A few years ago I started dating a young girl. I was her first boyfriend. She was a truly virgin. I always had a huge desire for her, but there was a problem: my cock is small. Since we had to see each other in secret most of the time, we didn't have a place to explore our relationship and get to the penetration. In fact, I was always afraid of getting to penetration because of my small dick. I always played with her pussy but I didn't let her touch my dick out of embarrassment.
She was very naughty, we played in public places like emergency stairs and she always got very wet. I even asked her what her desires were and she said she felt like having sex with two people one day. We dated for about 3 years and, believe it or not, we never got to penetration. I took advantage of her body during oral sex but I only let her touch my dick a few times, most close to the end of our relation. Not even a blowjob. We tried penetration once but because I was nervous about getting caught I couldn't continue.
At the time she was already a hottie, everyone wanted her. Skinny, white, dark hair, delicious breasts, a angel face but deep down a real slut. We broke up and I couldn't fuck her. My biggest regret. If you could see how wet she got just from kissing...
To this day I have a huge desire for her and after I found out she started dating again I started masturbating myself imagining her having a real big dick fucking her, doing everything she couldn't do in the 3 years we were together, ridiculing the fact that she dated a guy for all that time without even having fucked her. Everytime I see a photo of her in a party or with some guy I already start to jerk a lot. How I wish to get her again only to tell her I need to see she fucking big guys.
How I would love to see her fucking, that wonderful face receiving so much pleasure. Just writing this makes me almost cum.
Does anyone have a similar story? Or any comments to talk about this? Any question? I've always wanted to tell about this story but never found a place, until now.
First gf and missed oportunity
Re: First gf and missed oportunity
Yes, I have had some similar stories. I started off, not knowing how to give a girl very good sex. One girl told me that I was a clumsy and inept lover, mostly just leaving her frustrated. But over time, I learned how to use my mouth very well. There have been a couple of girls I dated, who did not like intercourse because of ways they had been hurt by men. They loved what I could do with my mouth, and that is what they preferred.tributeb20 wrote: ↑Fri Oct 31, 2025 8:10 pmA few years ago I started dating a young girl. I was her first boyfriend. She was a truly virgin......
... Does anyone have a similar story? Or any comments to talk about this? Any question? I've always wanted to tell about this story but never found a place, until now.
There were some of the early girls who let me try to pleasure them, but ended it with me because I wasn't very good at pleasuring them. But later, after I learned to be better, there were some girls I wished I could have another chance with.
Have you tried everything to try and do intercourse? Most penises can grow to a much larger size. And erection is not that complicated. It is just a condition where a lot of blood is sent to the penis and trapped there to cause the penis to get engorged with a lot of blood and get very hard.
The parts of the penis that trap blood to create an erection are the two columns of spongy tissue called the corpora cavernosa, which fill with blood, and the tunica albuginea, a fibrous sheath that surrounds the corpora cavernosa and helps keep the blood trapped inside. During arousal, blood vessels in the penis dilate, increasing blood flow into the corpora cavernosa. As these chambers swell, they press on the veins that would normally drain the blood, effectively trapping it and causing the penis to become erect.
For some people, their blood flow to the penis is not enough. Their tunica albuginea does not drop the blood properly. This eventually happens to most all men as we get older, and that is why many older men have insufficient erection. This mostly happens to older men, but it can also happen to young men. Erectile dysfunction medications like Viagra, Levitra, and Cialis, all affect this blood flow and blood trapping to help a man have a larger and harder erection. We think of these medications only being for older men, but they also work on younger men. Whatever size and firmness of erection a man is able to achieve, these medications can make them bigger and harder.
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