before, my wife was a late bloomer physically, so she has self image issues. It doesn't help that she usually weighs around 180+ lbs. Thing is, she is not fat. Her weight is due to her being just short of 5'11" with long, athletic legs (she used to competitively swim and play volleyball), and a very well endowed 38" D chest. With her height, legs and breasts it's just not possible for her to have the number on the scale that she wants to be comfortable, so she is never comfortable with her weight, and that drags her self image down. She has a slight tummy, that I actually find really sexy. If she lost 5 to 10 lbs it would likely be flat and barbie doll like, which I don't like. I love her curves, especially her breasts and legs, but also her ass, which has perfect curves in all the right places. Her ass is the only thing she feels good about, saying she thinks it has gotten smaller as she has gotten older.

I said all of the above because this weekend was a HUGE breakthrough in her self image. On Friday night she wore skin tight black leggings, with a push up bra that barely covered any of her cleavage, and then a small sleeveless white sweater top that showed a good three to four inches of her 38 D cleavage. She looked hot, and even she admitted before we went out that when she would look down, her breasts looked really impressive and she had never seen them that impressive before. I responded "I KNOW!!!" to which she just laughed.

We started the evening with an hour show at a Jazz lounge, It was in the middle of a HUGE snow storm, but it was a quick Uber ride from our hotel. She wore a coat, and taking it off at the Jazz lounge was the first opp she gave the public to see her. Not much opportunity here though as the only people moving around during the hour show was the two female waitresses. But after the show we had about 90 minutes to kill before our dinner reservations.

At the bar she took off the coat and sat at the bar. I could tell the bar tender had enough experience to keep a poker face and not let her know what he was thinking. I told her she should go to the restroom to give the four 20+ year old guys over playing darts the opportunity to see her (she is 47). But just before she decided to do it, a well built black man around 6'2" and probably in his 30's came up to the bar right behind her. She was talking to me at the time, but she told me later that he put his hand on the brass rail of the bar and pressed the rest of that arm into her back. She said it made her uncomfortable so that is why she decided to take her stroll to the bathroom. I watched the guys playing darts, and they were too focused on playing darts to even throw an eye at her.

While she was gone, the large black man started talking to me. I didn't focus too much on him because I wanted to watch the guys when my wife returned. However, the guy was adamant about talking to me, so he did end up distracting me of my wife's return, to which put a huge smile on his face. He then focuses his entire attention from me to her. I am 52, and have already lost hearing in one ear, so not only was it hard to hear him in the bar when he was talking to me, but it was even harder to hear him talking to her. I kept watching my wife use her "entertaining smile" that she uses to be polite to someone she has no interest in. Then he nodded at me as he said something to her. She then said to him "Yes he is... I think I will keep him."

Immediately I hear the guy say "oh you two are married?" to which she responds "yes" He then starts speaking to me, which again was hard to hear, but I distinctly heard him say "sorry, I wasn't trying to take your wife from you", which I immediately thought that is someone who was trying to pick her up would say after learning she is my wife. Later my wife said she thought the same thing when he said it, adding that his entire demeanor changed, and he made the same apology two more times before taking off.

After he left, my wife, who was trying to keep a straight face, suddenly said "OMG I can't believe that just really happened!!!" and her face turned to beaming!

I told her, "now will you believe me that you are really hot!" She just started at me with the look of "I'm not going to give the pleasure of telling you that you were right look". Later she told me that before her "I think I will keep him" comment, he was telling her that he was busting my balls and I took it well, and I am a "good guy". That's why she said "Yes he is..." first. I told her, I couldn't hear him so I had no idea he was busting my balls, but I am pretty sure he was trying to figure out what my relationship to her was, given I am 52, but look 60, where as my wife is 47 but looks like she is in her 30's. He was probably hoping I was her dad.

A group of three girls came in and sat right next to the guys playing darts. My wife told me the guys did not look at her on her way back. She didn't admit to being disappointed by that, but I could tell she was. We watched what the interaction would be between the guy group and the new girl group now right next to them, and after a half an hour there was absolutely zero interaction from the guys, despite the obvious attempts by the girls to get their attention. It was then my wife's comment " they must be gay" that explained why she got no look from them.

We went to dinner and as the young white male host sat us my wife saw him take a good long look at her chest and then look embarrassed as he realized she caught him looking. He was right behind me waiting to hand me my menu, so I didn't see the look, but my wife was more than proud of it to tell me just seconds after he left.

After eating and before we left the restaurant she decided to take the stroll to the restroom. I turned to look at the crowd as she walked through. A black couple probably in their early 60s was seated half way between our table and the restroom, and I saw the husband's eyes locked on my wife's chest the entire time she approached them and finally passed them. His wife was sitting right next to him, and did not notice. But my wife did.

After dinner we went back to the hotel and I made her cum 5 times that night. We we woke up in the morning I made her cum 2 more times. Needless to say, she is totally turned on by the attention she got.

On Saturday night, this is what she wore out: https://www.amazon.com/GOBLES-Womens-Sl ... 082PM44CK
And yes, other than a slight 1" tummy on the front, she looks like the default mode picture.

Went to a bar, had a drink and as she turned to get off her bar stole so we could leave, a black gentleman a few seats down took a good long stare up and down her body as she exited her seat at the bar.

Went to dinner and she decided to talk to the hostess about our reservation, and the tall black gentleman hostess, who despite being an employee, took a good long look at her cleavage before looking at her eyes to talk about our reservation. When we were done, on our walk to the front door, she counted no less than four different men checking her cleavage and body out. As we walked back to the hotel she said that not only is she loving all the attention, that now she is entirely tuned in to look for it as she walks by any man because she doesn't want to miss it.

Later at the hotel, she finally admitted that I was right.

My wife now realizes for the first time in our 23 years of marriage how hot she really is! And she has become insatiable sexually as a result!

She then admitted to me that her sister's husband, who is black, has told her many times over the years that she and her sister (his wife) have bodies that appeal to a lot of black men. They are both tall and voluptuous. She felt the need to tell me this because we both noticed that the majority of men who got caught checking her out were black men, and we don't live in an area where there are a lot of black men. I told her, "well, I am not black, but I do love your curves, and I don't like barbie doll bodies". She just smiled at me.

I told her, now that she knows she is hot and desirable to a lot of men, I am not going to push for her to wear reveling clothing to prove my point anymore. My point is proven now, so I don't want her doing something she doesn't want to do, or is uncomfortable doing. She looked me dead in the eye and said, "Oh, I like it, and I am going to continue doing it!"

YES! I can't wait for our next date night so I can show her off some more. especially when it's not a snow storm and 15 degrees outside!

[superb101]

Sounds like you might offer to take her to buy some sexy clothes for a new "look"

[Bluetoed]

***Update***

So my 3/4 night long business trips are better than ever now that I typically spend one or two of those nights watching her on whatsapp being pleasured with her toys while she makes me believe it is another man taking care of her flesh and blood needs while I am away.

We've also added an edging/denial aspect to it. She commands me to start masturbating before I start watching her, but she denies me orgasming. I can only orgasm with her permission now, while she has the freedom to orgasm whenever and however she wants. I will edge numerous times while watching over whatsapp and when she is done she tells me it's over, and I sometimes have to go take a cold shower to bring myself back down.

By the last day of the trip I am horny as hell, sometimes getting hard in the middle of work. Sometimes she will text me something sexy just before I teach a class and she says she loves knowing the people I am training can see that she makes me hard. Even if I ignore the text, I still get hard knowing she has texted me something sexy.

When I come home, the sex is hotter than ever, and all the edging and denial I've been through for the week results in me having an earth shattering orgasm.

So I got home last night and saw she moved a chair into the bedroom. I asked her what it is for, and she just gave me a sexy look. I said "is that so I can watch you like I do over whatsapp?" She said yes, and gave me a long, deep french kiss. She told me no sex last night, and just a minute ago she sent me this text:

"I will touch me, you will not
I will orgasm, you will not
I will lick you, you will not lick me
But I might be swayed..."

I am hard as a rock right now!

[RuleEmAll]

Your wife sounds fantastic! Any updates?

[philxxo]

Sounds like you guys are having a lot of fun on the journey!

[shadowtantra]

Hey there,

I just came upon your thread bluetoed and this is such an incredible and sexy story you are sharing with us. Knowing that life gets in the way, I hope that you can give us an update when you have time knowing that there are ups and downs, curves and twists not only in the lifestyle but in life in general - hope you are both doing well!

[Bluetoed]

Your wife sounds fantastic! Any updates?

Nothing extraordinary. She still loves to play with my mind and fantasize with me about it. She lets me use the large dildo on her more frequently, and the faces and noises she makes when I do are unique to when I use it.

She can orgasm whenever she wants and however she wants, but I on the other hand only come when she lets me, which is usually about once every two weeks.

Sex has been awesome for the past nine months ever since I shared my fantasy with her. I know a lot of people will say that she will want to do it for real eventually, but knowing her the way I do, I doubt that. And knowing me the way I do, I'm not sure I want it to be real either. I still maintain that some things are better left to fantasy.

[Bent_n_Twisted]

On Saturday night, this is what she wore out: https://www.amazon.com/GOBLES-Womens-Sl ... 082PM44CK
And yes, other than a slight 1" tummy on the front, she looks like the default mode picture.

Went to a bar, had a drink and as she turned to get off her bar stole so we could leave, a black gentleman a few seats down took a good long stare up and down her body as she exited her seat at the bar.

Damn, I would be staring too. I also have a thing for tall, strong, well-built women who are not 'barbie dolls'.

I think it's funny that the description of the dress says "...also suitable for work." Yeah, no not unless you are planning to sleep your way to the top, or work as a Playboy bunny or a cocktail waitress in a casino. Professional office job like accountant or lawyer, no way.

[aztd]

Any updates

[safado]

This story is similar to what my wife did in real life while I was working outside of the country. I would be away for months on contract. She had my encouragement to play. I had told her years before that I wanted her to fuck other men, either alone or with me present. That led to us role playing a bit, particularly her playing a single MILF or cougar by standing by herself in bars and dance clubs while I watched from a distance as men approached her and flirted and danced. When I was away, we did a lot of streaming calls about it, masturbating together. She sent me nude photos she took with her web cam. I sent her stories about hotwives. In the old Yahoo chatrooms, we chatted with bulls and doms. She had long chats with one dom who explained the psychology of cucking and how it gave her domination over me.

When she finally got fucked by other men beginning when I was away, she would take a picture of how she was dressed for her date and email them to me, and then hours later another email telling me what happened.

This is from one of those emails:

I was so wet driving there and thinking about how naughty I was being. It was embarrassing! I felt like a kid going to do something that I wasn’t supposed to do. My heart was pounding and I was excited and worried at the same time. Why worried? Because I had made up my mind before that I was not going to do that anymore. But as soon as I saw him smiling and happy to see me (he told me he was worried I would change my mind because of what he had done before with the other woman). I stood there looking at him sheepishly my heart beating and my mind telling me “this is wrong but what the heck! So I grabbed the bulge saying “hmmmmm is that for me baby?” “Yes” he says, “all for you” How exciting!!!! I rubbed it tenderly, and could feel it vibrating Wow, what excitement to think he really wants me, I thought. I am going to make him want me badly and no one else. So we kissed passionately, and he was all over me trying to get my blouse off and then my skirt. I had taken my panties off in the car(a naughty trick). His fingers were under my skirt, touching me between my legs. He stuck his finger between my lips and was rubbing through the wetness. I was dripping. Yeah, it felt soooooo goooood. I just want to spread my legs and let that thick dick into me but he took his time. We were moving slowing while all this was going on toward the bed. He threw me on it and continued undressing me. Pulled down the skirt and went down, licking off the wetness. I was soooooooooo ready…………But he wanted to play some more. BUT it was too much for both of us and before I knew it he was in me pounding into it and moaning like he had never had it before. It was intense and I was f…ining horny and hot. The rest is history. We came like an explosion! For me it was such a turn on knowing he hasn’t had anyone a long time before coming over. He must have poured a gallon of his juices into me. We lay there exhausted!

[Bluetoed]

It's been about 7 months since I posted an update. If I didn't mention before, my wife is a teacher. And this past fall due to a levy failing, her position was eliminated and she had to transition into a new role in the district. When my wife's "mental load" is high, her sexuality drops. And being in a new role put her "mental load" on overload for a while.... I'd say pretty much for the entire school year. So our sex life has been hit and miss for the past 7 months. And low and behold as the school year came to an end, this is the text I got from her while I was out of town this past week (note - Juan is her name for her vibrator, and Tate is the name of her large realistic dildo):

It’s been a while since I’ve written. I can’t sleep and I’m trying to calm my thoughts by using Juan. I’m not even sure you edge anymore while traveling. We haven't really talked about it lately. Whether the thoughts and fantasies still are in your head. I imagine they are. I keep having one that plays out in my head. It involves two dicks. I imagine yours and another. There is a way that I have one inside of me and one in my mouth. I’m not sure which to put where. I think I might have to try them both, both ways. Which one feels the best inside my pussy? Which one feels the best on my tongue and tastes good? When you come home I want to try and play it out. I’ll start with Tate in my mouth and you inside of me. I’ll moan and groan and slide over your cock, but I don’t think you’ll be big enough or thrust deep enough to satisfy me. Tate fills my mouth but doesn’t taste as sweet as you. I’ll have to switch. I need him inside of my wet pussy. He goes deep and fills me up, thick and strong. As he pleasures my clit, I’m going to suck your dick so hard. Use my tongue and swirl it around so that you moan and groan. You wanted to be inside of me, but you didn’t provide what I needed so you will have to be content with an amazing blow job. I’ll make it good because I’ll be pleasured at both ends. Both holes will be filled and I will like it. If I’m really up for the challenge, I can make you both cum at the same time. The bed will shake and there will be such a release. That would be amazing.

A few days later, I felt the need to clarify for her that her not knowing if the thoughts and fantasies are still in my head is because I don't want to treat her like my "kink dispenser". I told her when I feel like I burden her with my need to have this kink stroked, it actually fails to stroke the kink. I told her my kink is that I get turned on by her being pleased, and if I feel like I am burdening her, then I don't believe she is being pleased, and it doesn't work. That's why it had been so long since I even mentioned it.

She said that makes sense. So I thanked her for writing such an awesome text for me without me having to encourage her to do it. And that is when her response shocked me!

She said "Oh, I didn't write that for you. I wrote it because I used it to make me cum! I couldn't sleep and I thought a good orgasm would help me go to sleep, so what I texted is what I had in my head to make me cum."

This is the first time she has ever admitted to me that she has masturbated and cum to any fantasy. She's always wanted me to believe she doesn't masturbate to fantasies, and that she always thinks about us when she masturbates to cum. I always responded to her claim, "I don't believe that". I pointed out this first admittance to her, and she said "well... yeah... it's not the first time." Then smiled like she knew she was caught lying to me for years.

We talked a little more about her fantasy, and given I am focused on her pleasure, I wanted to know what turned her on about what she wrote, and she says "what turns me on about it is pleasing two men at the same time. The thought of that excites me." She is a people pleaser by nature. Whether she is at work or with our family, she is always in people pleasing mode. So to learn she gets sexually turned on by pleasing more than one man was not a shock to me at all. Made complete sense to me. But this is the first time she admitted it to me.

Again, my wife is a very conservative evangelical christian. I used to be one too, but I deconstructed about 10 years ago. She will probably always remain a conservative evangelical christian, but she is now coming out of that sexual purity culture shell she has always existed in, in a way she never has before. The more she comes out of it, the more beautiful she is to me.

As for where this is going for us, given she cums to thoughts of us being in a threesome, and the same thoughts make me hard as a rock, I told her that in the past year I've come to realize that I don't want to gamble my marriage just to experience getting really hard and cuming really hard in reality. She responded "good" and gave me a big hug.

Both of us are happy knowing this about each other, and enjoy fantasizing about it. And now that it is summer and her mental load is low, it should be a lot of fun for both of us!

[Dream Weaver]

Thanks for posting an update. I have been following and it’s fascinating reading your journey and you are good at it. I feel sexual tension!

[Bluetoed]

I know I just posted a recent update, by this past weekend was too awesome to not share. We decided to travel to Chicago to catch my favorite baseball team playing at Wrigley Field. But despite the Reds getting shutout and only getting one hit, as well as shelling out $17 for a beer, it was one of the best weekends I have ever had. I bit more later about the significance of the $17 beer.

On the drive up, we had a lot of time to talk, about everything... including my kink. By the time we arrived at our hotel we were both pretty turned on, and as soon as the door closed behind me I ripped down her pants from behind, bent her over of the bed while getting on my knees so I could bury my face in her crotch. She was already soaking wet from all our talking while driving, and I literally could have made her cum in just 20 seconds... So I stopped and said "not until after dinner". Her intense moaning immediately switched to disbelief.

Our talk up made it apparently clear that we are both naturally submissive in our sexual natures. So doing what I did to her as soon as the door closed got her more sexually excited than maybe at any point in our 20+ years of marriage. She was on fire and on the verge of cuming. Not only was she going to wait until after diner, but I wasn't done with her yet. My pants came off and I rolled her over on the bed, put my legs on each side of her head and fed her mouth my hard cock. She ravished it, like a woman starved for it.

Part of what we agreed to while driving up was that I was to spend the entire weekend in denial so that every minute of our trip I would spend horny and feeding her my sexual energy with zero break. So she had every intent of getting my sexual energy to it's max and then stopping leaving me begging for release. And that fact that I just did the same to her motivated her even more.

After a long drive my back was tired, so despite how good that position felt to my dick, my back was killing me. So I collapsed on the bed. She took no time at all climbing on top of me in a 69 and resuming her devouring my cock. Her hot wet pussy above my face was heaven and I pulled it into me, dancing with my tongue and her clit while I buried my nose in her hole. Within 30 second I hear her say, "I want to cum!". I reply, "not until after dinner!" She pulls her pussy up off my face and starts panting in disbelief. She puts my dick back in her mouth, but not to pleasure me, but more so to say silently "be careful... or you will pay."

She realized had better stop any sexual activity if she had to wait until after dinner. We got setup in the hotel and headed out for some deepdish pizza.

Upon return, I was not allowed to touch her. I was only allowed to watch her as she used her vibrator to reach her first orgasm. I then got to watch her use her large realistic dildo between her legs while kneeling between mine. She wanted to have my dick in her mouth while she bounced on her dildo, an activity that brought her to orgasm number 2 within 20 seconds. I then pushed her to lie back on the bed while I dove into her pussy with my mouth. Within a minute she had orgasm #3. I then put my hard cock inside her, which made her say "OH! You definitely aren't as big!" This was in reference to a question I asked in the ride to Chicago where I said I wanted a honest answer. I asked if there is anything about her dildo that she enjoys that I don't provide. In the car her "honest" answer was "no, not really". Her reaction when I just put my dick in her said her answer has changed. That just motivated me to pour on the domination. She definitely reacted to it. Again, I'm naturally submissive, so her experiencing me fucking her in a dominant fashion brought our orgasm #4 within moments.

We collapsed. Again, I'm not allowed to cum until she allows me, which will probably be Sunday. This is Friday. But not only was allowed to edge anytime I wanted, she encouraged me to do so. So about 90 minutes later, still horny and hard as a rock, I just randomly without saying anything to her, started edging. She smiled and kept reading her kindle lying next to me in bed... kept smiling... kept reading... smiled a little more... read a little more.... and then her vibrator appeared. I was edging while she was using her vibrator. I put my legs over her body, one over he stomach, the other over her legs. She could feel my ass and crotch on her leg as I moved it up and down stroking my cock. She was feeding off my sexual energy. As much as this doesn't seem like me dominating her, to her it was. Her knowing I was edging to keep my sexual energy high... FOR HER was putting her libido on fire despite cuming 4 times 90 minutes before. Within 10 minutes she had orgasm #5. When she finished I dove between her legs and 3 minutes later, orgasm #6. I again, hadn't orgasmed at all yet, and we went to sleep.

I woke up about 6 AM hard as a god damn rock. And given I knew I wasn't going back to sleep, I decide to use the opportunity to edge again. I didn't plan on waking her up, but it did, and again, her knowing I was doing it for her fed into her desire to be dominated by me. After watching me for a few minutes, back out came her vibrator, and the evening before repeated itself. Including my following up her seventh orgasm with me buried between her legs to bring her to orgasm 8. But I went even farther. After #8 I put two fingers in her pussy and stroked them while using them to hit her g spot. #9 soon resulted.

We went to the Reds/Cubs game, ate at Wrigleyville, roach the Red Line.... blah, blah, blah. We had the day to talk about what we liked, what stroked my kink, what was feeding her libido, etc. And that evening my mind was given memories I will relive in my mind for years. Such as my lying on my back with her over my head, her pussy inches from my face while she used her vibrator to make herself cum. I wasn't supposed to touch her, but I could not help gently rubbing her ass checks and blowing my hot breath into her crotch as if to say "I am sharing this moment with you and whoever it is bringing you this pleasure!". Instead of telling me I broke the rules, she came hard.

Another moment that night, as I was edging she was lying up huddled next to me, her in my right arm as I stroked myself with my left. She had her dildo shoved inside her while her vibrator was held in place on her crotch. She whispered into my ear "Another man is behind me. I am sandwiched between you two. He is buried inside of me, pleasuring himself and me, while you stroke your cock for me." Maybe she was saying this to stroke my kink, but her orgasm it brought out is evidence the thought turned her on too.

We finished Saturday with her having had her 14th orgasm of the trip. Three more orgasms Sunday morning brought her to 17. Every orgasm she had after the first4 started with me having an edging session, and her feeding off my sexual energy to want to orgasm again. Before we left the hotel, I was then allowed to orgasm, which I did... HARD!.

We drove home and while she was riding in the passenger seat, she posted on Facebook about our weekend, and mentioned the $17 beer. But not to complain about the price of beer. But simply for her to document publicly about her 17 orgasms on the trip in a way that only her and I would know about. Later Sunday night, she came two more times. But not because I began edging. I didn't. My sexual energy disappeared with the orgasm before I left the hotel. She wanted to come again Sunday night simply because she became insatiable.

I'm three hours away from her now, in a hotel on a business trip. I fully expect her to need to orgasm again tonight, and of course this means I will get a request to send a man over to get the job done in my place! It will start a new run of edging for me. I've learned it's best to go 7 to 10 days before orgasming again. Over the last 4 to 7 days, I edge because it feels so good, but I know that the orgasm will be so much better if I wait until it's been 7 to 10 days. But what this weekend has taught me is that my edging session transfers my sexual energy to my wife in a way that makes her feel dominated by me. Wish I had learned this years ago.

[Bluetoed]

3 hours away from my wife, and she orgasmed four more times playing out my fantasy to me. It works for her too.

She has orgasmed 23 times in the past four days.

[Tryn]

Fantastic that she is getting off to your fantasy on her own accord! Has she ever described to you what the guys in her fantasy look like, age, social status, etc?

[Bluetoed]

Fantastic that she is getting off to your fantasy on her own accord! Has she ever described to you what the guys in her fantasy look like, age, social status, etc?

Nope. It is always nameless faceless men.

The only thing that has names are her toys.

I got home from my trip this evening, and after I got settled, she told me she bought the socks I needed. And then said "I got you small socks because you know what they say about about the size of guys feet...". I stood there speechless, but knowing she was hoping for a response. So I grabbed her hand and put it on my crotch so she could feel how hard what she said made me. She smiled like she had hit a home run.

[Bluetoed]

My wife just decided to dip her toes into me posting pics of her. If you would like to see her: viewtopic.php?f=9&t=76322

[Dream Weaver]

My wife just decided to dip her toes into me posting pics of her. If you would like to see her: viewtopic.php?f=9&t=76322

You have a great situation and are lucky she's happy to go along with your role play fantasies!

[Bluetoed]

As I mentioned before, my wife is still a devoted christian (even though I deconverted 10+ years after we married).

This week she is a volunteer at a summer bible camp for high schoolers at a christian college. She left Sunday and won't be home until tomorrow (Saturday). So tonight will be my sixth night in bed without her.

I've been remotely tending to her needs while she has been gone, and WOW!!! has she been attending to mine. She told me to think that instead of going to a bible camp, she was instead going to a "hotwife resort" where the whole resort caters to the wants and needs of hotwives.

Here are some of the texts she has sent me this week. For context "B&B" is a fantasy she has where this resort offers "Breakfast & Blowjobs" where bulls sign up to have breakfast while hotwives are under their table giving them a blow job. It's a fantasy of hers to be giving blow jobs in this dynamic. Here are the texts:

Today was mostly checking in and getting situated. I was able to spend a little bit of time at the pool. They have several. You are right. I could use a more revealing bikini. We will see if I’m brave enough to visit the topless pool.
Tomorrow, breakfast starts early at 7:30. I haven’t received any invitations for B&B, but I think I’ll still go and see if anyone is willing.
I have a water massage scheduled for tomorrow. I think there are different types. Tomorrow is a fully naked massage that leaves nothing untouched.
Not sure the other plans for tomorrow. I did see a pool table in one of the lounges. I’ll see if anyone wants to teach me how to use their big stick.

B&B this morning went well. I was able to show off my tongue tricks, but I’m so good that it didn’t last long.
Spent some time at the pool, top off. It felt amazing and free. Love to have my sunglasses on so I can keep and eye on who is looking.
Massage after lunch…

The massage today was amazing. I needed the stress relief and time to relax. I scheduled another one for later in the week, with the option of a different ending. We will see what I choose.
Tomorrow I’m taking a class titled “naked painting”. I’m not sure if that is me or model, I’m hoping it is both!
Talk to you tomorrow. Hope your training sessions go well.
Oh, and I will have to tell you about this chef I met. He can cook and he is hot. Yummy!!

B & B a little different this morning. Justin (the chef) learned how much I appreciate food and made me breakfast. An amazing latte and homemade croissants. I got to eat breakfast. Then of course, I returned the favor and gave the most amazing blowjob.

After lunch, I’m headed to the beach. I love that they already have chairs, umbrellas and towels set up. I’m definitely taking off my top, we will see about my bottoms. There is a beach clothing shop next door. I might go shopping for a new bikini…hoping to find thong bottoms…

I’m a little sunburned from the beach today. But you know how much I love being in the water.
Justin wants to make me breakfast again in the morning. There is a ball room dance class tonight. Justin wanted me to go with him, but my new friend, Kevin, that approached me at the beach today asked first. Hard to keep them all straight. We will see where things go after dance class.

Hot, sweaty and tired from dance class. Though I learned lots of fun moves. It’s hard to be the object of affection all day long. I’m a little peopled out and trying to figure how to handle that. Tomorrow’s class is “pleasing each other with your tongue”. Not sure who to partner up with for that one.

I was so tired last night I went right to sleep and stayed asleep until 6. Felt good to have a decent nights sleep.
After B&B, I’m headed to class with Justin.

Just found out that tonight there is an ice cream/pajama party at 9:30…
I love ice cream and my super soft black nightie

So Kevin was a little hurt that I didn’t choose him to go to class (oh my boys, there is enough to go around). So he convinced me to meet him after lunch. Not sure what he has planned. He’s probably jealous that Justin is getting all my tongue attention.

Lots of licking, you were right. Stick and sweet hot fudge was also involved. Some on my ice cream and some on my body. Justin and Kevin are both interested. They both have a “hungry appetite” (for more than just ice cream). They both have wet, hot and strong tongues. And from what I can tell, very well endowed hard ons. With both of their attention on me tonight, I decided to be honest. I told them I was tired of choosing and navigating them both. So they both looked and each and said, should we ask her? They expressed they had been talking together and were also tired of sharing time and asked if I was up for them both. I told them please, just as long I didn’t have to be in charge or make any more decisions and in the end I got to orgasm as many times as possible. Everyone agreed. So we are headed up stairs, where I’m not in control.

We have now become a threesome. They enjoyed last night so much that they won’t leave me alone.

Just took off all my clothes and crawled into my bed. Hoping for a nap before dinner. I’m thankful for some quiet, alone time. However, I would give it up to lie naked with you. Missing broccoli time. Missing your kisses, your hands, your hard cock pressed against my thigh. I’m missing you.

"broccoli time" is in reference to a line in the movie "Pretty Woman" where she says they should just "lay like broccoli". We use it to refer to just laying in bed naked with each other. She likes it when I put my leg over her so my hard on is pressed up against her thigh and my calf is resting on her pussy with my foot between her legs.

I love that my wife is willing to go to such lengths to stroke my fantasy! And to think she is typing all of this while helping to run a bible camp makes it even hotter!

[hornedhubby]

Bless you hotwife-to-be!

Her sexting and teasing is fucking world class.

So easy to imagine how good she is in bed!

Best luck and thanks for sharing your adventures.

[Bluetoed]

She just shared with me this morning that when she fantasizes, I am who she is with only a fraction of the time now. In other words, when she fantasizes most of the time she is thinking of having sex with someone else. She then watched me get hard in response to her revelation about who she fantasizes about.

She also shared that when she does fantasize about having sex with someone else, she enjoys it... obviously, but it doesn't come without some negative feelings. She didn't go into the details of those negative feelings, but she did follow it up by saying they are about the "what ifs?"

I didn't pry to try get an explanation of "what ifs" are, but I got the sense she meant "what if I like this fantasy so much that I want to do it for real".

We've dodged around the discussion about it moving from fantasy to reality. We are both perfectly happy keeping it as fantasy, and think sometimes fantasy is better than reality. But in the rare discussions we have had about it being done for real, she has made it clear that doing it for real is just way too complicated. And I agree with her. Just for example, she is a school teacher and the director of women's ministry at her church. Her life could get turned upside down just by one person finding out about it.

I am also not sure I want it for real. The physical part of it obviously turns me on, but I don't know if I could handle the emotional connection between her and someone else. And she just can't have casual sex. She needs a connection to enjoy sex, so I don't know if the sex she would enjoy is something I could handle.

But none the less, us sharing the fantasy together has lit a fire under both of our libidos and we are loving it. So much so that when I asked her if I could share a picture of her naked butt, she didn't even pause when she said "Sure!"

Click the pics link in my signature to check out her pics.

[Gearup]

Mr & Mrs Blue

The story you have shared has been awesome to follow. watching the evolution of Mrs Blue over the past few years to becoming an “online” Hotwife is awesome. Knowing that she is a Christian school teacher who has raised her married wife game at home with her husband to an exciting level is an inspiration to us all. Thank you.

[Bluetoed]

My wife is really starting to enjoy the dildo I got her. I got her a Vixskin Bandit. It is about 2 inches longer than me, and slightly thicker... at least when I am fully stiff. At 54 years old, that's not as often as it used to be. I use a cock ring which helps me stay stiff, but even then I kind of have to stay lying down to keep the blood from flowing out and no longer being totally stiff.

Her dildo doesn't suffer from that problem. And for the first year and half we had her dildo, she kind of had a mental apprehension about it. She's now admitted she felt bad that she liked it better than me. But now that she has come to grips with the fact that her liking it more than me turns me on, her apprehension about it has disappeared and now she absolutely loves it. Her orgasms on it make her squirm and she makes noises she's never made before. I love to watch it.

A typical round of sex between us has me lying next to her with my dick pressed up against her thigh while I either lick her tit or hold my head next to her head, while she uses her Hitachi wand to bring her to her first orgasm. Then it's "my turn". I go down on her and bring her to her next external orgasm using my tongue. I then use her dildo on her to bring her to her first internal orgasm. I then use my mouth to bring her to her third external orgasm. I then thrust the dildo back into her while licking her, while thrusting my body into her crotch like my face is fucking her. This is her biggest turn on, and she has both an internal and external orgasm simultaneously.

Last night, since it was day 7 of my orgasm control, I got to orgasm. I chose to stroke myself while I watched her bring her self to two more orgasms using her dildo. Watching her cum so hard on her dildo pushes buttons so hard in my mind that it results in the best orgasms I ever have. I love them. Last night was no exception. She had 4 external orgasms, and 4 internet orgasms. Over a week she usually has 20 to 30 orgasms to my 1.

We have also recently purchased her three Lovense toys. One for her clit, one for her g spot and one that goes on her tits. We used them together last week in hotel where she traveled with me for work. She LOVES them! Tonight I am three states away from her in a hotel while she is at home. This will be the first time I can remote control them over the internet.

They will be like the guy I chose to send over to her while I am traveling for business!

[Bluetoed]

The remote control Lovense toys hit the spot! Literally. Twice in fact.

She had the Lush inside her hitting her G-spot and the Gemini on her tits. I had control of them. She then was manually controlling her Hitachi wand on her clit. I, being three states away, listened as she moaned, gasped and breathed until I heard her start to orgasm.... but it kept going and going. It lasted for around 3 to 4 minutes I think. I wish I had thought to start timing it.

Afterwards she said the Lush started it off with an internal orgasm, but before that one ended, the Hitachi brought her to an external orgasm, and before that one ended (since I never stopped remotely controlling it), the Lush brought her to another internal orgasm. So it wasn't one long one, it was three that were back to back. And yes I orgasmed in the middle of it, as I imagined her cumming on the dick of the guy I sent over to please her while I am gone.

We've done remote stuff like this before, but she always stops after one orgasm, except twice (and yes I've kept count) where she brought her self to a 2nd orgasm by using her dildo after the wand. So three is an entirely new territory for her to experience alone in the room.

The next morning she texted me:

Thank you for last night. I felt the connection with you and that was amazing.

I am feeling satisfaction and pride for being able to please my wife remotely like this. I average 130 nights per year in a hotel away from her.