Feminized cuckold - others?

[rbm 75]

i used to buy my cloths from kohls and vs, now i use herrom. they have np problem selling to men and i got my heels from zappos

[PANTIES]

<< I use estrogen cream three times a week, one of the causes is my emotional feelings at times go off the charts as I cry over anything. >>

Oh, dear God, yes. Television commercials are the worst, because they intentionally work on an emotional level.

I use estrogen cream Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. It has caused my nipples to hurt as they are budding, what I had a penis has gotten very small, the boys have atrovid, I have hot flashes, I think like a women, I get emotional and cry for about anything. I like wearing women’s panties and I’m currently looking for bras without much success.

I love my changes just sorry it took this long to understand what I want.

Pauline
[/quoI was on hrt for 12 years , have 44c boobs
yes what you are feeling is normal. thats the skinan dmuscles expanding
after 6 months what you have will stay even if you stop
my nipples have gotten extremly sensitive and love to play with them

my penis and balls have definitly shrunk and are useless
i would love to get rid of them and my peniste]

I have thought about finding a doctor Mexico to remove my twins and sew the empty sack so it’s smooth down there.

Pauline

[emerald74]

Hi,
I wonder if it would be of interest if I posted an update.

[scarlettscuck]

Emerald74…please do!

[jsteel]

Yes please

[elina]

Dear Emerald,

Yes please post an update.

Sincerely
elina

[Bull_4_play]

Yes please!

[SubGuy]

Please post an update

[emerald74]

Hi all,
Thank you for the encouragement to post an update.

As I mentioned earlier, the relationship with the mistress which guided me ultimately (not that she discovered it, she only drove it home) into cuckoldry first, then feminization, ended, not unromantically, but mostly for logistical reasons. We are still in touch and emotionally connected, but eventually, there was no more physical connection and she chose to be with her Bull full time (ironically, they have split since, I think they both were riding the cuckoldry wave and once that was gone something broke between them, which is sad). That said, giving her up and knowing she ultimately needed to open herself to another man permanently still turns me on incredibly. It always felt like the ultimate cuckold gesture...

All that said, my desire and excitement to continue to be feminized has never ceased.
I started a new relationship, and surprise, my partner has a regular boyfriend she has sex with. I just can't have it any other way it seems.
She does have sex with me, but with me in my feminine form, i.e., we have what more resembles lesbian sex. We kiss, rub, suck tits, rub more, scissor, until we cum, hard...

I find it very telling about me, that again, I did look for a female partner, but again, for someone who would have a male, alpha-type lover as the main object of heterosexual sexuality. Then again, I do also have a steady male partner, who also connects me with other men, as he sees fit..

I for myself am living myself in a feminine state, exclusively feminine clothing except for professional purposes (although that's diluting as well), always lingerie, and my closet with female clothes by now has far more items in it than the part with male-type shorts, jeans and shirts.

I have rarely (if ever, really) regular male-ish sex with her, as said, if ever. My clitty has shrunk (finally) and stays soft, and is in most cases in cages, voluntarily, which now fit me even in their smallest versions - and I by now have a whole collection of cages. My sex life focuses on male partners and I have a steady boyfriend with whom I have the most fulfilling sex.

I am smooth top to bottom (no more shaving, lasered top to bottom), my breasts (and nipples(!) are noticably growing from hormone cream, my nipples are pierced girl-style, a belly button piercing is coming and I am having a flowery tattoo made over my chest and clavicle. I cannot feel femme enough..

A trusted person has asked me if my appearances and changes are kink-related or a deeper recognition of my gender, sexuality and as such, my feminity, and I had to acknowledge the latter.
I love it.

I want to say in the context here, I was not "made" this way via partners or such, I recognize it was just discovered and liberated and I love it. And I think that, admitted or not, that might be the truth for many here.

This Friday she'll be on her regular date night with her boyfriend (and she might keep some of his cum for me, she does that sometimes, in cups or condoms, because she knows I like the "humiliating" aspect of it) and I'll be on another date with my male lover, whom I just saw minutes ago, and I can't wait...

So that's my update. It all started one day with me wanting to watch her have sex with someone else, then admitting to being a cuckold, then to being bi, then to my desire to be feminized, and now I am here.

I'd love to post pics, if that's wanted, but am not sure how to in this thread. I could do so in the Hotties, but don't want to appropriate which might be others' (womens/ hotwifes) space. Encouragement would be needed!

[elina]

Thanks for the update,

If you do not want to interfere in the "hotties" section which I agree is mostly for sharing pictures of Hot Lady Hotwives (although there are threads showing other things as well...) I think the alternative is the BDSM forum. You have to decide what would be most appropriate for you.

[emerald74]

It's been a little while since I was on here and I am feeling it again to post something updates and news, if there is sexy interest.

Still living the sissy cuckold life, more into cock than ever, and enjoying to exclusively wear feminine clothing. My mistress loves it very(!) much and while regularly fucking her bull, at this point refers to my genitals only(!) as clitty, my chest as titties or boobies, and sex with me as girlfriend sex where we only rub. I cum from rubbing, like a girl, no longer from fucking in the classical sense. I found my place as a feminine sissy, cock-sucking cuckold, and am happy.

[ArdentOneX]

There's always interest! Or you can update me on fet. :d

[Photo Cuck S]

Yes, please feel free to share more Emerald

[elina]

It's been a little while since I was on here and I am feeling it again to post something updates and news, if there is sexy interest.

Yes please, would love to get the sexy details of how your Mistress has learned to put you in your proper place and is enjoying Herself with Her Bull.

Still living the sissy cuckold life, more into cock than ever, and enjoying to exclusively wear feminine clothing. My mistress loves it very(!) much and while regularly fucking her bull, at this point refers to my genitals only(!) as clitty, my chest as titties or boobies, and sex with me as girlfriend sex where we only rub. I cum from rubbing, like a girl, no longer from fucking in the classical sense. I found my place as a feminine sissy, cock-sucking cuckold, and am happy.

Are you also allowed to demonstrate your gratitude to Your Superior Mistress selected bull for providing the sex She needs and that you are unable to provide to you?

Sincerely
elina

[CTHotwifeHusband]

So excited to read this update! My own ongoing life as a cuckold is taking me deeper and deeper into feminization as well. Not simply that I am now caged almost 24/7 and entirely pussy free (and not allowed to stroke, on those occasions when I am allowed to masturbate), but that I dress entirely in women's clothing at home (with heels and makeup required), and increasingly wear some articles of women's clothing in public as well (women's leggings, women's jeans, blouses etc--and of course panties, cinchers and bras underneath). My wife and her boyfriends only refer to me now by my sissy name, regardless of context.

[SubSnuggler]

I've been in panties, shaved or waxed below the neck, and had long hair for years. At night I wear lingerie to bed, satin nighties, lace cover-ups, thigh high socks on cold nights, etc. Sometimes I wear more demure flowered sleepshirts, still feminine wear, just not sexy.

Within Mistress' suite I universally wear skirts, and ironically just last week she allowed me to wear 'modest' skirts (to the knee) for the first time. She ties my hair in the morning into buns or tails for the day.

Sometimes I will wear hose or pull-ups under my sissy jeans, but usually it's just panties.

[cuckoldyTed]

@emerlad74 we need to see pics and updates please

[pixwellguy]

...... entirely pussy free (and not allowed to stroke, on those occasions when I am allowed to masturbate).........

How are you allowed to masturbate when you are not allowed to stroke? Do you have to cum in your cage?

[CTHotwifeHusband]

I'm sometimes allowed to use a vibrating wand on my cage. And sometimes instructed to do so while my caged clit is inserted in a fleshlight.

Now that I am permanently caged, I find that I often leak a good deal of ejaculate (sissy juice) while caged and throbbing a little. THere's no sense of release, but it' arouses me to feel my panties sticky with cummies, and to apply it as lipgloss.

[Long Lurker 34]

I'm sometimes allowed to use a vibrating wand on my cage. And sometimes instructed to do so while my caged clit is inserted in a fleshlight.

Now that I am permanently caged, I find that I often leak a good deal of ejaculate (sissy juice) while caged and throbbing a little. THere's no sense of release, but it' arouses me to feel my panties sticky with cummies, and to apply it as lipgloss.

CTHH
- Is this with or without the wand?
- There must be more than you can use for lip gloss. Panty liners used at all?

[Caribwaters]

It started with discovering her cheating with her former boss about 7 years into our marriage. That situation led to a couple of sincere "sit downs" to see where we were going to of from that traumatic discovery. We reached agreement where she could continue to enjoy her relationship with her boss, as long as she was completely honest in supplying me with the details. That decision led down the long road to virtual a FLM.

Along the way she learned of my strong interest in wearing woman's clothing. She supported my kink and was kind enough to purchased all of my nice lingerie. Only wore dresses and heels in the privacy of our home, but she often had me wear panties, bra, garter belt and stocking when we went out for dinner or socially. Claimed she liked being the only one knowing what I was actually wearing, while everyone else thought I just had men's underwear on. Love the feeling of the lingerie against my skin. Never took hormones

With my feminization came the change in our household dynamics. If I wanted to dress as woman and she was expected to accommodate my kink, then I had to perform "the duties" as a woman, whether sexually or domestically. When we had sex whileI was dressed in my lingerie, she always insisted on being on top. She almost always enjoys sex while being fully nude, so there was a significant difference, with me being clothed in lingerie. Expected to orally satisfy her, but sometimes did not reciprocate, saying, "men often forget their woman after they have cum". Welcome to the life of a woman.

She could never wrap her head around pegging me, even though I asked her a number of times. The closest we came was when she would wear a strap on dildo and had me kneel while dressed in front of her and orally worship it. Wore denims, leather shoes, full long sleeve shirts and then open the pants and let it pop out for my pleasure, while making pointed comments concerning technique and how good I was learning to suck "cock" like a woman. Told me if I really wanted (needed) to get pegged, find a real man, but she would want to be there to watch that experience.

Sex between us now is a rare event, as she eventually learned to power of denial. For years didn't need me trying to satisfy her "needs" as she was involved with a few men who were (according to her) farmer enjoyable on multiple levels. When she decides to provide me release, it is usually thru masturbation, kneeling in front of her, rather than intercourse. If she really wants to screw with my head or get more willing compliance, she takes the bag with all of my lingerie and locks them in the closet that only she has they.

[CTHotwifeHusband]

Long Lurker--My caged clit leaks all the time without the wand; I can't control it at all any more. No panty liners (at least not yet). B typically has me wear cheap satin panties (bikini cut) or women's bodysuits, and likes to tease me about how sticky and stained my panties get by the end of the day, seemingly more and more so. (As of 20 November, now pussy free for six months.)

[Long Lurker 34]

Long Lurker--My caged clit leaks all the time without the wand; I can't control it at all any more. No panty liners (at least not yet). B typically has me wear cheap satin panties (bikini cut) or women's bodysuits, and likes to tease me about how sticky and stained my panties get by the end of the day, seemingly more and more so. (As of 20 November, now pussy free for six months.)

CTHH
- Is this just because of your 'situation' or some other problem. I don't think I can recall having come across that before.

[Scud Farcus]

Im on the fence with feminization. On one hand, I need to maintain my masculine appearance. Im 6'3 and 290lbs with very broad shoulders, not a suitable frame to work with. On the other hand, I absolutely love boobs. Im not allowed to touch my lovely wife's boobs without getting slapped so I started a year ago growing my own. I joined the site "Breast Nexum" and got a ton of information on natural breast enlargement through supplements, diet and massage. I started with a fairly flat chest and am now filling a B cup bra. And...I love massaging them !

[FormerBullnowCuck]

I see the appeal. I am masculine with a feminine side