Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?

[RGB49FL]

As usual, WOW!!! Mrs R you are such a totally sexual and sensual person. Damn you get us so fucking hot. There are so many of us that crave you, as you can easily see. What a fantastic hotwife you are. As always, thanks for sharing your sexcapades with us. We really appreciate it.

[aemn611]

As always, thanks for sharing your sexcapades with us. We really appreciate it.

I too have to say thanks for sharing also. However this is no longer "sexcapades". Having been former swingers and learning that unless there is an emotional connection, the sex part is really not satisfying and memorable in the long run. What is so fascinating about the R's is that they know the only way to make the experience sufficiently intense such that true unforgettable unabandoned desire is felt, it has to go beyond just emotions and the wife actually needs to fall in love with her partner while she is having mind blowing sex with him to fully realize the intensity of hotwifing and the independence and growth the wife needs to experience. This has to be excruciating for Mr. R but for Mr. R it has to be the ultimate gift to the wife he adores. There is a great line in the beginning of the movie "Indecent Proposal" which I watched recently that says "the only way to be sure something is yours, is to set it free. If it returns, its yours. If it doesn't, then you really never had it to begin with". What Mr. R has done is truly set his beautiful wife free to experience love and sex with a magnificent man that ordinary relationships don't allow. My bet is that Mrs R understands now how much her husband really loves her to let her experience Michael totally at his complete expense and that she will be returning more and more passionately to Mr. R in gratitude. This is an incredibly tough balancing act for her and Mr. R emotionally and that's what is so fascinating about how it plays out from here.

[reese]

For the 1st time in our hotwife couple lifestyle.....I can finally say that my wife has stirred emotions inside me that are life shattering!

I am completely head over heals..... jealous, envious, angry, confused, sad, lonely,questioning my motives, and over the TOP HORNY as my wife continues her affair with Michael!

This is the guy that will do it for me!
THE others were really never a big challenge for me............but THIS guy, wow!
My wife is falling hard for him!
I can just see the look in her eyes as she awaits his text or reads a text from him....I watch her prepare to meet him....she is a different person with Michael in her life!

One more thing...........there is NOT one second that goes by that I DO NOT know what is happening in my wife's life.
I do not control her..........but her respect of our marriage is more noticable when she is having her affairs.
She keeps me informed more that most of you realize.
WE still struggle with doubts.....concerns.....mixed emotions..............


TONIGHT...........I KNOW MY WIFE IS SEEKING HER MAN....THAT DOMINANT MAN THAT SHE MARRIED.
SHE IS HOPEFUL THAT I WILL SWEEP HER OFF HER FEET AND TREAT HER LIKE THE SUBMISSIVE SEXY WIFE THAT SHE IS TO ME!

I GUARANTEE ALL OF YOU READING THIS POST.............THAT SHE WILL BE MY SUBMISSIVE HOT SEXY WIFE TONIGHT....NOTHING MORE OR LESS! I WILL OWN HER PUSSY TONIGHT JUST THE WAY SHE WANTS ME TO!

[aemn611]

Go for it Reese treat it as if you are now in the fight of your life. Pull out all the stops! Flowers Champagne or whatever it is that you know will cause her to fall in love with you all over again. We are all rooting for you.

[mrs_reese]

Last night,
My beautuful husband was allowed the pleasure of my body.
I wanted my husband to be my MAN!
HE didnt disappoint.
He was able to drink from my pussy, ALL my sweet cum.
I felt him orgasm deep inside of me.
Only Michael has felt that special place lately.
I finally gave that up to my husband.
Our love making was so beautiful.
I love you baby.


But next week:
You will be my full time cucked hubby.
No pussy for you.
I promised Michael that I WONT share it with YOU!
I wont either baby!
I am sorry!
But I need him and I dont want to lose him!
Please be patient, I promise that later in the week when Michael is tired of sex, I will try to give you some of me: OK?
I will have goodie bags for you, filled with my worn panties, and nylons for you to masterbate with!

I will stand by my decision baby!
Be good for me.
Wait for me!
Don't be too impatient with US!
If I am to keep Michael in my life, I have to give him more of me!

I know you like that baby!

[Open2it]

There's an old marketing tactic called "What's in it for me". Mrs R seems to have that down pat... or Reese... or Michael... or...
Pretty hot stuff
O2

[BallSpanking]

As Napoleon once said.."Nnnnnnrrrrrrgghhhhh!"

[aemn611]

Last night,
Only Michael has felt that special place lately.
I finally gave that up to my husband.
Our love making was so beautiful.
I love you baby.

I guess I didn't realize you were denying hubby that special "spot" inside you that only you and hubby were sharing as a safety valve so to speak and are now mostly giving it to Michael. Going forward will that be Michaels exclusive territory?

[BallSpanking]

To quote Ms Reese:

"Being a hotwife is more than just a toy to a man. I am a woman that is free to be herself.
As much as I love being a wife and mother, I also love being this woman that is a mans fantasy. It is very empowering at times!".

I enjoyed reading that...

[BallSpanking]

Wouldn't it be wild if Ms Reese went on a mini Caribbean cruise with Michael?

That would be so wild!

Escaping the cold in late January, for a few days in the sun, filled with glorious (uninterrupted) sex with her favorite hunk/stud/BF, without a care in the world...
I think she deserves the 'relaxation', don't you?

She would come back 5 or 6 days later completely satisfied by her lover's thick cock. She would definitely have time to get to know him better, and get even more comfortable with his lovemaking, going to that "special place", that is all their own, and endulge in loveplay with her Adonis/lover.

She would come home looking so tan, glorious, and radiant..., don't you think?

[BallSpanking]

..., indulge
typo

[reese]

ballspanking,
Thanks as always for your insightful ideas.
I am not sure if I am strong enough to give up my hotwife for that long!
I would be an emotional wreck. Not even L could help me through that experience!
It is a great idea though!

Right now, I feel very confused.
Is my wife is giving her special spot to Michael? Or is he actually penetrating her in that forbidden zone that is reserved exculsively for ME?

We are definitely entering a new and unfamiliar territory.
I am losing her more each day to Michael.
The confusing thing is that I feel closer to my wife than I ever have since Michael.
She feels the same toward me and our relationship.
Last night we discussed this weird sensation.
She told me that she has never felt more connected to me that right now. The more that she allows Michael to take HER AWAY FROM ME, the more she wants to be with me.

She also told me last night that she wants to spend more alone time with Michael. She isnt sure when she wants to include me in their intimate moments. She asked me if I was happy with all of this!
I told her that I am confused but that she is proving to be the ultimate cuckoldress.
That is a funny word; "cuckoldress", she hates that term and will tell me everytime that I mention it how goofy that word sounds to her!

To re-iterate my thought about her cuckolding me......................I told her in our most personal moment that I have never thought that she could deny me any better than she is now. I have such severe moments of jealousy, envy and doubt!
I hate those feelings more that any word can emphasize. But this is my "addiction". The more that she cuckolds me the more I want to experience those feelings that I HATE so much!

My wife has found a way to HIT MY PLEASURE center that keeps me on EDGE all day and night!
I have to put those feelings aside on a hourly basis in order to function like a productive human being!
I lost her................as I encouraged her to find a man that will take her away from me physically and mentally!
If only all of you could see how absolutely beautiful my wife is!
You all would wonder why in the hell would I want to give her up!
She is able to produce feelings in MEN that they have never experienced before!
She is very dangerous............very addictive!

And I sit back in pride as I watch her go from man to man to satisfy my fantasies...........knowing that at the end of the day............she is mine! Testing the balance of our love and committment..............I have her!
TO recapture her own words.....SHE IS MY SLAVE by her own free will!

Michael will be with her a lot next week.
I will be completely denied her body.
This will be very painful.
She loves the idea that she will have that much control over me!


Hmmm...........who is the slave???

I love you baby!
You own my heart!

[aemn611]

Reese,

This is going to be one of the most excruciating weeks of your life! I would never survive this - you have cast iron balls. How do you get anything done at your job? I would be so preoccupied with her my brain would be fried to do anything useful. Is she going to be at your house all week or Michaels? Are you finally going to get to watch Michael fuck her? Are you going to be required to sleep in separate bedrooms if she is at home to avoid your contact with her?

[mrs_reese]

Monday i will start with my cuckoldress play trying to torment my husband.
If that isnt enough to deal with along with being Mom and Wife, Michael texted me and asked me if I would be able to go to LA for another party, but there is one catch/ HE says that there are a few guys interested in a modeling gig. Not sure what it is about, but I now HAVE a lot on my plate.
I am in discussion with hubby right now.
His initial response is that this is a hell of a lot to handle right now.
He is having 2nd thoughts about this week: DENIAL! NO contact with me!
I asked him if he wanted to use our SAFE WORD, AND NOW WOULD BE THE TIME TO BACK OUT!
SO FAR/ HE HASNT USED HIS PRIVILEDGE!

I dont know, LA? God, I want to jump at this chance, but by child and hub by? Not sure if I can go away for 4 days on such a short notice!

This is so complicated!
xoxoxo

more later.
Going away now to talk more with hubby.
Today is his last chance to be with me.
We have had sex 3 times so far, I am exhausted.
I wanted to deny him today, but I just cant!

[BallSpanking]

Dear Ms Reese,

The LA trip sounds like a lot of fun..., and the modeling gig, very intriguing...
I wonder what Michael has in mind for you?

I hope Mr reee is strong enough to let you go and have your fun/wild time..., after all, he wanted a HotWife! LOL
(and he sure got one!)

[aemn611]

...HE says that there are a few guys interested in a modeling gig. Not sure what it is about, but I now HAVE a lot on my plate.

You better clearify it isn't a porn job or a job that could become bait and switch. Swim suit on Maxim cover ok - don't settle for anything less!

[Sunlover]

Something tells me, shes packing her bags and her and Michael will be heading to LA for a 4 day get away...Who would have ever imagined HWing could have so many twists and turns.
Reese, you have definetly taken the "E-Ticket" ride of a lifetime. Im rooting for the both of you. Stay strong...

[reese]

Sunlover, you are correct. Thanks for your reply.
I have encouraged my wife to go to LA. With my blessings!
Why would I want to deny her all of this attention!
As we promised to do our best to make this work, my wife has realized that she is having a lot of fun fulfilling my fantasies as she plays with men.
I love the denial and torment.
She loves attention.....bottom line!
By allowing her this freedom, she is able to fulfill her dream of having all this attention.
Why take that away from her?
Too many marriages are about control.
NO........"you cant"!
Or lying and deception............as long as he or she doesnt find out.....
MY wife and I are not programmed like that.
WE are very secure and happy.
WE are embarking on a journey that WORKS FOR US!

I will stop now and wait for her to comment.
She asked me to NOT write about the fun she will be having this week.
She wants to put her own words out for all to read!

[RGB49FL]

Reese,

My wife actually took a trip to Costa Rica for a week with a former lover. I stayed with the kids as she was playing in Central America. She was out of the country with another man while we were married.

BUT, when she came home she realized why he was and EX lover. She loved the trip, but said it would have been more fun with me. After a couple of days (and nights) with him, 24 hours a day, she had had enough of him.

They never got together again after the trip. She burned out on him with all that constant contact.

So, Mrs R may start out uber hot for Michael at the start of the trip and end up not seeing him once she gets back. I think if they are together for 96 hours straight, she may just get her fill of him, pun intended.

Should be interesting either way.

[mrs_reese]

mrs hotwifecplsa,
You were our inspiration.
Thanks for your views regarding my visit to LA.

I am going with Michael.
I want to be alone with him.
I am not sure how I will feel coming back but I want to do this for myself.
I have complete approval from my incredible hubby.
One thing, I will never ever leave him like some think!
Why would I?
I have complete freedom with my life.
He completes my life by being HIMSELF/ my husband.
Do not ever doubt the depth of my love for my husband.
NO man will ever come close.
I am nervous about leaving.
My life may never be the same!
That fact is intimidating for both of us!
Michael is my lover, and yes I do love him.
More than any man I have dated before.
He has a special place in my heart.
He knows that.
Right now he loves the fact that I am denying my husband ME so Michael can have me all for himself.
We all will see how long this will occur.
If I know my hubby/ there is NO way that he will be able to hold off all week/even if I am in LA.
And what about me?
Do you think I can hold off being with my husband.
I am his slave.
I need to feel him inside no matter how delicious Michael is.
Feeling my man orgasm in me is the greatest thrill of my sexuality!
Yes, Michael has NOW entered into that ZONE that only my husband has entered!
I cant hold that exclusive to my hubby anymore.
Michael fills that zone.
This has been our danger zone.
My husband is very jealous that I gave that up to Michael.
I had no choice, Michael is as large as my hubby, it was bound to happen.
Now that Michael fills me in my zone, this has changed me as a woman.
I now have a lover and a husband that fills ME completely.
I dont want to lose either lover.

More about LA later.

Thank you everyone for sharing your life with my husband and I.
I love you all!

[kcpa]

Mrs Reese, very hot posts and hope you will arrange for L and the Mr. to have at least one enjoyable evening together while you are away.

[mrs_reese]

kcpa, hi, where have you been?
Yes, I planned on treating my hubby with L this week.
There is NO way he can go 7 without my pussy.
HE always tells me that the next best thing to my pussy is L.
Not sure IF I want to go away and have L come over.
Michael and I are leaving Wednesday.
Tonight, I will tuck my child in bed and Michael will pick me up and take me to his place. Its about an hour away.
I think tomorrow I will arrange for L to come over and visit my man while I am away with Michael.
But when I leave on Wednesday, it will be hands off for hubby and L.
He wanted to be denied me/ and I just dont think its a good idea having L but being denied me.
It would be like cheating on a diet! LOL!
Michael believes this is the start to his claim to me fulltime.
He is trying to convince me to be faithful to him and STOP sex completely with hubby.
Hubby would only serve me as my best friend, supporting husband financially and caretaker to my child.
Michael has already talked about having a baby with me one day.
SO much to deal with/ but one day at a time!
Hubby is MY man, whatever he is comfortable with I will allow!
This is so much fun but its a lot of work!!

[OneDayAtATime]

Control and independence goes both ways,at least i think so.

While she's fucking M in LA,fly to Tampa for the Super Bowl. Why stay at home while she's away.I would suggest taking L but i doubt Mrs. Reese would be able to handle that. Just to have a lover(s) without any attachments to go those parties,would be fun as hell.You could always fly your sexy wife down later.

After the details of this excursion, find ways to make Mrs. R miss you even more than she will already. You can make her cum so many times you're all she can think about. You could tell her you won't talk to her til you're allowed to fuck her again or stay real busy til she leaves. We all know nothing is more difficult than having your lady not being listened to. That may not go along to well though.

I never thought Mr. Reese would get to the point that he enjoys withholding from sex as much as doing it or more. You actually desire going without sex now. Regardless of your past defiances,a cb-6000 or whatever those cock cages are,seem to be in your future. I don't know if you would ever give up your sexuality completely to your wife but you seem to not be able to say no to her.I suppose she has that power over most men.

Don't think twice Mrs. Reese about those insane thoughts Michael tries to put in your head.I realize you state those words to tease your husband. If you just became a best friend to your husband without sex,he would seek sex elsewhere.Many marriages go that route unfortunately.I don't know how some couples can only be intimate together once or twice a month. I hope ya'll never get to that point.


Have fun in LA.There's so much to do there. Mr. Reese you should treat yourself,after all you're a damn good husband.You deserve it.

[BallSpanking]

Hi Reeses...

Love your plans, but if I were Mr Reese, I'd definitely want more of L while Ms Reese has her special place visited (and plundered) for several days, after all, it's only fair, and he has a deep and abiding love for Ms Reese, after all, L is just a lot of fun. Right...?

I wonder if "poor" Ms Reese will come back too sore... ?

Either way, I'm positive she will have an enjoyable time, making love with Michael non-stop, overlooking the Pacific Ocean!

Have a blast Ms Reese, when you get here to LA, the weather should be sunny and in the 60's, but it can be quite cool on the beach (bring a sweater). Try going online if you have the chance, if Michael doesn't keep you completely monopolized.

Cheers!

[sedvuslad]

mrs_reese
"HE says that there are a few guys interested in a modeling gig."

Undoubtedly YOU are the intended model!
Yes?
No?

If yes (no matter how you may be dressed or undressed), I would be thinking VERY CAREFULLY about HOW SOON those pictures WILL be popping up all over the Internet.

You don't want your hubby to post pictures of you even here, but if you are going to be doing a 'modeling gig' for 'a few guys', Michael, you or your hubby have NO ASSURANCE WHATSOEVER that those 'few guys' are going to keep them to themselves, regardless of any noble "promise" they may make. Don't be sold a bill of (no)goods!

Believe me when I say that once pictures of you are taken, YOU have NO control over what they WILL or will not do with them.

I taught modeling for a number of years and I have seen and I can assure you that while you think everyone is completely honest it isn't necessarily true. There are hundreds of ways pictures can 'escape the control', 'be lost' or 'stolen' from the owners whether 'accidentally' or it intentionally!

If this 'modeling gig' is ANY part of why Michael's wants you to go, do yourself, husband, family, friends, but most of all yourself a humongous service and stay home!!

Sorry, but that's just the reality of the world we live in!

SEDL