Hey!
I have a lot of do today, and I am not sure if I will be back on line until I get back on Sunday night!
I am very excited and nervous!
I will miss my hubby very much.
I am nervous that he will be out too/ I trust him dearly and have even thought about him going to a strip bar and playing with a dancer while he is going away on his baseball games circuit.
Robert and I have talked this morning a few times and he is very excited.
He asked me to go 100% with this, and give me all of myself.
I promised him that I will be his completely!
I love knowing that I will be able to do this with my husbands blessings!
I am in love with 2 men now, I have no idea of our futures together.
I do know that I have a tendency to push my lover out of my life when he gets too close.
I hope this doesnt happen to Robert.
He has no idea of that personality trait of mine.
When push comes to shove, at the end of the day, if I feel that another man is going to threaten the dynamic marriage bw hubby and I, I will push that lover out of my life.
I am nervous about this happening.
I feel that going away to the Bahama with Robert/ not being a wife or mom/ not having a worry in the world/ being a married wife who is away with another lover with the blessings of her husband/ THIS ISNT A NORMAL WORLD!
I will fall deeply and emotionally in love with Robert. Are you ready for this baby? What will happen to us when I come back? You really push me to love Robert/ you push me to be completely sexual with him even though I know that you are a sexual freak when it comes to ME!
I know that you seek and crave sex from me more than a normal man. How can you allow me to make love to Robert and give myself to him completely while being denied ME?
You are an amazing husband. Just be ready to have a big challenge when we come back on sunday night.
If I feel that our marriage is threatened, Robert wont survive!
But as I promised, I will have an amazing time with him while away.
Just know that YOU will not have any claim to me, your hotwife.
Robert will be in heaven to have my body completely!
One more thing baby. I know that you never asked for me to say this to you. But I was waiting for this moment to post this to you!
I am Robert's slave as I write these words. He will be picking me up early tomorrow morning and I plan on cucking you completely and transfer ownership of my body to robert in front of you.
Maybe you will suck his cock. Not sure about that. Even with his cock, I am too possessive, even with you, my husband. How crazy is that? Maybe I will suck his cock in front of you and proclaim my love to him and not you as a final act of cucking you.
But one thing is sure baby, you are much more of a man than Robert. To let me go like this! It is hard for me to believe.
You have lost me baby. You will not know my body until I come back on sunday.
I will not leave any care packag, you will finally endure the ultimate act of denial and cucking.
I hope I was worth all of this! Because, tomorrow I will be loving life while you suffer in complete mental and sexual misery.
I will be out of your life!
I will be Robert's slave.
One more thing:
I love you so much!
You are my world baby!
Until Sunday evening!
Goodbye everyone!
