Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?

[mrs_reese]

sedvuslad,
thank-you for your help.
I WILL be very careful.
I spent the night with Michael at this place.
We both are very excited about our trip to LA.
The modeling thing is just a favor from a friend of his in LA.
It is for a biker magazine.
I forget the name.
But it is just a photo shoot, I will be represented by Michael, and company executives.
I will sign a binding contract that will give me control my photos unless I give permission to have them released.
I will be faxing over a copy to my hubbys good friend who is an attorney.

Last night my hubby texted me a few times and told me that he is lonely for me and that thils is killiing him inside.
I asked him to use the safe word and I will come home.
HE asked me if I truly meant that!
I re-assured him that forever in our lifetime together/if either one of us need to use the safe word that I will always obey our promise.
He felt better after my re-assurance.
I told him how exciting my sex with Michael was last night.
I told him that Michael is my lover right now.
MY hubby was masterbating over the phone while I was telling him about sex last night.

More to follow.

[RGB49FL]

Just when you think it can't get any more interesting, you find a new twist, Mrs. R. I don't know how you do it, but this just get hotter and sexier all the time.

Is Michael now cumming in you all the time? I am guessing yes, since you made Reese eat your wonderful cream filled pussy, courtesy of Michael.

Have a great trip. Keep us up to date.

[mrs_reese]

I am off to LA soon !
One day and Ballspanking; no need to worry!
L came over to visit my hubby last night. I told him that I DONT want to know what happened. But she had permission to spend the night. I am sure my "denied" hubby will write about his adventures.

Hubby wont ever go into a cage, as much as i would love to torment him, I know that he will never do that!
Damn
Some have written me extensive emails wondering about the status of my marriage.
Don't read too much into this!
My hubby is my knight in shining armour!
WE are having FUN!
I am free to visit LA as a married hotwife!
I am cautious and attentive to this situation at hand with Michael becoming more than just a lover in my life.
I am having fun as wife and hotwife mistress/cuckoldress(that name always makes me laugh)

I have NO idea what to expect in LA.
Michael is having his way with me intimately.
Last night I told HIM that I NEEDED a break.
WE were intimate and emotional last night, NO sex though!
I am sore and tired; Michael is a wonderful lover that doesnt know when to stop/reminds me of hubby!

I am trying to put aside the fact that my hubby was with L last night.
He will see her through the week/per my approval.
Again, I dont know how all this will play out!
Hubby with L/ I know her/ and I know that she loves being with my man.
Its the married thing for her/even though L and I are occassional lovers/ L loves cheating with hubby too!

Ok/ this will probably be my last post until I get back Saturday afternoon.
i will try to write if I have a chance.
I will be updating hubby as I am away.
I have encouraged hubby to write about my adventures if he is able.
He told me that he JUST might not look at this thread so he isnt reminded and tormented anymore.
I know one thing: this is killing him inside/ losing me to Michael in LA.

That is what he wanted!

xoxoxo

Miss u all already!

[Sunlover]

Mrs. Reese, I have a question thats been haunting me for a few days, back when all this started I showed this thread to my wife, she was in totaly amazment how you have grown into this role as a HW. She saw herself growing in the HW lifestyle slower then you, but she did watch how things progressed with you. She is no where near where you are now, but we progress at her pace and I take all she is willing to give and poke for a little more, but travel with soft feet on these new grounds.
As like you and Reese, we have had a safe word that we would both use if the situation became uncomfterble for one or the other and like yourselfs, it was a no questions asked why...I think that is the best rule a couple can share, beside the open line of communacation.
Now onto my question, What if the day comes and Reese uses his safe word and becomes worried to the point he wants to stop or back up a few steps on this lifestyle, can you honestly pull away from Michael now with no strings attached? no further interacting with each other? Would you not be so drawn in to/ grown so close to Michael that you cant leave him? I know what you say about reese being your night in shining armour, but what about the new knight who has entered your life? I guess my real question is, would you become a cheating wife? would the addiction be so strong that you cant break loose?
You and Reese have my total support, I think your an amazing couple. You and him are stronger then I could ever be and I wish only the best for you, but these are the questions I "need" to know....as you two have so many of us living threw your words and we are outside the box (no emotions) and see things differantly.
I guess I may be waiting a few days for these anwsers...Have a safe trip...

[reese]

My hotwife left for the airport recently.
I am GOOD!
I realize that all of this is happening b/c We have an incredible marriage and my wife is willing to fulfill my fantasies.
I have read a few messages regarding the way I am cuckolded.
Personally, Mrs and I have a hard time digesting the terms associated with hotwife play.
Labeling one a cuckold or cuckoldress............funny words! Yes I realize those terms have been in use for many centuries.
My point is this:
I am not gay, bi or a submissive sissy boi.
I do not desire a male penis to be inserted in my mouth or ass.
I do not look at a man and secretly admire his beauty.
I do not crave the scent of a man nor do I wish that I will be FOREVER denied sex with my wife while her current lover "Michael claims her pussy forever!
I also realize that by opening up to all of our friends in this forum, we are PUTTING IT OUT THERE for all to share their opinions and ideas for us to digest!

Thank-you everyone! We really love reading your comments.
WE both feel that the posters are looking out for our best interests.
I am sure that MRS.R has caused many to dream about her affairs, as well as masterbate to her pics or slutty hotwife activities.

I just want everone to remember.............THIS IS ALL ABOUT HAVING FUN!

There are only 2 people in this world who can attest to the FUN we are having: my wife and I!

This game of total denial for the week is killing me. I am not sure if I CAN EVER DO THIS AGAIN WITH MY WIFE!
I wanted to experience the angst and torment. I asked for this and my wife is allowing it to happen.
Does this make me a whimpy sissy/cuckold?
WHO cares!

I am not here to prove my manliness right now. But I am all man. I love taking my wife back and reclaiming her. Not as her cuckold turned bull....but as her dominant lover.....happy that the woman who calls herself my slave is wiling to allow me back into her life......

WE are living a dream.
Fucking L.....wow!
WATCHING MY WIFE DRESS TO THRILL....ACT SLUTTY.....COME BACK DRIPPING WET WITH CUM.....WOW....I AM SO DAMN LUCKY!

OUR MARRIAGE? HOW IN THE HELL COULD IT EVER END?
We are living the dream...and its a controlled dream. We are constantly on guard for any warning signs!

I am fucking my wifes BI female lover....thursday...I can have her again!
How lucky am I?
Mrs.R is falling for Michael...I love it! It makes me desire my wife more that LIFE itself at times.
I have to catch myself and STOP!
My body...........TOTAL body....is energized with LUST.......PASSION.........JEALOUSY..........DENIAL.........AND LOVE OVER MY WIFE!!

LIFE IS TOO SHORT.....I WILL BE DAMNED IF I SIT BACK AND WATCH IT SLIP AWAY WITHOUT LIVING OUT MY FANTASIES AND DREAMS.


OK....NOW I FEEL BETTER.
SORRY.......JUST UNLOADING........AND REALIZING HOW DIFFICULT THIS IS GOING TO BE WITHOUT MY WIFE.

[lukkydog]

Great post. Thanks for sharing your heart. I've been there myself, though not to the extent you are.

Have fun! We're with ya, Reese, all week long!

[wifeishot]

Reese, you are doing what I tried three years ago. That was have my wife get into modeling, fly to LA and around the world for shoots, fucking the director or producer or whoever she chooses. I told her I would wait at home while she played. We even went to the talent show they parade through town looking for new prospects. This was before I knew what a hot wife was. Her response, after all the fantasizing and discussions? "Some things are meant to remain a fantasy." Anyway, my wife is still a warm one (but getting warmer) and I am no where near your level. Hat's off to ya!

Thanks for sharing your wild ride!

[reese]

wifeishot, thanks for the words of encouragement. Good luck to you, I hope you get what you wish for!

My wife arrived in LA yesterday.
She thanked me a few times, telling me how great I am and that there was no turning back while she was on this trip.
I asked her about the modeling gig and she told me that today, she was to meet with the representatives and a company lawyer. She has told our lawyer that she will fax or email over the contract to him today. He is a good friend, so he promised her that he will review the papers which would only take a few minutes. Again...............NOT sure about all of this.....
is it real? Everyone has cautioned her......and that is my approach as well.

I asked about Michael..........my feelings of jealousy are very strong right now.
I have been possessed with this notion; how damn lucky Michael is! I wonder what he thinks about me?
I wonder if he is thinking I am a fool for giving up my wife! I wonder if he truly understands our marriage and the challenges that we like to face together! I wonder if he is just being a GUY and taking what my wife allows.
If he is trying to steal my marriage from me?

Right now, I want to confront him and tell him that ALL of this shit is because I WANT it to happen.
That HE wouldnt be in LA with MY WIFE if I didnt want it to HAPPEN!
I feel like grabbing the bastard and pushing him aside when he kisses my wife and telling him that HE has NO clue how to really love this woman and that HE is NO competition to ME!

ANYWAY............I feel all of this after my wife texted me LATE last night telling me that she and Michael were parked somewhere at a park looking at the ocean. SHE proceeded to tell me that she gave Michael a very meaningful blow-job at the beach as there were a few people walking around at the moment.

I cant believe that I am doing this!!

Once i catch my breath, I will be horny again, feeling the bottomless angst that all hotwife husbands feel MOST of the time as their wives are being the slutty WIFE that WE all fantasize about !

[aemn611]

Reese,

I admire what you are able to tolerate - balls of steel man - this is a heady game you are playing. You very much need to post this sort of thing to vent your angst. From your wife's post I think you can pretty much tell what Michael's agenda is.

Best of luck to you both.

Aemn611

[reese]

aemn, thanks.
I do know that Michael wants to be with my wife fulltime. She has told me so. And she wants to fulltime cuck me with Michael. But then again, she keeps wanting ME to be her assertive dominant husband.
Right now...the mind games are very crazy! WE both are playing masterfully!
My torment has never been SO intense! EVER!

[aemn611]

To avoid confusion Reese this is the quote in your wife's post I was referring to:

...Michael believes this is the start to his claim to me fulltime.
He is trying to convince me to be faithful to him and STOP sex completely with hubby.
Hubby would only serve me as my best friend, supporting husband financially and caretaker to my child.
Michael has already talked about having a baby with me one day.

I don't know whether your wife was playing with you (and us) with this quote, but this is all we have to go on.

[reese]

aemn,
I can personally attest to this fact.
Dont read too much into the words sometimes.
Our foreplay is very INTENSE thru this forum.
We both have learned to play mind games with each other thru this thread.
I love what she does to me...and vice versa!
She may put something out there..........and at times it is very difficult to sort out fantasy from reality...but I do know for a fact that Michael has played with the baby thing with my wife...and she uses it with me in our sex.....it is such a major turnon for both of us....knowing that a MAN is SO taken with my wife.
She loves knowing that SHE has this power over men.....I love knowing that my wife is THAT BAD!
But WE both are very smart!
We both use the safe word more that WE mention in this thread.
Michael has her now....Michael has the EDGE RIGHT NOW.....Michael does OWN her pussy right now.....

But dont underestimate ME!

I hold ONE major trump card!

L!

And tonight I will be with her.
I WILL most definitely text my wife telling her how hot L looks tonight!
I will send many texts telling her how great her legs looked.....her pussy tastes....
and at the end of the night, I will text my wife...thanking her for allowing L to come into my life!

I guarantee all of you........................SHE WILL WANT to be on the next plane home!
WE both have a binding agreement.....NO issues with this experience.
ANYTHING GOES.................and we will be stronger b/c of this!

Michael doesnt stand a chance!

Wait and see!

thanks again bro for being there for us!

[aemn611]

Reese,

Was there another discussion that we are missing that would be interesting to us about the fact that you are now double dipping L for Thursday night too? What were your motivations for doing this and what are Mrs. R's motivations for agreeing to it??? If you could shed some light on that it would be interesting plus any details on your night with L whether you are tweeking Mrs R or not would be fun to hear. Was there a very naughty quid pro quo that is behind this????

aemn

...Tonight, I will tuck my child in bed and Michael will pick me up and take me to his place. Its about an hour away.
I think tomorrow I will arrange for L to come over and visit my man while I am away with Michael.
But when I leave on Wednesday, it will be hands off for hubby and L...... and I just dont think its a good idea having L but being denied me.
It would be like cheating on a diet! LOL!

[Sunlover]

Reese, The confidence you display in your self and your relationship is what I find to be the glue in yours and Mrs. R's Mariage, Friendship and marriage. And after reading your last post, I feel certian Mrs.R will be yours for life. I can see why you are her knight in shinning armour.
Again, enjoy this ride, its one hell of one for sure....try not to toment yourself to much this week, and "Enjoy" L tonite..and then tell Mrs.R like you said, a text of "Thank you" will for sure drive her over the edge.. Keep it short and simple...Take care Bro...

[BallSpanking]

Dear Reese,

In your prior posting you wonder aloud about Michael as to whether he really understands this HotWife game between you and your wife.
In my opinion, he does not, otherwise he wouldn't be so keen on taking her wawy from you. He should realize, and understand, that Ms Reese IS YOUR WIFE,but he seems to have motives that range beyond that.
Too bad for him, because this failure on his part to play by the rules of the game will eventually lead to your wife's dumping him once she has had her fill.

As I read it, Ms Reese has very much become a consumate HotWife,
and the purpose of the game is for the two of you to enjoy heightened sexual experiences (which is exactly what is happenning), and NOT to imperil her marriage.

Have a great time with L tonight..., fill her with your cum..., make her crave your cock, and make her cum like crazy!

Cheers, mate!

[reese]

sunlover and ballspanking YOU both are awesome!
You both have a clue about what is takes to make me and my wife make this hotwife stuff rock our worlds!e.e
Michael has no clue...and he shouldnt have! We dont let HIM IN!
Just like the college boys who had their fun with my wife last summer...just like the cop...D...and the other guys who I havent remembered....they dont have a clue! Because WE wont ever let thldem IN!
WhY should WE?
This is ours!
HOTWIFE couple....that is us...and THIS IS WHAT we choose to do!
NO one will ever ever ever......get into our world!
I am sure MRS. R will confirm this fact!

We play with Michael...we play with all her lovers!
I am suprised that more of our readers didnt realize this fact!

AM I lucky?
Hell yes....I play with fire! AND somehow, I am able to control that fire!
Mrs.R is the most incredible person that I have ever encountered in my life!
I am happy that I give her the freedom to share herself with other men..WHO AM I to take that gift away from the Michael's and D's of the world?

I have the ultimate gift....I have her as my wife...I have her as MY LOVER....I still make her orgasm by my lover making!

I am the lucky one!



About L....tonight....we had rough sex...she wanted to fuck ME!
I was into it...but only b/c I was thinking about mrs R....and how naughty she is!
Today...I was able to jack off to her panties...her sexy worn nylons...socks.....experiencing her scent.....I got off and it was very good!

If it mean anything............I didnt get off to L.
I am crazy...I know it...but my heart is with my hotwife right now.
I am hurting....doubting right now.....angry that I am so fucked up.....missing her so BAD.....wanting to fuck up Michael right now......wondering if she will still want me when she comes home...

I am messed up....b/c I want my wife so bad!
I had a life b/f i met her!
I was a major player...dated many gorgeous females....
Had so much fun..traveled the world with women....


Then I met my wife.....and my life has never been the same!

She has put a spell on me!
I am ONE messed up man right now!

[sedvuslad]

mrs_reese wrote:
Quote:
Michael believes this is the start to his claim to me fulltime.
He is trying to convince me to be faithful to him and STOP sex completely with hubby.
Hubby would only serve me as my best friend, supporting husband financially and caretaker to my child.
Michael has already talked about having a baby with me one day.

With Annie at my side, WE see:
"Michael believes this is the start to his claim to me fulltime."
'Claim'??? What 'claim'?? He has NO 'claim'!! He is totally out of touch with reality, on an ego trip, dreaming.
"He is trying to convince me to be faithful to him and STOP sex completely with hubby."
He is 'disqualified'! He has crossed the line and is ejected, immediately!!
"Hubby would only serve me as my best friend, supporting husband financially and caretaker to my child."
NO! Mr. Reese will not be doing anything of the kind!! Micheal will be buying into her and a ready made family complete with all of the encumbrances thereof (lawyer 1a?)!! He needs real world tune up, big time.
"Michael has already talked about having a baby with me one day."
Sure!! Sounds so beautiful, so sincere, so 'loving'!!! He knows how to sell (attempt to sell) his game plan. Fill her head with his fantasy every minute he has her alone.
Annie says, "How can she (mrs_reese) think for a second that any of that is for real."
I think I have to agree.
Hopefully he and his bs will come to an abrupt and final end soon.
SEDL

[reese]

SedL
Both you and the Mrs. hit the nail on the head.
An update.
Mrs. did not do the modeling gig.
It involved nudity and her face being shown.
That is just not for my hotwife.
It caused some tension with Michael.
She reported to me that they had an argument about the modeling gig.
They seemed to recover last night.
MrsR told me that she missed me.
But she also said that she has had a lot of fun with Michael.
He is annoying her with his demands for sex all the time.
He has re-iterated that he wants to marry my hw and have babies with her.
Since I am fixed....I think he believes that he has an advantage over me.
Mrs R told me that when she comes home, both Michael and I will have to compete for her affection and sex.
Looks like I still have a chance!
LOL!
Personally speaking; my wife will have do better than that!
I know she is playing mind games...and I love it!

[aemn611]

Mrs R told me that when she comes home, both Michael and I will have to compete for her affection and sex.
Looks like I still have a chance!
LOL!
Personally speaking; my wife will have do better than that!
I know she is playing mind games...and I love it!

Reese,

Having read your entire thread I know, desires wise, I am exactly like you and would want to "compete" for her - even if I had the opportunity now, I don't have the balls to play at this level like you do but it is so fun to watch - its amazing the fun you are going to have with this and enjoy the ride. Mrs R is going to have a blast messing with both of your heads (and probably ours) before this runs its course.

Best to you both

Aemn

[reese]

aemn611....your a good guy!
I like you!
Thanks.

[aemn611]

SedL
Mrs. did not do the modeling gig.
It involved nudity and her face being shown.
That is just not for my hotwife.
It caused some tension with Michael.
She reported to me that they had an argument about the modeling gig.
They seemed to recover last night.
MrsR told me that she missed me.

Thanks Reese,

Michael is an idiot for setting himself up for this takedown. It shows his immaturity. We all predicted that this is what the modeling gig would be and the dumb shit didn't even screen the opportunity with his "friends". If he is as well connected as was originally suggested, he should have been able to get her a swimsuit modeling portfolio shoot that would be used with the Maxim tryouts that doesn't involve nudity etc . Even if there was no Maxim type interest, if I were him, I would have used my influence and even subsidized the event to make her feel good about herself and him. By the way if he truly loved her and wanted her to be the mother of his children why would he want the world and his children to see nudies of her. Your wife has to be very dissapointed in him right now, because what he did speaks volumes about what their life would be like. As good as he might be, she deserves better. With this she's going to have to struggle to make the competition seem real to you going forward.

That's my .02

Aemn

[Sunlover]

Aemn, in all due respects, Mrs.R and I even think Reese may have known that this model shoot could very well involve nudity...Remember, Michael is with Maxium magazine, not Sports Illustrated.. And all the custom chopper magazines I know are atleast toppless if not full nudity.
Weather or not Michael was withholding any of the details from her, only he knows this. remember, Michael is trying to Wu her into being his full time lover, (look at all that he promised in the begining) Plus he asked her to be mother of his children. (I bet Mrs.R has told Michael that Mr. R had been fixed, I personally figured she had her tubes tied since Mr. and Mrs R didnt have children together already and seeing how much time they spend as a family, all makes sense to me) And having an exotic week away from her husband is what he wanted, so why tell her about the ("Possible") nude part and possibly loss the chance at having her for the 4 day weekend.
Also, look at what Michael has been told up until recently, she was a cheating wife, and she wants to be with him, maybe he feels that asking what he thought was "His" girlfriend to model in a nude magazine wasnt overstepping any boundries? again, only he will know.
I would be excited to think someone thought my wife was Nude magazine material, matter of fact!!! Maybe she is???LOL
Again, Reese, You and the Mrs. are playing this chess game better then I would ever know how. and again, be strong Bro..

[aemn611]

Sunlover,

I may be playing with half a deck but if I was trying to win her, if I were Michael would have fully screened her to find out what what she would have liked in a modeling gig and set up a photo shoot to meet or eceed those expectations not the opposite. To me he comes across as an amateur. As I understand it, the real purpose of the trip was to go to an "event" and the modeling gig was an add on. Michael had a chance to turn the modeling gig into another bene in addition to a romantic weekend with her and he blew it. Reese is probably laughing his ass off that he shot himself in the foot this way, but maybe with mixed emotions that "game on" going forward won't be as threatening as he would like.

Amen

[sedvuslad]

aemn611wrote:

Michael is an idiot for setting himself up for this takedown. It shows his immaturity. We all predicted that this is what the modeling gig would be and the dumb shit didn't even screen the opportunity with his "friends". If he is as well connected as was originally suggested, he should have been able to get her a swimsuit modeling portfolio shoot that would be used with the Maxim tryouts that doesn't involve nudity etc . Even if there was no Maxim type interest, if I were him, I would have used my influence and even subsidized the event to make her feel good about herself and him. By the way if he truly loved her and wanted her to be the mother of his children why would he want the world and his children to see nudies of her. Your wife has to be very dissapointed in him right now, because what he did speaks volumes about what their life would be like. As good as he might be, she deserves better. With this she's going to have to struggle to make the competition seem real to you going forward.

Michael knew full well precisely what the 'modeling gig' was going to be about from the get-go, He and his 'few guys' have been planning - looking forward to it straightaway following the Maxim party, and his taking and expanding his control of her mind for it and whatever else he has in mind for her. And you can bet that absolutely NO good whatsoever would ever come from it.
I won't go into it on the forum (off subject for sure), but if you'd care to email me
I'll pass you a few clues as to some of the finer points of the business.
Sunlover:
Michael is no amateur!
He is cunning and clever!
Like I said above, this 'modeling gig' is/likely has been Plan A since the party.

SEDL

[Sunlover]

Well, that is where they get their girls and im sure Maxium own's or is owned by a company with multiple magazines.