The dynamic is definitely changing, my reluctance is fading away which scares me a lot. Instead of teasing my limits, guiding me into it and protecting my feelings it feels like she is encouraging me to embrace it and accept the harsher realities of it that she was protecting me from before. Like with the getting ready stuff, she's much more upfront about it. She's also much more honest about her enjoyment of it, making me well aware how much she enjoys the sex and how I can't compare. I think she doesn't want the guilt of pretending that it's just scratching an itch, she wants me to know that it does more for her than that but it also allows her to share with me how grateful she is for being able to do this.sucker00 wrote: ↑Sun Aug 10, 2025 7:23 pmWelcome back, Anon. I hope life is good in your orbit, aside from what you write about here. I'll be curious to hear what your feelings were after last Sunday, I suspect you had a lot to process. It seems you came down pretty hard after your premature orgasm, and it seems like your GF handled the reconnecting period with you pretty well. I sense that the dynamic has changed a little bit among the three of you based on what you've relayed here. How did you feel about your GF being more open / blatant about your friend with you? I also get the sense that even though an aspect of the humiliation turns you on, maybe the way it went down specifically, wasn't such a turn-on for you. My sense from reading your account, was that the whole cuckold thing went down kind of like a poorly written sex story and that's not what pushes your buttons. It's important for everyone involved to make sure everyone in this complex kind of relationship gets what they need out of it, or it doesn't work. Another thought, I have to wonder if your GF hasn't since pondered how to circumvent the premature post-nut clarity situation again... have the two you discussed anything along those lines since last Sunday? I get the sense that being cuckolded turns you on, but you're not necessarily wanting to be a 100% willing participant? Not sure how that works out exactly for you, but just my observation.
Accidently cumming mid-session complicated my thoughts and feelings a lot. That part was traumatic and I felt a bit vulnerable/sensitive about the things I had said/done so those feelings got a bit intertwined. I think if I hadn't cum, I'd just feel a bit of shame about those things. You're right that them trying to involve me felt a bit awkward but it was also hot and a bit of a thrill, I guess I'm on the fence about it, I don't know if they'll get bored of it or if I will get used to it. I have to admit that asking him to cuck me, watching him do it and openly jerking off as he did pushed me over the edge way more than I expected so I wouldn't say it wasn't a turn on but I guess it feels more natural for me to sit back and watch it unfold and it be out of my control.
We haven't discussed how to circumvent the premature post-nut clarity situation. I assume you're hinting at chastity but I wouldn't want to go without the pleasure of stroking my dick.
. A few minutes later he sent a photo of her sucking his dick with the caption "she wasted no time". He sent 3 video clips of him fucking her in different positions about 10-20 minutes apart. He then sent a photo of her creampied pussy with the caption "enjoy!". It seemed like an eternity waiting for her to come home.
); even if there has been times when She has kept me worshipping Her pussy and laugh and tease me when I told Her She was entitled to find a Lover whereas I would forever stay faithfull to Her. (In our case partly because we had two small children at the time and She did not want to dominate and cuck me while they were small. I still hope for it.