I feel Fan-fucking-tastic!!!
Everything I hoped HWing thing would become, feels like it is all falling into place.
Samantha is having the best sex since she and I started dating, and of course she and I are now also having the best sex ever!!
She is so in control, hot, confident, and just thrilled with pretty much everything. She is in tip-top physical form, confidently wearing hot and sexy clothes and makeup, and just feeling great about herself (this has never been a problem for her, but it's just better than ever). Life is good!
Last night we had a great romantic date out with each other. Over an outstanding meal and a bottle of wine at a downtown restaurant we talked about life, our family, our relationship, what we mean to each other, oh, and of course our hotwifing adventures. We are as committed and in love as ever!
She is absolutely confident about what she wants out of the HWing, and absolutely confident that she can get it. Her confidence has given me confidence and caused my initial jealousies to subside, which just allows me to sit back and enjoy the ride. I feel great!
As for what she wants: She just love love loves being pursued by men. She wants to be wanted and loves luring a new man into her net. The thrill, tabu, naughtiness, butterflies and NRE, and of course the multiple orgasms. Her goal seems to be to give each man such an incredible experience (better than anything he's ever had before), that he wants her even more and works tirelessly to please her. She loves teasing and tempting.
The infatuation with BF #1, Bill has subsided a bit. I mean, she's still totally hot to trot for him and wants him to fuck her constantly, but she's no longer seeing him as this perfect guy that she needs to talk on the phone with constantly (like a school girl) but more has a great guy that she really likes and really likes to fuck, but within the boundaries of "it is what it is". She's also told him that she loves their time together, but that she will be spending time with other men as well, that she is first and foremost focused on keeping her family situation happy, and she has to ALWAYS make sure her husband is happy and a part of everything she does. For example she always sends pictures of her adventures, to which sometimes makes Bill feel like "oh.. more pictures???" to which she simply says "that's the deal". Bill himself has been a little jealous. He does not like Samantha seeing other men, but he too has seemingly come to terms with the relationship and what it is and is not and he's becoming very comfortable in his place. He's probably even becoming a little more adventurous sexually. I think he's thinking "well, if this is mostly just a sex based relationship, let's see just how hot and wild we can make the sex!!"
Bill has even said that his own marriage (they have a don't ask don't tell open relationship) is strangely getting stronger. Apparently he has felt a little resentment at home that his wife's has not been taking care of enough of his needs, and with the Samantha supplement, he and his wife are just better enjoying the rest of their married life. Sort of a reverse HWing benefit.
In the mean time Samantha is spending more time with Sid and finding that intriguing. He is a super hot guy that makes her heart pound and is very intense in the bedroom. Whereas Bill fucks her for hours slowly and passionately, Sid fucks her in such an intense way that they collapse bliss after 30-40 minutes. She loves the variety and wants more of both.
Samantha is also feeling incredible confidence. She's got the world by the balls, walks around with a big grin on her face, and wants more fully explore this new freedom. A smoking hot babe with a high libido and endless men to choose from. She pretty much wants to have sex with a lover every day. She is not like a sexed crazed school girl, out of control, but is more like an extremely confident women growing more comfortable with her own sexuality, and more and more comfortable enjoying herself. She has been feeling a little "slutty", about seeing more than one other man, but I can see those feelings dissipating. My samantha is becoming a lot like the samantha in sex-in-the-city (but mine is hotter
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Along those lines, she is wanting to start dating more men on Ashley Madison and has started talking to several. Her rough plan is to date one new guy a week and see where that goes. She does not have sex on the first date, but even that rule could change in the future, I suppose. I think the bottom line is that she wants to explore other men and see what that is like. She feels like she has a "full dance card" but that she'd like to gradually add some more relationships to explore what that's like.
So, she has already scheduled alternating play-dates with Bill and Sid for the next 5 days, and wants to go on a date with a new guy on day 6. To some this might sound a little boy-crazy, but the truth is that she has it in complete control. She has compartmentalized this. These are just hot little appointments on her busy work schedule. Bill 1-4 on Monday... Sid 9-1030 on Tuesday.. .etc...
I asked her "would you ever see two guys in the same day??", to which she says "that would make me feel a little slutty.. well... yeah, maybe..."
Now, rafter each "round" she is always committed to being with me for reclaiming. Unfortunately, sometimes during the day, I can't see her right away so I have to get mine later. If i see her right after a round, her libedo is still sky high and she wants me to "top her off". If I get her later, she's usually a little tired and does not really "need more" so she basically says "Husband's choice!", and I usually ask for a BJ which she seems to prefer doing when she's tired and/or before she goes on a date with someone else.
Finally... she's also becoming more experimental sexually. She's pulling toys out of the closet that have not been used in forever. She reading about sexual fantasies and positions, etc. and asking her BFs what they want to try next. She's even asking me "Is there anything out of bounds that you would not want me to do with another man??". Honestly, I can't think of anything. She asks "what about anal sex or a 3-day with another couple". I'm a little impressed that she's even asking these things. I don't really care for anal myself, but I don't think I minds if she explores that with others. I kinda wish if she were gonna do a 3-day that I would be part of it, but again, I'm not sure I feel uncomfortable with her exploring that... " Is there anything I should not feel comfortable with??
OH... one more thing... she has a new fantasy (to be continued)...
