It might actually happen after years of telling me no.

[readyy2009]

Do you ever feel your connection with Lana shift in any way? I know with Connor it has been different but I always felt from your writing that you and Lana were together forever type of thing and I wonder if you ever feel that slipping? Also does Lana enjoy you coming home for the love making sessions? I mean does she ever describe how much she enjoys these?

[readyy2009]

I did not mean for that to sound like there were any issues in your marriage but more like your thoughts on the connection you or Lana feel?

[w770]

Do you ever feel your connection with Lana shift in any way? I know with Connor it has been different but I always felt from your writing that you and Lana were together forever type of thing and I wonder if you ever feel that slipping? Also does Lana enjoy you coming home for the love making sessions? I mean does she ever describe how much she enjoys these?

It's a good question and I didn't take offense. I think we've always been solid this entire time but sometimes, we've forgotten how solid we actually were if that makes any sense. We remind each other that this is just one part of our lives and there are a lot of other things that because of the focus on this site, might get clouded at times and perhaps makes it seem like it's the only part of our lives.

[w770]

Update: Motion detected on the camera. Right as I'm going into a meeting... Ugh..

[coastalkid]

Does the therapist know about the potential of Connor being the one to get your wife pregnant?

I was wondering if this ever came up in their counseling sessions.

[GuruTravelMonkey]

It could be a unique challenge to only let you enter her with a condom until you leave for your trip. Or to consider keeping you chaste until then, even as she retells her day as you massage her…then you cuddle…she sleeps while you throb.

[coastalkid]

Update: Motion detected on the camera. Right as I'm going into a meeting... Ugh..

Connor probably has a lot of free time during the day. I would imagine his "gig" he has going on is mostly a night time thing. Does Lana ever complain about his availability during the evening times?

[readyy2009]

Do you ever feel your connection with Lana shift in any way? I know with Connor it has been different but I always felt from your writing that you and Lana were together forever type of thing and I wonder if you ever feel that slipping? Also does Lana enjoy you coming home for the love making sessions? I mean does she ever describe how much she enjoys these?

It's a good question and I didn't take offense. I think we've always been solid this entire time but sometimes, we've forgotten how solid we actually were if that makes any sense. We remind each other that this is just one part of our lives and there are a lot of other things that because of the focus on this site, might get clouded at times and perhaps makes it seem like it's the only part of our lives.

Thanks...And how does she feel about the reclaiming sex? I know it does not compare to Connor but does she ever discuss it in detail to you

[wannabecUKold]

Update: Motion detected on the camera. Right as I'm going into a meeting... Ugh..

You may of course have burglars…..

Maybe Lana will put them right.

[JungleJim618]

This is just my two cents, but to avoid any future speculation, have Lana take a pregnancy test before the trip and when you get back.

[Dream Weaver]

Baby born a month early!

[Anonimoose]

Update: Motion detected on the camera. Right as I'm going into a meeting... Ugh..

How would you describe how connor looks like and how big is he compared to you? Does he have any celebrity similarities like shawn was with henry cavill and adam to adrian grenier?

[leander99]

Update: Motion detected on the camera. Right as I'm going into a meeting... Ugh..

You may of course have burglars…..

Maybe Lana will put them right.

She's going jump them :-)

[leander99]

Baby born a month early!

If that motion detector is the new baby, then it must be ten months early :-)

[Bart77]

Don’t you think when Conner finds out Lana removes her IUD that he’s going to make the effort to fuck her during her risky period? Have Lana and Conner - even if it was just to enhance the sex - discussed him impregnating her?

[Dream Weaver]

Baby born a month early!

If that motion detector is the new baby, then it must be ten months early :-)

Yeah, and when they go to California next month and she gets pregnant and has the baby in 8 months....

[handye12]

Update: Motion detected on the camera. Right as I'm going into a meeting... Ugh..

You may of course have burglars…..

Maybe Lana will put them right.

[Jujube]

I can’t even imagine the hotness and humiliation W experiences eating Conner’s creampie with neither him nor Lana acknowledging where it came from and how it got there! Now that’s a cucked husband!

[GuruTravelMonkey]

Typo

[GuruTravelMonkey]

You are a lucky man.
Through it all, the angst, the desire, the vulnerability and emotional release… come what may, you are a fully realized cuckold husband— you have warranted envy and respect in your own right. Even as you envy and respect Connor, and you serve Lana and her lover, and love the privilege of doing so.
There is no one right way to do this, no one right way to love, no one right way to be a family.
So long as there is love and communication, so long as you consistently center yourself on being the person you want to be and on being of service to those you care about, come what may, you have all the things at your disposal to thrive in this role.
I look forward to hearing how things progress for you. Thank you for sharing every detail you have—you show us how to push boundaries and to live it your way.
And that’s it, right there: you, Lana, Connor—-live it your way.

[snakem2000]

Here's hoping someone on the west coast doesn't spark her interest when you get there, which seems to be the norm. Best wishes for you and your family.

[GuruTravelMonkey]

If you have the strength to ratchet up the intensity for yourself, encourage her to not let you cum in or even on her until you leave for the trip.
Lean into the idea that you love to serve her and her lover. Find a consistent heightened state in your denied orgasm—kept always ready to soothe her hard day through service.

[shawnm]

Any anal between them.

[yacmon]

I wasn't sure about starting to read a thread with 230+ pages, but I started and couldn't put it down. Wow, I wish I had lived through your journey in more real time. I had a lot of questions when reading through all of the affairs , but most of those were either answered or aren't really that important now that things have gotten more serious.

There are still a couple lingering questions though...1. Who really is the "best ever"? It seems like whoever she is seeing is the best...maybe that's the answer. Maybe it's trying to compare Babe Ruth to Barry Bonds to Shohei, etc. But if she had to choose ONE, and it would be the last fling, who would she pick?

2. It seems like in the beginning, the promise was that if you wanted to stop it all, she would. I guess you are past that point now (as decided out of counseling)? It seems like she can't/won't/doesn't want to give it up even if you wanted to stop?

You got my support and envy too...hope to continue hearing about your exploits.

[tsmith6974]

w770
Please post an update soon and bring us up to date. I hope everything is good although I have a bad feeling about your relationship. I know it's your marriage but I feel like it is time for you and Lana to focus on your marriage and family without outside interference.

TOM