Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?

[mrs_reese]

Hmmm, despite my husbands post about cucking robert in the end, I write today with a big smile on my face.
Robert is showering, hubby left for work earlier. I have had 2 men in my home since last night and again, I cant help but smile Yes, if you are wondering, L was over last night and my hubby was able to spill his sexy cum inside her but robert didnt get to lick her clean, I DID!
L came over and had a lot of fun. I miss her. R was amazed over how sexy she and I can be together. He told all of us that that was the sexiest girl on girl scene he has ever witnessed. That made me happy! Hubby was cucked again by Robert. L seems to always get very compassionate with my hubby when he is cucked. Probably b/c she realizes how kinky he is and how much of an incredible lover he is. Oh, by the way, his penis is perfect too! Anyway, hubby was not allowed to touch me, Robert is acting (He told me to add to the element of cucking him)very possessive over me. Hubby needs permission to even masterbate to my feet now! Panties are off limits as well. Robert is much more different that D was when hubby was cucked by him. I love roberts gentle control.
Ok, I am rambling. Back to last night: Hubby and L put on a very sexy show of sex for Robert and I. I asked that Robert not play with L only bc/ I didnt want to become jealous and I thought hubby deserved her all to himself. Hubby was so sexy.....going from my cuckold to the man who swept me off my feet with his wonderful love making skills!
I was jealous, but I thought about how difficult this is for my hubby to be denied ME, and I kept quiet!

God, I want to make love to my hubby so badly. I miss him so much. Watching him with L, i want call this quits right now!
But I wont! Not yet!

Robert woke this morning and asked that I wake hubby and bring him into our bedroom. I did!
Hubby was allowed to watch Ro bert and I make love. I kept telling him how much I love Roberts cock/ how sexy he is/ how much i love him sleeping in my married bed! Robert orgasmed in me and told hubby to finally lick me clean.
My hubby was so loving in the way he touched me/ and licking me deeply, it felt so good to have him touching me like that!
Robert told hubby that is he hurried, he could masterbate in front of me/ as he did this, I looked over to robert and with a nod of his head, I held hubbys balls in my hands and on cue, as he orgasmed, I sucked my hubbys perfect penis.
With hubbys cum in my mouth, RObert and I kissed passionately!
That was our morning! AS Robert showers at this moment, I sit her amazed in sexiness!
I want my husband so much right now/ but at this Moment Robert is the one who i am submissive too!
Hubby wouldnt have it any other way!

[amalfi]

WOW!!! SPEECHLESS!!!

[RGB49FL]

Another fucking fantastic night. What a wonderfully sexy kinky couple you guys are. Enjoy all that nasty sexiness. You all seem to be cum lovers now.

[kcpa]

Wow, after reading your posts I always wonder what can they do to top this, and then they do, LOL.

[mrs_reese]

Robert went to work late. As a matter of fact he just left. We cleared the air about somethings. First, he asked how serious my hubby and I are about allowing him to take control of our sex! His entire intention was to be my lover, and at first he was suprised by our willingness to allow him to cuckold my hubby and take over as the man in my life! He told me he now realized what my hubby is all about! In Robert's exact words, he called him a smart mother fucker! I allowed Robert to read the last post by my hubby about Robert being the true cuckold in the end! Robert told me that he now understands our mission with him. He is concerned about his feelings that he is developing with me in his life. He told me that he thinks our fantasy play is extremely erotic and very imaginative! He asked me if I have feelings for him. My reply was that I do/ but I can not let those feelings over come my purpose with him in my life and that is FUN and Hotwife play! I do not want to make another "Michael" mistake again. After explaining to Robert the "Michael problem", he told me that he would never purposely attempt to take me away from hubby. That made me more comfortable. Robert asked me if he and I could spend more time one on one as a couple, if we could be intimate more one on one. He asked me if hubby would be upset at all of this. He asked me if I could call hubby and talk to him about Robert being in my life as my only lover and hubby sitting in the background as hubby without sex. Robert told me that if I truly want to deny hubby that I should work on complete denial. His concern is that hubby would be hurt by my actions. He is concerned that hubby may be hurt if Robert and I become exclusive with NO hubby interaction. I love that about Robert. I love knowing that my husband's feelings are a concern to him. I told Robert that hubby and I will discuss all of this and have an answer for him tomorrow.
I want both men in my life. I want sex from hubby NOW! But I also love knowing that the longer I deny hubby, the more intense our sex will be and our love for each other. I am very proud of my hubby for being so strong!
When is it time to call all of this off/ and just be happy with Robert in my life as my lover and hubby in my life both sexally and emotionally? Robert, Hubby and I will discuss all of this very soon. Robert asked that I consider living with him part time like we originally talked about a while ago! Are we headed for a poly relationsip? I am not sure yet! Will I continue to hotwife? Not sure about that either! I do know that I want to make love to Robert, I want to be presented around town as his married lover and I want to be sexually controlled by Robert > I love being completely submissive to him.

But at the end of the day/ i miss my hubby miserably! I miss his touch and his control over me. I want him more than I though I could ever wish! Life is rough! LOL!
Having Robert and hubby in my world! I am so lucky!

[reese]

My turn! Last night was amazing! L was incredible....generous and incredibly sexy! Feeling her pussy was better than my hand for sure!! My life had that look in her eyes.....I know she wanted me so badly...and for a change, I felt in control...it was fantastic to show my dominance over my beautiful wife while passionately kissing L while i was fucking her!
In the end.........I cant take it that much longer...like my wife...i am burning up inside to be intimate with her. I have not had a care package of panties or nylons per Roberts instructions. I find myself opening up her closet at times and just breathing in the scent of her clothes and shoes. Something erotic about the scent of worn clothes and shoes along with her scent and perfume...HER closet is even driving me crazy with lust for her!
I want her to spend a lot of time with Robert...i gave her my permission to continue the cucking...but there is one stipulation...I need her worn panties and nylons after she was with Robert. I want her scent...I want to taste the stickiness in her panties after she has made love to him. The living arrangements...not sure about how all of this is going to work...but I did request one thing from my wife besides my care package.....

FORGET THE HARLEY! I cant do this much longer...I lost the bet.....I want to be intimate with her soon....I want her to continue keeping Robert in her life as her lover...but its time that I get my wife back......
I am cool with RObert at this point...not ready to tell her we need to end all of this....only because I am sure that I would hurt her by doing that...I know she is really into Robert...and i dont want to deny her that!

[Softail]

No NO
You can do it! Hold out for the Harley. I'm pulling for you Reese!
LMAO

[mcg73]

what would happen if mrs reese got pregnant with the robert´s baby?

[mrs_reese]

aemn and open2it,
You know that i luv you guys! It's funny, your personal pms were exactly what we have been discussing lately.
Tonight, it is hubby and I spending the night together! After a very long discussion last night with my hubby and Robert, we all have come to the conclusion that changes are necessary. I personally must stop the denial with my hubby. I am dying inside and I need to make love to him; not fuck him. I told robert that he is a big part of my life, but withour past history, I was sure that Robert would be a side note very soon. He didnt want that to happen. Robert and hubby had a great conversation regarding all of this. Hubby has admitted that he can not do this any longer. As for the bet/ he canhave the harley if he really wants to, I really dont mind! But the compromise is that I am allowed to continue a relationship with robert/ and that my hubby can not use the safe word and ask him to go away.
This was a delicate subject because I do not want to share part of my life with Robert if hubby is really worried about him hurting our marriage. Hubby and I agreed that we can DO this! WE both like Robert in our lives. Robert has proven to both of us that he can be trusted. I admitted to hubby that I dont want to lose robert! We are not sure about a lot of things, but one thing is certain. Tonight, I will make love to my hubby. Robert understands that our game of denial is over.
I told both my hubby and Robert that if they both want me to be happy and sexually satisfied, that I want both of my men!
I want to date Robert, spend time with him alone at his place or even at our home. I want hubby as my soul mate, lover and husband. I want 3some sex with both of my men and individual intimacy at times.
If this is truly about ME, then this is how I want it. But first, i cant wait to be with hubby tonight.
We both feel like teenagers that planned on a BIG night with NO parents around! \
Tonight, this hotwife gets her hubby back!
I have the biggest smile in my face b/c I still get to have robert in my life as my lover and friend!

[aemn611]

......I told both my hubby and Robert that if they both want me to be happy and sexually satisfied, that I want both of my men!
I want to date Robert, spend time with him alone at his place or even at our home. I want hubby as my soul mate, lover and husband. I want 3some sex with both of my men and individual intimacy at times.
If this is truly about ME, then this is how I want it. But first, i cant wait to be with hubby tonight.
We both feel like teenagers that planned on a BIG night with NO parents around! \
Tonight, this hotwife gets her hubby back!
I have the biggest smile in my face b/c I still get to have robert in my life as my lover and friend!

It sounds like the R's have finally settled in to a potentially LT situation that will give Mrs R the romantic hot sex with her fantasy lover she likes yet still live a fairly normal life with hubby in a perpetually turned on state constantly desiring Mrs R and sharing in Mrs R exploits with her lover. If this goes forward, I predict the R's will be fantasizing about their experiences of Mrs R and her lover for many years to come, even if Robert situation eventually has to end. I can say from personal experience, it lasts at least 20 years and that was for a one time event that was the pinicle of our MFM experience. I also predict that Mr R will want to move in and out of being cucked rather than always wanting to be one way or the other. I'd be interested to hear others comments and predictions.

Aemn

[BallSpanking]

Very sweet.

I think Ms Reese hit the nail on the head.

The whole purpose (to my mind) is that your wife be happy, satisfied, and grow personally from these activities.

I think it's very brave of her to admit to Mr Reese that she wants to continue to see and date Robert, alone and in MMF, because this way she will be very loved by both men.

To me, this is part of the fulfillment of a lifelong fantasy, where the wife can enjoy the bliss of the marital bed AND the excitement outside, as well.
Everyone wins, Reese has a beautiful and sexy HW that shares herself selectively with other men of her own choosing.

Robert gets to spend quality time with a gorgeous, vivacious, adventuresome, sexy (did I say sexy?) HotWife, and spend all of his cum inside her sweet pussy.

Reese wins by having a sweet, dedicated HW, who regularly brings home creampies from Robert, and is no longer denied the pussy (although it extends far beyond pussy denial, it is actually a denial of comfort in a profound way), and now shares his beautiful HW with Robert, or other guys of Her choosing (when she wants that kind of thing). Basically Mr Reese's fantasy is now a total reality. He has a gorgeous wife that is naughty and loves sex, and will now seek it out ON HER OWN TERMS. In every way, a liberated woman. As should be.

[Softail]

As for the bet/ he canhave the harley if he really wants to, I really dont mind! But the compromise is that I am allowed to continue a relationship with robert/ and that my hubby can not use the safe word and ask him to go away.

So what sort of Checks & balances do you have left if Robert changes his mind and wants you all to him self (and Reese senses this?)
No "Safeword" and hubby can't tell him to go. What will you do?

[roadrunner]

As for the bet/ he canhave the harley if he really wants to, I really dont mind! But the compromise is that I am allowed to continue a relationship with robert/ and that my hubby can not use the safe word and ask him to go away.

So what sort of Checks & balances do you have left if Robert changes his mind and wants you all to him self (and Reese senses this?)
No "Safeword" and hubby can't tell him to go. What will you do?

Well, at that point I don't think a "safeword" is what is needed, but a long serious discussion about how everything is going for everyone involved.

It does sound to me like the Reese's are heading to polyamory territory.

[reese]

Last night, my wife and I had the most incredible sex any man could imagine!
Finally! Feeling her perfect body, tasting her sweet pussy, she was mine last night!
Our bet is off...........We want to include Robert in our life together.
I love losing her to him. I trust him. She wants him more than she admits to me.
We are happy right now....in a good place.
Tonight we are going to a wedding........and later SEX again.
Robert will be coming to our home later after the wedding....luckily for all of us, it should be over around 10pm.
My wife wants to have 3some sex with him and I.
My plans are to take her after Robert orgasms in her.....sitting back and watching my wife make love to another man...knowing that SHE is falling for him......knowing that our love will never be destroyed...but also realizing that another man has entered into my wife's forbidden zone that was only reserved for me......THIS IS SUCH A CRAZY RUSH!

[mrs_reese]

It felt so wonderful making love to my husband. We both decided to put hotwife play away for that moment.
I think I understand why he loves to re-claim me when he is denied being with me. I felt some very different emotions as I was kind of denied my hubby too. It was like making love like we have never done before. The feelings, touch, sensations were so different. So sexy. So wonderful!
Thank you baby, for being so much of a man to me.
I love you!
xoxoxo
Your wife!

[sdbuffalo]

You have such an amazing story going! Far better than any soap opera, because I so worry for both of you, holding my breath, and reading as fast as I can to see how things are.

Yet, there is a 'ghost' in this tale..., named "L."

Is there any chance that her observations/feelings might be added to your emotional roll coaster? She seems to 'appear' (sort of out of the wood work) at just the right times!

Would you be willing to share more of how your friendship came to be, and how it continues?

Do this only if you wish. Thank you.

[mrs_reese]

sdbuffalo,
Thankyou for your kind words.
L and I have been friends for some time. She has had a very troubled marriage before and is divorced. She has been in and out of relationships with women and men recently. She is definitely bi and loves women as much as men.|
She scares me. Only b/c I know that she loves my husband and has told me so in a drunked moment. I like testing my hubby with her. SO much emphasis is on me with whom I date and make love to. My hubby loves bending the rules with me and at times, I like doing that with him and L. She and I talk a lot on the phone/ text too.
I love her in a way but I also have to be careful with her only because she feels a lot of affection with hubby.
Her and I have had playful sex and at times I love the intimacy I share with her. But I keep her at a distance b/c she is very compassionate and emotional. She is beautiful but troubled at times. She loves our sex games and loves being a part of them at times. When hubby needs another woman to play with, or when I want to test hubby, I ask L to be part of our life. She is a great girl! I trust her but I dont want her to be too close to hubby.
I hope that helps.

[mrs_reese]

Robert update

He is coming over tomorrow night. He wants some one on one time and I told him that I would love to spend some time alone with him too. I love knowing that he will be in my bed. Hubby is good with this too. So far so good with everyone!
I know hubby will get his kink on by listening. I love knowing that he will masterbate all night listening to us.
I will make sure that I give him my panties that i will be wearing all day.

I think we are settling on this lifestyle. Tomorrow, we wont be sharing 3some sex, or play with L. Just Rob and I all alone in my husbands bed. Knowing that hubby will be in the next room makes all of this so sexy for me!

[MikeandDeb]

We are so happy for you both. We may be having a old friend come back into our lives and we may be doing something similar ourselves. We love reading your adventures and it helps to hear how you two work out the little bumps as well as some of the bigger ones.

[reese]

Mike and Deb...
Thank-you for contributing to our thread. I have read about your adventures and can tell you that I am a fan of you and your hotwife.

Robert is coming over tonight. It is so weird to me. Sitting at my desk.....trying to maintain my erection so no one notices....knowing that my wife's lover will be arriving later tonight to make love...and fuck my wife. I am feeling the angst...the apprehension...the doubt...the incredible CHURNING in my stomach...feeling the heart-ache that accompanies a hotwife's husband emotions as he relives...or dreams about the encounters of his wife.
These emotions never end! They never become second nature to me. I always find something about my wife and her hotwife play that makes me go absolutely CRAZY with excitment and angst!
The emotional paradox of lustful sexual excitement and HURT is such a turn-on to me!

I sit here....willingly encouraging my wife to have sex with her lover in our bed...to give up my home to this man...to play make believe that he is taking my wife away from me.....to keep pushing and pushing because I need to feed my addiction by having a wife that is slutty...kinky....cheating....and bending the rules of a relationship!

[aemn611]

......I know hubby will get his kink on by listening. I love knowing that he will masterbate all night listening to us......... Knowing that hubby will be in the next room makes all of this so sexy for me!

Do you use a baby monitor to allow Mr R to listen? I don't know how private you want to be with Robert, but I can tell you it would be an extreme rush to listen to your most intimate conversations with Robert if I were Mr R and I didn't think having it there would inhibit you in your lovemaking with Robert or what you say to him and him to you.

Best to you both,

Aemn

[reese]

aemn...thanks for the suggestion...we dont have a baby monitor..but we are thinking of videoing the episode tonight...where she turns the camera on while they engage in sex.

I am content listening to them. On this night..I am actually going to be selfish and masterbate a few times listening to them. My wife has had her toes painted in French manicure style...and she has worn some sexy thigh highs for me all day yesterday....

My footfetish will be active big TIME tonight!

I cant wait to hear them fucking..........and my wife losing control!
How many guys are able to listen to their wives losing control? To hear the bed movements...their whispering and laughing..hearing her slirp as his cock slides in and out of her mouth....hearing his cock move inside her deeply...listening to that sexy noise of her wetness sloshing around as his cock moves in and out....hearing her beg him for more...hearing her yell how much she loves his cock...that no other man fucks her like he does(i know that is for me..lol!)

Tonight............I will be selfishly masterbating to my wife being Roberts lover!

[reese]

Mcg73...sorry bro..

I didnt mean to ignore you....
as for mrs_r getting pregnant...as hot as it is in fantasy..and WE do talk about it when my cock is filling her up...

It wont happen only b/c she is on bc...and we wont do that to our family....NO way!

Thanks for asking.

[mcg73]

Thanks you for aswering and good luck with your beautiful wife and her lover!

[reese]

Last night, Robert arrived.....after saying hi and thanking me for allowing my wife to be his lover...they went into our entertainment room and shared a drink. Her child was asleep. We all have an arrangement where if her child was to wake and see them together, we would inform the child that Robert is OUR friend! SO far no problems have occurred, she is too young to really put anything together in terms of hotwife play!

I left them alone. But I was near. I was intrigued by the fact that Robert was making himself right at home, and also taking my wife into his life as if she was HIS wife! Listening to them laugh, and kiss right away, I knew it would be a wild night for all of us. I would walk by the room at times, their backs were facing me; they could not see me, I watched Robert talk about how sexy her painted toe nails looked! Damn....I became very jealous...that is my territory! My wife promises me that her feet are MINE...that is one part of her body that she will not share with anyone. At least I thought that!
This was one of those situations that YOU can not control...I was too overcome with jealousy!
As the night progressed, my wife came up to me( very cool that she did that..and apologized about Robert kissing her feet...telling me that she will talk to him about that later)....kissing me goodnight..and asking me if I was ready to jack off to her making love to her MAN...oh that stung! My cock was already hard! Let me conclude this post by stating the obvious...I jacked off a few times....and it was so intense! She made love to Robert....hearing her orgasm....and walking past my bedroom later...watching her sleep with Robert as they lay next to each other! WOW!
This guy is the ONE for her...I know it! And I am fine with all of this!