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[zorro]

One more thought: You may wish to start by asking yourself what you are guilty of.

[David52]

I hope Tim has brought flowers for you. He needs to step it up and show you his love and support. He has competition now.

[ash_hotgf]

Thank you all for the incredible support; Tim’s frustration after David’s dinner hit me like a punch. I felt like I’d let him down big time. We talked over last night, I laid bare my guilt and Tim got real. He admitted he’d been swept up in the cuckold fantasy, imagining me going all the way with David, his cock throbbing at the thought. His honesty cracked me open, and I confessed how torn I felt between the thrill and my limits. We set new rules to keep us tight to align on expectations. We're watching Monamour and the movie had us both worked up. That led to amazing sex, Tim went animal pinning me to the bed, he fucked me hard, calling me his slut. The dirty talk and primal sex sent me over the edge. We collapsed laughing and sweaty promising to keep these talks open and frequent. It’s not perfect but we'll make it work.

zorro: question about my guilt it’s a messy knot. First, I feel like I’m betraying Tim, even though we’re both in. Second, I feel I failed Tim by not going further. He was so hyped for that step, and stopping short made me think I let him down. Third, I was raised to be the good girl so playing with David and Jake’s attention feels thrilling but wrong like I’m becoming too much or losing myself. I worry I’m breaking some internal rule. I’m working on embracing my pace without shame, but it’s a process. During our talk, I recounted my wild years and I’m scared diving into this lifestyle might open that Pandora’s Box again, pulling me into a reckless spiral I left behind.

Meeting David again on Saturday, we had hot chat last night - He texted "Can’t stop thinking about your lips, that dress Saturday, I’m taking you somewhere even hotter. Wear something that’ll drive me wild" I texted back "you’re trouble I’ll wear something tight", he responded "Ashley, you’re killing me. I’m already hard thinking about it. My place after?" , I teased back "Maybe… if you’re lucky, I won’t stop this time" Tim read the texts and was grinning ear to ear, saying you’re gonna make this happen, aren’t you. He said he picked rooftop bar for our 2nd date, I'm going with red low-cut mini dress pairing with high black boots, a black lace choker no bra underneath tiny black thong that’s more string than anything. I'll try it on Tim tonight see what he has to say

[zorro]

I’m working on embracing my pace without shame, but it’s a process. During our talk, I recounted my wild years and I’m scared diving into this lifestyle might open that Pandora’s Box again, pulling me into a reckless spiral I left behind.

Thank you, Ash, for your genuine response. You sound very much like a good woman who in the past was shamed for exploring her native animal sexuality. If so, the sting of being shamed could still be resting on your shoulders and show up at the damnest times.
Do you mind sharing what happened that you now call a "reckless spiral," and tell us who shamed you?

Zorro

[ash_hotgf]

I’m working on embracing my pace without shame, but it’s a process. During our talk, I recounted my wild years and I’m scared diving into this lifestyle might open that Pandora’s Box again, pulling me into a reckless spiral I left behind.

Thank you, Ash, for your genuine response. You sound very much like a good woman who in the past was shamed for exploring her native animal sexuality. If so, the sting of being shamed could still be resting on your shoulders and show up at the damnest times.
Do you mind sharing what happened that you now call a "reckless spiral," and tell us who shamed you?

Zorro

I was in my early 20s, before Tim, when I was single partying hard, clubbing most nights, and hooking up with guys I met at bars or through friends, no strings attached. It was thrilling, no limits. I’d dressed slutty and dance dirty, one-night stands, even some wild group moments after too many drinks - some really wild can't imagine. But it crashed when my best friend judged me harshly calling me out of control and slutty in a way saying I was throwing my life away. My family got wind of it too and their disappointment especially my mom’s lectures about settling down piled on the shame. I pulled back went good girl mode and met Tim who loved me for me. Now this lifestyle’s brining that old fire and I’m scared of slipping back into that no limits version of myself. Tim is reassuring me that I'm in control now I’ve got him and we’re doing this together. I’m working on owning my sexuality without the old shame creeping....

This morning Tim and I had our pre-date "analysis" . I’m feeling that energy, especially after trying on my outfit again; Tim’s hyped too. It’s way sluttier than last time - ready to own the night and maybe go all the way. What do you think too much or just right?

[superb101]

Absolute perfection!

[ResponsibullCummings]

Will going all the way with David cause issues in your workplace? Does he know you are with Tim or does he think he has a chance to be your boyfriend. He has already sent you flowers at work so it could be a sign that you are getting more than you are looking for if you proceed with it.

[ash_hotgf]

he’s not my direct client, so going all the way won’t stir drama at my office If anything it might score me some extra points with his firm, haha kidding. On your second point, David knows I’m with Tim and he’s cool with it. The flowers were sweet not boyfriend vibes just his way of keeping our thing alive. I’m watching for any oversteps

[joel68]

Cool. Looking forward to hear about it when it happens. Hopefully he will fuck you really good!

Who wants it more, you or your bf?

[zorro]

Thank you for your clear answer: There was your best friend and your mother who sat in judgment of you. When your friend said you were throwing your life away, how were you throwing it away as opposed to living it? Unless you believe in reincarnation, we only go around here once in a lifetime. Who is to say you should not live it to its fullest?

And now that you are settling down with Tim, what more do you need to do to meet your mother's standards? And how do you wish to live your life? As your mother wishes or as you wish?

Developmentally, you are in your 20s and in the midst of differentiating from your mother and individuating to live according to your standards and not someone else's. I would urge you consider this as steps along the way to becoming your own person.

If sex feels like a good thing for you, it definitely is. My wife and I are living our lives together in a way that feels good to us. You could too if it works for you and Tim. And we didn't need to drink much to have lots of group fun. Watching that can help avoid decisions you later see as wrong.

[Midnight Joker]

When your friend said you were throwing your life away, how were you throwing it away as opposed to living it? Unless you believe in reincarnation, we only go around here once in a lifetime. Who is to say you should not live it to its fullest?

I think we all know the difference between living your life to the fullest and heading down a destructive path, which it appears she was. Her mom and friend grounded her, which in turn allowed her to have a good life, and find a great husband, while still having an adventure.

[Angela Plays]

When your friend said you were throwing your life away, how were you throwing it away as opposed to living it? Unless you believe in reincarnation, we only go around here once in a lifetime. Who is to say you should not live it to its fullest?

I think we all know the difference between living your life to the fullest and heading down a destructive path, which it appears she was. Her mom and friend grounded her, which in turn allowed her to have a good life, and find a great husband, while still having an adventure.

This! Love the common sense Joker.

[Midnight Joker]

When your friend said you were throwing your life away, how were you throwing it away as opposed to living it? Unless you believe in reincarnation, we only go around here once in a lifetime. Who is to say you should not live it to its fullest?

I think we all know the difference between living your life to the fullest and heading down a destructive path, which it appears she was. Her mom and friend grounded her, which in turn allowed her to have a good life, and find a great husband, while still having an adventure.

This! Love the common sense Joker.

Thank you. I have my moments.

[Midnight Joker]

Meeting David again on Saturday, we had hot chat last night - He texted "Can’t stop thinking about your lips, that dress Saturday, I’m taking you somewhere even hotter. Wear something that’ll drive me wild" I texted back "you’re trouble I’ll wear something tight", he responded "Ashley, you’re killing me. I’m already hard thinking about it. My place after?" , I teased back "Maybe… if you’re lucky, I won’t stop this time" Tim read the texts and was grinning ear to ear, saying you’re gonna make this happen, aren’t you.

I'm on pins and needles about this. Is Tim a cuck now!?? Gotta be honest, I was thinking about this story while having sex with my wife this morning.

[joel68]

Yeah, looking forward to an update about Saturday night.

[ash_hotgf]

It's been a long night so Good Morning.... What happened happened

We met with David at the bar last night. We ordered several cocktails, and the conversation was flirty from the start. He teased me about my dress. After the bar, David suggested grabbing ice cream at a shop nearby. was such a sweet move he got me a double scoop of mint chocolate chip, and we walked down the street. When he asked if I wanted to come back to his place, I didn’t even hesitate. I knew exactly what would happen, and I wanted it. The moment we walked through his door, he kissed me hard then we moved to the bedroom.

I don’t remember him taking off my clothes. We were in his bedroom and it was almost dark except for the light from the nightlight and almost before I knew it I was naked, and we were standing right next to the bed. He guided me down onto the bed and I took his cock in my hand. He was already hard, and I was so wet. I kissed him again only not just on the lips this time. I did that alright at first but then I kissed him on the neck and shoulders too. He was touching my nipples. I reached for his cock and started stroking it lightly. He has big balls, so I kissed them for him I licked them too. I took them into my mouth and licked them while I sucked each one. Not only that but I did let him fuck me.

That first time, he just pushed me over onto my back and took me, missionary. I think my poor pussy went off three times before he finally cum. I think he took Viagra or something like it He really shot a load that first time, but it seemed like he got hard again right away.

I sucked him a little and I kissed his balls again. Before I knew it, I was on top of his cock and it was all the way up inside my belly, and we were fucking for a second time. I fucked him every way I knew how to. He came for the 2nd time it was like he couldn’t stop.

We fucked again of course. He got hard right away, with a little help from me, and he wanted me doggie style that time. I sucked him off that time and swallowed it all for him. He told me later that he’s always daydreamed about coming in my mouth. I think that’s why there was so much for me to swallow.

That wasn’t the end of the evening; That was only the start. It turns out David is a much kinkier guy than I ever suspected him of being, once he gets you alone in that bedroom of his. He kept raving about my ass all night. Yeah, he wanted anal. He just asked if I liked it. I told him I didn’t, particularly, and that it had been years since I’d last tried it. He said I didn’t like it because I’d never tried with him. He got me really in the mood for it, for one thing, before he slipped it inside my backdoor. He kissed me, all over…including my asshole. He tongue-fucked me up the butt for a good five minutes after he kissed me there

I was so horny again by then, so I was all in if that’s what he’d wanted to do. He was leaning back against the pillows at the top of the bed by then, reaching around behind me and finger-fucking my ass. I was on my feet, you see, on the mattress, holding onto the headboard, feeding him my pussy while he fingered my butt. When he had me almost ready to come, he suggested that I turn around and sit down on his cock. And so, I did. He surprised the shit out of me by patting my whole pussy as I worked my butt up and down on his cock, especially my clit my pussy came so hard I’d never done that in my life before.

Back at home, Tim was waiting nervously. I didn’t say a word, I led him to the bedroom, and I straddled him on our bed while I spilled every detail. He just listened and didn’t speak at the beginning. Then he started asking all kind of questions - Did you let him cum in your mouth, what were you doing while he got hard again; Oh boy, I pushed Tim onto his back, climbed on top oh him while saying I fucked David every way but now I’m yours. I begged Tim to come into me just like David and he did, and we collapsed. Then I kept telling him about the rest of my night with David. Tim was like hungry dog asking what’s next, what’s next Until we reached the anal scene with David; I climbed onto him guiding his cock into my ass and asking him to do the same what David did. It was even better because it’s him and I love him. I was beat, just got shower and fell asleep immediately.

Another post for afterwards talks today with Tim...

[leggysman]

Great story, congratulations. Is English your native language?

[ash_hotgf]

I woke up around noon totally drained from last night with David and Tim was staring at me across the pillow, his eyes full of love and I melted. I went by I don't deserve you. He admitted he got a little hurt how much wilder things had gotten with David compared to our sex routine and before I could say anything he acknowledged he had urged me to explore this.

Then he pulled me and insisted on more explicit details of last night Called him filthy perv and had to feed his curiosity even thought I didn't want to go in all details - said David titty-fucked me, cum all over my neck and face and between that and other wild shit I tongued his ass, never done that before. His face went red, he was half-embarrassed, half-turned on. I said nothing was off-limits and figuring it might one-time deal chase every dirty fantasy. I admitted I couldn’t see doing half that with him. He said he respected me too much to ask for shit like this. But...his cock spoke for himself, he got really hard so I pushed him over the edge. So I told him David had me licking his cum off my tits and face them made me jack him off again just before I left before I showered it off from my hair. His dick jumped in my hand He said would you that for me. I laughed and said I'd do anything for you.

What came next was pure melting sex - no kinks, just us fucking like we were falling in love all over again. We showered together and strolled downstairs holding hands like teenagers. I’m hornier for Tim than ever and knowing he’s still crazy for me even after David’s wild night makes me believe this was right decision for us.

Cooking dinner tonight, should step in the role prim housewife. Probably another round of post-date-night talks.. I don't know.

[ash_hotgf]

Great story, congratulations. Is English your native language?

Kinda - born in Russia, raised in US.

[leggysman]

Great story, congratulations. Is English your native language?

Kinda - born in Russia, raised in US.

Got it Makes sense. I asked because your last post reminds me of the way my wife (VHW leggysandy) sometimes writes - non-native, eastern European. And like the VHW 'crystal' and her husband too.

[ash_hotgf]

Great story, congratulations. Is English your native language?

Kinda - born in Russia, raised in US.

Got it Makes sense. I asked because your last post reminds me of the way my wife (VHW leggysandy) sometimes writes - non-native, eastern European. And like the VHW 'crystal' and her husband too.

Your wife is gorgeous, I'm catching up on your adventures

[Midnight Joker]

Wow, you really went all in. How was the pre-date prep? Was Tim a dutiful husband or a nervous wreck? I assume he came in your pussy and ass, meaning no condoms? Did Tim do any cleanup? Looking forward to seeing how this further unfolds over time.

[joel68]

Well, sounds like you got fucked way better than you thought you would.

How does he rank in the standings of the guys you have had fuck you? To me he is probably right up there.

How far down the rabbit hole do you guys plan to take this? Does your bf want to watch in the future?

[zorro]

Congratulations on working through your reservations. Sounds like you had an awesome time!

[Vin231]

Sounds like an Amazing time with David and even a better time with Tim. I am so happy for you both that it went so well. Also David is a very lucky guy too to be the one to help with both on your sexual adventures. I do like how David opened the door to more kinky fun. Now Tim can enjoy that as well.
Are there plans for a next date with David? Any talk of having Tim join in or watch? Thank you both so much for sharing the story. It is so HOT and I wish you both the very best. It seems you two are so in love.. That is most important.