New to site, not new to lifestyle (kinda)

[wishfulthinking1]

Tried posting this earlier but got errors so figured I’d try again.

Really glad I found this site and looking forward to being active here and learning more about myself and others.

When I was younger and single, I would look forward hookups on adult friend finder and Craigslist. The only times I was really successful was when I hooked up with other guys wives. At the time, I didn’t really understand it but I enjoyed performing, the wives were hot, and when you’re young and horny it’s awesome to fuck someone’s wife. One very memorable couple was one where the husband recorded everything from the second I walked through the door. His wife loved performing for the camera and after I finished, he would always reclaim her. This bled in to my relationships at the time and even now, I find married women far more attractive than single women.

Fast forward to now, I married in my 40s. After reading a few books and learning more about my own sexuality, I love the idea of the stag/vixen lifestyle but not really sure where to start. I would love to see my wife fucked by another guy but she doesn’t find most men attractive. She’s joked about finding women for me to fuck and I’ve told her that I would love for her to find a girlfriend (she loves lesbian porn). It’s all just fantasies right now.

Anyway, happy to chat and glad to be here.