Recently started getting fantasies. How to cope with it?

[Midnight Joker]

....told me she would've been mine for the night if I hadn't offered her to my friend.

She had laid a selection of dresses on the bed for me to choose from while she dried her hair.

Every other time she had gone to his, she had gone straight from work or somewhere else, I had never seen her off. Seeing her looking so sexy and knowing it was all for him was difficult but a turn on.

He then sent a photo of her creampied pussy with the caption "enjoy!". It seemed like an eternity waiting for her to come home.

She climbed onto the sofa, pussy in front of my face, tilted my head back and pushed herself onto my mouth. I stop thinking about his cum and think about her pussy instead.

That's very hot. You gave up your right to her for the night so she could get properly fucked and you properly cucked!

Maybe go out and buy a special outfit and lingerie just for her to wear for him. Help her as you slide the panties up her legs knowing you friend will be sliding them down later. Even better, if you're there, she makes you remove the panties for him.

How much were you thinking about slurping up that pie after getting that picture?

What were you thinking as you tasted his cum? Was it a big load?

[anondesires]

Maybe go out and buy a special outfit and lingerie just for her to wear for him.

It's funny you should say that

How much were you thinking about slurping up that pie after getting that picture?

My first thought is "you bastard!" for cumming in my girlfriend and then I think about him unloading into her, that big cock shooting cum into her receptive pussy and I feel cucked and betrayed by my own thoughts that he can turn me on by doing that to us. There's usually then a realisation that I'm going to eat that creampie, I think about how it's his cum, from his balls, out of his cock and consider that I don't want to do it. I try to convince myself that I don't want to do it, that I won't do it but I look at her pussy, the pussy I know and love and know I'm going to do it. Then I convince myself I don't want to and it goes round and round like that.

What were you thinking as you tasted his cum? Was it a big load?

When she comes back from his like that, it's barely noticeable, it's like she's really wet with a hint of cum. When I've jumped straight in, there have been some thick loads which is gross to think about most of the time but in the moment I'm just overwhelmed with horny submission.

[monraccoon]

sooooo hot.

my first wife worked late into the night, early into the morning, when we first lived together. i’d be in bed, often feigning sleep, awaiting her arrival. she’d usually shower upon coming home, to wash away the sweat and makeup and cigarette smoke. one night she skipped the shower and mounted the bed, straddling me, her knees at my ears on the pillow. her cunt got eaten and it was wet and salty. this wasn’t a consensual creampie. she was a wicked woman. but i was her cuckold.

[anondesires]

Friday night last week she was looking at lingerie online and asked what I thought about a couple of them. I approved, she has good taste, she added them to basket. I asked if I could choose a couple or at least look. She asked if I realised that they weren't for me, at least not directly anyway. I think I'd subconsciously known that but her spelling it out for me was kind of humiliating. I told her I had assumed that but wanted to look anyway. I found another that we agreed on, I couldn't decide if it was my taste or my friend's but it was somehow hotter knowing I was picking it for her to wear for him. I can't remember what happened next, we got distracted by something and ended up having sex.

The next night she continued shopping, she picked a fairly classy maid style outfit, she thought it might be fun. She also joked about a dominatrix outfit for her to wear for me and a collar with a lead for me to wear. Maybe half an hour later, she passed it back to me on the checkout page. She asked if I'd check what she'd chosen and asked if I'd mind paying for it. She said she paid for the last lot and I seemed to have had a lot of enjoyment from it. There were 4 outfits for him and she'd added the dominatrix outfit and collar that she joked about. I assumed she was still joking about them and was giving me the chance to remove them. The thought of paying for 4 outfits for her to get fucked by my friend in was fairly conflicting. The joke items being for me seemed to sweeten the deal. I wondered what she would look like in that outfit and what she might plan on doing if she wore it. Curiosity got the better of me, I went along with it, paid for it all and passed it back to her.

She laughed and said she thought I'd remove them. I told her I was curious how she would look in it and curious what she might do. She joked about whether I was ready for some more pegging, we both laughed, neither of us are interested in trying that again. She then told me that the thigh high boots weren't included but she had found some elsewhere. I agreed that they completed "the look" and she bought those too.

[wannabecUKold]

I like this. The pair of you having sexual fun, as she humiliates you, which turns you on, and you buy her lingerie to wear when she gets fucked by another man.
Keep going like this together. It’s wholesome.

[BeingInTheWorld]

Some thoughts about you and your friend:

I've been fucking a good friend's wife for 20 years. It started with his encouragement.

Over the years, it has done nothing but bring him and I closer together. In all honesty, it's made me think more highly of him. He's someone I can trust and count on.

The more open and honest you can be about your feelings and desires, the better. It makes sense you frequently feel conflicted. Why wouldn't you? The inner conflict helps fuel the intensity of the desire.

[johnswan]

Been reading this thread since it started earlier this year. And, since it's really hotted up, with your friend cucking you, I've been eagerly following your progress.
In fact, this thread has finally made me decide to join the forum. I've been a lurker here for many years, pretty much since I started having cuckold fantasies. But this thread has struck a real chord with me, as it has similar elements to my own situation.....of a best friend who finds my wife hot, and me thinking about him fucking her. I have some really hot fantasies about them, with both of them cucking me badly!
But, to be clear, nothing has happened yet. But I want it to. I want some of those fantasies to come true. Just not quite sure how to progress things.

Anyway, Anon, thanks for posting your thread and keeping us updated. The hottest thread on this particular forum, for me, by far.

I'm just hoping I can progress things at least to a little bit of the depth that you have. Thanks.

[sucker00]

Anon,

I'm curious about a couple of things related to your lingerie shopping post. Is there a certain style of lingerie that your GF seems to be pick out for your friend? I'm also curious, with your friend's foot fetish, is she buying ensembles that might accentuate her legs such as sets with stockings? Also, do you think it's going to get back to your friend that you're participating in your GF buying sexy lingerie for his benefit? Your GF seems to really be getting into the cuckolding aspect of this dynamic.

[johnswan]

Hi Anon, apart from the maid and dominatrix outfits, could you give more detail of the other lingerie she and you chose? I hope you picked out some very sexy stocking and suspenders sets, a personal favourite of mine to see my wife wear.

[armyguyot1]

Can I suggest Roman toga with the orgy undertones did it for us. Big time.

[elina]

The next night she continued shopping, she picked a fairly classy maid style outfit, she thought it might be fun. She also joked about a dominatrix outfit for her to wear for me and a collar with a lead for me to wear.

Hm,
You know that cracking jokes about things are often a way to discuss things you don't want to/ dear to talk about in a normal conversation?

Your Girlfriend is a wonderful young Ladies reading books about cuckolding and buying a cage and ... for you.
She may very well have some ideas She is wondering if She can try out with you now

Maybe half an hour later, she passed it back to me on the checkout page. She asked if I'd check what she'd chosen and asked if I'd mind paying for it. She said she paid for the last lot and I seemed to have had a lot of enjoyment from it. There were 4 outfits for him and she'd added the dominatrix outfit and collar that she joked about. I assumed she was still joking about them and was giving me the chance to remove them. The thought of paying for 4 outfits for her to get fucked by my friend in was fairly conflicting. The joke items being for me seemed to sweeten the deal. I wondered what she would look like in that outfit and what she might plan on doing if she wore it. Curiosity got the better of me, I went along with it, paid for it all and passed it back to her.

Hm, glad that the curiosity got the better of you. I am sure your wonderful Girlfriend will now start to explore what opportunities are open for Her now, what a lucky guy you are!!

She laughed and said she thought I'd remove them. I told her I was curious how she would look in it and curious what she might do. She joked about whether I was ready for some more pegging, we both laughed, neither of us are interested in trying that again. She then told me that the thigh high boots weren't included but she had found some elsewhere. I agreed that they completed "the look" and she bought those too.

Wonderful. To bad there is no way for you to post pictures since you need permission from the person in the picture and you (rightfully I think needs this channel to able to communicate your reflections withour sharing with your Girlfrien). I am sure that with the boots, this young Lady will become completely impossible to disobey...

Looking forward to see where this is going?

Sincerely
elina

[chastity_boi]

Hi Anon, just wondering if there were any developments after your girlfriend got her dominatrix outfit and thigh boots and put you on a leash? Also has there been any escalation in the dynamic between you and your friend after you deferred to him and begged him to fuck your girl? Did he take the lead from your cue and assert himself over you or your girl any further as a result in the past week or so?

[anondesires]

I tried to write about it the other day but couldn't get past the "502 bad gateway" errors and somehow lost what I wrote. I can't be bothered to write it all again and I'm quite far behind again.

[leander99]

I tried to write about it the other day but couldn't get past the "502 bad gateway" errors and somehow lost what I wrote. I can't be bothered to write it all again and I'm quite far behind again.

Yeah, I see that error a lot too. You are probably better of writing it in Notepad++ or something, before trying to post it.

[chastity_boi]

The 502 error have been highly annoying lately. If you have the time or inclination I know the many people following this thread would be interested but understand if you don't. I think your exploits have inspired at least two other threads on here with guys embarking on their cuckold journeys as they explore and try to come to terms with their innermost desires so I think your experiences, as well as being highly erotic for those of us wired this way, are also very insightful for others who are trying to navigate feelings that fly in the face of everything they've been brought up or grew up to believe. Regardless hope everything is still progressing well for you all and look forward to any further developments you care to share.

[joel68]

I think I have gotten it but just hit the back button and resubmitted it.

[johnswan]

Hi anondesires.
Yes, the 'Bad Gateway' stuff is really frustrating. You struggle through those messages, hitting the back or reload button, and finally you get to write your message. Then you hit 'send' and you wait an age, and your post either succeeds or disappears.
Incredibly frustrating.
But now, today, no such problems. But I fear they may yet come back.

I would just like to say that your thread has inspired me to finally become a member of this forum, after many years of lurking.
And I have started my own thread, to discuss my own desires (and hopefully success) in getting my best friend to fuck my wife and cuckold me.
Thank you for inspiring me.

I hope the annoyance of the 'Bad Gateway' stuff passes, and you'll post some more.

Some have suggested writing in a more secure app, then copy/pasting it into your post.
That's a bit of a faff, but does have the benefit of you having a nice clean record of what you have written, all in one place. Great for you to refer back to when you are wondering whether you are repeating things, or simply need to reference back to dates etc.

Looking forward to you posting again soon.

[wannabecUKold]

It's so annoying to write and then lose it all. I now always copy all before submit. Well, rest assured we look forward to hearing from you if you get the energy to tell us, even in summary.
We do like your trio. You are very lucky to have a girl who wants and enjoys sex and is open about it. And you and best friend seem to have a good balanced relationship, though I think you'd both enjoy giving it a direct sexual angle.

[elina]

I tried to write about it the other day but couldn't get past the "502 bad gateway" errors and somehow lost what I wrote. I can't be bothered to write it all again and I'm quite far behind again.

Yes, The Bad Gateway issues are really problematic.
Sometimes you can do a refresh and you are back where you were, but it does not always work.

I have found two things that will secure that nothing will be lost:

A. Before hitting the "Submit" button, mark and copy everything written.
You can then either paste it into new response after logging in again,
or paste it into another application (e.g.Word) and retrieve later.
The problem with this approach is that it is easy to forget to copy before hitting submit....

B. Alternative which is safer is to write everything in Word or some other text-based editor,
and paste everything into the OHV post....

I understand how frustrating this experience was and that you do not want to spend time writing everything up again. Still I would have really loved to understand how you and your Wonderful Girlfriend have progressed. Would you be able to at least provide a high-level summary? (Please)

Sincerely
elina

[johnswan]

And you and best friend seem to have a good balanced relationship, though I think you'd both enjoy giving it a direct sexual angle.

Hi wannabecUKold. I'm not sure what you mean by "giving it a direct sexual angle".

[Tryagain]

I tried to write about it the other day but couldn't get past the "502 bad gateway" errors and somehow lost what I wrote. I can't be bothered to write it all again and I'm quite far behind again.

If i write any more than a few sentences, I now always write in Word so i do not have to write it up twice.

[MatureCouple]

Yeah, I write my posts in Notepad or Wordpad and save them to my desktop... then wait until the 502 error goes away to post. I certainly understand the loss of desire to post after you've just lost a long update.

[joel68]

Good idea. When I have posted and gotten the bad gateway I have hit the back button and my post was still there.

Odd that he experienced something different. But it is a problem. It appears to come and go. At least that’s what I have experienced.

[Dream Weaver]

It's so annoying to write and then lose it all. I now always copy all before submit. Well, rest assured we look forward to hearing from you if you get the energy to tell us, even in summary.
We do like your trio. You are very lucky to have a girl who wants and enjoys sex and is open about it. And you and best friend seem to have a good balanced relationship, though I think you'd both enjoy giving it a direct sexual angle.

I’ve been in the site since about 2008 (with the same name but with a space and I lost the password and started over).

It is very rare in the home run multi thread stories. Much rarer than real life IMHO.

[xleglover]

One thing I meant to ask before, you mentioned that your gf had got some ideas from a book she read - maybe online? Can you tell us what the book was? Apologies if you said and I missed it.

I've tried to find this out for myself but she won't tell me. I think she doesn't want me wising up to her tricks. All I know is it was on Kindle but now she's read a few of them. I figured there would only be like 1 book about cuckolding aimed at women on there but there's loads. "How To Cuckold Your Husband", "How to Get Your Husband to Beg to Be a Cuckold : A Hotwife's Guide", "How Does It Really Feel to Cuckold Your Husband?: A Hotwife's Guide". I assume it must be something along those lines but I don't know which one or which one got her started.

If I find out, I'll post them here.

I’d love it if it was one of my books

But then you’d be in big trouble. lol.