She stays gone a lot of the time but when she's home she's never boring ;-) Like I told you before we aren't a couple, we have separate bedrooms, and she's regularly going out with her friends without me. But when the mood strikes her or I do the right things (whatever those are lol) I usually get rewarded. As far as intercourse goes we haven't done that too too much. She likes to tease and play with me and part of that is by admitting she's a size queen and I just don't have enough to offer her. Part of that is completely true I know, but I also believe it's all part of the game for her. She likes to keep me wanting more and playfully begging and panting like a puppy who wants more. I am not complaining at all, I love it. It's fun always being on edge and wanting more. Hoping she will give into my advances and seeing how much I can get 'this time'.
Sometimes she has let me put it in just for a few pumps and then playfully acts disinterested and tells me to get off her. This is always with a playful little smirk, never being really mean or anything. I am a cuckold at heart and we all know the kinds of things that go through a cuckold's head but honestly denial and humiliation like this was never one of my hot button points. I mean it was fun here and there when it came up with Jenna but mostly I was into the whole 'her being in a relationship with another man, falling in love, whatever' scenario. This kind of stuff is relatively new for me and I think Paige saw something in me to play with or exploit, whatever. It's so damn FUN!
Also another somewhat new area of interest for me is BBC (big black cock for those 1 or 2 who won't know what I mean lol). I honestly used to care less one way or the other. I watched a few interracial clips here and there like anyone else but that has changed since I first started getting involved with Paige. Before Paige all my interest and desires were connected to or about Jenna, and that was never a thing that came up. Well I reported before how Paige has been with black guys , even dated one for an extended period of time and it's something that she instinctively knew to tease me about. Like once for example I was going down on her and she puuured about how she wished she had a big black cock to fuck right then. I moaned into her pussy and she asked me how I like eating a pussy that's had black cock in it. That triggered something from deep within me I didn't know I had. I started eating her with more gusto at that point and she giggled and said "I thought so". Fuck it drove me wild knowing she was thinking such thoughts. She has a very VERY dirty mind and I've never been with any girl who was so up front and in your face with it. She doesn't seem to give two shits what anyone may think, she is what she is and if you don't like it, fuck off.
She doesn't currently have any fuck buddy or boyfriend other than me but I'm sure she's played around with others here and there since moving in. I haven't pushed for details about it because I don't want to be pushy or act like she needs to tell me when she is. I always hope she will tell me if she is, just for the erotic fun of it all. I am trying to tell her I want to know about all her slutty adventures without coming off too lame or beggy about it. So far she's been great about knowing how and when to play and share so I've just let things naturally flow. The natural flow of things is always more fun than being pushy and asking I feel. It always comes off much more real and exciting when it "just happens".
Some things I do know from her telling me at various times here and there. She's been with a bunch of girls , some just kissing and petting but several she's had full on lesbian encounters with. I've seen her french kiss one of her friends (a girl she's done it all with in the past). We were at a bar one night and the topic came up and before you know it they were both shoving their tongues down each other's throat for a good minute or longer. It was sexy but they were just doing it for shock value and the show more than getting hot for each other right then. Also she has also done a threesome with that same girl and a black guy they both knew before. They told me all about it (I think the same night). Just one of those random type hookups where things get crazy and out of hand. Those girls are both crazy and uninhibited like nothing I've ever been around.
One thing related to Jenna about all this was I started thinking one night about everything and it just dawned on me that Jenna and Paige hung out quite a bit at different times. I wondered (knowing Paige much better at this point than I did then) did Jenna ever do crazy shit like this too. I mean you usually don't hang out with people who you don't share stuff in common with right? Well I asked Paige if Jenna ever kissed other girls or made out with random guys at the club or anything. She answered quickly "No" but after a few seconds she sort of grinned and said "friends don't tell on friends". I kept at her, begging her to tell me and promised I'd never say anything. She finally said something like "Lets just say Jen isn't the pure little snowflake some people think she is". I literally begged for more but she wouldn't tell me anything else. Part of it was I just wanted to know but it also triggered my old feelings of wanting to be Jen's cuck and I wanted to know was I more of a cuck than I ever knew. I have to assume I am and maybe in a very big way, but I don't know anything for sure so. Maybe over time I can get more info out of her. She was pretty firm with me that she wasn't going to say anything else but when she's drunk or stoned one night and the mood is right maybe I can extract some more juicy details. I sure need to know!
Back to Paige ... I have begun saying little things here and there that let her know I am totally ok with her sluttyness and if she needs to bring some "Big Cock" home I am ok with it. I think she is aware of how I fantasize about her now and she might even think I am wanting to be her cuckold. Which in a way I am wanting to be her cuckold obviously but I guess you need to be in some form of a committed relationship for that to be real. So that sort of squashes that I guess. But at times when I am doing things like going down or giving her a massage or rubbing her feet (all things I have done fairly regularly) she will playfully refer to me as her slave boy or something along those lines. I like that too. It pushes the same sort of buttons for me and always makes me feel excited. Something about "belonging" to someone in a sexual way excites me for some reason. I never want to be a chained up , wearing a mask, living in a cage, type of slave or anything, but belonging to someone exclusively while they are free to roam around and play makes me feel warm and tingly lol. Same sort of cuckold type emotions I guess.
Paige is like the ultimate bad girl if you will. She's a corrupter also. I say those things lightly here but I know really thats not a great thing. I don't think she means any harm, that's just how she lives her life so she doesn't see anything bad with it. But she's always trying to get me to do bad things like drugs and drinking. I can't smoke weed because we have random testing at my work. We never actually get tested but we could if they ever enforced the rule. So I always decline and she makes me feel like I'm a wuss or wimp. I will drink with her but not on the same level. I tried for a while a while back but couldn't hang. It's a 24/7 thing with her. I tell her she can have fun but she needs to keep it under control because that lifestyle will play havoc with your life eventually. She just blows me off about it saying something like "Ok dad" lol. I think she will be fine but she needs to watch it because when she gets a little older it's gonna be a bad thing. Maybe she will see the light before it's too late. I want the best for her but at the same time I feel cautious not wanting to change who she is because lets face it, thats what I'm attracted too, her carefree, fun at all cost, no limits mentality. I'd hate to pull the plug on her somehow and find I completely took her free spirit from her, not that I probably can anyway.
For the most part Paige doesn't ask me questions sexually. It's like she's in the lead and she's only interested in what she's interested in. That's fine with me as I am more interested in what she really likes and desires than my own at the moment. Also everything seems to be fairly in line to some degree anyway. A slutty girl in control and a man(me) wanting to please and be with her. She has asked a few questions randomly about how Jenna and I worked. Like she had some small interest in the whole "cuckolding" mindset that drove me. I was honest about but mostly said I couldn't explain it that well, the emotions of wanting to lose her to my dad (or a better man). We didn't discuss it long, it's like she just wanted to hear what I'd say. I got the feeling she already heard it from Jenna's side and just wanted to see if I would say the same. She also showed no judgement or disdain or being turned on or anything. Just like it was mildly interesting to her.
Ok I got more to write about but right now I have a few things to do. I'm gonna try and come back later today with more but we'll see. Hope you like this first installment about Paige. Take care friends
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