Xalar11 wrote:It took me a while to read your complete thread. It's quite an adventure you're sharing here. Maybe you're a taste too submissive, but as long as it works you, that's the only thing that matters.
How do you think will the situation with Gerardo develop with Gema spending even more time? Do you think he will try to dominante you? Didn't you mentioned that Gema said you have a bigger penis, so, from a pure physical standpoint this could be appear quite ridiculous, if he tries.
You also mentioned that Gema was improving her english, is she following your thread here?
I don't think Gerardo is really interested in dominating me, at least not in any remotely related sexual way. But he might get off on ordering me around, expressing the power he has. I do have the feeling that he gets off on feeling powerful. I mean he for sure enjoys being the boss at work and that's - except for my wife - nothing sexual. So penis size is not really important here. I am stronger and faster as well, so physically he wouldn't have any chance in any aspect. But that's not the point of his power.
Anyway, I know that Gema's goal is dominating me more with the help of a bull (which now is Gerardo). I am ok with that. In fact, I am curious about what both of them can offer ME, besides sexual intercourse between them. I am a bit frightened and not totally comfortable with it, but I guess this is understandable. But I do want to play along. A part of me is looking forward. I certainly feel better with me and my relationship with Gema when I am in submissive mode. That's when I feel that I love her most. But although I am opened to being dominated, it's something she or both of them have to wrestle: I cannot just be submissive, I have the need to oppose (at least a bit) and make them earn it. Not sure if that's the case with all subs.
Gema can now read English pretty well, but not to the point where she really enjoys it. She understands the meaning, but it takes her some time to digest the sentences. I don't think she is following me here and I would prefer she wouldn't. I need this escape valve and a certain feeling of privacy.