Wife and my Dad

[bearcatfozzy]

I just found and read through this tragic tale. I'm not really into the cuck lifestyle but can sort of understand the angst and appeal it has for some like you. Dave, I found your truthfulness almost innocent and somewhat beautiful, but I wondered while reading if a "train wreck" was on the horizon, and it unfortunately it was.

I have to say after reading pages and pages of your story tonight, there was one thing that really stood out to me and that was that Jen was mad that you dated/fucked two women from the salon where she worked. Wow. She goes and leaves her husband for her father-in-law and she is upset when her dumped, understandably hurt, husband finds some enjoyment and solace in the arms of some women that she works with - understandable because while you were together such co-workers were a circle of women that you had gotten to know. I thought her reaction to finding out that you slept with Ann & Paige was the most hurtful thing of all - she should have been happy for you to have had some fun. It was particularly shocking because she obviously shared more than admitted with Paige. When Jen & Paige came over that time and drank and flirted, etc. I thought she was actually trying to better introduce you to someone you might like and never dreamed she'd be pissed off if you and Paige ended up in the sack.

I know, I know, Jen will always have some almost magical power over you, but anyone deserves better than that. I sincerely hope you figure out your "wiring" and find yourself someone that appreciates YOU, you really deserve such happiness after what you've been through. It would be poetic justice if, after you've found your new real love, Jen & dad's relationship crumbles. I know you won't agree with me, but their relationship was built on deceit and dishonesty (I know you were culpable too), but still relationships built with that sort of foundation are destined for failure. Mark my words. Good luck, hope all works out for you.

[Johnnie]

Dave, I'm new here and wanted to comment on this. First let me say I loved this story up to where she left. I'm sorry it ended that way. I've been in this cuck life for about 11 years now. I got on here to tell some things about my life, but your post caught my attention. I wanted to comment about how you were masturbating over the loss. My wife and I have been together for just about 34 years now. Back in 05 she left me for who I thought at the time was her BBC Bull. She called me and told me over the phone while I was working and that she was gonna stay with him. When I got home and all her stuff was gone I cried my eyes out and started looking at her nude pics on the computer. Pics of her and him together too. Even watched a video of them fucking. I was so turned on and I J'd/off a bunch of times. Like you, I was the same way. I just wanted to let you know that you're not the only one and most likely there are a lot of men that get this way. I couldn't believe I was doing that and thought I was a sick fuck. But I loved it. I lost 40Lbs in 2.5 weeks and was J'ing/off like crazy.. Turns out she didn't leave me for him, but for other personal problems. She was staying at her parents and we worked it out and she came back in about 3 months. Then in Jan of 2012 she left again. This time for a very old Boyfriend that she was fucking for a year and a half. Long story, and I may post about this later, but she came back again within 2 months. She never moved in with him and they still fuck today. But, I did the same thing again. I J'd/off like crazy. I didn't think she was coming back this time. Anyways, just wanted to share that with you. To me it was such a rush. I don't know what one was better though. Leaving me for a BBC, or for her old boyfriend(who is white). he was her first boyfriend back when they were in Jr High school. But they never had sex, just kissed. We met when she was in High school and I was her first. We all knew each other since we were kids. Again, long story that I may have to post if anyone is interested in my cuck life. I posted a lot on another cuck site since 03 or 04, but it's more of a pay site now. Anways, hope you are doing well now.

[john jasson]

Hi Johnnie. Sounds like an interesting read. Hope you start a thread for it.

[Johnnie]

I don't want to highjack this thread, but I will try and get a thread started. I have no idea how to get it started without boring everyone to death with the past. But need to bring up the past to get to where we are now. I was on another cuck site for many years and wonder if anyone from there is here and will remember us. I pretty much used the same username there. Think it was Johnnie2 there. Also, my avatar pic is a pic of my wife Photoshopped to look like a sketch. The original has been posted all over the net. Someone here I'm sure will recognize it from one of the many sites we posted it on.

[mathuranjali]

I just read this thread in 2 days. Omg it was out of this world. I for one would love to hear more from curiousdave about his ex-wife and dad. What is their life like now? Is she much happier? Like she has found her soulmate. Have her clothes and shoes gotten more upscale and sexier? These are the things that push my buttons and curiousdave has written so well about them so far. Waiting to read more. .anjali

[curiousdave]

Well finally I have something of importance to report I have a new roommate! Paige has moved in with me, been here for a few days now. Before you go jumping to conclusions it's not exactly as you may would think. She's going to be my roommate not my girlfriend or anything. Although I would say we are closer to something in the middle because we have been intimate and she says that's cool with her. I guess it's a friends with benefits situation so I am more than happy with that. I won't go deep into her personal reasons for moving in, I'll just say she had some trouble at home and wanted to get out and I was happy to help. So far it's been fun and it's awesome having a hot chick walking around here again

As for what this may do to her relationship with Jenna, I'd say not much. They had sort of a falling out with each other anyway and Paige went back to cutting hair at her old salon. She just said Jen changed when she became the boss and she doesn't enjoy being at the new place. Apparently they had some words with each other and they haven't spoken since. That was a few weeks ago so it had nothing to do with this move or anything. I haven't spoken to Jenna about this change yet either so not even sure if she knows. Really I don't care what she may think about it either I was invited to her Mom's Thanksgiving dinner and also talked with my Dad and he asked was I coming but I opted out. I had told a buddy of mine weeks ago I'd go to his parents house with him so that was that. Paige being on the outs with her parents went to a cousins house instead.

I really don't know how this will effect things with Jen and I but I'd be willing to bet it doesn't help. Like I said before I really don't care. It's not that I want to hurt her or even piss her off. I still love her but I am moving on and I enjoy being around Paige a lot. If it means Jen doesn't want to see or talk to me anymore, well so be it then. I don't see or talk to her much anyway so really it won't change much.

Paige has her own bedroom here and we won't be sharing a bed nightly or anything. But judging from the first few days I anticipate plenty of fun stuff happening here ;-) She is such a little tease and slut (remember girls that's her own words so don't hate me lol). For a guy like me, in a situation like I'm currently in she's just what the doctor ordered. No hang ups or commitments, just fun and no strings attached sex! That's all I want right now

[curiousdave]

I just found and read through this tragic tale. I'm not really into the cuck lifestyle but can sort of understand the angst and appeal it has for some like you. Dave, I found your truthfulness almost innocent and somewhat beautiful, but I wondered while reading if a "train wreck" was on the horizon, and it unfortunately it was.

I have to say after reading pages and pages of your story tonight, there was one thing that really stood out to me and that was that Jen was mad that you dated/fucked two women from the salon where she worked. Wow. She goes and leaves her husband for her father-in-law and she is upset when her dumped, understandably hurt, husband finds some enjoyment and solace in the arms of some women that she works with - understandable because while you were together such co-workers were a circle of women that you had gotten to know. I thought her reaction to finding out that you slept with Ann & Paige was the most hurtful thing of all - she should have been happy for you to have had some fun. It was particularly shocking because she obviously shared more than admitted with Paige. When Jen & Paige came over that time and drank and flirted, etc. I thought she was actually trying to better introduce you to someone you might like and never dreamed she'd be pissed off if you and Paige ended up in the sack.

I know, I know, Jen will always have some almost magical power over you, but anyone deserves better than that. I sincerely hope you figure out your "wiring" and find yourself someone that appreciates YOU, you really deserve such happiness after what you've been through. It would be poetic justice if, after you've found your new real love, Jen & dad's relationship crumbles. I know you won't agree with me, but their relationship was built on deceit and dishonesty (I know you were culpable too), but still relationships built with that sort of foundation are destined for failure. Mark my words. Good luck, hope all works out for you.

Thank you

[curiousdave]

Dave, I'm new here and wanted to comment on this. First let me say I loved this story up to where she left. I'm sorry it ended that way. I've been in this cuck life for about 11 years now. I got on here to tell some things about my life, but your post caught my attention. I wanted to comment about how you were masturbating over the loss. My wife and I have been together for just about 34 years now. Back in 05 she left me for who I thought at the time was her BBC Bull. She called me and told me over the phone while I was working and that she was gonna stay with him. When I got home and all her stuff was gone I cried my eyes out and started looking at her nude pics on the computer. Pics of her and him together too. Even watched a video of them fucking. I was so turned on and I J'd/off a bunch of times. Like you, I was the same way. I just wanted to let you know that you're not the only one and most likely there are a lot of men that get this way. I couldn't believe I was doing that and thought I was a sick fuck. But I loved it. I lost 40Lbs in 2.5 weeks and was J'ing/off like crazy.. Turns out she didn't leave me for him, but for other personal problems. She was staying at her parents and we worked it out and she came back in about 3 months. Then in Jan of 2012 she left again. This time for a very old Boyfriend that she was fucking for a year and a half. Long story, and I may post about this later, but she came back again within 2 months. She never moved in with him and they still fuck today. But, I did the same thing again. I J'd/off like crazy. I didn't think she was coming back this time. Anyways, just wanted to share that with you. To me it was such a rush. I don't know what one was better though. Leaving me for a BBC, or for her old boyfriend(who is white). he was her first boyfriend back when they were in Jr High school. But they never had sex, just kissed. We met when she was in High school and I was her first. We all knew each other since we were kids. Again, long story that I may have to post if anyone is interested in my cuck life. I posted a lot on another cuck site since 03 or 04, but it's more of a pay site now. Anways, hope you are doing well now.

I appreciate your sharing your story. It is always good to know you aren't alone in your weirdness lol.

[curiousdave]

I just read this thread in 2 days. Omg it was out of this world. I for one would love to hear more from curiousdave about his ex-wife and dad. What is their life like now? Is she much happier? Like she has found her soulmate. Have her clothes and shoes gotten more upscale and sexier? These are the things that push my buttons and curiousdave has written so well about them so far. Waiting to read more. .anjali

I really can't help you too much on this. I just haven't spent tons of time around them as a couple yet. I do know she is very happy or sure seems to be. I know what she had in her mind before about "them" and it seems to be taking place now so. They do seem to be soulmates I guess. I know she felt that way. As far as clothes and shoes and jewels or whatever I doubt it's changed very much. Maybe she buys stuff more freely and without worry now but she always had expensive taste and shopped constantly. She was that way even when I met her back in school. her mother and sister are the same and they are all very "high class" if you will. It's in her genes I guess. Now she just has a man who can provide more so I'm sure it's caused a little more carefree spending lol. My new situation with Paige may cause a larger rift so I may see even less and less of her. But if and when I see things or find out more I will share it here. I started this story and I know there are guys like you who would like to know more so I will continue to share it. Thanks for your interest

[Wistful]

As you said, I enjoy your updates and appreciate your keeping us informed.

[mooncucky]

Nice to hear from you!

[wingman]

Who knows, if u take charge of the relationship and tell her with what she did, she has no right to be upset with u. That she is lucky to have u in her life and if she better suck it up and deal with your choice of friends. Who knows, when u take charge, her submissive side may come back closer to u, not go farther away

[mopacpower]

Dave excellent attitude! We were afraid you might still be pinning for the Jen-fjords. But it sounds like you are going in a good direction.

Tell Paige hi. And bang her head against the headboards!

Good luck Dave. Maybe you and Paige can send dad and Jen a Christmas present?

[b_p]

Way to go, Dave! Thanks for an excellent and encouraging update.

I think your instincts about it being negative regarding Jenna are quite correct. In fact, I'll go a little farther with it. You can tell me later if it turns out this way or not.

I think that Jenna let some things go to her head. That's consistent with Paige's description of Jenna's behavior at the new shop. What went to Jenna's head? The too-many compliments that she gets from him. That's the "charm" that he used on her, and some people are more susceptible to it than others.

I think that it was quite convenient for Paige to move in with you. I have no doubt that what she said is true, that she is benefitting from moving out from where she was. But I think it's a half truth. I think that Paige is also happy to be sharing a place with you, and if Jenna ever "starts any s***" with her, Paige will tell her that the two of you are living together. (I'm serious.)

That doesn't mean that Paige has feelings for you. As you correctly noted, it's a relationship (lower case "r") that does not have commitments. Friends with benefits can be very nice. Rather, it's a weapon that she wants to hang onto for hitting Jenna with it, should the need ever arise. It's also possible that she's planning to use it on Jenna later, but I think that would be me reaching too far with it.

Again, thanks for the update. I feel like the cynic here, regarding Jenna's behavior, and Paige's too, for that matter.

In the meantime, I'm glad you're enjoying yourself. Keep up the good work.

[curiousdave]

Way to go, Dave! Thanks for an excellent and encouraging update.

I think your instincts about it being negative regarding Jenna are quite correct. In fact, I'll go a little farther with it. You can tell me later if it turns out this way or not.

I think that Jenna let some things go to her head. That's consistent with Paige's description of Jenna's behavior at the new shop. What went to Jenna's head? The too-many compliments that she gets from him. That's the "charm" that he used on her, and some people are more susceptible to it than others.

I think that it was quite convenient for Paige to move in with you. I have no doubt that what she said is true, that she is benefitting from moving out from where she was. But I think it's a half truth. I think that Paige is also happy to be sharing a place with you, and if Jenna ever "starts any s***" with her, Paige will tell her that the two of you are living together. (I'm serious.)

That doesn't mean that Paige has feelings for you. As you correctly noted, it's a relationship (lower case "r") that does not have commitments. Friends with benefits can be very nice. Rather, it's a weapon that she wants to hang onto for hitting Jenna with it, should the need ever arise. It's also possible that she's planning to use it on Jenna later, but I think that would be me reaching too far with it.

Again, thanks for the update. I feel like the cynic here, regarding Jenna's behavior, and Paige's too, for that matter.

In the meantime, I'm glad you're enjoying yourself. Keep up the good work.

I'm not stupid. I know Paige doesn't have any deep romantic feelings for me. She's a young woman enjoying life and doesn't want to be tied down to anyone right now. So it doesn't hurt my feelings at all. I just want to tag a long a little and enjoy some of the fun she generates

I'll save any more thoughts on Jenna's feelings until I find out what they are. I'm not calling her to tell her whats happened so I'll just wait till it comes up one day. No hurry

[rs480]

Hell's bells! Howdy Dave!
Nice update! :-)

[curiousdave]

Ok guy's just found out today Jenna is marrying Dad on the 21st. So I'm about to have a new step mom lol.

She called me and we talked a good 20 minutes or so and she already knew about Paige moving in with me. She didn't seem mad or bothered at all. Asked how things were going with us and I explained we are just living together as friends not lovers. She actually seemed totally ok with everything. She did joke with me about being careful with her since she is such a "wild thing". I laughed and said I know, for real.

But all in all it was a pleasant conversation. It was nice talking with her because it had been a while. Obviously I won't be attending the wedding or anything. It's going to be a very small event she said with only a few friends and her family of course. I think she knew I wouldn't come and it probably wouldn't have been right anyway so it was all left un said. They aren't going on a honeymoon right away, instead planning a long trip this summer instead. Neither can afford to go away right now with work and all. I wished her well and told her I loved them both. She said she loved me too and we'd talk again soon. That was about it. We chatted about this and that also but nothing worth mentioning really.

I am planning to write some about Paige and I soon. Just haven't had the time yet. I wanted to report this Jenna news since it is definitely part (an important part) of the whole story. I know many of you would want to know

I'm doing really good in general and what surprises me is I actually only feel happy about them getting married. So far (surprising to me) I haven't even been feeling turned on or sexed up or however you want to say it while thinking about it. I think having Paige around and in my life has been all the distraction I need to move on a little and get past a lot of my hang-ups concerning Jen and Dad. It's definitely a real positive for me.

Ok I'll write back soon, take care friends.

[sensual9696]

Having followed your story (and I must say, excellent writing skills) I am really looking forward to hearing more about Paige... she sounds delightfully kinky. Good luck!

[wingman]

Dave -

You never did say why Jenna called you? Was it to let you know about the wedding day or what??

When you spoke to her, did she sound like she was still regretful of what she did to you, or do you think her "biz owner" mentality has her placing herself above that now?

[Rocketman]

There are a lot of really interesting stories on these forums and I avoided reading this one for some time because frankly the subject line discussed me. However, many people in other threads kept mentioning this one so I did read it from the beginning and it was like watching a train wreck in slow motion. When it was all over I was not disgusted, I was sad. I honestly feel so sorry for you, I also feel sorry for her family, I cannot imagine how embarrassed I would be by that kind of action from my daughter. I love her dearly but I could never support that and if she did that she would never be welcome in my home again. I not feel sorry for Jen and I do not feel sorry for your "Dad." I admire that you can still love them...that really takes a lot of love. Neither of them can ever understand that kind of love, they also cannot see the bottom of the ocean with a telescope.

Dave, I wish you all the best. You deserve a straight shot to heaven because you have already lived your hell on earth.

[curiousdave]

Having followed your story (and I must say, excellent writing skills) I am really looking forward to hearing more about Paige... she sounds delightfully kinky. Good luck!

Thank you very much for the compliment. I will be writing some very soon about Paige, I promise.

[curiousdave]

Dave -

You never did say why Jenna called you? Was it to let you know about the wedding day or what??

When you spoke to her, did she sound like she was still regretful of what she did to you, or do you think her "biz owner" mentality has her placing herself above that now?

She called to tell me about the wedding and she said to check in with me and see how everything was going. She has been extremely busy of late with her new salon so she has been very absent in my life. She seemed to feel sorry about that I thought. I would say the conversation was very nice and pleasant and she didn't seem regretful or anything, other than genuinely seeming interested in my well being. And I know her very well, she wasn't upset at all about Paige living here with me. If she is she hid it better than I've ever seen her hide something before.

[curiousdave]

There are a lot of really interesting stories on these forums and I avoided reading this one for some time because frankly the subject line discussed me. However, many people in other threads kept mentioning this one so I did read it from the beginning and it was like watching a train wreck in slow motion. When it was all over I was not disgusted, I was sad. I honestly feel so sorry for you, I also feel sorry for her family, I cannot imagine how embarrassed I would be by that kind of action from my daughter. I love her dearly but I could never support that and if she did that she would never be welcome in my home again. I not feel sorry for Jen and I do not feel sorry for your "Dad." I admire that you can still love them...that really takes a lot of love. Neither of them can ever understand that kind of love, they also cannot see the bottom of the ocean with a telescope.

Dave, I wish you all the best. You deserve a straight shot to heaven because you have already lived your hell on earth.

Thank you for your well wishes, I'll take em them with a smile:)

I completely understand your thoughts and feelings. It's 100% the "normal" reaction I'm sure. But please don't feel sorry for me, things are going great now and I consider myself a very happy man these days. All is well!

[Rocketman]

Dave,
Again, I wish you all the best. What a great attitude to move on. Please keep posting because your endurance will be an inspiration to many. I hope you are able to find a woman that deserves you, the last one sure did not. I trust you have learned a valuable lesson from this and will not allow Jenna to come running back if "Dad" dumps her or give dad a shoulder to cry on when she finds a guy richer and more able to fulfill her foolish self-centered desires, These two deserve each other but they are not in love because love is selfless and neither of them know how to do that. I saw your train wreck coming and trust me this one will be bigger so make sure you are not standing near!

[Rocketman]

AZ, I could not agree more, I really admire Dave now, a lot of guys would have been completely destroyed by these two. It takes quite a lot to rebound from betrayal by the two people in life you love the most. It makes it hard to love again and Dave seems on his way to healing.